" ....They asked me for drugs
and
I told them about Your smile... "

Third person's P.O.V

" One goddamned day passed and Boss is nowhere! Where is he? ",
Lisa said with an annoyed voice as she just finished a press conference in behalf of Jungkook.

" He never ignores his business like this... What is the thing that is more important to him now! ",
Lisa was angry as she was imagining a certain person with Jungkook.

" Is he with that bitch? Jimin! I'm sure JK fucked him then why the fuck he isn't killing that bitch?",
Lisa nearly yelled as she sat on the huge couch of her office.

" if he doesn't kill Jimin then I will! I Fucking will ! That bitch thinks he can win Jeon Jungkook huhh? Never! ",
Lisa said as she picked up a picture of Jimin from the table and clutched it in her palms.

" I'll burn down his career, reputation, dreams! I'll destroy everything Jimin has! ",
Lisa exclaimed throwing Jimin's picture somewhere.

" And I fucking have a new rival too! Who the fuck is this Black Rose? And why is every mafia member already scared of him? Who the fuck is this and why JK gave him a nickname !!!",
Lisa said taking the wine glass from table.

" Every fucking thing is stressing me out!!!!! ",
Lisa screamed.

She drank her wine and closed her eyes.

" Okay okay calm down.. Keep it cool Lalisa... That Jimin can do nothing, he's too weak and worthless to be with Jungkook! He's just trying to get these billions of dollars property and reputation that's it.... I'll just throw him aside.... ",
Lisa said trying to calm herself.

" Wait but why the fuck Kai came here this afternoon and why did he went to JK's office? Isn't he taking care of that 'Black Rose' ? I can't believe he's working as servant.",
Lisa said chuckling at the last.

" No no no its not something I can let go.... Have to check it. "

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Lisa entered JK's office. Everything there is just about the business, there was nothing mafia related and Jungkook's main business . This office is just for JJK Empire's.

Jungkook wasn't there still Lisa was a little scared to enter the office. But it's not gonna stop her. The automatic lights turned on and that startled her. She knew if Jungkook suddenly comes back or any other person like Taehyung, Namjoon , Seokjin, Hoseok, Yoongi, Kai sees her sneaking in Jungkook's office, she'll be a dead meat.

She took careful steps towards the huge desk. Jungkook might not be sitting on the huge black swivel chair at that moment but Lisa was still scared to look at it. She looked here and there for something but found nothing.

" Damn it! Why did he came here! ",
Lisa was getting frustrated as she couldn't find anything. She gave up and about to leave then suddenly she noticed an unfamiliar blue file on the desk. It didn't seem like any file related to business. So she took it .

" Korean National University of arts?",
Lisa got confused as she read the university name on the first page.

" University file? Why the heck is it here? And who do it belong to? I don't thi---wait! Doesn't Jimin go to this University? ",
Lisa started fuming with anger as she realised.

" Ughh! So he's this much important now? Kai has time to bring it and JK wants it huhhh? A boy like Jimin is worth JK's time now? ",
Lisa said gritting her teeth .

She turned the page and the first thing she noticed is a passport size photo of Jimin and that was enough to make her more angry.

" Ughh! So it's really him! ",
Lisa closed the file as she found out that it's really Jimin's but the thing she failed to notice because of her anger is the name.

The real name of Jimin that was written on that page.

" I'll never let JK to see it! Jimin can't be this much important to him! ",
Lisa stomped out of the office with the file in her hand determined to throw it somewhere or just burn it down.

She was just about to enter the elevator when she bumped with a tall man and the file fell down from her hand with some other files that probably belonged to the man.

Lisa was about to curse but when she saw who the person is.. Her words got stuck inside her throat.

It was Hoseok with Taehyung standing behind him.

" Can't you see where you're going? ",
Taehyung spat and Lisa looked down.

" I'm sorry sir... ",
Lisa apologised and crouched down to pick up the files that was Hobi holding.

" It's okay but I don't want you bumping into me next time. Keep your eyes open either -",
Taehyung stopped Hoseok in the midway.

" Either I'll dig out your eyes and replace them with marbles. Understood? ",
Taehyung said with a scary voicemail as he waited for Lisa to pick up the files Hoseok was holding.

They came here to steal Jimin's university file too.

" okay sir... ",
Lisa was internally shivering upon hearing Taehyung's words but agreed nonetheless cause it was the only thing she can do.

Lisa picked up all the files and gave it to Hoseok and took a blue file that she thought is Jimin's university profile.

" Now leave. ",
Hoseok said and Lalisa practically ran away from there after bowing.

None of them knew what just happened. The blue file swapped.

Hoseok and Taehyung hurried to Jungkook's office as they didn't want to waste anytime and take Jimin's file with them not knowing that it's already with them.
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Acting. That was what Jungkookie was doing, at least he was trying to do for some reason that he's not ready to accept.

He laid there with Jimin trying to act as he's asleep and the younger was playing with his hairs softly.

" If Jimin wants to kill me then why isn't he trying something new when her thinks I'm asleep? He can just kill me here and try to take everything ? "
Jungkook thought in his mind.

" So he really doesn't want to kill me or betray me? Then why is he here trying to save me always? Caring
about me? ",
Numerous thoughts were coming to his mind. He knew all the answers but didn't accept it.

" He's really perfect to be my Black Rose ..... Yes My. Only mine. ",
Jungkook thought as Jimin's delicate touches were relaxing him. The relaxation he always craved for .

" You should take rest often Jungkookie.... Look how tired you
are " ,
Jimin mumbled softly as he kept playing with the soft silky long raven hairs of his lover. Jimin was loving the moment so much. No chaos, no arguments, no hurtful words, no pains.... Just his lover sleeping beside him peacefully... Just perfect.

In the other hand Jungkook was kinda screaming in his mind.

" Huhh what? Who the heck is Jungkookie? Wait --- IS IT ME ?!! HE FUCKING CALLS ME WHAT ? WHY? HOW? JUNGKOOKIE? ",
Jungkook's brain was messing up after hearing the pet name and he didn't know why he felt like giving up. But he didn't know what he wants to give up. He just couldn't lay there anymore. He knew he'll do something stupid as he was going out of mind.

But Jungkook couldn't just get up and leave cause he knew Jimin will clearly understand that he was awake.

Jimin suddenly remembered something and tried to move out of Jungkook's hold.

Jimin's P.O.V

The feeling is so beautiful to have him beside me. He clearly needs rest. He is stressed. I wonder how he handles all these alone. I admire his works. Either that the mafia he built the entire JJK Empire's... How hard working he is. He got everything but not the things he actually needs.

Love and care. That's what he needs but he's too stubborn to believe it.

I was holding his arm when those familiar things came across my mind.
This cuts.... Those fresh cuts.. He didn't even try to tend them. He's sleeping now right? Then I can do it... He will never know.

I slowly tried to move out from his hold... But the problem is it's him who's holding me and his hold is no joke. If I put too much pressure then he'll wake up. I held his hand softly and moved away trying not to make any sound. Believe me I never want to leave his touch but I need to.

Thank god he didn't wake up ufff! He really needs some rest. I put the blanket over him properly and looked at his beautiful face for few seconds before running to the bathroom.

I have to find the first aid kits first, there will me some medicine for sure.
This bathroom is huge ughhh. I ran to the mirror and tried to find something in side the drawers.

Yes! Found it. I found the ointment I was looking for but I found something elsevthat I really didn't want to see.

Third person's P.O.V

" Where the heck did he go..? ",
Jungkook mumbled to himself as he sat up. He pushed his long hair backwards as those bangs were covering his eyes. He got off the bed thinking why he acted like he was sleeping earlier. Why was he afraid of letting Jimin go.

He was about to leave the room when he heard muffled sobs from the bathroom. Something made him run to the bathroom only to find a crying Jimin sitting on the floor with blades in his hand... His blades.

Jungkook couldn't help but think if Jimin used them, if Jimin hurt himself.

" JIMIN! ",
Jungkook screamed making Jimin flinch badly and the blades fell from his hand with a medicine tube.

Jimin looked at Jungkook with his cries getting louder as Jungkook stomped towards him.

" The fuck were you doing with
them! ",
Jungkook said dragging in front of Jimin. He didn't know why did he suddenly felt his heart beat increasing when he saw those blades in Jimin's hand.

Jimin didn't answer as was still looking at those blades imagining how much they hurt his Jungkookie.

" Answer me! ",
Jungkook demanded but again Jimin didn't say something and just looked up at him with teary eyes.

Jungkook felt like something's us crashing down inside him when he saw Jimin like that. His body stiffened, he wanted Jimin to stop crying...

" Th-those hu-hurts..... ",
Jimin blurted put hiccuping as he pointed at the blade.

Jungkook stayed silent as he didn't know what to say or do.

" Those hurts real bad!!!!! ",
Jimin said with a whisper yelling voice sounding like a maniac as he again tried to pick up the blades.

" The fuck are you trying to do!? ",
Jungkook yelled as he suddenly grabbed Jimin's shoulder and picked him up from the floor.

" No... Let my take it master! Lemme see it! Lemme cut myself too...! Lemme feel the pain you feel! Lemme see how it feels! How you bear it! Let m---",
Jimin's desperate rambles stopped by Jungkook.

" SHUT UP ! SHUT THE HELL UP! ",
Jungkook screamed at Jimin's face as he made him sit on the counter.

Jimin stopped but more tears rolled down from his eyes as Jungkook stood in front of him between his legs holding him in his strong grip.

Jimin looked down closing his eyes.

" look at me Jimin! ",
Jungkook ordered but Jimin continued crying while clutching his eyes shut.

" look at me!!!",
Jungkook demanded grabbing Jimin's chin in a harsh grip. Jimin looked up.

" please... Please hurt me if you're hurting.... Or let me a chance to heal you.... ",
Jimin pleaded with a broken voice. Those words shocked Jungkook again.

" he want me to hurt him cause I'm hurting?... Why will he want it? Heal me? What does he mean...? ",
Jungkook thought in his mind as he stared at those captivating pair of eyes in front of him. He didn't know how to answer Jimin's words. He was out of words. His strong made up character JJK wasn't answering nor helping him. Jungkook felt like he's not him anymore . Cause Jeon Jungkook would have said something or did something but him.... He can't do anything.

" I'm hurting you already. ",
Jungkook said without thinking anything. He didn't know how it sounded like. If it was a strong rude tone or blunt or a vulnerable tone.

In reality it was none of them. He sounded like regretting.

" You're not... You save me everytime.. You heal me every time... You care... ",
Jimin mumbled all those as he touched Jungkook's chest trying to make him believe in his words.

" I'll kill you. ",
Jungkook said trying to fight a urge of letting out everything he hid inside himself all these years.

" You can master .... My everything belongs to you and only you... I'm yours... You own me... I love you... ",
The last part of Jimin's words came out as a sob as he knew Jungkook will not accept his love.

" I don't love you. ",
Jungkook said not knowing what he said was actually truth or not.

" I know.... You don't have to... You don't have to love me or even like me.. Just let me be with you as anything you want... Just give me one chance... Chance to heal you... Chance to make the pains go away... Please.... ",
Jimin was a crying mess as he kept his palms on Jungkook's chest while his words where jack hammering inside Jungkook's head.

" There's nothing to heal... ",
Jungkook said not caring about what he was saying or it was out of his own rule or not. Jimin was slowly invading his mind and he didn't know how to stop it.

For some reason Jimin found Jungkook's words a little different. So unlike how he always acts.

" There is !...there's are lot of things to heal... ",
Jimin defended as he cupped Jungkook's cheeks hoping the older will open up. Will cry and let out all the hurtness stuffed inside him.

" ahghhhh... ",
Jimin whimpered as Jungkook suddenly grabbed his wrists and twisted it behind him.

Jimin felt his hands were almost breaking in the death grip but he could care less. The only thing he cared about in the moment is the person standing in front of him whom he loves too much.

Their proximity was really very close now as their hot breath fanned over each others skin.

" There's nothing to heal. Everything is already broken. ",
Jungkook sad twisting Jimin's wrist more trying to make Jimin scared of getting hurt.

" Then let me collect the broken pieces and patch it.... ",
Jimin said closing his eyes upon feeling the immense pain in his hand.

" You can't ... They're lost. ",
Jungkook didn't know why was he answering but still he was trying to see if Jimin gives up on him or not.

" I'll find them. I'll try until I die.. But I'll only die if you order me too either that I'm not leaving you... ",
Jimin said truthfully. At some point he believed even how much Jungkook hurts him afterwards he'll save him. So Jimin was starting to adore the pain knowing Jungkook will get more closer to himself with each hurting.

If you say Jungkook was speechless it'll be an understatement. He couldn't understand with which products Jimin was made of.

" it's impossible to find them. You'll give up. ",
Jungkook said not knowing how vulnerable he sounded in the last. Jimin knew he was breaking Jungkook. He knew he'll get hurt more but again he was too ready to face everything for his lover.

" I'll not till I die... How can I give up on a person who means the life for me ?...will I not be giving up on my life then? ",
Jimin's words somehow made Jungkook weak . No-one ever said this words to him. So he didn't know how to handle them.

Jungkook's grip loosened up on Jimin's hand and he kept his hand on the counted beside Jimin.

This time Jimin held Jungkook's forearm softly not caring how his own wrists were aching and the red marks on them.

" you're sucker for pain.. Aren't you? ",
Jungkook asked with a sinister but sad chuckle.

" only if the pain comes from you... ",
Jimin said surprisingly joining the laughter. He smiled before giggling with tears still running down from his eyes.

Jungkook stopped chuckling and stared at the giggling Jimin in front of him.

" Why are you smiling ?",
Jungkook asked with confusion in his voice.

" Cause I'm happy... ",
Jimin answered with a smile, his eyes turning into crescents but tears were not leaving them.

" Why..? ",
Jungkook knew he himself is crazy but seeing Jimin smiling in that moment made him question that who's more crazier.

" Cause I love you.. I'm happy to love you... I'm happy to be yours... I'm happy you hurt me... I'm happy you're wasting your time to hurt me... I'm happy cause I can stay with you.... I'm really lucky. ",
Jimin said clutching onto Jungkook's arms.

This words where nothing but Jimin's real feelings which were crazy. It was not his dreams but it was something he was holding onto. He wanted to love Jungkook always and it was his dream to get loved back but he made his mind understand that even if Jungkook doesn't loves him back.... He'll always stay there for his lover ,heal him and love him unconditionally. He will always try to prove his love and in the last if he gets loved back he can die peacefully.

Jungkook didn't understand why he suddenly felt happy by hearing those crazy words of Jimin. Somehow those words made him happy after all these years. Like he was craving for those words. The crazy devotion to him. A crazy lover. Those words, Jimin's angelic smile and the dripping sincerity in Jimin's voice was enough to make Jungkook loose his mind any do something he never thought he'll do ever again. He had no idea what he was doing but it was The only thing he felt like doing.

They were staring at each other after Jimin said those... Jimin's ethereal eye smile was still there when Jungkook cupped Jiminshi face making the smaller surprised but it way not the surprise Jimin was going to get.

" That's my Baby doll.... ",
Jungkook said and unknowingly his cloud shaped thin but pouty pink lips curled upwards before his bunny teeth showed and cracked into a mesmerising gleeful bunny like smile.

Jimin felt he's heart beat almost stopped before it started to jack hammering against his rib cage. More tears fell down from his eyes as he swore it's the most beautiful sight he had ever seen.... The most beautiful view of his life.. He has seen it... Jungkook smiled.

Jimin didn't know what to do at that moment cause his heart was starting to cry in happiness, his mind was swelling up as he watched Jungkook's beautiful smile. He knew the smile will be beautiful but this..... This is too unhealthy for his heart. Who thought the poker faced ruthless devil has the smile of an angle?
Well Jimin thought that's why he was different .

Jungkook didn't even understood that he smiled. The words of Jimin gave him pleasure, happiness, secure and trust.... He felt all of them. Never in his life he thought some crazy sentences like that and an ethereal smile will make him break his own barriers.

" my baby doll....just mine and only mine.... ",
Jungkook whispered before desperately pulling Jimin into a kiss not knowing that the younger was too overwhelmed at that moment.

It took Jimin a few seconds to process all The things and kiss back Jungkook. For the first time Jimin's felt different feelings in Jungkook's kiss. It was really something else. It felt like Jungkook was craving for trust and assurance in the kiss.

Jimin was sure the person now was kissing him is not the Jeon Jungkook everyone's know who has everything, who acts tough and ruthless, who doesn't trust anyone nor he wans to, who has no feelings............ It was clear to Jimin that the Jungkook who was kissing him now is someone else, that someone else who Jimin was trying to find from the very start. The Jungkook who was dying inside, who was caged, who needs love, who needs trust and assurance, who smiles, who cries, who is filled with emotions.... The real Jungkook or Jimin's Jungkookie...

Jimin held Jungkook's wrist softly but he had meaning behind it.... It was like a silent.. ' yes yours, only yours, always yours........'
And it seemed like Jungkook understood it too as he pressed their bodies together wanting Jimin more closer and continued the kiss which they both needed.

Their smile became each others drug without any permission or something.

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" WHERE THE FUCK KAI KEPT THE FILE! ",
Taehyung screamed in annoyance as they couldn't find Jimin's file in Jungkook's office.

Hoseok was still trying to find the file on JK's desk.

" Did Kai lie to me hyung? ",
Taehyung asked Hoseok.

" He's not someone who'll lie Tae and you know it. ",
Hoseok said as he stopped and looked at his stressed out boyfriend.

" I don't know. I don't know anything! Then where's the file?!! ",
Taehyung said with a frustrated voice and sat on the couch.

" But the thing I can't understand is why Namjoon hyung wanted Jimin's university profile and why Kai took it from him and the most important question is what is the problem if Jungkook sees Jimin's profile? ",
Hoseok asked as he didn't have a single idea what was going on. Taehyung just told him about the file nothing else.

" It has a problem hyung... ",
Taehyung could not say anything else cause he has scared. He doesn't want to tell anyone about what Namjoon was trying to prove .

" what problem Tae! Just tell me! I know you're hiding something! ",
Hoseok said getting frustrated.

" I'm not... The I'm ....I'll tell you later hyung .. please forgive me... I can't tell you right now... I need a little time.. Please baby I'm sorry.... ",
Taehyung pleaded looking at Hoseok. Hoseok nodded sadly knowing something is going wrong . Something bad.

" we just need to find the file first. ",
Taehyung said again.

" What actually Kai said to you? Did he said he put the file here? ",
Hoseok asked and Taehyung nodded.

" yes yes ! He said he put it here! ",
Taehyung exclaimed.

" But here's nothing.... ",
Hoseok said with a defeated voice.

" Where's it then! I need it.. It's very important.... We need to find it. ",
Taehyung said with a worried voice.

" We need to think of something if we want to find that file Tae but now we should leave. ",
Hoseok said patting his boyfriend's shoulder.

" no no we can't leave without that file! ",
Taehyung argued.

" Tae! Why aren't you thinking? Here's nothing and if somehow Jungkook comes to know that we're here in his office for 2 hours and most probably trying to steal something...he will literally burn us alive! ",
Hoseok said the truths and it hit Taehyung as he looked helplessly at his boyfriend.

" yes Tae... I'll think of something. Now let's leave. ",
Hoseok said and Taehyung nodded getting up from the couch.

Hoseok took his files which included their show plans and some deal details..... Not knowing the file they were finding for past hours was already with them.

They walked out of the office putting their poker face on.

But all of them forgot one thing. They forgot about the CCTV cameras inside Jungkook's office.

" You smiled
and
I melted...."

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