* You're the first *


" Breaking all the barriers..?
Yeah, you're the first one.... "


Third person's P.O.V

     
     The car stopped and Jimin looked outside. The entire drive he was squirming in his seat as excitement and anxiousness was drowning him. At last when he called his mother, talked with her then afterwards talked with Taehyung he calmed down a bit.
Although it was almost an one hour drive from the university and Jimin never got to know this part of Seoul.

Jimin rolled down the window glass only to gasp at the sight.

[ JJK Empires, headquarters ]

" It's JJK empires.......? ",
Jimin's voice was sounding like kid in Zoo who can't believe how a tiger he saw in book is actually real.

" Yes sir . It's the headquarters. The most important deals and conferences are always held here ... It's literally boss's home when he stays in South Korea. ",
Kai said and Jimin just gawked at the building.

Of course Jimin went to lots of skyscrapers and works at one but this?

" So you're telling me people doesn't get lost inside? ",
Jimin joked.

" Nope! Basically all of the staffs has their departmental floor and they often don't step on other floors except it's necessary or they have permission. ",
Kai explained.

" it's really difficult to roam around and doing nothing in the company which never bears imperfection and lack of hard work.. ",
Kai added smiling. After all a vice president will always know the company well.

Jimin nodded  understanding the matters. He was now more nervous. Kai parked the car and got out before Jimin could open the car door. Kai opened the door for Jimin and the younger shook his head in disagreement.

" You don't have to do this you know? I'm a healthy fit and fine person who can open the door for himself. ",
Jimin said and Kai smiled nodding.

People around them looked back and forth between Jimin and Kai. As much as they knew their Vice president.. They knew who Jimin was too and lots of them already saw the video of Jungkook dropping Jimin off to university on internet. They wanted to see them together in real but didn't think that they'll get to see Jimin in the office this soon.

Jimin was really thankful that Kai was with him either way he would have felt lost. They stepped inside the entrance and everything screamed straightly royalty and perfection. But the things made Jimin uncomfortable is those odd stares and whispers.. But whenever he looked up at them.. Their lips got sealed .

" Just follow me Sir... ",
Kai said and Jimin nodded.

Jimin's phone was in his hand a certain vibration on it made Jimin stop on his tracks and he checked  his phone.

Jimin's P.O.V

     I looked at my phone screen and it's a message... From him...my Jungkookie... I know I'm smiling now as I opened the message. There's nothing to smile but still it made me happy that he messaged..

' 72th floor, take my Private elevator. '

Kai was looking at me and I showed him the message and he smiled too looking amused.

" So this way. I'll show you the private elevator. ",
He said and nodded before following him to order direction.

The private elevator area was secured by guards and they surprisingly bowed to me.... Me? Why?

I was walking to the elevator then I noticed Kai isn't beside me and standing a little behind. What happened? I walked back to him.

" What happened? ",
I asked.

" Sorry sir but I can't join along. It's boss's private elevator and I'm not allowed in there nor the 72th floor. ",
He said confusing me more.

" 72 th floor isn't counted as office floor  , it's private for Boss. ",
Kai added making me gulp.

" Oh... Okay... "
I said taking the bag from Kai's hand.. It's actually my backpack where I took the foods for him .

Kai bowed to me and I marched towards the elevator. My heart is beating fast and loud now. I'm getting nervous again. I literally saw him few hours ago.. Drove up with him.. Talked to him and now I'm again feeling like I didn't saw him for ages.. As much as I'm eager to see him.. I'm nervous too..

I entered the elevator and pressed the number of the said floor. 72th.

Why does he keeps his places private everywhere? Why does he always needs so much space from everyone and everything in the world?

Why does he keeps isolating himself.. I know it hurts... It of course hurts.. He's between everyone but alone.. He is caged by himself.. And I have to change it... The more he'll not interact with anyone or isolate himself.. He'll get more and more hurt.. I know it's not because he loves to be alone.. Never... I know he doesn't likes to be alone at all... He is just scared to have someone around him.

He is scared of someone knowing him entirely, he's scared to show his emotions, he's scared to let out the hurt 8 years old boy who's crying alone in the little corner of his heart.. For years....

I don't know when tears ran down from my eyes till I notices it on the mirror beside me. I wiped it off and smiled to myself.. I'll get to see him smile again and it's the mission of today.

The familiar 'ding' indicated I'm in my destination already. The metal door slid open and I walked out on the marble floor.

And as I expected.... Eerie silence.
I know no-one is here other than him. That's not really new for me, I'm getting used to it and it doesn't scares me anymore.. After all he's here.

But the main problem is to find him? How am I supposed reach him in this huge ass floor with god know how many rooms.

I walked through the  corridor with the only sound of my shoes clicking on the marble floor .

But to my surprise the corridor came to a dead end so soon, sooner than I expected. Then where is he? Huhh? There wasn't any door.... I looked back at the elevator. Then again looked at the wall I'm standing infront of.

Did I press the wrong floor number? No... I remember clearly.. I presses 72 .
Then?

I again looked at the wall. Wait.. It's a metal wall. Why? I thought of touching the wall and before I could think I did.

Oh my fucking lord!!! What the fuck!

As I touched the wall a little portion of it came out suddenly scaring me.
Ughhh what the.... I almost had a heart attack. I looked at the thing and ohh? It's a password checker?

But I don't know what it is... I looked back to see if Jungkook was there cause it is his habit to call me from behind whenever I find him.. But not this time. He isn't here.

What do I do now...?

Should I call him...? What else can I do?

As I took out my phone from pocket it dinged up with a message.. And again it's Jungkookie... I quickly opened it and as I somehow expected it's something like password. ....he's giving me passwords... He's letting me enter in his private life... He trusts me.. I know he does and what else I can ask for?

************
Enter it before 15 seconds either you're getting electrocuted.

The last message scared me. What the heck..!

I quickly pressed the buttons and the huge metal wall immediately slid open makingy eyes wide. I quickly step inside and the wall closed behind me within a second. Like what the -

Wow..... This place is so beautiful....

But again the eerie silence and cold temperature got me badly. He might be upstairs. So I quickly made my way towards the stairs .

After finding him for 10 minutes I saw a door which was slightly opened.

He might be there....

I peeked in the room, it's dark , just the city lights flicking through the huge glass wall. It feels like he's there.

I stepped inside and closed the door behind me before I heard his voice.

" Baby Doll... "

Third person's P.O.V

" Baby Doll... "
    Jimin looked infront of him and in the source of the light being only the city lights he just recognised a familiar silhouette sitting on the couch back facing him.

" Master... ",
Jimin greeted taking slow steps towards Jungkook in the dark. Although being in the devil's territory Jimin wasn't scared and a smile was painted on his lips. As much as he craved for Jungkook's trust... Jimin was the first person to trust Jungkook like this too.

Suddenly Jungkook stood up and clapped for 2 times and the lights flicked on making Jimin startled and stop on his steps.

Jimin squinted his eyes for few before fluttering it open and in front of him their stood Jungkook looking all devilish.

[ Something like this💀, let your imagination fly highhhhhh ]

Jimin gulped looking at Jungkook, all his shirt buttons were open and those not so invisible hickeys on his neck were eye catching and the younger knew well they were made by him.

Jimin was trying hard to look up but it was difficult.

" So I had to wait 1 hour and 16 minutes and 37 seconds for lunch... ",
Jungkook said in a husky voice making Jimin almost shiver.

Jimin slowly walked up to Jungkook.

" I'm sorry... ",
Jimin apologised looking straight at Jungkook.

" No excuses ? Just sorry? ",
Jungkook asked smirking as he walked more closer to Jimin towering over him.

" An excuse is a curtain of a reason stuffed with a lie... and I don't want it between us... ",
Jimin said with a smile still holding the eye contact with his lover.

Jungkook raised an eyebrow and eyed Jimin's lips ,immediately reaching for it.

" Pretty lips holding meaningful words... Wow.. ",
Jungkook said rubbing Jimin's bottom lip by his thumb.

Jimin moaned a little and closed his eyes for few seconds before holding Jungkook's wrist softly making the older look at his eyes.

" lemme serve your lunch.. I don't want you to starve for so long.. It's not good.. ",
Jimin said in a polite voice as always.

Jungkook looked deep into Jimin's eyes that the younger felt the older was staring at his soul.

" There.. ",
Jungkook said and pointed somewhere and Jimin followed Jungkook's hand and looked at the dining area of the room.

Now Jimin realised its actually the dining room where Jungkook was waiting for him.


Jimin quickly nodded and walked towards the table. Unzipping his bags he took out the airtight container . As he got busy serving the foods .. He was unaware of the fact that Jungkook was standing right behind him.

Jimin gasped a little when a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist. The semi rough hands soon trailed under Jimin's shirt caressing his curvy slim waist.

Jimin was trying hard not to moan and kept serving the foods while gulping down.

The younger felt Jungkook coming more closer to his back as the older's hot breath started fanning over his neck.

Jimin bit his lower lip as he felt Jungkook's bare chest on his back and his face too closer to his neck. The familiar scent of the cologne filled Jimin's nostrils as he felt Jungkook's hands were trailing lower around his waist.

" Fo-foods are served ma-master.. ",
Jimin stuttered holding his moans as he felt Jungkook's lips touching on his neck.

" Uhmm that's good... ",
Jungkook said with a husky tone beside Jimin's ear.

The younger tried to move away slightly and Jungkook loosened up his hold.

" Lemme see what you took for me.. ",
Jungkook said sitting on the chair and that's when Jimin panicked a little. He didn't take anything special and any of those expensive dishes. It was something Jimin liked and thought about taking for Jungkook.

[a/n - The foods!...... I'm in a very lovely and healthy relationship with foods 😌 ]

" I-it's nothing special... I thought..  I thought you'll like it... ",
Jimin said looking down.

" what do you mean by special baby doll? Food itself is special. ",
Jimin was shocked by Jungkook's words and looked up at older.

Jungkook caught Jimin's questioning gaze and chuckled darkly.

" Not everyone has the fate to eat something daily. ",
Jungkook said taking another plate and dividing the foods making Jimin more surprised.

" You know that I don't like to invite people to do normal things? ",
Jungkook suddenly asked with a cold voice.

" Sit down. ",
Jungkook ordered and Jimin hesitantly took a seat opposite of Jungkook.

" I thought you won't like them... ",
Jimin said with a timid voice and Jungkook chuckled more darkly if it's possible.

" you're wrong. ",
Jungkook said and suddenly moved the second plate towards Jimin making the younger's eyes wide.

" Huhh...?uhmm no master.. It's all for you...! ",
Jimin eagerly protested looking at Jungkook.

" I thought you think I have heart also? Or are you turning like others? ",
Jungkook asked raising his eyebrow
not caring about how different his words were and how he was practically telling Jimin that he's different from others.

Jimin almost had tears coming out of his eyes . He understood those words.. Very clearly. Just like he always craved.. His Jungkookie is now somehow counting on him.

" You skipped your lunch to serve me mine.. So it's my little gentleman behaviour that no one thinks I have. ",
Jungkook said moving Jimin's plate towards him a little.

Jimin just wanted to run out of the place and scream at every single one person who thinks his lover is heartless. He wanted to sue everyone who thinks his lover is a monster without knowing the depths of the scars that made his lover like how he's now.

" Thank you... Very much... ",
Jimin couldn't utter more as he felt his heart filling up with satisfaction.

Jimin knew Jungkook is different but his difference between what he shows and what he actually holds... Is on another level.

Jungkook on the other hand was somehow delighted with everything for the first time. For the first time he invited someone to his private floor of office, having his lunch with someone and eager to eat the food without assuming if they're poisoned or not. Somehow he knew Jimin will never betray him. He knew he was trusting Jimin...and most surprisingly he didn't regret it a bit.

" Will you eat or just stare at me like I'm ghost? ",
Jungkook asked still eating. He caught Jimin off-guard who was staring at him.

" you're a very good person.. Secretly",
Jimin muttered without thinking twice about how odd and out of place those words were.

Jungkook stopped eating and looked at Jimin with a smirk.

" is it a joke? ",
Jungkook asked and Jimin immediately shook his head like a 5 years old kid .

" Repeat what you said, you'll get the
fact that the entire sentence was wrong. ",
Jungkook said so easily making Jimin frown.

" I can repeat it for million times but the truth won't change. ",
Jimin said smiling.

The silence engulfed them as they silently ate... Again two of them wanted to talk but nervous about what to say.. Yeah Jungkook too. He didn't know why he feels like Jimin will know him more with every words.

Till Jimin broke the silence .

" Master...? ",
Jimin asked carefully.

Jungkook looked at Jimin with a look that screams that he was waiting to hear the younger's voice.

"hmm? ",

Jimin was hesitant to say those but he wanted to say .

" I... I do-don't want those things that you give me for no reason.. I feel bad.. I don't deserve them... ",
Jimin said looking down at his palms which were tangled with each other cause he was nervous.

" Why? ",
Jungkook's question made Jimin look up at him.

Jimin stayed silent.

" I asked why? ",
Jungkook asked getting frustrated as he thought Jimin didn't like his things.
" I don't deserve them.... ",
Jimin answered the same making Jungkook visibly frown.

" and why do you think that? ",
Jungkook asked now his full and utmost attention to the younger sitting in front of him.

" Th-they are always too expensive... and you give me all of them for no reason... I feel bad... I feel bad about myself....I don't give you anything.... ",
Jimin said with a sad voice.

" Who said I gave them to you? And what can you even give me? ",
Jungkook has twisted the words he actually wanted to say making Jimin frown in confusion.

" And you think you can give me something? ",
Jungkook asked raising his eyebrow, leaning on the table making Jimin gulp.

Now Jimin felt bad about himself more. He always had the insecurities
about him not being good enough for the position and popularity he was holding and the money he earns for just standing and walking with brand new expensive clothes....and now he felt too small to even look at Jungkook who has started from nothing to owning everything anyone can ever imagine of.

But what Jimin didn't know that what he was thinking was absolutely wrong.

" What ever you think I've given you are mine and I will use them whenever I want and you'll never be able to give me anything like those so called gifts cause you yourself are mine and everything belongs to you is already mine. ",
Jungkook said all those so easily like its a fact and got off of his while wiping how hands with tissues. Jimin's mouth was wide open as he was trying to process whatever Jungkook said .

" I don't give presents. Nor I let anyone use my things...",
Jungkook looked at Jimin while sitting on the couch and lighting up a cigarette.

" You're the first one. ",
Jungkook said looking away and taking a long drag from his cigarette.

Jungkook himself knew he was breaking his own rules and boundaries ... But he can't stop whenever Jimin is around him.  He wanted to stay away from Jimin but the urge of making Jimin always stay with him was getting stronger than he could have ever imagined.

A tear drop left Jimin's eyes as he looked down at his palms and smiled.

" I'm a very lucky person.. ",
Jimin said getting off of his seat and taking their plates with him. Jungkook was eyeing the younger's every movement.

" God has gave me the best persons he ever made... ",
Jimin said with happy tears as he placed the plates on the sink.

Jungkook was listening every words of Jimin very carefully.

" I don't know who's my dad, nor I want him in my life cause my mummy is literally an angel sent by god... Aunt and Yeonjun was the only family I could ever ask for.... Then my dreams made me run to Seoul.. I met Tae.. The brother who's my soul mate.... Jin hyung, Hobi hyung, Namjoon hyung and Yoongi hyung who became my guardian angel...... ",
Jimin stopped abruptly turning the sink off after washing those dishes and wiping his hands when Jungkook was getting an uneasy feeling in his heart.

Jungkook looked away from Jimin as his jaw was clenching while he crushed the burning cigarette in his hand. He was disappointed....he was dissapointed and hurt for a reason he never thought. He wasn't included. He wasn't included in Jimin's heart. At the same moment he was having dilemmas about why was he dissapointed? Why will he want that?
Why will he want to be someone special to Jimin?........and at the same time his demons screamed inside him.....saying all those hurtful things that always made him stand in the edge of death.

" You think you deserve something? You deserve to be someone special? See yourself! You're nothing but a disgrace and a dressed nightmare who is an absolute example of useless. You couldn't even save your mother! Your father! You left them to die! You fucking ran away! You're useless Jungkook! You're someone who deserves to stay alone! You deserve to get hurt! Alone! "

The familiar words and voices made Jungkook dazed inside his own thoughts. He was blinking rapidly. He needed to erase those voices. He needed to get hurt. He needed to feel the pain and see the only colour of his life... His own blood.

The crushed cigarette was thrown away by Jungkook as he felt his mind was getting blank. He wanted to hide from anything and anyone.

He got off from the couch and was about to walk away when he felt a familiar touch on his elbow. He looked back and saw the glistening diamond like eyes of Jimin.

" Let me complete my words....
Please...... ",
Jimin said clutching onto Jungkook's sleeves. The older was just blinking repeatedly. Jimin knew Jungkook was going to hurt himself. His face, his eyes, his expressions were so different... Jimin had caught Jungkook....caught the real Jungkook who hides. Who didn't even has the power to break away the soft hold of Jimin.

" Then you came in my life... Most likely entered my life like a sports car in formula 1 ..",
Jimin smiled still holding Jungkook's hand in a firm but delicate hold.

" I got hit by you so hard that I couldn't get over the accident. You're the only one accident I feel lucky about. Mummy always said that we don't need to find love... Cause when time comes fate will wrap us together .....it was all just a story for me before I met you... ",
Jimin was still smiling despite the tears leaving his eyes but his orbs were straightly focused on Jungkook who was secretly but desperately trying to find the anchor in Jimin's words.

" I know you'll again say you don't love me.. You'll kill me... Everyone will say you're monster, you don't have heart.. Your demons will scream and try to break you more than you already are , tell you that you're not special... But trust me..... ",
Jimin stopped and let go of Jungkook's hand who was now just staring at him without blinking for once.

As Jimin let go of Jungkook's hand the elder looked at his hand and back to Jimin's eyes trying to hear more.

There was a little silent action less moment before Jimin cupped Jungkook's face surprisingly. But the elder didn't stop it nor he could .

" Trust me I don't believe any of them...... I'm so stubborn that I only believe in my love... I'm so annoying that I'll always follow you everywhere. I'm so blind that I'll not see the scars I'll get, I'm so deaf that I won't hear those warnings of getting hurt... But I'm enough powerful that I'll always stay with no matter what, trust you with my everything, give you anything you want, stop you from hurting yourself.. ..... Even when you don't want me.. ",
Jimin said with a little quivering voice and rubbed softly on the scar on Jungkook's left cheekbone by his thumb.

Jungkook was just speechless with every words Jimin said .

" Yes you're that special to me....that special who I can do anything for.. ",
Jimin finished his words holding the assuring gaze which Jungkook was secretly finding.

At this point Jungkook felt like doing something he has done 15 years back. Crying. All his locked up emotions, hidden fears, feelings, the perfect assuring words and the crazy devotion all were well known by Jimin and Jungkook felt like a open book. He never thought anyone can just tell him all this... Just assure him like this, can make him want to trust again.. Can make him crave for warmness.. Can make him want to hide in them..

The next thing Jungkook knew that he was hugging Jimin like his life depended on it and the smaller wrapping him in his warm embrace.

Both were the special first one for each other in different ways....

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" you know what Namjoon!? I just want to hate you now! You're suspecting our Jiminie like this? ",
Jin asked with utmost disbelief in his voice as his lover said everything about his suspecting matters.

" I didn't want to but it's my duty.. ",
Namjoon's answered rubbing his temple.

" Duty? Duty to destroy an angel like boy? Huhh? Can't you see the innocence in his eyes? The purity he holds in his voice? The way he loves Jungkook selflessly!? Can't you see he's different from all of us!? ",
Jin said with a hurt and angry voice.

" Trust me.. I myself will be the most happy if I can prove myself wrong....but it's my duty that I'm devoted to. ",
Namjoon answered with a cold voice.

" Being the first one of someone
is more special when
fate will tie them together with
Love and make them each others
Last..... "

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