“ He called his emotions ‘odd’
kept them unnamed even when he was drowning in them..”

Third Person's POV

" S-scared.... " Jimin's voice was muffled between his quivery breath and Jungkook didn't know what to do even when he wanted to do something. He just blinked before hesitantly placing his hands over Jimin's back.

They stood there silently. Jungkook could clearly feel how rapid Jimin's heart beats were. He was actually confused that what made Jimin scared like this. He was peacefully sleeping minutes ago when he came to check in the room. On the other hand his heart was racing too cause this types of actions , feelings were so unfamiliar to him. He just doesn't know how to react without being rude.

After few moments Jungkook felt Jimin's rapid heartbeat calming down and he finally moved Jimin away a little when his hands automatically rested on Jimin's waist curves.

Jungkook could feel something in him actually burning when the younger looked at him with glossy eyes and flushed cheeks with his lips parted slightly. The younger's hands were rested on Jungkook's chest once again . Even when Jimin was crying, Jungkook found the younger too beautiful but not the tears. They doesn't suit his Doll.

" Why were you scared ? " Jungkook asked with a stone cold gaze but Jimin knew that Jungkook cared. Of course he did. After all it's his master who wasn't heartless. At least to him, Jungkook wasn't a monster in million radius. His lover is just like his mother described, Angel with dark wings.

" Da-dark and nigh-nightmare... " Jimin stuttered intentionally skipping the thing that scared him the most. But he avoided it. He didn't want to tell those stupid things to anyone not even wanted to remember himself. He never wanted anyone on think and worry about him.

Jungkook wanted to ask or say something else but didn't. Actually couldn't. Cause he didn't know what to say. Sometimes Jimin made him realise that he was almost forgetting how to communicate with other human beings. Other than business, orders and deals .. Jeon Jungkook never wasted a single word of him with anyone. If you count, you can actually count how many words he has said to anyone. Jimin was probably the first person he has talked the most. But he didn't regret it. Not because he doesn't regret his deeds, it's because it's his Jimin.

" You just need to flick your fingers to turn the lights on. Or you can just say it. It'll automatically turn on. " Jungkook said with a monotone and Jimin just nodded a little while looking down with a pout.

" Now get the fuck away from me. " Jungkook said cause he didn't know what to say. He didn't even realise if it's the thing he wanted to say or not. He was the one who was holding Jimin.

" Oh-okay.. I'm sorry fo-for the inconveniences..." Jimin said in a pout as he was still looking down with his corner of the eyes staring at those broken glasses on the floor. He was planning to clean them. But Jungkook cleary understood Jimin's intention. He knew his babydoll.

" Follow me. " Jungkook said making Jimin look up at him with curiosity in his beautiful eyes . " Master, you go first, I'll follow you in a second. " Jimin said planning to quickly clean the glasses but Jungkook narrowed his eyes knowing Jimin's intention well.

" Disobeying me ? Huh ? " Jungkook snarled grabbing Jimin's chin between his fingers. " N-no " The younger said stuttering. " Then just follow me and delete the fucking idea of cleaning these broken glasses. " Jungkook said shocking Jimin cause the younger didn't know that the older understood his intention.

Afterwards Jimin followed Jungkook out of the room with slow steps as he older knowingly or unknowingly held his wrist. Jimin couldn't help but smile while looking at the grip on his wrist. It is the thing he has always wanted. This is the person he loves. Let the world call this person a devil , to him it's just his dear Jungkookie who doesn't even know how to identify his own emotions.

They came down stairs and Jimin looked around with puppy eyes. This dark house will scare the shit out of him if he lives alone here. He was thankful that Jungkook was with him.

" Sit here. " Jungkook said and Jimin finally realised that it was the dining room. All dark and red neon lights. Jimin hesitantly sat down while still looking at Jungkook with confused eyes. The older sat opposite of Jimin.

" Are you hungry ? " Jungkook suddenly asked with a neutral voice and Jimin just realised that he didn't have his lunch and it's probably evening now. His stomach was growling at him. He nodded pressing his thighs together in embarrassment. Jimin silk robe was hanging low on his shoulders, displaying all the marks his lover gave him, his soft blonde locks falling over his eyes .

Jungkook was assessing Jimin like it was his first time seeing the younger, like he didn't sit there for hours without blinking and stared at a sleeping Jimin like a creep, like he didn't check on the room time to time to see if the blanket was on place over Jimin or not. All the things he did or does has no particular reasons according to him.

" Eat this. Afterwards we'll go somewhere. " Jungkook said moving a plate towards Jimin which the younger didn't notice a second ago. It had a little bowl of chocolate cookies and a glass of milk. Jimin looked up and down to Jungkook and the plate. As much as his inner self was wanting to jump on the cookies he wasn't sure if Jungkook has ate something or not.

" Stop staring at me like a creep and eat this. " Jungkook said feeling odd infront of Jimin's gaze.

' why is he looking at me like that ! It's not like I care but still ! Can't he just eat this! Isn't he hungry? " Jungkook screamed inside his brain while his face showed litrelly nothing.

" Master..? Did you eat something ? " Jimin asked with a timid voice while Jungkook just stared at him. No he didn't eat anything. Didn't have his lunch, breakfast or anything even the dinner of Last night. He ate nothing. Cause he was too busy to deal with business cause he had to return today. Was he hungry ? Yes ,too much. Will he accept it ? No.

" I did. " Jungkook lied with monotone and Jimin unknowingly squinted his eyes cause he knew it might be a lie.

" What !? " Jungkook spat as Jimin was staring at him with suspicion evident in his mocha orbs. " Nothing, you just look hungry..." Jimin said with a pout.

" You're seeing too much this days. Aren't you ? " Jungkook asked with his jaw clenched and Jimin's pout got bigger. The younger didn't understand why Jungkook never accepts any kind actions or questions towards him. Again he knew his lover wasn't used of getting care and love and the thought itself made Jimin's heart hurt.

" I'm sorry..." Jimin apologised taking a cookie from the bowl and Jungkook just hummed taking out his phone from his jeans pocket and acted busy with it, thinking now Jimin will eat.

Jimin looked at the older. He was just wearing a plain black Jeans and his upper body was naked, showing all the perfect ink works on his hand, arm, shoulders and abdomen . But somehow behind all those beautiful tattoos , Jimin saw scars. He knew behind each and every tattoo there was a scar . He has seen Jungkook too close to not realise it. May be he noticed them cause he wanted to, cause he loved the older.

Jungkook was wearing his unique designed platinum bracelets, rings and his dangling earrings which Jimin always loved. His hair was messy and he looked too gorgeous to be true.

Jimin smiled before offering the cookie to his lover despite knowing he can easily get rejected but he did not care. What is the meaning love if you are scared of rejection ?

Jungkook looked up and saw Jimin holding the cookie infront of his mouth. He didn't know what to do or say. Why doesn't Jimin just think about himself like everyone does ! Why does he make it hard by not simply giving up !? Why doesn't he leave !?

" The fuck do you want ? " Jungkook's domineering dark voice send shivers down Jimin's spine but yet, he smiled .

" I want you to take a bite of it. " Jimin said holding his smile while internally he was shaking in fear as he tried to hold the firey eye contact. Jungkook was about to say something but Jimin was ready to give his excuse of the act cause he was determined.

" Mu-mummy says we shouldn't eat alone without offering it to olders !! " Jimin agressively said over Jungkook's face making him frozen for few seconds. " Th-that's why I-I'm offering this either-either...." Jimin was trying to utter Something but couldn't as Jungkook kept giving him an unreadable gaze with his dark orbs burning Jimin's skin.

" Either what Baby Doll ? " Jungkook asked keeping his phone aside and leaning on the table . Jimin was still holding the cookie .

" Either... either I would have just ate it !! Yeah... " Jimin said and Jungkook raised his eyebrow and a slight smirk appeared on the corner of his lips.

" Then eat. Your mother isn't watching what you're doing. " Jungkook reasoned, actually trying to make Jimin flustered. He likes it when Jimin blushes...may be loves it ? Who knows...

" Aishhh ! She isn't watching doesn't mean I'll eat alone ! " Jimin said a little bit loudly and regretted in the next moment . " I'm- I'm... sorry.." he immediately apologised .

" For fucks sake stop saying sorrys ! I'm sick of it ! Anyone but you! People out there doesn't say sorry after ruining their entire life and here you're saying sorry for everything ! " Jungkook retorted with pure displease cause he really didn't like Jimin's sorrys. He didn't like Jimin apologising to him or anyone. He hated how Jimin takes everything on his shoulder .

Jimin's eyes glistened and he looked down which irked Jungkook more. May be he was angry on himself this time. He rolled his eyes before clutching them shut for a moment.

Jungkook didn't know that he was actually liking how Jimin was trying to make him eat a few moments ago .
But again his anger issues were too much. He got off from the chair and Jimin was still looking down with the cookie in his hand.

Jimin almost jumped out of his chair when he felt a hold on his wrist and he immediately looked up only to see Jungkook standing beside him. Before Jimin could understand what was happening, Jungkook crouched down a little and took the cookie in his mouth which Jimin was holding. Jimin gasped as Jungkook's lips grazed over his fingertips.

" Now finish all these before I come back. " Jungkook said with the same unfazed deep voice and walked away like nothing unusual happened.

A huge smile crept up on Jimin's lips as unwanted tears rolled down from his eyes. He was happy, very happy. He took another cookie and smiled to himself thinking about what just happened. He was giggling to himself in utter happiness while forgetting all the anxiety he had earlier . All pains of him just washed away as he happily munched those cookies while swaying his legs .

Jungkook was right behind Jimin, almost hanging out of a room door as his creepy stalking never ends over a boy who crazily loves him. After fifteen years someone fed him. Last time it was someone whom he loved more than himself and it was his mother...and now it's Jimin. He didn't know what he felt for Jimin but it was something he was getting addicted to...the odd feeling was addicting... It wasn't a game of wine-dine-fuck-kill anymore...may be it never was.

From when Jeon Jungkook started to care about anyone's emotions ? From when did he actually started to want to live ? Everytime when he closed his eyes...a single person occupied his mind . Once he wanted to delete it but now he doesn't even try. Cause he knew it isn't possible anymore . It wasn't possible to run away from the feelings called ' My Jimin '.
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Jimin completed his cookies and milk and now his stomach was happy . He was smiling till he felt alone and looked around. A frown made it's way to his face but didn't stay long as Jungkook excited from a room behind him ,fully dressed and styled hair and as usual poker face on.

Jimin could only stare at his lover, trying to understand how can someone be so handsome and godly yet devilish. Was there even a word to describe Jimin's beloved devil ? Nope.

Jungkook was wearing a black shirt, black jeans and a black leather jacket with his hair jelled backwards which made him look incredibly hot.

[ A/n. His outfit and No worries, it's okay if you die seeing this manz ! I myself writing from grave ☠️ ]

" Stop staring like you've never seen me. " Jungkook said and Jimin just smiled as a blush crept up on his cheeks.

" Go get ready. We're leaving in few minutes. " Jungkook said walking towards the couch without sparing a single glance on the younger. Jimin was excited yet confused but his happiness covered everything. Jimin stood up .

" You will find your outfit in that room. I'll not wait more than 15 minutes. " Jungkook said pointing at the room he came out from while he himself was doing something in his phone, pretending to be uninterested.

Jimin nodded and muttered a small 'okay' before running to the room. It wasn't actually a room, a huge closet kinda room to be exact but his outfit was kept on the stool. He quickly took it and ran to changing room.

Jimin smiled looking at the mirror as he combed his hair. His out fit was completely black and he loved it. He loved that Jungkook might have chose this outfit for him and it was completely his favourite style. The older knew him a little too well. After wearing the shoes Jimin checked himself again but he actually felt something missing. Like he was lacking Something in his look. His perfectionist super model style sense couldn't help it. Then he remembered something which made him rush out of the room.

Jungkook was actually shocked to see Jimin running out of the room looking all Dolled up, gorgeous. Divinely to be exact . He looked perfect to Jungkook's eyes but again he was surprised when Jimin didn't look at him and was rushing upstairs.

" Where do you think you're going ? "
Jungkook's scary voice made Jimin halt on his steps as he stood frozen and slowly turned around. The view was making Jungkook actually want to cancel whatever he planned and just get lost into his Doll. Jimin looked incredibly sexy...the handsomeness his possessed , Jungkook knew exactly why people keeps falling left right and center for his Jimin.

But a nasty proud or quite smug smirk always appears on Jungkook's face cause he knew Jimin is only his, he is his Baby Doll's center of attention. The ‘ I love you ’ were only for him. The ‘ I'm yours master ’ were only for him.

" Upstairs.. please.. I need something from there.. then I'm ready ! " Jimin said in a hurry. Jungkook didn't want to let Jimin go upstairs cause as much as he knew the boy, he can try to clean the glasses once again.

" Why ? " Jungkook's voice got sterner than before. " Just for few seconds, I'll come back quickly ! I just need something. please ? " Jimin asked with a too soft voice .

" Try to touch those broken glasses and I'll not hesitate to scratch your pretty face by them . " Jungkook said making Jimin's eyes go wide.

" I won't ! Promise ! " Jimin exclaimed and ran upstairs.

Jimin hurried in the room and rushed to the bed. He couldn't see what he wanted and it made him dissapointed. He took the blanket and sweeped it but it wasn't there as well. He almost gave up when he saw that under one of the cushions. Quickly picking it he rushed to the bathroom cause he needed mirror to wear it.

On the other hand Jungkook was jittery. " What is taking him so damn much fucking time !? I swear if he dared to touch those glasses ! " Jungkook growled out of frustration and was about to go upstairs when he saw Jimin again rushing down with a satisfied smile on his face.

" I'm ready !!! " Jimin chirped and Jungkook could swear that his breathe stopped for a second seeing Jimin. A single thing that Jimin added with his outfit... was making him look- Jungkook couldn't even describe. He was trying hard to stand over his plan and not attack Jimin right there as he realised what Jimin actually added.

Jimin added just a choker. Sounds normal right ? But the choker was actually a Black satin ribbon. That very ribbon which was tied around his wrist a few hours back when he was sinfully moaning while getting wrecked . The very ribbon which he was trying to escape and scratch his lover's back......the very ribbon that was meant to be a punishment for him.

[ A/n. Sometimes I just cry seeing him.. cause he's too damn ethereal. Btw here's his outfit ]

Jimin suddenly got nervous as Jungkook was staring at him for too long. He has never seen the older looking at him like this.... he thought if he was actually looking presentable or not.

" Master... ? " Jimin called slowly walking closer to the older. " Am I not looking go- " before Jimin could complete his sentence he felt a harsh pull on his forearm and a split second after his lips were claimed by his lover.

Jimin clutched onto Jungkook's lapels as the older pulled him more closer while their lips got molded perfectly together. Jungkook could never get enough of Jimin...nor Jimin can ever get used to the overwhelming kisses of his lover which made his heart hammer. In no time Jimin was pressed on the nearby glass wall.

" Mas-master..." Jimin huffed between the passionate yet wild kiss and after sometime Jungkook pulled out of the kiss with their foreheads pressed together. Jimin was panting while Jungkook still stared at him. He couldn't take his eyes off. Jimin was just too enchanting.

" Lets go before I change my mind. " Jungkook said dragging Jimin with him.

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" Hyung it's already 8:00 Pm ! Where are they....? Forest mansion ? Cause they're not anywhere in the Hotels and mansions ! " Taehyung huffed for the millionth time.

" Not forest mansion I guess but not sure...you know they can be anywhere and we will never find him if Jungkook doesn't want to..." Namjoon said and everyone nodded.

" It'll be okay Tae... Jimin will be okay", Hoseok said patting his boyfriend's back. Everyone said the same but Taehyung's fear doesn't go away. He has seen everything fuck up in seconds in very young age and he knew how much destructive it can be. He didn't want a single scratch on his brother's skin. Whatever happens he'll not let anything happen with his brother . Even if Jungkook kills him, he'll still try to save Jimin with his last breath.

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" Let me go outside. " Sehun screamed at Kai who just stood there with a smirk with Soobin and others beside him.

" Of course we will . Bitch. " Kai scoffed .

" Then untie me now ! I want to talk to Jeon Jungkook! Not his servants." Sehun yelled and in the next moment he met with a hard slap accross his jaw.

" This servant can just stab the life out of you . " Kai said glaring at Sehun.

" Soobin ! Bring this shit to underground cells till Boss orders us to bring this vulture out ! " Kai ordered and in seconds Sehun was dragged out of the room while cursing but it was no work.

Kai sat on the sofa while thinking lots of things. He was thinking about what Taehyung said. If Sehun doesn't die, he'll try his best find Jimin's identity. Sehun was actually a minus point for them . when Soobin told them everything and why Jungkook brought him here...it actually scared Kai.

Kai knew Jungkook. The younger had his tactics over his doings. He knew Jungkook never does anything without a reason. Jungkook was going
to use Sehun's greed and hate as the golden card. Jungkook was provoking Sehun with Park Properties and a dangerous snake like Sehun will do anything to avenge his half brother and money. Afterwards Jungkook will kill Sehun first.

But that was another thing ! Park Jimin is none other than his Boss's Black Rose ! Kai was tensed and after he got to know about Jimin's mother..it tensed him more.

While thinking all these....an idea suddenly flicked on his mind. It was something really crazy and too risky . One wrong move and Jungkook will be cutting off their heads out of their bodies. But he couldn't help but call Taehyung.

" Hello Tae !? "

" Kai ? You there with Sehun ? Is he planning to do something- " Kai stopped Taehyung.

" Don't worry about him. I need to meet y'all right now. I've a plan. Crazy but it's a way. "

" What plan ? Killing Sehun ? I was thinking about that too ! "

" Killing him won't help at all. Someone else will come after him to ruin everything! We need to do something permanent and erase the Park family surname ! "

" What do you mean ? "

" Tell hyungs to stay there, I'll be there in 15 minutes . " Kai said cutting the call and rushed out of the mansion.
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Jimin eyes were twinkling as the city lights illuminated on them. He didn't know where they were going but he was happy. It was all silent till Jungkook himself broke it cause he liked Jimin talking with him. Only his Jimin.

" Dollie. " Jungkook called still looking straight on the road and Jimin excitedly looked at his lover with a smile.

" Yes ? " Jimin chirped giving all his attention to his beloved hoping to have a normal conversation with him. Jimin loved it when the older talked to him. He loved to hear the older's unique voice which makes him feel tingle over his skin.

" You get nighmares ? " Jungkook asked what he wanted to ask earlier. After seeing Jimin that way earlier he somehow felt a sting on his heart. Jimin was exactly the mirror of what happens inside him when he would wake up alone at night with the Vivid memories of his most vulnerable day.

Jimin's face falls . " Yes.. I do.." Jimin replied softly and Jungkook glanced at him realising the expression change of his Doll's face.

" About what ? " Jungkook asked nonetheless cause he wanted to know what can make his Doll so scared and cause him have horrible panic attacks like last time.

As much as Jimin hated the memory of those horrible vivid nightmares, he wanted to tell Jungkook about that. After his mother, Jungkook is the first one who knows about his disaster nightmares.

" A very b-bad drea-dream... very..very bad.. I- I just recognise me a-and mummy there... others are just blur.." Jimin couldn't even collect the courage to utter the dream.

Jungkook could sense the clear fear and distress in Jimin's beautiful voice. He hated the fact that a nightmare can break his Doll like this. Who knows how painful nighmares can be better than Jeon Jungkook himself ?

" A man was there.. shouting at Mummy... hurting her.. and I could do nothing..." Jimin said as tears rolled down from his eyes and the last sentence stabbed Jungkook like his own sharp custom made knives.

" I could do nothing... " The word Jungkook's mind replayed each and every single day. He could feel what Jimin goes through in the night mare while watching his mother getting hurt.

Jungkook knows how it feels when you see your loved ones dying infront of you...he knew too well how everything shatters down inside ...when the loved ones are writhing in death pain and you can do nothing .... The thoughts itself made Jungkook's unfazed expressions change. His heart beat was fastening as memories flashed over his eyes.

" R-run k-kookie r-ru-run, g-go a-away f-from h-here..... ahhh ahh "

"no no no mom I'll not go anywhere alone, you -you will be alright ,yeah you will be alright " jungkook said crying.
 
"I-i don't h-have m-much time b-baby but you h-have t-to live F-for me for a-appa.....leave...go away..."

Jungkook remembered his mother's blood covered face which was in his lap while he was just hoping it to be a nightmare....but it was the reality which he couldn't change.

He tried to snap away from his  thoughts cause it'll clearly make him want to hurt himself.... but Jimin... Jimin wants him to stop hurting himself....but why will he care about what Jimin wants ? But he does.... right ? Why ? But..he does..

" It's just a nightmare Jimin. " Jungkook said looking at Jimin and realised Jimin's eyes were already shedding hot tears which he absolutely hated.

" I k-know...but i-it hurts... what if it was true..and I was that useless? I couldn't defend her... I was useless...from my childhood..and still am... I always made mummy worried..wanted irrational things.. even..even applied for KNUA without telling her...." Jimin said with silent sobs as he bit his lips.

Jungkook hated it. Absolutely despised Jimin's thoughts. He surely wasn't anything near useless but his thoughts about himself were. Jungkook could never imagine a boy like Jimin asking for irrational things. And studying in KNUA was his dream !

" You're not useless. And you Followed your dream. Stop putting it like you've done a crime by following your dream. Irrational things ? Tell me one you ever asked for ? " Jungkook said with monotone as he still stared on the road despite wanting to make Jimin stop crying.

" I-I..I always.. Always wanted to visit Seoul with my friends..." Jimin said and Jungkook almost rolled his eyes thinking what kind of stupidity he was listening to.

" It's irrational ? " Jungkook scoffed.

" Yes... mummy.. didn't want it.. I'm the only one she has except auntie and Yeonjun..." Jimin said and Jungkook stayed silent actually not liking the fact that Jimin grew up like a bird with tied wings.

" Stop crying. " Jungkook suddenly said and Jimin looked at the older with glossy eyes and Jungkook suddenly stopped the car infront of some where.

Jimin didn't look away from Jungkook and the older looked at him. Before Jungkook could understand his hand worked on it's own . He wiped away the tears from Jimin's eyes with his thumb.

Again they stared at each other. Jimin knew no one, exactly no one will understand him like this ..like his lover. He knew Jungkook understood what he felt. He saw crystal clear emotions on Jungkook's face which others failed to see.

Jimin suddenly held Jungkook's wrist and pressed his lips on the older's palm making Jungkook blink .

" Thank you so much master..."
Jimin smiled .

“ let the odd Emotions stay nameless till you realise you can die for  them...”

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Here's an update !

And and and !!! It's actually a special update!!! Y'all know why!?

Cause today's “ Black Rose ” s one year anniversary !! Exactly one year ago, I published it today 🥀

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It's the one year anniversary of me starting to write here as well !

That day I waited for some one to read it and comment Something. I still remember when I saw 2 views and one comment! Lord I screamed! Haha 🤭🖤❤️

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