" There was really something wrong which he couldn't understand.. "

Jimin's P.O.V

         I want to tell mummy about Jungkookie. She will surely be so happy right? I asked about love to her, she answered. But mummy you asked about if I love someone.. I couldn't tell you then but now I will.. I'll tell you about Jungkookie...

Uffff I'm feeling so nervous... What if mummy doesn't like... No no.. She always wanted me to fall in love. After all it's my angel mummy..

I dialled her number.....

She never takes so much time to pick up?... What happened? The call was about to disconnect when she picked up... Uff she might be busy.

" Hello mummy! ",

" Hello my angel! ",

She chirped with the same happiness but something felt off...

" Mummy.. Are you okay? ",

" Yes why? Why will I not be okay Jiminie? "

" nothing.... But tell me the truth mummy... Are you okay? ",
I couldn't help but get worried.

No she'll never tell me if she's not okay so I decided something. Next month I'll visit Busan and take mummy with me here. She'll live with me here, I'll request aunty and Yeonjun too...

" I'm completely fine baby... Tell me about you.. Did you have your lunch? "

" I did mummy! ",

"" My baby sounds so happy today hmm...... Something happened... I smell my baby is hiding something isn't he? "

Awe oh my god! Why does she have to know everything. How does she even do that!    

" mummy ......I want to tell you something... "

" Yes baby? So...? My baby want to tell me something? Or something about someone... Hmm?

I can clearly imagine she's smiling and the chuckling sounds are the proof of it.

" Ohh mummy... How do you know everything.... "

" I'm your mother Jiminie... Now tell me who stole my boy's heart...!? "

She asked and I feel like my heart is drumming inside my rib cage.

" Mummy.... I...I love someone... ",

" awee my baby.. My little Jiminie is in love! What else can I ask for!?? What's her name baby? ",

Oh no... She thinks.. She thinks it's a She.... What if she doesn't accept.. Oh god please no no... I love my Jungkookie so much..

" Mummy... It's not a she... ",
I said...

" OMG!  It's a boy? aweee why do you sound scared baby? There's nothing wrong. Love is love and I expected it Jiminie! Now tell me is he tall? Or short? Is he older than you? Does he takes care of you? Is he younger? "

Her voice sounded so excited as I just wanted to hug her and kiss her forehead. My mummy is such an angel.. Oh god keep my mother fine always...

" yes mummy he's taller than me..and he's older.. He's 23.. He is kinda strict but cares about me..but again doesn't accept that he's caring.. And I know he loves me mummy.... "
I said.

" Awhh baby... Omg I still can't believe you are finally telling me about your love... I waited from when you were in highschool hahaha and now my boy finally fell in love... Ahhh I'm so so happy.. But be sure baby if he's a good person, I trust you so much and you're too precious to get hurt honey.... ",

Mummy's voice always soothes me. I can't explain how much I want to run to her and hug her right now.

" Mummy he's a good person from heart.. That's why I love him.. But mummy it hurts so much sometimes cause he's hurt.. Mummy you know he always hides his pain.. He is more special than me and deserves all the love..... And I promised him that I'll always be there for him no matter what.. ",
I said what I wanted.

" Ohh my angel.. It's well expected from a baby like you.. I'm so proud of you.. So so proud.. ",

I feel like crying. Why mummy always have to say like that.. I'm not that good right?

" Wait baby now tell me what does he do? Or is he studying? ",
Mummy asked.

" He's a businessman mummy... ",

I'm really scared of her reply now cause I know she doesn't like businessmen.

The silence is literally killing me. Please don't be angry....

" Jimin.. You - no.. Uhmm why ? You know businessmen are.. They're just not good.. Not safe... ",

" Mummy he's not like you think!  He's good! Very good!
Mummy please.. "

" How do you know him Jimin? Is he somehow related to your best friend's company? Or he just.. Uhnm? Baby try to understand... "

" No no mummy he's not related to my job... He's not even in fashion industry. His business is all about imports and exports.. He's  Tae's childhood best friend mom! And no no its not like you're thinking mummy... He wasn't after me... It's kinda I - uhmm how do I explain.. It's like I fell for him first... Once you know about his real self and his scars.. You'll understand how good he is mummy... ",
I don't know I'm scared. Mummy please don't misunderstand him.. Please.

" I trust in you baby.. But.... Oh again tell me he's 23 right? Young adult..? How is he owning an imports and exports business in this age? Got it from parents doesn't he..? "

" no..... He doesn't have parents mummy.... ",
It even hurts to say...

  " He faced a lot mummy.. Betrayals, hard times, pain... He has achieved everything himself mummy... ",

" He's orphan? Oh my god Jimin.. Betrayals? Baby what are you talking about..he might have faced a lot.. Oh god I'm so sorry  .so sorry for saying like that... "

" It's okay... Mummy he's really good, trust me please..and he's well educated, kinda like too multi talented... I admire his works mummy.. Being like him is just a dream.. "
I said the truths.

" I understand baby..... Keeping the pain and scars hidden inside heart, hurting own soul and moving forward... It's really hard.. He might be very strong.  "

Mummy's voice sounded hurt. I know there is something in the past and it hurts me whenever I want to remember. If I ask her, she'll always ignore.. I just wanna know..

" He's strong mummy... Being strong like him is outta my imagination.. "

" But baby... You know you should sometime look after other things about him too.. I understand he has made everything by his own and that's not always safe too... There are monster people around who always tries to snatch another's happiness.. "

Mummy's words are true....but how can I tell her what I'm too him..how I'm his Black Rose to complete the duties..

" Yes mummy... But I'll be always there for him and I know he'll always save me.. ",

" That's what love is for baby.. But really take care honey ... As much as you're just 20 ..he is just 23 too.. You people's are too young baby.. Be careful always.. Don't trust everyone "

" Even If I act dumb he'll always look out for me mummy... He's so jealous about me sometimes Hehehe.. Mummy.. And trust me he knows some kind of telepathy!  He literally knows everything happening around him! ",

I am saying truths.

I can hear mummy is laughing in the other side.

" He sounds intelligent haha.. He has to be, I should have guessed, either handling all those when he's just 23 is impossible. I'm really curious to see him! ",

Mummy said and I can feel my heart beating faster. She wants to see him.

" You know look doesn't matter but you know my baby... I always want my so precious ethereal Jimmie's boyfriend to look handsome! But again as long as he loves you ,takes a care of you and cherish you it's okay, I love him. Personality matters the most! "

Mummy said chuckling.

" He is too handsome for me mummy.. Literally too handsome.. I feel ugly in front of me... ",
I said shying. Where was the lie though? ,no where .

"Hunn? I don't believe it! He can be handsome but my Jiminie is the most beautiful! You're literally an angel baby! "

" ...trust me mum... He just looks like a lost prince out of a fairy tale... He really was a prince.. But those
people.. ",

Ughh what the heck I'm saying. I shouldn't tell mummy about this horrific things! She'll freak out.

" which people Jiminie? He was what! Baby tell me clearly! "

See! It's why I don't wanna tell her anything like that. She just freaks out in seconds.

" no one! I just said he looks like a prince! That's it... But you know how few people always envy beautiful creatures! That's what I was saying. ",

I tried to cover it. Ugh I should go out of the car. I opened the door and got out but stood there beside the car , resting my back.

" Ohh.... "

" Yes! You tension too much mummy. Ca-can you please check out? I -I already sent his picture... ",

I said.

" Oh you did? Hold the line.. I'll check it! Oh my god I can't believe I'm going to see your boyfriend hahaha! When did my baby angel got this older ..!?"

Mummy said chuckling and her smile made me smile too.

It is picture from his recent press meeting.

[ The picture Minnie sent! I will be 80 years old but 110819 JK will still remain as my favourite. Actually the JK in Black Rose is completely based on 👆 this look 😬 ]

" Mummy...? ",

There was few seconds of silence before mummy almost screamed.

" OMG!!!! Jiminie!!! He's so handsome! Wow... Baby ...never expected he'll really look like a prince... I always thought how a beautiful boy like you ever existed but now I see.. God has made more creations like you.. Wow.."

" Wait -what.. I mean does he really looks like this in real life..? ",

See! I told y'all before. My mummy is a chill person.

" He looks a lot better in person.... Cameras are not enough to capture his beauty... ",
I said smiling along.

" Now you peoples are making me jealous by being this ethereal... "

I can imagine her pouting. Aishhh my mummy... She's such a baby .

" mummy stop! I'm not beautiful and he might be too handsome but you're literally an angel! No one is beautiful like you! ",
Yes, I said truths. My mummy is the most beautiful.

" Of course I'm beautiful! Where do you think you got the beauty from Jiminie. Stop saying what I already know. "

Mummy laughed out loudly and I couldn't hold my laugh anymore. She's just wow. Hahahaha.

" Yeah! My bad, sorry sorry! ",
I laughed.

" But again Jiminie... He's really good right? Doesn't do anything illegal right? ",

My asked and I don't know what to say. Words got stuck in my throat. He's good for sure but.... It may be good to hear a song like Mama I'm in love with a criminal.... But it surely isn't easy to say that in reality.

" Don't worry mummy he's really good... Don't ever misunderstand him please.. ",
I pleaded.

" I won't baby.. But answer my another question.. He doesn't do anything other than the business right? He's harmless right...?... "

" I'm always safe with him mummy. He will never let anyone hurt me..but why are you asking something like this mummy..? "
I said the truths. I know he won't.

" No....I mean.. Ahmm.. It's just I'm worried about you getting hurt baby.. You don't deserve to get hurt and he kinda seems like.... Uhmm.. Like.. ",

" Like what mummy..? ",
I asked. Please god... Don't mess up everything.

" He seems kinda dangerous... Kind of scary? Is he scary Jimin? "

" Once you see him smiling and showing his bunny teeth, you won't be able to say that he's scary. He looks like 10 years old kid while he shows his real smile mummy... But in the business he's feared by everyone.. It's just the business world that makes him look scary.... He hides his pains under that mummy .....",

I said. Yes, each and every word is true. I know how he is. How he secretly wants someone to tell everything he feels , how he wants someone to trust entirely, how he craves for someone's attention and their care. I saw it in his eyes.

" Oh baby... Give him my blessings too, hope I'll be able to talk to him too... But now I need to go somewhere honey... "

" It's already past 7:00 mummy . Where are you going in this hour? ",
I asked.

" Market Jiminie.. Have to buy few things, don't worry Aureum is with
me! "

" Then it's okay... Be safe mummy.. ",

" Yes and take care of yourself too... Wait - wait! "

" Hmm..? ",

" You little baby angel made me see your beautiful boyfriend! Told me how you love him but never told me his name! I don't wanna call my other son Mr. Nameless! "

" Aishhh! I almost forgot Hahahaha, how dumb I act sometimes! ",

I laughed.

" You aren't dumb baby! I kept asking you questions that's why you forgot okay..? ",

" Oh my sweet mummy! Love you so much. "

" Love you too baby now tell me his name! "

Mummy sounded very interested..

" It's Jeon Jungkook. "

I said smiling and waited for her to say something. But it fell silent on the other side..  And it scared me.

" Mummy...? ",

Silence. The worst thing I fear of.

" Mummy...? You there? Please reply.. "

" Mumm-"

" Je-Jeon wha-what...? "

Her voice sounded pained..? Scared..? What happened?

" Mummy are you okay? Why do-"

She stopped me.

" answer me... ",

" What... I  ...Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook mummy... ",
I said again.

" What happened mummy? Everything okay? Why do your voice sounds -",

" Hi-his parents are de-dead...? ",

Mummy asked . But why? I already told her...

" Yes mummy.... But it was long ago..uhmmm.... 15 years ago..? ",

" 15.... He.. He's a-alive... Ho-how...? ",

Huhh? What is she saying? Why won't he be alive?

" Mummy!? What is it? What are you even saying! I can't understand... "

" Ji-Jiminie.... How.. How does his parents died..? Please tell me the truths of you really know... "

What the hell is happening? Why is he sounding so odd right now? And why is he asking about it like that?

" Mummy... Why do you need to know that...? It was long ago... "

" Just answer me Jimin. "

Do I really have to tell her those horrible things? I wanted to avoid it..

" They were killed by a monster mummy.. He really was a monster mummy ...",
I said.

And again it was all silence. I knew this matter will scare her. She doesn't like violence...

" Do you know th-that person's na-name...? "

Oh god.. Now what will she do with that monster's name?

" It was... Uhmm.. Something... Something like Ji-ja..oh it was
Park Jay.... Yeah Park Jay! I don't even wanna say his name. He's the worst person I've heard about. ",

My blood boiled to even say his name.
" Ji-Jiminie..... You... Jungkook...",

What happened? Why is mummy sounding like this all of a sudden...?
Oh god no please don't make her worry about all this....

" What happened mummy? Why are you sounding like this? You don't need to worry about these things.. Please.. Everything is in Jungkookie's control now mummy..... ",
I tried to assure.

" In Jungkook's control? What? How? Jiminie please tell me about him more! Where did he spend his childhood? With whom? What does he really
do!? "

mummy's voice suddenly sounded desperate making me more confused than before.

" Calm down mummy... I already told you about him... Tae was allays there for him mummy... Tae ran away - wait lemme tell you about him mummy!
You know that Park Jay was the mastermind and the other monsters were Tae's parents! Tae's family was like a relative to Jungkookie's family and they betrayed them! Park Jay and they backstabbed Jungkookie's parents! They killed his parents and tried to kill my Jungkookie along but somehow he ran away...... After few days Tae heard his parents conversion and he ran away too.... From then those two best friends stayed together...... Tae is such a good person mummy.. He's like my real brother mummy. I love him very much, he's like brother that I never had... He's always there to baby me... ",

I told mummy everything. Hope she understood cause she doesn't know any of them..

But there was again a silence on the other line.

" mummy? "

" mummy...? "

" mummy.......? "

" Tae is Kim Taehyung..... Right? "

Her voice sounded so different, like she lost the cheer she had, it sounded lifeless and I hate it so much. But wait!....how does she know Tae's name? I'm sure I never told her the full name....

" Yes but how do you know mummy? I didn't tell you wait let me send you his picture too! ",
I said and sent Tae's picture. Why don't I show her my brother? I want her to know him... Hope mummy trusts then after seeing them.

[ The picture Minnie sent! 💖 ]

" Mummy see! It's Tae ,he's very handsome too right ? He adores me very much! And you know I'm so grateful to have him as a guardian here! ",
I said.

" Jiminie..... It's Taehyung? He loves you as brother? Adores you? Left everything to stay with his childhood best friend Jungkook... ?"

Questions aren't important anymore.. I can hear mummy's voice is breaking, she's crying... I know she is but why?
Why why why!?

" Mummy what happened!? Tell me please mummy? Why are you crying?? ",
I can't help but feel desperate.

" Mummy please don't cry! Please! Please! "

" I... I -I'm not crying baby... I'm not... I'm not.... "

She's lying. I know it's a lie.

" Ji-Jiminie....?...what about Tae's pa-parents?... "

" They're no more alive mummy. ",

I don't know why is mummy suddenly asking about all these but I will still answer. Of course I'm not gonna tell how Tae himself killed his parents ...but they surely deserved it.

" Oh-ohhhh.... What about th-that
Par-Park Jay...? "

I don't know how her voice is feeling too unknown to me. Mummy never stutters like this.

" Everything is over now mummy.. It's just my Jungkookie whom I need to care about.. It's his scars that I need to heal.. It's him who deserves lots of love mummy... I love his so much.. He didn't deserve all those mummy....they hurt him too much... ",
I don't know when tears started to pool out of my eyes. I didn't really want to wipe it off just because Kai and those black suited men are standing a little far away , watching me .

" Out of millions people.... He.. He met them... Why.. Why god why... "

Mummy's faint voice could be heard from the other side. What was that?

" Mummy...? "

" mummy you okay? Please tell me. You're making me so worried.. ",

" Do any of them knows your real surname baby? "

Her voice sounded stern and scared.

" No mummy not yet! I know I should have at least told them.. But I never really got the chance... They still think my surname is Jeon! "

I said. Yes I need to tell them as soon as possible. May be today. I'll tell Tae cause I'm going to him right now and next Jungkookie.

" No no no baby! Don't! Don't bring it again in your life baby! Forget about it forever! Forever! Don't ever tell anyone your real surname! Not to your boyfriend, not to your best friend! Not anyone. You are Jeon Jimin to them right? Let it stay like that! It's my order Jimin! "

What? What is he saying! Why will I do that? They're the closest person to me after her... Why won't I tell them..?

" Mummy why!? I can't do that. I'm really sorry! But I can't Listen to you this time. Mummy I can't lie to Jungkook! He's everything to me mummy. He hates lies... I'll never lie to him... ",

I said.

" JIMIN! DON'T DARE TO TALK LIKE THAT TO ME! I'M YOUR MOTHER! DON'T THINK YOUR THIS TYPE OF STUPID OPINIONS MATTER TO ME! DO WHAT I TOLD. ITS MY ORDER. "

more tears rolled down from my eyes. Why is she yelling at me? What did I do wrong? Is it wrong to love someone so much? Is it wrong that I don't want to lie to my lover?

" mummy no..... Please.. Please at least let me tell my Jungkookie, I want him to know everything about me ..."

I pleaded again.

" Jimin! You're talking over me? You're asking for reasons? Seriously? ",

" I'm so sorry... But... He doesn't like lies... He will hate me.. And I can't bear it... I'll -I'll die if he hates me... I want him to be happy... Always.. ",
I know my voice is broken but I can't help.

" Jiminie! Don't you dare saying anything like that ! He can never hate you for this! If he really loves you, he can never hate you... And erase the thought of hurting yourself from your head Jimin. You want him to be happy.. Don't you..? I want it too. I want you and him to be happy, together. "

" Then why mummy.... "

" Jiminie.. Please don't ask me.. I'm begging to you.. Count it as my last order for you.. My last wish to you.. Just forget about your surname.. Keep it the way it is.. Please for me? Pretty please... I assure your Jungkookie will be happy if he doesn't know it.. everything is fine just the way it is.. Isn't it..?.... "

I can't understand anything. But last order? Last wish? What? Why?

" Last wish? Mummy! What the heck are you saying! "

" Baby.... I just said it cause I will never ask for anything from you anymore.. You're older now.. You have your life, your bright career.. Your lover to Cherish it with... It's your time baby...that's why... I am just a old woman who has done her duty.. "

" Mummy no please what are you saying! "

" It's the truth baby... You believe in destiny right? I do to and destiny itself proved it to me that it's real..I know baby I couldn't give you the things you deserved... Always made you do what I want... Pressurised you but you're my brave beautiful baby angel who always been a blessing to me .... And now it's your time to fly high... And you found your own Angel with dark wings? Don't you? ",

Her voice is so different right now. The love and adoration is dripping off from her voice with a high wave of sadness. She's confusing me, making me worried.. Is everything okay? Is everything really the way it seems? Or it's something else that I'm kept away from?

Angel with dark wings.. Yes that's what my Jungkookie is.. But why did she asks that. How did she imagined it so well...

" You know Jiminie.. You're absolutely right.. Your Jungkookie really deserves everything and all the love.. I know you love him very much.. Take care of him and yourself... I believe he needs you.."

" Mummy... Wha-"

" Always remember I love you so much baby.. So so much... But please keep my wish... Please at least until I tell you to break it ...just please.. Forget about this ...live with dream, love and present.. Past is something we shouldn't dwell onto.. Now I need to go baby.. Bye.. "

" Mummy wait! Mummy please - tell me what is -",

She stopped me again.

" Baby... Forget about these.. Everything is okay, I'm fine, you're fine, everything is fine and well. I support your relationship to the fullest. Just keep my words till I myself tell you to break it.   Just do it for me... "

She said with a pleading voice at last, I couldn't help but nod and let out hum. At least she said that she herself will tell me to break it.... But I can't wait for long.

" Okay.... But now tell why were you crying mummy? Why do your voice sounds like --"

" I was crying cause it felt like you literally grew up too fast... That's why, nothing else.. You're so mature now baby and I'm proud of it... But now can I hang up? It's getting late and I still have to go... "

" Oh but still don't cry... It hurts when you do.. I'm sorry if I disappointed you, talked back to you but I love you.. Be safe.. Bye. "

" Love you too Jiminie... "

And the call ended making my mind filled with lots of things, questions and emotions.

Was it true what she said...? Or something else...? She's hiding something from me? What can it be? And the surname, what's the problem with that thing and why do I have to wait for her to give me the permission to tell everyone about it?

But ...I'll do it.. Not for long. I'll wait till the competition for her permission and in both ways I'm telling it to my Jungkookie.
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Third person's P.O.V

         Jimin was wiping his tears and looking all lost. Kai and other men who were actually assigned to work for Jeon Jungkook's Black Rose peril.

Kai immediately walked up to Jimin after he saw Jimin cut the call. Jimin's face made him worried. Why was the younger crying? Jungkook will kill them without thinking for twice if he got to know.

" Sir everything okay? Please tell me if there's anything wrong! ",
Kai asked and Jimin shook his head.

" Nothing... It's just mummy... ",
Jimin replied with a sad smile wiping his tears .

" Your mother sir? Everything okay with her? Does she hurt you? Is it your step mother? Does she disturbs you? ",
Kai asked making Jimin shocked.

" Hey! No!the heck are you saying stop! It's my own mother who loves me very much! I was crying cause I miss her! Ufff you people's are too much sometimes !",
Jimin snapped but not rudely, he was more like a friend.

But Kai thought Jimin got angry.....and it scared him.. He stood there looking odd.

" Kai my dear friend , I'll definitely tell you if something bothering me okay.. Don't worry this much! I'm strong! ",
Jimin's bright voice made Kai smile and remember how Jimin is such an angel.

He nodded.

" Here, it's from Boss. ",
Kai said and took the black box and the very familiar black rose with note from others hand.

Jimin's eyes lit up and his heart beat got faster.

He remembered the kiss earlier, the sweet gestures, those beautiful orbs staring at him... His lover.

Jimin took the box and kissed the rose before opening the note.

His favourite handwriting...which makes butterflies dance in his stomach .

BabyDoll,

           Be ready for tomorrow. It's an invitation again. You'll get to know where and when. See you soon my Black Rose.

-JJK

That letter itself made Jimin happy. He will get to see Jungkook tomorrow. He smiled and read the letter again before looking up.

" So.. Sir, will you head to Kim Taehyung's office now? I suggest you to take rest. ",
Kai said.

" Yes, I'm. I miss my best friend and my work. I will take rest later. Oh I'm already getting late. ",
Jimin said smiling.

Afterwards he drove to Taehyung's office ....his mind was only filled with Jungkook... Jungkook and Jungkook..

" Don't dwell on past they said..
But that's what destiny always does... "

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Another update...
This Chapter wasn't actually what I planned... But still it is what it is..

Sorry for the errors cause it was not proofread..

I am hoping that you guys are gonna like the next chapters.. Gonna be a little interesting I guess.

So tell me your opinions about this chapter and what do you think about Jimin's mom?

I won't shut up about it......    💀💀

Oh wait! Another important thing!
Y'all remember how much I love you all right? No -? Wth-

I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCHHH
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thanks for reading, take care 💜