" The past is a ghost, the future is a dream and all we ever have is now....... "

Jimin's P.O.V

        It's a beautiful day indeed. But the dream keep coming back to my mind. If anyone asks me what I hate the most my answer will be that dream. How can be a person that cruel. I hope it's really just a dream, nothing real.

        I opened the flower shop. I love this place, this place gives me peace. I always came here with mummy but she never let me do anything. It's like some kind of a wonderland to me. Can I dance in the middle of lots of flowers? Can I ?
         It's just 8:30 in the morning, so it's still kinda quiet outside. I like this time of the day. Past this 2 months I really have nothing to do. I graduated from high school. I want to attend college. Mummy suggested to get some rest for some time then apply to any college in Busan which I like . She said I'll easily get an admission cause I have amazing dancing skills and Impressive results. But I don't want to study here, I want to go Seoul, there are so much opportunities that I will never get here. I never told her that I want to study there but somehow I know she will decline it. I know it very well. We have never gone anywhere other than Busan . Some times it feels like we are stuck here.

   My thoughts were interrupted by a middle aged woman entering the shop. I know her, she often comes here.
     " Good morning mam, how can I help you? ",,I asked politely

     " ohhh pretty boy, where is your mother, didn't she come today?,, she asked smiling at me.

   " No mam I'm in charge of the shop for today, she's taking some test ",,I said.

    " ohh is she ok? ",,she asked with a worried face.

    " yes mam, she's fine, I just wanted to give her a day off but I can help you too ",,I said

    " you are such a good boy, your mother often talks about you and can you give me a dahlia bouquet ",,she asked.
    "off course mam ",,I said walking towards the bouquet section. I took a beautiful bouquet and I'm sure she's gonna like it.

" Wow it's beautiful, your choice is so good, actually my son likes purple colour ",,she said looking at the bouquet as I gave it her.

   " Is it for your son, mam? "

   " Yes it is, today is his birthday!! ",,she said smiling ear to ear.

    "wowww very good, wish him from me too "...I said smiling lightly.

    she nodded before paying me for the flowers and exiting the shop.

    
Time skip to few hours

         Few hours went like this. Customers came and bought flowers, some were sweet, some were rude and some were just awkward. But I greeted and helped all of them as politely as I can. It's time for lunch, I said to mummy that I will eat something from the restaurant near our shop. I actually don't like the foods they makes but If I didn't promise mummy that I will eat something she would have came here with my lunch. And I wanted her to rest properly. Past some days I noticed she's not really ok, I asked her to consult with a doctor many times but she said she's fine but I know she's not. 2 days ago she fainted in the way to coming home from market. I nearly got a heart attack when I got a call from the hospital. They suggested to do some test and the results will come in few days. She said it's nothing, she was just tired but I have a bad feeling about it. In my entire life I never saw her sick or vulnerable in front of me, she was always the brave queen of my life but when I saw her lying on the hospital bed I can't help but I cried so much. That's why I decided I'll not allow her to do all the works alone. She will not work in the shop until her tests say she is fine.

    " HYUNGGGIEEE!!!

  my thoughts were interrupted again with a loud voice and I know very well that who is it.

    " YeonJuniee!! ",,I said before turning to the source of the voice.

He smiled widely coming towards me. I smiled and spread my arms for the blue haired boy . He is like my brother . He is our neighbour. His family done so much for us. He is 2 years younger than me and still in highschool. He was gone for an excursion 1 week ago. I didn't knew he's going to come back today. He's always there for me, I tell him everything as he does too.
        He engulfed me into a warm hug and I hugged back.

     "when did you come back??, you didn't told me you were going to come back today ",,I asked

    "If I told you then what's the surprise?? ",,he said pulling back from the hug and giggling.

    I was going to say something but he cut me off by saying
" Hyung it's not fair, you can't do this to me!! ",,he said pouting

  " Huhhh? What have I done, did I do something wrong? ",,I asked getting worried and thinking about what have I done.

   "yes hyung you are doing the most unfair things in the world!! "

  " whatt?? what did I do???? "

  " I have just gone for 1 week and here you see YOU ARE LOOKING FAR MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN HOW I LEFT YOU!!! WHY ARE YOU GETTING THIS MUCH BEAUTIFUL DAY BY DAY, ITS UNFAIR FOR THE WORLD!! ",,,he said with a serious face .

Aishhhh this boy, he scared me,, one day I'm gonna kill this boy and no-one can't stop me. Hihihihi... I'm joking, he's my sweet little brother, he's been always like this.

" YOU BRAT!!!! ",,I said marching towards him and he started running. I  chased him and he slipped and fell on top of the bucket of water Lilly. Water splashed here and there and he was completely drenched.

   He was still shocked about what just happened and looking at me with his mouth opened wide. I was laughing  so hard that I fell on the floor and I can't stop my laugh. My stomach is hurting for laughing this much but still. ( Jimin x Floor superior ship 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂)

    " Hyungggggggg!!!!!,, I'm sinking here and you are laughing ???",,he asked dramatically

   " sin-hahahaha sinking -hahaha you are -hahahaha sinking in a bucket oh my god -hahahaha ",,,I said still laughing and rolling on the floor.

  "HYUNGGG!!! ",,he pouted getting up from there.
    I looked at him and there was a water Lilly on the top of his head.
" ohh god save me ohh aii hahahaha ",,I said rolling on floor again.
(he loves the floor so much 😂)

" Hyung, why???,, whyyyy  are you so cruel ",,he said fake crying .
I got up from the floor clutching my stomach and walked towards him still giggling .

   I removed the flower from his head and holded it in front of his face trying not to laugh again at his expression. His mouth formed into a big O shape as he looked at the flower.  Suddenly he laughed and took the flower from my hand and tucked it behind his ear.

   " How am I looking hyung ,do I look like a diva? ",,he asked raising two eyebrows continuously and smiling.

   " and the Mr. South Korea award goes to Choi YeonJun ",,I announced clapping .
We two laughed for the next 30minutes straight for no particular reason. It's always been like this. I helped him to get cleaned up and decided to go to the restaurant as he didn't had his lunch also.

    Now we are sitting in the restuarant. It's not that big but it's comfy. We ordered our foods and waiting for it now.
  " Hyung did they called?, ",,he asked hopefully.
   " No yeoniee there is no chance that they going to select my video for interview. ",,I responded looking down.
    "Don't say it like this hyung and their interview starts in 2 weeks, so there is still a chance.",,he said with a hopeful smile.
    
   " May be they have already seen my video and rejected it? ",,I asked.
After my graduation when I told Yeonjun about my dream to go to Seoul and learn dancing from Korean National University of arts, he was very much happy. I told him about mummy's hesitation too but he said if I get a chance there at first, she will definitely give me permission to go there. That's how we ended up sending them a dance video of mine two weeks ago. If they  liked my dance, they would have called me by now. So I'm slowly giving up on my dream sadly. I can understand.... Getting selected by them is a dream for anyone.

( The dance video they have sent.. He's ethereal 😭😭)

" Don't you dare to underestimate your dancing skills hyung, you are the best dancer I have ever seen!!! ",,he said getting slightly angry on me .He really does not like when I say something bad about myself.
 
" And there is still a chance ,I'm sure they will call you ......and unfortunately if they don't select you, that's their loss ",,he said again.

  " ok OK Yeonjun,,calm down and tell me about your excursion, how was it? ",,I asked changing the topic.

   " uhhmmn it was good, we have done a lot of things like.............. ",as he was explaining his activities on the trip our lunch came.
   

We were  hungry on a hole different level. As the food came we practically jumped on it.

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Third Persons P.O.V

      Back at Jimin's home his mother was sitting on her bed staring at nothing in particular. She was thinking about the past again. Every time Jimin had the dream,, all the things comes back running in her mind. Tears ran down from her eyes. It has been 15 years but still their past haunts Jimin in his dreams. She can't do anything about it. She can't tell Jimin the truth, the past. That's impossible for her. She tried to do everything to erase the past from their life, it will ruin her Jimin's entire life. She will never let the cruel world touch his angel. She started a new life and she will never let it to be destroyed.
   She knew it well that the dream was nothing but true.

     Yes, she is Park Chun-hei, who leaved her fucked up past behind and survived all the way with his beautiful boy. They started again but how long it will be like this?

Flashback 15 Years ago
Chun-hei's P.O.V

After my Jiminie stopped crying he fell asleep on my lap. I'm currently sitting on the bed and he's still laying in my lap. Jay still didn't came back. I don't know why my heart is running so much fast. Anything is gonna be very bad, the day is already bad how more bad it can be?

     The bad feeling was wrapping me up, so I decided to watch TV. I took the remote from the bedside table and switched on the TV. I was going through the channels searching for something to watch then news channel popped up on the screen and what I saw that left me speechless.

  " BREAKING NEWS!!!

PROMINENT BUSINESS COUPLE JEON MIN-JUN AND JEON EUN-JUN DIED IN A HORRIFIC ACCIDENT WHEN THE JEON MANSION CAUGHT A MASSIVE FIRE!!
AS PER THE REPORTS ,THE MANSION CAUGHT FIRE AROUND 6:00PM TODAY!!
AS PER THE REPORTS, THEY WERE ALL ALONE IN THE MANSION THAT TIME, THEIR BURNED DEADBODIES WERE FOUND IN THE LIVING ROOM OF THE MANSION!!

ACCORDING TO POLICE, THE FIRE CAUSED FROM THE SHORT CURCUITS. FROM THE OUTSIDE CCTV CAMERAS THEY FOUND OUT THAT MR. JEON CAME HOME BY HIS OWN CAR WITH HIS SON . MRS. JEON WAS ALREADY INSIDE AND AFTER SOME TIME THE HUGE EXPLOSION BURNED DOWN EVERY THING.
ACCORDING TO THE POLICE THEY COULD NOT MAKE IT OUT OF THE MANSION ON TIME. THE LITTLE BOY'S DEAD BODY WAS NOT FOUND YET. THEY ARE EXPECTING IT TO BE SOMEWHERE IN THE MANSION OR IT ALREADY DESTROYED BY THE HUGE FIRE!!
THE ENTIRE CITY IS LEFT SHO-----"

I turned off the TV. I can't take it anymore. How??,,, How all this happened??,, They are saying its just an accident but how can it be an accident??
Why were they will be alone in the mansion?,, where were all the house stuffs??,, why are they marking it as an accident before investigating it properly?? And the little boy ohh myy godd!!!

I was about to get off from bed but suddenly my bedroom door opened and a smiling Jay entered with a flower bouquet in his hand.

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING???

" I'm sorry dear! I'm really sorry for the way I behaved earlier today, can you please forgive me? ",,he asked with a different smile on his face, he's scaring the crap outta me right now. He's apologising???..

"what happened sweetie? Why are you looking at me like you have seen a ghost? ",,he asked chukling and coming towards me.

" Wh-why are you acting like thi -this? ",I asked stuttering cause his expression and voice is scaring me. I can't recognise this voice of him, it sounds dangerous... Why I am feeling like he has done something.. Why??? Don-don't tell me he's somehow related to the Jeon's death. Ohh myy god... Why?? ...is this why he seems happy??...

   As he was slowly coming towards me I am backing away from him. He sat on the edge of the bed, I was attached to the headboard by now. Jimin is still sleeping peacefully.

  "why are you getting scared darling, am I that scary? ",,he asked looking at me with a different smirk.

  " What did you do? ",,I asked

  " uhhhh why?, I didn't do anything, ",,he said holding his face in his palms.

" Th-then why are you acting like this this?"

" Why?, am I not acting like a good husband you want? ",,he said smirking wider than before.

" Jeon's are dead Jay!!, you did something wrong with them didn't you? ",,I asked glaring at him as he raised his eyebrow at me.

" ohhh I remember now, yes yes I killed them and what about it? "

I was left shocked WHAT!!!!,somehow deep down I wished he will say no but what, is he insane,, is he joking?

" WHAT???, YOU DID WHAT ??, WHY? "

   "And I bought the entire police department too, they are doing good work for me but for your kind information I killed them by poisoning then burned them, wasn't it a satisfying idea ?",,he asked smiling at himself like he did something pleasant.

" I - I can't believe it Jay, you murdered them a-and the little child,, WHY?????? "

" Ohhh again I forgot, I didn't poisoned him, I just left him to get burned,after all he's a baby.. Am I not kind enough?? "

I can't believe my ears. I can't process what is happening, is this all real??,??how can he do all this things? He wasn't like this,  ohhh my god...
My head is spinning .

"ohh sweetie did I surprised you this much that you became speechless? ",,he asked

" YOU MONSTER, WHY DID YOU DO THAT FOR? YOU MURDERED THEM JUST FOR THE MONEY??? WHEN DID YOU BECAME SO CHEAP JAY??? ",,,I screamed out of anger when everything the reality hit me really hard. I can't sit back after knowing what he did. I'm not someone who will be quiet after knowing the truth.

"WHAT DID YOU SAID YOU BITCH?? ",he yelled grabbing my hair and throwing me on the floor. I got up and slapped him.
" I SAID ACTUALLY WHAT YOU ARE, IF YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING AFTER KNOWING WHAT YOU DID, THEN YOU ARE WRONG !!!",,I screamed again. I can't believe this monster is my husband .

He suddenly grabbed my neck and started choking me .

"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING BITCH?, WHAT WILL YOU DO IF I KILL YOU LIKE THEM RIGHT NOW?? ",,he yelled choking me more. I am running out of breath, I am trying to get out from here but his iron grip is not letting me.
"L-LEAVE ME, L-LET ME GO!! ",I tried to say something but his grip tightened around my neck more.
"APPA WHAT ARE YOU DOING!! DON'T HURT MUMMY APPA!! LEAVE HER PLEASE ",,I didn't noticed when my Jiminie woke up. Tears were flowing down his face upon seeing us in the position. My heart shattered into million pieces seeing his face. My Jiminiee.........

   Suddenly Jay released me from his grip and walked towards Jimin. Oh god what is happening?, why is he going to him??
Jimin was backing away from him, fear filling up his eyes and he was looking at me for help. Before I can do anything Jay clutched his hair and slammed his head on the edge of the bed.
"YOU ARE SCREAMING AT ME TOO?? YOU NEED LESSONS LIKE YOUR MOTHER TOO!!! "
He screamed coming towards me again. He kicked me again and again and I am feeling dizzy. I can hear my jiminie pleading for me but he didn't care to stop. He hurt Jimin again but being the useless mother I am, I can't do anything. He kicked me again and at some point darkness engulfed me.
     By the time I woke up I still lying on the cold floor. The room is dark, I can't see anything but black. My head is hurting and as I tried to get up sharp pain shot up in my entire body. Still I got up and limped forward. I can't see anything so I didn't knew where I am and..... Wait..... Where's my Jiminie?... He was here with me.. Oh lord please save him from that monster... I walked towards where I thought the bed is and I was right, I switched on the bed side table lamp .

"JIMINIEEE!!!!! "

he was laying unconscious beside the bed. There was blood on his forehead and mouth. I ran towards him and took him in my lap.
"Jiminie?? Baby wake up!! Wake up please!! Jiminie please!! "

He didn't moved a little, no no no it can't. My Jiminie,, no no nothing happened to him. It can't.....

"baby please wake up! Wake up for mummy "

He still didn't moved,suddenly I noticed he was burning from fever. His face was getting paled. And that's the moment I knew it is the time to keep my wish.....   He can't be here. I have to take him out of this hell. I sweared to myself I'll take him away at any cost.
I laid him on the bed and cleaned his wounds. He is burning up with fever but I can't do anything right now, I have to take him away from here. That's the main thing. It is past midnight.
I took him in my arms and left the room. The lights in the corridor are still on but no one is here. The monster must be in his office. I am not going to leave from the main entrance. I made my way towards the kitchen ,there's a secret exit there. Jay know it too but I hope he won't be there right now. I entered the kitchen and it was completely dark, I made my way towards the exit despite the darkness, after all it's my house.........  Our house...... Our house which I decorated myself once. We were so happy, why all this have to be like this. Why life is always in my opposite why??? But it's not the time for regretting.... As I was about to open the door all the lights flicked on in the kitchen.

" Where do you think you are going darling? "

Shivers ran down my spine. It's him. Why just why??....... As I turned around he slapped me but this time I didn't fell. This time my baby is with me. I tightened my grips around Jimin.

"ANSWER ME YOU BITCH, YOU ARE TRYING TO ESCAPE DON'T YOU? ",he screamed at me trying to grab my neck again but this time I came prepared. I am saving my Jimin and that's final.

I took out my hidden knife from underneath my shirt and before he could understand anything, I stabbed him on his shoulder.

"AHHHHHHHHHH YOU SLUT!!! "he screamed in pain.

I opened the door and and started running. I can hear the screams behind me but it's not the time for doing anything except for saving my Jimin . The exit door us to the front garden and to the main gate but I took a right turn and entered the deeper side in the garden. It will led us to the main road. There are guards too but I exactly knew where they actually are and if I can make it before Jay order them to catch me, I'll surely get out from here. I ran faster and avoided the areas where the can be.
      I was running in the dark like a blind but I can see light in front of me and I know I'm near to the road. My Jimin is still unconscious in arms as I made it to the road heavy rains started to pour. My wounds are still bleeding but I didn't stop running. Cause I have to save Jimin, save us from here.......

2nd side of 'BAD LUCK '

END OF THE FLASHBACK

Hot tears ran down from Chun-hei's eyes. She don't want to remember anything but she can't help. It's been 15years but still.... Some how they managed to make it to Busan and started their life again. When Jimin woke up he can't remember anything but his mother. Everything was blur to him but Chun-hei was somehow happy about that. She decided she will never tell Jimin anything about the past and she actually didn't. She removed all the memories from Jimin's mind completely. But unfortunately the dreams didn't left Jimin. He kept dreaming about it but can't see anything clearly nor remember anything. Chun-hei never let go Jimin anywhere far from him.
She doesn't know anything about her husband right now and she doesn't want to know at all.
   They have started their own lives.
But you can never run far away from your past.

" life can be understood backwards but it must be lived forwards. "

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Sorry for the late update and for the long ass boring chapter.
I know this is story is going really slow but wait a little more the drama will get started.

What will you think happen next?

Again thank you for reading my trash story.

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