“ The angel loved him despite all his flaws but didn't know which special spot he occupied in
the Devil's heart . ”

Third Person's POV

" This place had my favorite foods and dad would always let me eat whatever I wanted despite getting scolded by mom. The city view was just the same fascinating like now. "

Jungkook didn't know why he felt like telling everything that was in his mind. Jimin's attentive glossy eyes made it more hard to hide. Jimin's eyes made Jungkook feel comfort that he never felt. Why does he feel like he can tell Jimin anything and the later will always understand ?

" It's been 15 years after I last came here. It was the place where we would often come after mom and dad came back from any business tours. They loved this place so much, just like me. " Jungkook said with monotone yet Jimin could hear noticible pain and sadness in that husky dark voice.

Jimin didn't know what to say, how to make Jungkook stop from hurting himself inside. He knew the older was remembering everything and hurting.

" After them, I never came here. Cause there was something I promised them about coming here . Nor I could afford coming here back then. " Jungkook said with a dark chuckle while his right hand glided up to Jimin's exposed neck, trailing his fingers up and down there... making Jimin bite his lips.

" Afterwards that once rich kid was shoved away by the gaurds from here because he broke a plate while washing them. Well, that I was my stupidity. I expected kindness from them. " Jungkook said and a tear drop left Jimin's eyes.

" They didn't feel like paying that nine years old for washing their dishes cause he looked ugly , poor and pathetic. " Jungkook said pressing his lips on Jimin's exposed collarbones and nibbling there.

Jimin clutched on Jungkook's back as he cried silently knowing Jungkook was telling him about the cruelties he has faced.

" But when he became powerful, they feared him. They showed the respect that is only for the money. The fear made them look down and shiver in the mention of that pathetic boy's name. " Jungkook said against Jimin's neck as he pressed his lips more on the satin ribbon choker.

" The-they were s-so cruel..." Jimin hardly said as Jungkook's nibbles trailed up to his jaw. It was really too hard when Jungkook was telling Jimin all these and the same time doing all these.

" They still are Dollie. The only difference is , I have the Power now. The Power they can't stand against to." Jungkook said before claiming Jimin's cherry lips in a enticing kiss.

Jimin's fingers got tangled with the older's long raven locks as they shared the kiss with those unnamed emotions wrapping them together. Jungkook pulled Jimin more closer by his waist and his right hand supported Jimin's nape .

Unintentionally or intentionally , Jungkook's mind went back to fifteen years ago... How he was so happy that day and what he actually said to his parents.

« Flashback »

" Yeeeeeee !!! I love this place so much Dad !!! See that building! So beautiful! Those purple lights ? Mom ? Aren't they very beautiful!? " An eight years old boy asked with utter excitement and joy while running towards the railings . His Bambi eyes gleaming with happiness, his straight long hair swaying in the air , the pink coloured bunny like plushie tightly held by him.

" Kookie ! Don't go near the railing baby ! It's dangerous! Come back here!" A beautiful looking lady said as she tried to follow her joyful son with an worried face.

" Let him be darling. He's enjoying his time. The railings are higher than his height baby. There's no chance he'll fall down from here. " A very handsome looking man said wrapping his hands around the lady's waist and rested his chin on the lady's shoulder.

" Thats true but honey- " the lady couldn't complete his words as the little boy turned around with narrowed eyes and raised eyebrows.

" Did you just call me short ? Dad ? And did mummy just agree with it ? " The boy asked placing his hands on his waist, trying to look serious.

" No ? Why ? " The couple said while somehow holdings their laughter.

" But I smell it's not true..." The boy said trying his best to sound serious.

" May be Mr. Jeon Jungkook is smelling wrong ? As much as I know he's a tall kid ? With a cute face ? And a bunny smile ? " The man said smiling and the kid pouted.

" I'm not a kid huff. I bought you two here heh ! " the boy said proudly .

" Oho ? How ? Explain Please Mr. JK ? "
His mother asked smiling.

" Well I drove us here..." The boy said now fiddling with his fingers.

" How ? As much as I remember I was sitting on the driver's seat ? " The man chuckled as they walked towards their son.

" I mean- uhmm... I was holding the steering wheel! I was sitting on your lap and pressed the horn button when it was needed...yes ! " The boy said proudly and his parents laughed ruffling his hair .

" Ahhh see darling, our Kookie isn't a kid anymore. He can drive and take us to dinners. " The lady said.

" So Mr. JK , you like this place so much, don't you ? " The man asked picking his son up on his lap .

" No! I don't like the place ! I love this place!! It's so beautiful here ! " The boy exclaimed and both his parents chuckled while sitting on the special table booked for them.
.
.
.
.

The boy was busy sipping on his favourite juice while holding the glass with both of his hands, a juice moustache was visible over his thin red lips.

" You look so beautiful tonight darling."
The man said holding his wife's hand who smiled cheekily to hide her blush.

" Says the handsome himself. " She said and kissed her husband cheeks.

" What about me ? I'm more handsome than dad ! " The kid asked looking at his parents with big doe eyes.

" Aishh you lil brat ! " His father exclaimed and the little boy giggled.

" Mummy only loves me hehehe " the boy said with a happy smile.

" You thought Mr. JK ! Mummy loves me the most cause I bought her here for the first time ! " The man argued and the lady facepalmed herself.

" Huh !? When !? We always came here together ! " The boy asked with disbelief.

" Ahaan ! I took her here in our first date cause she always wanted to visit a place like this . " The man said with a proud smile and the lady covered her mouth to hide the shy smile. She knew her husband was no different than his eight years old child.

" Hmphh that's cheating ! You two came here for the first time without me...." The boy said innocently while pouting.

" Aww my baby but you were not with us when we had our first date Kookie."
The lady said and the boy's eyes widened in terror. He didn't understand. Where was he then !?

" I wasn't with you? Mom ? Dad ? Then where was I ? How did you met mom without me dad !?" The boy asked sounding quite tensed and the couple could only smile in their kid's innocence.

" Let me tell you then ? " The man said and the boys nodded aggressively.

" You see, mummy was always a hard-working girl and very beautiful. An amazing person ! So I liked her from the very first day of our university. " The man stopped and the boy let out an ' Ohoo ' .

" She liked me too . Cause I was handsome and the intelligent popular boy of the campus! ," The man said with a smug smile and immediately got a slap on his shoulder along with his wife's glare while the boy giggled.

" Yeah and the popular boy litrelly sucked in conversations and confessions ! " The lady said rolling her eyes and the kid laughed more .

" Aishh I wasn't like that ! You're the first one I have ever loved ! How would I know how to confess? You had to understand me, feel my love, darling ! "
The man said smiling and pulling his wife closer to him by shoulder.

" You're lucky I did , sheesh ! Either you would have been still single. " The lady said laughing as she leaned her head on her husband's shoulder.

" Ah!!! Come back to the main story people !! Where was I !? When you two came here !!?why did you suddenly take mom here!? " The kid asked.

" Ahm ahem ! So we both never had any relationships before with anyone other. Your mom was the first one who made me want to smile and be free . She wanted me to be careful, happy and healthy rather than pulling the girlfriend act. She was someone too special for me and still is. " The man stopped.

" Same with me . I loved your dad from the very first day Kookie... I didn't understand how much but I did. But you know your dad was quite robotic. He took me here in our first date without even telling me where we were going !! " The lady said with a sarcastic voice.

" You didn't ask dad ? " The boy asked.

" Nope. I trusted your dad so much so I didn't need to, nor felt like. But you know how I came here !? In a damn hoody , looking like a homeless ! " The lady huffed and the man laughed.

" Shut up! You looked cute ! I didn't know it was a date ! I didn't do dates ! It was just special ! You are special to me! So a special place ? " The man said and the lady shook her head in disbelief.

" You'll never change gosh ! So Kookie, you were living with angels then . You were a gift that was getting readied for us..." The lady said smiling.

" Yes ! Afterwards when we got married, you were ready to be sent to us . The angels brought you here and your mom blessed me with you ! " The man said and the boy was shook by the mention of him being with angels.

" Woah...uhmm by the way I'm still angry that you two let me stay with angels for that long but okay I understand. I'll take my Revenge as well. " The boy said with a serious tone, mimicking like a mature person.

" Ohoo ? My Kookie will do what ? " The lady asked fake gasping along with her husband.

" One day I'll come here without you two ! Haha ! " The boy said with smug smile .

" What will you do here alone dumbo ? Don't you hate being alone ? " His father asked tapping on his son's forehead.

" Did I say I'll come here alone ? Just like mummy came here with you cause she's so special...... One day I'll bring here someone special.... My special person !And that person will be so beautiful.... Either I ain't coming here alone ! " The boy said giggling happily and lightly blushing in his own words.

" Of course you will baby ! " Both of his parents said and ruffled his hair.

His childish heart was beating faster, thinking about someone who'll come here with him....his special someone?

« Flashback Ends »

Jimin's hands were tangled in Jungkook's long raven locks as the older kissed Jimin, slowly yet passionately .

The question in Jungkook's mind changed from " Why do Jimin came into my life " to " Why didn't I know him before " and Jungkook didn't even realise when it happened.

On the other hand Jimin's mind was busy imagining the cruelest things that happened with his lover.

Soon Jungkook pulled out of the kiss after sucking Jimin's lower lip for the last time . Again their eyes met with their sparkling eyes staring at the depths of each other's soul.

Jimin's hand unknowingly trailed up to the older's nape hairline, softly caressing . Jungkook wanted to close his eyes and lean in the touch so badly yet he restrained himself.

" It's okay to let out the pains... It's okay to scream, cry and break down.. sometimes we should do it... " Jimin said with a soothing timid voice .

Jungkook again didn't know what to answer or say . Was it really okay ?
Then why did it feel so hard to do ? Why didn't he ever do it ? Why didn't anyone tell him to do it before ?

.
.
.
.
.

" This is the only way of doing it auntie.. Please tell me what should I do... " Taehyung asked with a begging voice in the call.

" No no no please don't say this... you'll be okay... " Taehyung knew his words can't come true, nonetheless he said it.

" I will... I always will.. He's my angel . My little brother. I won't let anyone hurt him anymore..." Taehyung said determined.

" Yes, I need all the things. From the littlest to the biggest details about him. I want every single piece of paper where his name is written. "
Taehyung tried to explain with a very serious voice.

" I expect Kai will be visiting Busan . Give him every details you have and he himself will take out the others. We need to do it fast. Very fast. "
Taehyung was tensed and his voice was proving it.

" He's wi-with Jungkook now..." Taehyung answered the other one's question a little hesitantly.

" H-he will be o-okey auntie..."

" I got to go now. Please take care. Everything will be fine soon. I promise. " Taehyung said and and cut the call afterwards.

" All settled Tae ? How's she ? " Yoongi asked and Taehyung gave him a sad nod. " She'll arrange everything...but she's not okay... I don't know.. I don't know how many days she- " Taehyung couldn't complete his words.

" Tae...you know we need to be strong . Please don't break down okay.. I'm here, we're here. " Hoseok said and Taehyung pulled him in a hug, burying his face on the other's neck.

" Uhm-ahem time to leave . I need to start the work . " Kai said hurriedly looking away from Taehyung and Hoseok.
.
.
.
.
.

Jimin didn't know how to contain the feelings inside him anymore. Can his day get any better ? First his performance, his hyungs appreciating him, his Jungkookie's arrival, him winning , talking with his lover, all the moments and now..... Jimin was probably lost in the moment.

" Letting out pains ? Cry? Huh ? That's pathetic. " Jungkook scoffed walking away and turning his back towards Jimin . He didn't know if those words were true or it is just the statement he created in his mind through all these years.

Jimin took slow steps towards Jungkook with rapid heartbeat. He knew he shouldn't just get scared, he needs to break all the false barriers Jungkook has made.

" Tears doesn't make us weak. It makes us only stronger if we want. Its okay to cry and let out all the negetivities. Starting a bright day doesn't mean you can't cry the night before. " Jimin said with a slight shaky voice as he stared at Jungkook's back.

" With the swollen fucking red eyes you'll not be able to face the world which will try to ruin you each seconds. " Jimin didn't expect Jungkook to reply immediately but with a colder tone which was noticibly harsh.

" There's nothing so good Jimin. Whether you believe it or not . Positivity works till your everything is snatched away from you and you can't die even if you want. Positivity fucking WORKS TILL EVERYONE PROVES YOU ARE WEAK AND PATHETIC! POSITIVITY WORKS TILL YOU WATCH YOURSELF GETTING SOLD ! " Jungkook snarled turning around. Jimin gulped as Jungkook marched towards him with firefilled eyes . Still Jimin didn't step back and stared at Jungkook's eyes. He wanted to listen to every single words Jungkook would say.

" I-if we can't die...it means God wants us to live..it means we deserve to live, we still have something to do, Something to tell, Something to hear-ahhhh " Jimin couldn't complete his words and Jungkook suddenly gripped on Jimin's neck and pulled him closer with a death grip.

Jimin's face paled as his breathe was stopping yet he didn't protest nor tried to move away.

" If We cant die it also means that we still have to suffer. We still have to carry the life that we don't want. " Jungkook growled on Jimin's face while his grip tightened around Jimin's neck . His anger over all the things were once again releasing over his most special person before he could even stop himself.

Hot tear droplets left Jimin eyes as he clutched onto Jungkook's jacket but he still didn't look away.

" L-life isn't in our con-control ma-master. One da-day we want to live our fu-fullest and the ve-very n-next day we can loose our wish to live... we are no one to choose if we want the live or not..." Jimin's voice was barely above whisper as his lips were getting paled along with his face.

" It is. It fucking is in our hand. " Jungkook spat with his mind completely clouded by the demonic anger he held . His grip got more tighter around Jimin's neck, choking him too hardly that Jimin started panting with his mouth gasping for breath.

" I can fucking take anyone's life if I want. Any fucking one. I can always decide if I want them dead or not. And you know it. " Jungkook greeted his teeth but again slapping his highest scare level and limits of craziness ... Jimin smiled with tears as his hands glided up to hold Jungkook's hand that was choking him.

" C-can you always save an-anyone if you want ? Can you stop anyone from clo-closing their eyes Fo-forever ? Even if you are ready to sac-sacrifice your own life for them ? Even if you're re-ready to beg for their life ? " Jimin asked back ,making Jungkook's eyes still and breathe hitch. Jimin is the very first one who dared to speak up against Jungkook's sealed thoughts. The very first one who broke Jungkook's walls of thoughts with a smile.

Jungkook couldn't say anything else cause he knew Jimin said truth. A harsh truth. Could Jungkook save his mother ? His father ? It was Jungkook's time to feel lost as his face scrunched up with the thoughts of those memories..... his grip loosened on Jimin's neck as he suddenly remembered that nightmare. Could he stop Jimin from fading away ?

Yes he can always kill Jimin. But can he always save Jimin ?

The sudden distressing thoughts broke Jungkook away from his anger spell and he realised what he was just doing . He immediately let go of Jimin's neck and pulled him towards his chest.

Jungkook didn't know what to call the feeling he just felt momentarily. He pulled Jimin as close as possible while his left arm wrapped around Jimin's waist and his right hand behind Jimin's nape. Why did it suddenly felt painful to see Jimin hurt ? Why did Jungkook's hand shivered remembering what he just did ?

Jimin panted on Jungkook's shoulder while resting his face there. He knew he has said something which made Jungkook restless but he never wanted Jungkook to get hurt for his words. It's the last thing he would ever want to do. Even when his neck was paining from the death grip of seconds ago and his breath was still uneven....he wrapped his arms around Jungkook's shoulder....never wanting to let go of the person who is lost inside , whom he loves .

It was silent once again. Just their rapid breathes and the light breeze of the chilly night. Jimin closed his eyes and possibly hugged Jungkook tighter , silently wanting to tell the older that “ Whatever happens, I will Only Love you more and more till its my last ”.

Another tear rolled down from Jimin's eyes when he felt the older's lips on his neck where it was hurting. The sudden soft kisses in that place made Jimin clutch on Jungkook's shoulder.

" I love you and always will... " Jimin softly whispered with a hoarse voice cause that death grip had hurt him a little too much and it made Jungkook angry, dissapointed and disgusted over himself. Did he want to hurt Jimin today ? No.

Did he want to ruin the happiness that was glowing on Jimin's face? No. Did he want Jimin to cry ? A thousand times no. But he ruined everything with responsibility. Jungkook didn't know why he felt so much guilt inside him.

" still huh ? " Jungkook suddenly asked and Jimin smiled through his tears before answering " Always means in all ways ".
.
.
.
.

Once again it was silent between them as Jungkook drove through the busy night street.

But it was feeling suffocating for Jimin this time. He didn't like the older looking like this. Too much robotic. He felt like crying . After that moment Jungkook didn't talk with him anymore for some reason. He expected Jungkook to drag him away from there in that very moment or scold him or something like that.....but that didn't happen.

Jungkook just turned silent. He didn't even look at Jimin and it hurt the younger very much. The last thing Jimin wanted is Jungkook avoiding him. It was better to get hurt by Jungkook than these.

Jimin had to eat despite he didn't want. He clearly remembered Jungkook staring at him while he ate. But looked away when Jimin's eyes met with him. Jimin's neck was paining and it made him hiss while eating and he knew Jungkook looked odd in that time.

Just a few hours back Jungkook was talking with him now its all dead silent and Jimin hated it.

On the other hand Jungkook was facing the brain storm again. He didn't or couldn't meet Jimin's eyes after that moment. He didn't know why he felt so dissapointed in himself. So angry on himself after he saw the dark brusies on Jimin's neck which was caused by him.

For the very first time, the Jeon Jungkook couldn't meet another's eyes. He didn't know why... Why his heart weirdly twisted when he heard Jimin hissing in pain while eating.

Jeon Jungkook, a person who loved watching people suffering, them dying and Writhing in pain...then why couldn't he bear a certain someone's tears whom he once wanted to bury alive ?

“ C-can you always save an-anyone if you want ? Can you stop anyone from clo-closing their eyes Fo-forever ? ”

Jimin's words were hammering on Jungkook's mind as he couldn't deny that its wrong. He knew Jimin was right and Jungkook hated it. Why was Jimin so right ? Jungkook was okay with his fake barriers...why does Jimin have to break them like that ? Why does he say I love you like its a fact ? Why does Jungkook never finds Hatred and distrust in Jimin's eyes for him ? Why is it always a winning smile with lots of care ?

Just like Jimin was suffocated in the silence, Jungkook was also suffocated ...he felt too unsettled whenever he slyly glanced at Jimin and noticed the painful fingerprints on the younger's neck.

Jungkook wanted to be alone and clear his mind... he wanted the younger away from him despite knowing its actually hard this days. Too hard to control his urges to see and stare at Jimin all suddenly. He hated the fact that he sometimes can't think about anything or anyone else than Jimin....his all thoughts runs back to this Doll faced boy . But right now he just wanted them away from each other. His mind was going Insane.

But once again Jimin's voice broke the thick silence of the car.

" Master ? " Jimin called with a sudden excited voice while zipping open his bag pack that was in the car. He finally got the way to start talking. His face showed happiness once again despite him being nervous while taking out a little black gift box from his back.

Jungkook's sharp eyes glanced over what Jimin was taking out before he replied " What ? " . His voice was stern yet not harsh.

" This is for you. " Jimin said with a huge smile while holding the box towards Jungkook. His grip over the box was quite strong in fear of Jungkook throwing it out of the car. The gift was something very simple yet so much for Jimin's heart. He wanted to give it to the older so badly even when he knew Jungkook might not wear it or even accept it.

Jungkook glanced at the gift box and his heart litrelly started beating faster for no reason. Jimin was giving him gifts ? For the very first time someone was gifting Jungkook something without caring if it'll get accepted by him or not. Others never dared to do it or they clearly knew Jungkook has everything.

It was years after when Jungkook recieved anything which was truly meant for him. There wasn't any intention or begging for getting something back behind that beautiful voice.

" What is this ? " Jungkook's voice made Jimin gulp before he smiled and completely turned his body towards the older.

" A gift ! I wanted to give you a thank you gift for so long.... but couldn't find anything special...its Something very simple but it reminded me of you..and I just want-wanted it for you.." Jimin said with an excited yet nervous voice.

" I don't want it. Keep your useless thing to you. " Jungkook said not sparing a glance on Jimin who frowned before smiling again. When inside he was getting anticipated to open the box and see what's it.

" Just take it please !! I know its of no use.....but still ? Throw it away afterwards but please accept it... I-Its meant for you..." Jimin said with a normal voice yet his eyes were burning with the tears he was trying to hold .

" What is the point of accepting if you already know that I'll throw it away?"
Jungkook asked in monotone but inside he really was surprised with Jimin's words. People like Jimin actually exists ? Jungkook stopped believing in selflessness years ago .... Till Jimin came into the picture .

" It'll hurt m-aghhh not important. At least I'll be happy that you accepted it cause it was only meant for you. I gave it to you cause I love you and you threw it away cause I'm not worth your love ! Simple ! " Jimin exclaimed with a smile while hiding all the pains inside him which was caused by his own words. The thought of the older never loving him, hurts him in another level where he looses all his colors of life...yet he wouldn't ever ask for it...he would never ask for return.

Jungkook's jaw clenched as speeded up the car while Jimin was still holding the Box with a “ Pretty please” expression on his gorgeous face.

Jungkook suddenly stopped the car making Jimin's heart beat faster than ever. Whenever Jungkook stops cars like this.....it doesn't go well. But Jimin wasn't scared about himself. He just wanted the night to not end with bad memories.

Jungkook closed his eyes for a brief second before looking at Jimin with the same expressionless face. He was too restless as he couldn't forget about what he did to Jimin earlier.

" Please ? " Jimin said with a timid loving voice and moved the box towards Jungkook with a little shaky hand.

Jungkook didn't know when his hand automatically raised up to take the box as he was busy staring at Jimin's hypnotising eyes, gleaming mocha orbs, his beautiful glowing face , cute button nose and rose petal like lips.

Jimin smiled brightly when Jungkook took the box from his hand and was about to say something when his eyes again fell on Jimin's neck. Those painful looking dark red finger prints
which were way too visible on the younger's milky white skin.

And Jungkook hated it. Very much. Jungkook remembered the pain Jimin was feeling while getting choked and how his pearl like tear drops left his eyes while he smiled through pain. How he still clutched onto him....and it made Jungkook's eyes dark. He hated the memory and right now seeing Jimin infront of him with a bright smile , made Jungkook more restless .

Jungkook couldn't help but not want to see Jimin at that moment. He knew he'll do something stupid if Jimin stays few more moments with him.

Jimin's eyes were sparkling with satisfied happy tears while Jungkook took the gift box yet his smile immediately dropped with Jungkook's next words.

" Get out of the car. I don't want to see you right now. " Jungkook said in a monotone and looked away.

Jimin's mouth opened to say something but he bit his lower lip, stopping himself from asking anything. He promised that he'll never ask against Jungkook's wish. His heart hurt....

“ Am I that disgusting Jungkookie? Do you hate me that much? ” Jimin thought as he closed his eyes to stop his tears .

" Do you have selective hearings Jimin !? Get the fuck out of my car. " Jungkook yelled , still not looking and Jimin. His eyes were stuck on the empty road infront of them.

" I'm so-sorry for- I'm just sorry..." Jimin stuttered and nothing more came out of his throat. He was once again too hurt to collect himself.

" Get. Out. " Jungkook emphasized rolling his eyes and not even sparing a single glance on Jimin. It hurt Jimin more than the fact that Jungkook was leaving him on some unknown road at night.

Well, Jungkook knew Jimin will just call Kai or Taehyung and numerous cars will be there to pick him up. Jungkook didn't buy those specially made sports cars for Jimin as a joke.

But inside Jimin it was again a breaking pain with a rising determination over his trust on his love. He was hopelessly relying on the love that Jungkook never showed yet Jimin felt.

So inside Jimin's mind it was only “ I'll wait for you till you come back... I'll wait here just like you're leaving me..if my love is true.... you will come back. ”

Without saying anything else Jimin got out of the car and was about to turn around when Jungkook threw away Jimin's phone and backpack on the road before closing the car door on Jimin's face.

Still Jimin smilled and mouthed a Drive Safely which didn't go unnoticed by Jungkook who drove off , leaving Jimin alone on the empty road which Jimin was completely unknown to Jimin.

Fresh set of tears rolled down from Jimin's eyes as he looked up to the dark sky with thunder lighting up in each seconds.

It was going to rain . At least the rain helps Jimin right? To hide his tears ?

“ It hurts to see your special one hurt , right ? ”

------------------------
(✷‿✷)

Here's another late update which isn't even proofread. I really wanted to update sooner but shits kept on happening and I couldn't write. I'm really sorry for that💜

★ So ? Opinions about the chap ?

Thank you so much for 230k reads ! As y'all know I really didn't expect this much. I'm very thankful 💜

Take care 💜