* One Heart & One soul *
“ Love, let it be a small word...
But it holds the power to bind up two hearts and two souls in one. ”
Third Person's POV
" Are you tired Jungkookie... ? " Jimin asked still playing with Jungkook's hair who was laying on his lap with his eyes closed.
" No Baby..." Jungkook answered opening his eyes and looking straight at Jimin who was looking down at him with shinny beautiful eyes which radiated the same love. Actually Jungkook was thinking how to distract Jimin tomorrow , how to keep him busy cause Jungkook has lot to do tomorrow.
The ring, the flowers and all will be done by he himself and then they'll leave. But somehow he has to keep Jimin busy for the entire tomorrow. And he can't stay away from Jimin...
Jimin smiled at Jungkook lovingly as he carresed the older's forehead with his feathery soft finger tips. The cold breeze flowed without any hesitation and swayed through Jimin's soft hair. Jungkook just stared up at Jimin. Only he knew how divine the moment was for him.
The sun was saying it's faint good bye to the approching moon in the corner of the sky and the birds were returning home. The fallen leaves played with air and the fireflies appeared over those swaying wild flowers. The place looked so beautiful.
" Jiminah... " Jungkook suddenly called making Jimin eyes bright and ears red in sudden shyness. His name sounds completely different when it comes out of the older's mouth and his intoxicatingly beautiful hypnotizing voice.
" Yes ? " Jimin asked smiling and he was currently drawing invisible circles on Jungkook's forehead.
" You... " Jungkook wanted to say something but nothing was coming out of his throat rather than the tears in his eyes that he was stopping . He wanted to say a lot but once again he didn't trust his own voice... what if he can't voice out his feelings ? And ends up hurting Jimin by any of his words ? Death is far better if the other option is hurting Jimin.
" A-Are you okay Jungkookie ? " Jimin's voice quivered as he worriedly looked at Jungkook. He could clearly see the shiny tears in the corner of his lover's eyes. He thought the older was in pain... Jimin felt so restless.
Jungkook immediately sat up seeing Jimin's worried face and cupped his face.
" Don't be worried ! Please. " Jungkook said holding Jimin's face close to him tenderly.
" Tell me what happened then ?... Why are you " Jimin didn't complete his words as he too placed his palms softly on Jungkook's chest. He knew that Jungkook would understand .
" It's... it's nothing... You... I want you to smile... that's it. " Jungkook said and Jimin blinked and unknowingly clutching Jungkook's jacket . An winning smile crept on his face as he said.
" You look so beautiful when you do..."
Jungkook said and Jimin felt his heart hammering against his ribcage as they couldn't even blink and waste a millisecond of watching eachother.
" Not more than you... " Jimin returned back Jungkook's words and smiled brighter with his own eyes glistening now.
Jungkook blinked for few times, trying to understand what Jimin said. Jimin finds his smile beautiful !? He felt himself wanting to look down in sudden shyness. He felt the hotness in his cheeks.
Jungkook found himself smiling once again as he rubbed his thumbs on Jimin's cheeks in a soft caring way and leaned closer. Their faces were centimetres apart with their hot breathe hitting each other's skin making them feel eachother more. Jungkook felt peace, safety and love. He felt so fullfiled with Jimin in his arms.
Jimin closed his eyes , craving for the familiar rosy cloud shaped lips to claim him , make him forget everything around them...he waited for his beloved to close the last distance between them.
They had their eyes closed and forehead attached till Jungkook opened his eyes and placed his lips on Jimin's forehead with all his emotions together which he couldn't voice out. What is love !? It's nothing compared to what Jimin feels for Jungkook and what Jungkook cherishes Jimin with.
Jimin is Jungkook's life himself and someone was pinning this on Jungkook's soul which he was willingly devoting on Jimin's feet at the moment.
A single tear drop rolled down from Jimin's eyes as he felt like melting in Jungkook's embrace. The feeling was unexplainable and overwhelming. People warned him to leave this man ? This man who makes Jimin's life Complete ? This soul who is holding onto Jimin with his life !?
Jimin fell on the soft grass with Jungkook on top him with both of them staring at eachother now... with all their claimed, unclaimed love crashing against each other and binding up their hearts and souls together ... Making them one.
They stared at eachother, their eyes looking straight to eachother's soul who were chanting " We're One. One heart, interwined us, it's not you and me, it's us... "
Jimin placed his soft yet surprisingly cold palms on Jungkook's cheeks slowly but all Jungkook felt was warmness in his lover's hold. He felt like Jimin was the most powerful fire which was burning his impurities , his monsters into ashes and melting Jungkook in his hold.
" ...and I'll do anything to hold this smile forever... My favourite smile..." Jimin said just above a whisper when his right hand thumb touched over the corner of Jungkook's lips.
In the next moment both of them closed their eyes, feeling eachother's lips . They didn't even know when Jungkook leaned few centimetres down and Jimin's pillowy lips willingly invited his beloved.
The last ray of sunlight erased its presence after spraying the warm orange colour on the horizon. The flowing water of the nearby nameless successor of the river kept flowing in it's own way as the cold breeze kept spreading the fragrance of the known unknown wild flowers.... the entire atmosphere looked happy yet shy as those two boys kissed eachother with devotion infront of the nature.
Jimin's fingers anchored onto the long raven locks of his lover as Jungkook kissed him with lots of care and passion. Jungkook was holding Jimin's face tenderly with his right hand and wrapped his left arm around Jimin's waist, pressing their bodies together.
" Ahh..." A soft moan escaped Jimin's mouth when Jungkook kissed the younger's Lower lip , letting him breathe.
Jimin couldn't keep his eyes closed cause he wanted to see his beloved, fill his memory with Jungkook and Jungkook only . He opened his eyes only to see his favourite beautiful choco brown orbs staring at him with radiating warmness and safety in his eyes.
"And this smile will forever be yours."
Jungkook said leaning down once again, kissing Jimin's lips then his cheeks to his jawline.
Jimin moaned in ecstasy and his back arched when Jungkook lips trailed down to his neck, leaving warm and soft kisses over his sensitive spots .
Their legs were tangled together and Jungkook's kisses were getting desperate little by little. With every cells of his body he wanted his Jimin, needed his Jimin. But what Jungkook needed more than anything in this world is...Jimin's heart which he already has. But, there was lots of damages that Jungkook caused Jimin. Physically, mentally, emotionally... Jungkook had broken Jimin millions of times and Jungkook wanted nothing more than curing them with everything he had.
Jungkook knew he was always forgiven when he wasn't even sorry and when he was hiding his sorrys. It made him feel more tarnished than he already knew he was. His heart was burning with love for Jimin and at the same time agony over himself.
Jungkook knew Jimin would never stop him, never say no and everything about it made Jungkook feel pain... His Jimin is too selfless and Jungkook had only misused it in the name of
" prove your love ".... When all along Jungkook's silent heart knew that no one would ever love him like Jimin does...No human being, no soul would embrace him like Jimin does nor he'll ever be able to breathe without Jimin.
Jungkook kissed Jimin's chin softly Before looking at his closed eyes. Moving away a soft blonde lock from the younger's forehead, Jungkook stared at Jimin who slowly opened his eyes.
" Thank you... for never giving up...on me. For always trusting me... when I deserved to be left alone. " Jungkook said making Jimin's heart clench. He knew something was going on in Jungkook's mind and heart. Was he heart !? Why was he saying all these ?
" No no...you don't. You don't deserve to be left alone. Don't say it like that... please... " Jimin said and Jungkook sadly smiled before carefully pulling Jimin up with himself and making Jimin sit on his lap.
" Shh..." Jungkook placed his tip of index finger over Jimin's lips before pulling him close to his chest, hugging him tightly. Jimin immediately wrapped his left arm around Jungkook's torso and his another hand went to caress Jungkook's hair to soothe him out of any distress he was suffering through. Jimin's heart clenched in the thought of his Jungkookie hurting himself again...he can't tolerate it...
Fresh set of tears left Jungkook's eyes as he held Jimin close to his chest. His heart was paining... the pain felt unbearable that Jimin loves him despite anything and everything. His Jimin, whom he hurt in every possible way.
The pain of crushing Jimin love, the pain of hurting him every single day, the pain of insulting him... the pain of every memory with Jimin in tears, the pain of Jimin's every smile of pain... All Jungkook felt at the moment was, pain of love.
Jungkook bit his lip to not let Jimin know about his silent tears as he pressed his face more onto Jimin's shoulder blade, pulling the younger more closer if possible.
" Jungkookie please... Please tell me...is everything okay ? Are you okay...? " Jimin's voice quivered with fear and tension as he continuously carresed Jungkook's back of the neck.
On the other hand Jungkook quickly wiped away his tears and took a deep breath before pulling away from the hug.
" If anything was wrong, you're the one I would tell other than myself . It's nothing Baby... don't stress. Okay ?" Jungkook said looking straight at Jimin's worried eyes.
" And nothing can be wrong ... " Jungkook said pulling Jimin up with himself from the ground and taking the younger in his arms bridal style again... " When you're with me. " Jungkook completed.
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The sound of Jimin's happy giggles filled up the place as Jungkook ran through the forest with Jimin on his back. Apparently they had roamed around the place and Jungkook plucked various colourful flowers for Jimin. Now those flowers were tucked behind Jimin's ear and others were in his hand.
It was completely dark and in the thick darkness, the fireflies were glowing like stars. Jungkook was holding Jimin's thighs tightly as Jimin held Jungkook's tightly by his shoulder.
Jungkook was happy...so happy ... listening to Jimin's giggles, seeing his crescent eyes with crystal like shinny orbs, his Jimin... Jungkook couldn't be more happy... this night and the next day...ah ! He just has to wait for these few hours...then he'll scream to the entire world's face that he's not alone anymore... He's not abandoned anymore... he's loved ! He's loved by his fallen angel ! He'll show everyone how lucky he is...how his Jimin is only his...his everything.
Just few hours and he'll get on his knees and say ... He's defeated. Say he is Jimin's. He is only his Black Rose's.
He'll say that he loves Jimin... he'll confess, he'll apologize... he'll beg... he'll do anything Jimin wants ...forever.
To be in Jimin's arms forever, to hold his Doll's hand forever, to walk together forever, to smile together, to wake up in each other's hold forever, to cook together, to dance together, to cry together, to laugh together, to love each other...more and more each day... Jungkook would do anything for these.
Jungkook would die for his Jimin if that means proving his love and he'll also live for Jimin if it's with him... No Jimin means no Jungkook... it's them together or no one.
" How..haha...how ehehe...how are you seeing anything haha-Ju-jaha Kookie ? " Jimin was laughing cause he knew the older was running cause he lost the way in the dark . He knew the older a little too much to understand his every said unsaid words...
On the other hand Jungkook's heart was hammering against his ribcage cause of the name Jimin just used. He knew Jimin was trying to say Jungkookie but half of the name got lost behind his laughter...and it sounded more beautiful... Jungkook wondered if his name was always beautiful or it's Just because of Jimin's voice. Must be Jimin's voice. It has to be his Jimin who makes everything shine with beauty.
" It's an art. Art of seeing nothing in the dark " Jungkook said himself breaking into a fit of laughter and Jimin rested his face on Jungkook's shoulder smiling . Jimin was never this happy before .
Jimin was never this happy...cause he wasn't in the spell called Jeon Jungkook. He never fell in love with anyone before cause all his love was destined to be this man's... He never gave himself to someone cause he was destined to be his beloved Devil's. He never thought about leaving his beloved cause he knew...in the end he'll find himself in Jungkook's arms.
Jimin never was in love cause his Jungkook too never was in love with anyone.
" Great art ! I might learn it " Jimin said still laughing but this time coughing in between. He was a Little uncomfortable to breathe at this point but he thought it was because of the laughter. He knew he was a little dizzy for the entire evening and if it wasn't Jungkook carrying him most of the time...he might have been fell .
He clutched onto Jungkook more when he felt his heart beat getting a little slower. He was feeling cold and his limbs were starting to pain along with the little pain in his lower abdomen.
" Nah. You're already talented enough Doll. " Jungkook said shaking his head as he saw the road light in a little distance. Jimin just leaned closer that his lips were pressed on Jungkook's neck.
Jungkook realised they got out of the forest from different side. He was so busy with Jimin that he didn't realise they came to the north side which would make them walk atleast one mile to reach their car on this road.
But he didn't care...as long as Jimin is with him... everything is okay and filled with happiness.
" Dollie... ? " Jungkook asked walking through the road as rushing cars passed by.
" Hmm ? " Jimin asked with closed eyes.
" Do you know how to ride a bike ? " Jungkook asked making Jimin's tired eyes shot open. He always wanted to.. but never really got a chance. Back in Busan, he saw few of his seniors who were bullies in particular had bikes and also few other good students too. He was never bullied to be honest cause he was friends with almost everyone. Those so called bullies would stand still and smile infront of Jimin .... cause he was really like a star .. which everyone admires.
Jimin's friends back then always offered him to go with them in a bike ride and stuffs but he had always declined cause his mother said not to. She didn't let him be friends with everyone, more specifically anyone reckless.
" No. I don't... Will you teach me Jungkookie ? " Jimin asked happily in the end and it made Jungkook smile too . Jimin knew Jungkook was a pro bike rider just like he's perfect in driving. Taehyung had told him once.
" You wanna learn it Baby ? " Jungkook asked and Jimin nodded like a kid when Jungkook turned his face in the left side where Jimin's face was resting.
" Okay I will. But not today okay ? You're just going to sit behind me today. " Jungkook said and Jimin gasped. They were going to ride a bike today ?
" We're going to- " before Jimin could complete his question, Jungkook's answered smiling " Only if you want to. "
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" Hurry up everyone ! And I dare y'all to do one mistake. " Soobin , the 19 years old mafia boy growled with utter dominance in his voice and all the workers nodded timidly.
Soobin was feeling paranoid inside. His Boss has trusted him with this much responsibility . He was scared to do some mistake and dissapoint his Boss. Kai, his official mentor just went out of Seoul this evening because of some important work their Boss gave him. Now Soobin has to handle all these and ofcourse this thing is too confidential.
As much as he was happy because he had a thought that why all these are happening and at the same time ...he knew Jeon Jungkook doesn't like one mistake. He's a dangerous perfectionist and doesn't like it when even anything so little doesn't go like his plan.
Soobin wanted anything but to dissapoint his Boss. He sees the Jeon Jungkook as the savior of his life, the superior.
No one had looked back at him and his family when his father's company went bankrupt, his father committed suicide and his mother did the same in a haze of one week. He was all alone, roaming on road and got into an accident. He didn't know who saved him when he woke up. He didn't know and also couldn't believe that he was actually about to get kidnapped . So how could a 13 years old believe that a dressed death, the infamous notorious mafia leader Jeon Jungkook had bought him under his shed ?
Soobin had to muster up his courage for more than six months before he got a sight of The Jeon Jungkook . He didn't even have any idea about how the mafia boss looked or anything...he just knew , this Jeon Jungkook is nothing but a worst nightmare...but how could Soobin ignore the fact that Jeon Jungkook may be said it like he doesn't care nor he'll care if Soobin dies....but he's the one who gave Soobin the priority to run away if he wants, his foods, shelter and Education. Soobin didn't run away. Soobin promised to his superior that he'll be a loyal Soldier.
Soobin looked around the place. It's Jimin's mansion . After Jimin came back from college and left few minutes after...all these decorations started . May be Jimin will not be here for the entire night.
He looked at the beautiful decorations going on once again...it gives him chills that he knows a kind of news that will give the entire nation shock. He remembered his mother's words... " Everyone has a breaking point. Everyone has their destined ones who'll defeat the other one... doesn't matter how strong the other one is. "
It made him smile too...so Jeon Jimin really was Jeon Jungkook's breaking point ? Even the thought of them together made Soobin smile. He prayed that everything will go well and their Boss would be finally happy.
But what Soobin didn't notice was ... few of those decorators weren't really who They were supposed to be. Their black caps and masks weren't helping .
Soobin didn't know how those 4-5 decorators murdered the real ones and had discarded the deadbodies in the basement. May be if Kai was there...it wouldn't have happened. The event that was supposed to happen was too confidential and to surprise someone.
And supposedly those fake decorators were Sehun and his 3 alliances...
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" Where is this place Jungkookie ? " Asked Jimin. His surprised eyes scanning the entire place . It was a kind of dark alley . They reached here after 4-5 minutes of walking from where they were. It was a very eerie place , scary and gives a bad vibe every second. But ofcourse Jimin wasn't scared. First reason was Jungkook was with him , the second reason is Jimin can fight and the last reason was they were The Jeon Jungkook and his Black Rose.
" I will explain properly some other time. But it was a good place for studies. " Jungkook said and Jimin could only frown. Jungkook and his complicated mindset... Jimin was used to it.
" It's a place where all the stolen cars and bikes comes . Even the very new ones from showroom. I used to come here to have my dinner when I was 11-14 ? You see , I had to always stay out and you can tell how awkward it was for me to go to some five star hotel and anywhere in the city. Nor I wanted to. " Jungkook said and Jimin listened.
What Jungkook didn't say was, it was the place he got kidnapped, it was the place where he got shot for the first time in his life , it was the place where he was stabbed badly in a fight and it was the place where he ate and slept for years because he wasn't supposed to get any shelter or food from Namjoon's father cause it was the deal for Taehyung's well being.... till Jungkook became the
Jeon Jungkook everyone knows.
The people here calls Jungkook lord along with the respect and fear binded together.
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" Now... could you please stand here for two minutes ? I'll be back . Hope no one sees you either they'll get a heart attack outta fear. " Jungkook said chuckling in the end as he made Jimin stand under a teen made shade.
He would have took Jimin in the main place but it'll bring so much attention. He'll go and take a bike and come back. No one would even have the courage to stand infront of him. And not to mention... He really didn't want to take Jimin in that shit place... People there would obviously respect Jeon Jungkook's Empress but... his jealous side was restraining him to let their eyes look at his Jimin... Who knows if Jungkook notices one glance of dirt...it would take him exact two seconds to notch down their eyes before ripping off their throat....ugh ofcourse Jungkook didn't want to ruin his mood today.
" Okay... " Jimin timidly said. He was in a happy bubble but now suddenly his fears hit him...he couldn't forget those incidents where Jungkook had left him... what if...he tried to shut his mind. His insecurities were making him want to cry and clutch onto Jungkook... and say " don't leave me Jungkookie..."
And an other side of him knew his Jungkookie would never leave him ...and his heart screamed with a rightful pride..." His Jeon Jungkook can never leave him. He won't, he can't and never be able to do so. "
On the other hand Jungkook's heart clenched seeing Jimin's eyes which were so full of emotions... and those emotions were so clear to him. He knew what his lover was thinking and it made him want to kill himself ... Jimin ... His Jimin...who trusts him the most, who loves him like no one ever could nor anyone will...his Jimin who's his everything... Is still fearing of his Jungkookie leaving him. Jungkook's heart hurt...all his life he never felt this kind of pain ever. All those bullets, stabs, poisoning, burns, secret panic attacks, over doses of drugs, tortures.... never ever made a spot on himself...he never cared, never felt hurt inside...but this...his Jimin not trusting him about love, fearing of rejection hurt him so much.
Jungkook thought he was tarnishing the name called " Jimin's Lover ". He didn't deserve it... yet he can't do anything about it other than giving his everything to heal the scars that he made, love his Jimin with everything he has.
Jimin got startled a little when Jungkook cupped his face and looked into his eyes.
" I'll be back in two minutes. " Jungkook said in a promising way Before touching Jimin's lips with his for a little second .
What Jungkook actually wanted to say was
" I'll always be back in your arms. No one and nothing can stop me. Not even me myself. "
With that Jungkook left and Jimin knew his lover would never break a promise. He looked at the flowers in his hand and pressed them close to his chest and closed his eyes ... The feeling of love is this beautiful ?
Jimin felt too overwhelmed...his heart was beating so fast... What was the last time he felt this happy ? ... Was it the feeling of being in love or being loved ? Or being loved back ?
Or being loved back like he's the heart beat of his lover ?
Jimin's entire body shivered as he bit his lower lip to stop himself from expecting his deserved words... His Jungkookie...his right ? Yes, his.
" Does he...does he... love me...? Me..? "
Jimin's words slipped his lips in a hushed whispery tone and his heart did something...he felt shivers...those words that he was pressing back inside his heart and had promised himself that he would never ask for it...never ever...but it wasn't listening to him anymore. He wasn't being able to control it anymore...
After few brief seconds he opened his eyes and blinked few times to not let the tears of overwhelming feelings ... He should be happy...he should be happy that everyone he loves is doing okay...he was happy that he will meet his mother the day after...he needs to ask Jungkook but still...
He tried to calm his mind and forget about the question of claiming his love...he looked around and it was all eerie and saw a discarded mirror. There was a tubelight and he saw his reflection, the flowers that were tucked behind his ear by none other than his Jungkookie...he smiled...
How did Jungkook know that he liked to do this when he was younger ? Or it's just like the silent understanding of their feelings ?
He now kinda found the situation ironically funny . His mother restrained him from befriending with the people with this motorcycles and strictly told him to not ride those bikes when he was in school... told him not to talk with those people who gets into any fights and anything like that...
And now here he was... With none other than the Jeon Jungkook. Does he need to explain the irony more ?
And it wasn't even two minutes in total when he heard a roar of a motorcycle. He looked at the source of the silence breaking noise and couldn't blink anymore till he found Jungkook standing infront of him with a new black harley davidson and looking at him with a smirk.
[ A/n. I mean... just in case.. 👀 ]
" Hey...Baby..." Jungkook said in a hushed manner and Jimin blinked .
" Ah..hi..." Jimin was currently in his own imaginary world. Like the moment made him feel different. Why did it feel like Jimin was back to be a High school student, waiting for his bus ... And then the infamous rebellious senior pulls up his bike infront of Jimin and asks this.... like what in fanfiction !?
Jimin saw the male infront of him only as his lover, his owner of the heart, his Jungkookie...not the Jeon Jungkook everyone knows, fears, hates, lusts for, envies of , jealous of...and at this moment everything felt different.
It's not the Billionaire Mafia Jeon Jungkook coming to pick his Black Rose up with his brand new sports cars in expensive black suits, looking like a dangerous Devil.... it's Jimin's boyfriend Jungkookie, looking like a rebellious college boy with cool tattoos and a motorcycle.
Jimin smiled to himself and Jungkook just stared at Jimin's beautiful eyes...not to mention how surprisingly he had the same story going on in his brain...oh...how he wished that story was real...at least he would have woke up from a nightmare of hurting his Jimin...
Jungkook extented his hand towards Jimin who looked at him for a brief second before placing his hand on Jungkook's and he helped Jimin sit behind him and gave the helmet to him before wearing his one.
" ready ? " Jungkook asked with a satisfied smirk as he felt content because Jimin wrapped his arms around the older's torso.
" Yes...! " Jimin chirped happily beside Jungkook's shoulder.
“ Together they were a whole heart , a whole soul...
Together, they were one. ”
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Heya angels ! Remember me ?
I missed you all so sooo sooooo damn much . I'm so sorry for not updating past these weeks and staying completely out of watty. I had a lot in my plate along with some health issues and my exams are starting from tomorrow. I had to uninstall watty to refresh my mind for few days but trust me... everyday I missed ya'll and I can't ever think of leaving watty. It's just my college which kept pressuring .
One of my sisters from watty had told me that everyone is missing me and trust me I felt like crying when I opened watty and checked all the messages and comments..... y'all are so so sweet...and y'all were so worried about me...how much thankful and blessed could I feel ?
Just know that I'm really very sorry and I love y'all so much. And one more thing...if anyone thought that I would ever leave my stories and account abandoned, you're so damn wrong. Cause I can never.
→ and now this chapter...how was it ? I had put sweet Jikook moments here...hope y'all enjoy it...bear with me for 3-4 chapters till we end this journey ? Be prepared...
Take care, Borahae 💜
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