“ Love is when the other one's happiness is more important to you than your own. ”

Third Person's POV

" Are you sure you can pull it off ? Jeon Damn Jungkook would cut us into pieces if he gets to know anything. " Someone of Sehun's alliances said in a hushed tone as they were putting some roses on the handrails.

" You don't even fucking know that what I currently have in my power. I've Jeon Jungkook's death knife in my hold. " Sehun said chuckling darkly.

" The fuck do you mean !? So we're not doing this to kill his Black Rose ?"
The other one was shocked. They were supposedly making sure of the devastating short circuit . It's Jimin's mansion and they were planning to murder him like this , right ?

" Ofcourse we are. But do you fucking know who's the Black Rose ? " Sehun asked holding back his ominous laughter.

" Jeon Jimin.... Jeon Jungkook's... Lover... " The person felt the itch to say that last word. Like how ironic... Jeon Jungkook loves someone... and doing all these for his lover ? He wondered if it's going to be a marriage proposal on Tuesday.

" Jeon Jimin you say... lover you say. But I say Park Jimin. I say Jeon Jungkook's greatest enemy. " Sehun said making the other one's eyes go wide in utter shock.

" Park Jimin is destined to get killed by his dear Jeon Jungkook . And burning them together is my destined duty. " Sehun snarled.

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Jimin held Jungkook tightly as they rode off through the night city like some highschool boyfriends who loved each other so much... forgetting all the things apart from each other... feeling all free and being so happy because the other one is happy.

The city never looked so beautiful before in Jimin's eyes. Everything was looking so different and far more pretty... He felt safe, happy and...loved.

On the other hand Jungkook felt overwhelmed...he never thought his life can be so beautiful... Was it his life? Which was beautiful ?

Nah, Jungkook believed with his everything that it's his Jimin who makes everything shine...

Oh how much Jungkook wanted to scream right now that His Jimin is his everything.... he is only his Jimin's. He loves his Jimin ... it's his Jimin who's his world. Call it show off or anything... Jungkook wanted the World to be jealous of him that Jimin is his, not theirs. Jimin loves his Jungkookie and no one else.

Jungkook wanted the World to feel ashamed which said no one would ever love Jungkook.

Jimin wanted to pull his helmet off. He didn't have the practice to put it on for long so it felt heavy and it was making his headache rise...he can't fall sick now...he can't...he tried to make himself understand but at the same time he wanted to tell his lover... He never felt this much comfortable with anyone...he wanted to tell Jungkook that it pains...it hurts...he wanted to tell him that
" Please keep me in your arms Jungkookie... it hurts... it hurts so bad. Make me okay... I can't take it. "

Even when Jimin ignored every pain of his...he wanted to tell this to Jungkook cause he knew that the older would hide him in his wings. Jimin can die with smile if he sees Jungkook with his last breathe...

He didn't want anyone to know what he felt....he believed he has hurt his mother a lot, troubled her, he believed he was never a good child, he never could make his mother proud and happy...he has hurt Taehyung a lot, made them cry, could never do anything for him... Hoseok, Jin, Yoongi, Namjoon....he hurt them all...it pains Jimin too that never in his life he could make those people happy who loved him. How could he tell them about his useless pains ? Worry them ?

But Jungkook...? Jimin felt helpless in this single person's case. He can't even hold his words when it comes to Jungkook. Looking at Jungkook's eyes makes Jimin go vulnerable with his 'I'm okay' lie. He can't hide anything... he can't lie to the person who never lied to him...yes, Jungkook never did. Jimin felt like if he tells Jungkook anything... it'll turn fine in instant . But...again...he was supposed to take care of his lover... cure his pains and take them away, make him happy.

" Can't you hold your meaningless pains for a little bit ? Why do you ruin everything everytime ? " That's what Jimin always told himself even today...

But those words of Jungkook...

" If I was hurt , if I was in this same situation, you would have been bothered . Am I right Jimin ? "

It made him feel like he would hurt Jungkook by not telling what he's feeling... But was the pain worth telling ? Years of hiding every pain made Jimin feel like his pain is not painful...his pain is supposed to stay hidden. Right ?

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The traffic lights turned red and all the running cars and bikes had to stop. They would have never stopped Jeon Jungkook's cars but this time no one knew that in crowd he was there with his lover in a motorcycle.

" Agh this shit traffic. " Jungkook cursed and Jimin giggled.

" It'll get cleared in few minutes... " Jimin said still holding Jungkook tighter than ever.

Jungkook sighed and looked at Jimin's beautiful hands wrapping his torso . It instantly bought a smile on Jungkook's lips. He couldn't stop himself when he put his hand over Jimin's.

Those beautiful hands... Jungkook carresed those knuckles like it was some fragile glass made showpiece...it made Jimin shiver, his heart beat fastened on those little tender touch and the smile never left Jimin's lips.

Jungkook's fingers tressed over Jimin's empty right ring finger. He wanted to fill it up and he would. His entire life revolves around his Jimin now.

And Jimin was thinking about the permission he still needs to ask for... He has to go to Busan Before Tuesday... either all his plans would go to waste...he wanted to give Jungkook every little happiness on his birthday. He knew that Jungkook never stays in Korea on his birthday nor he celebrates it. Ofcourse he wasn't someone who'll celebrate things but... Jimin knew Jungkook avoids his birthday .... And this Jeon Jungkook would always be so happy and excited for that day when he was a kid. Jimin wanted that smile back... that happiness back in his lover's life.

And he can't go by not seeing or hearing from his mother for anymore long.

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" Jungkookie...? " Jimin asked when he realised they were not on their way towards his mansion. As much as he was enjoying the time...he had to go to that mansion to have all the things he needs if Jungkook gives him permission.

" Hmmm Doll ? " Jungkook asked stopping the motorcycle infront of a familiar place .

" Are we not returning to - " before Jimin could complete his question, Jungkook answered.

" No. We're staying here for tonight. Uhmm... Do you have any problems with it Doll...? " The last part of the question came with a little hesitation...cause he was praying for Jimin to not want to go back to the mansion. He can't let Jimin see all the unfinished decoration and stuff. No ! It's supposed to be a surprise !

Jimin found his hand held by Jungkook again as he stepped down from the motorcycle.

Jimin quickly took off his helmet and shook his head lightly , trying to wipe away the heavy feeling on his forehead and it made his hair more disheveled than it already was.

It made Jungkook smile. His Jimin is so beautiful... every single second. Before Jimin could open his eyes properly, he found Jungkook's fingers on his hair, tugging the now quite long blonde locks behind his ear. Jimin's eyes followed his lover's eyes and he could feel the heart beat increasing tender look on those dark brown orbs.

Jimin felt like if he stared at those eyes for few more seconds... he'll end up asking Something which he promised that he would never ask. No one looks at him like Jungkook does...those eyes, those expressions... those words...all the affections... Jimin doesn't know... Jimin's heart couldn't process it or couldn't believe it.

" Don't hesitate...tell me baby. Do you have any problems with staying here tonight ? " Jungkook asked. His hand already caressing the back of Jimin's neck and Jimin came closer to his lover.

Jimin gave a sweet smile and shook his head... before a pair of soft lips got pressed on Jimin's forehead , making his heart almost explode.

Seconds later when Jungkook pulled away , he took away the helmet from Jimin's hand.

" Go inside, fresh up. I'll follow. " Jungkook said and Jimin nodded before looking at the completely black interiored and exteriored house which they stayed after Jimin's dance competition.
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Jimin splashed the cold water on his face, trying to lighten up the heavy feeling on his head. He felt so tired that it was even hard for him to keep his eyes open. He remembered not taking any of those medicines which he was having from after he visited Park mansion. He didn't know exactly what medicines were those but Taehyung himself was feeding him that ...but today he forgot or actually declined it when Kai bought his lunch in university. He was in rush.

He knew only those pills reduced his unbearable headaches . But now he had to bear it . His phone was already dead nor he felt like contacting anyone. The tiredness was getting him so much that it felt painful to even stand.

" Not now not now please God.... I can't bear it... please... " Jimin prayed in his mind, clutching his eyes shut and holding on the basin counter tightly.

" Dollie ? " Jimin got startled by Jungkook's sudden voice , probably from downstairs.

" Jiminah ? "

It took him good few moments to compose himself and try to respond but till then he could hear the rushed footsteps on the stairs.

" Jiminah ? Are you okay ? " And in seconds Jimin could hear the voice in the bedroom.

" Ye-yes Jungkookie ! I am ! " Jimin answered, trying to sound as okay as possible.

" Why didn't you answer - " Jungkook's words stopped abruptly as he entered the bathroom and his eyes fell on the disheveled looking Jimin.

Jimin blinked rapidly and the next moment he found himself in the older's arms with Jungkook carresing his neck.

" Are you okay ? Please tell me Baby. "
Jungkook asked and it made Jimin's heart hurt cause the older sounded so worried. He was worrying his lover...

" I... I'm fine. Just a little hungry... " Jimin said and Jungkook kept staring at him with his steadfast gaze for few seconds... making Jimin nervous.

" I thought about making something...but I'll just uhmm... everything would be ready in few minutes. " Jungkook said and changed his plan. He'll just tell someone to serve the foods immediately. No time will be wasted in making something cause his Jimin is hungry.

" It's okay Jungkookie... I can wait... " Jimin's voice was so low at that moment and it somehow worried Jungkook.

Jimin gasped in shock as Jungkook suddenly pulled him up in his arms bridal style and walked out of the bathroom.

In the matter of seconds, Jimin was placed on the bed and again Jungkook held his hand to help him sit.

And now Jimin was nervous infront of Jungkook who was standing infront of him with his arms crossed over his chest.

Jimin forgot to blink as Jungkook stared at him with a serious face. Was the older angry on him about something? Did he say something wrong ?

" Ju..." Jimin was trying to say something but he got too shocked again when Jungkook sat on his knees infront of him.

Jimin couldn't breathe, couldn't blink nor think anything ...

" Please tell me what is bothering you Baby. " Jungkook said taking Jimin's hand's in his hold as he stared at Jimin with the same serious voice. If worry could glow on people's eyes, Jimin saw that in Jungkook's eyes.

This person... this same person who almost killed Jimin three times a day few months back was this worried about him now that he could forget all of himself to kneel infront of his lover... Only to know what was bothering him.

Jimin could feel his heart pounding against his chest. What was this moment ? Did he deserve this ? Did he change Jeon Jungkook this much or to be more clear, did he bring out the lost Jeon Jungkook within the darkness ?

Jimin bought out the emotions which Jungkook himself thought he never had.

" Won't you tell me ? " Jungkook added with a calm soothing voice with the normal authorative tone he has in his voice. " If comfort was a voice it must be owned by Jeon Jungkook " thought Jimin.

On the other hand Jungkook literally had no care about him kneeling infront of Jimin. It's his Jimin, Nothing matters here. If he himself is his Jimin's then why would this matter ? He only thought about what was wrong with Jimin. It was bothering him very much that Jimin actually doesn't express anything about his own Emotions, especially about his pains and sadness.

But Jungkook knew...his Jimin is his to heal , his to cherish, his to care and his to love...so he would do anything to keep him happy.

" I...it hu-...my ...ahmm " Jimin was loosing himself and his words infront of Jungkook. He can't lie to this person. He can't hide anything. And the surprising thing is he doesn't want to...he wanted to express everything to Jungkook.

" Yes, I'm here. Take your time and tell me. " Jungkook said without even knowing where he heard this comforting words from. It was like, he was supposed to say this to Jimin and the younger was the only one who was destined for it.

" My- " Jimin's words were cut off by the sudden ring of Jungkook's phone in his pocket.

Jungkook's jaw hardened in irritation as he took out the phone and cut the call and kept it on the bed beside before again looking at Jimin.

" Your ? " Jungkook asked trying to make Jimin continue while Jimin was trying to hold himself together.

" Hea- " again the phone rang and to be honest Jimin felt scared for the person who was calling. He prayed it wasn't someone of his Hyungs or Kai .

Jungkook clutched his eyes shut for a brief second. Trying to calm himself down from smashing the person's bones in to dust.

He just took the phone and threw it away at the far corner of the room .

Jimin gulped before hesitantly saying " wh-what if it was something important ? "

" Never possible to be more important than you. " Jimin was hit with Jungkook's instant reply.

Jimin blinked twice . Was being cared by Jeon Jungkook this damn serious ?

" I badly want your permission about something... " Jimin said out and gulped cause it was truth yet not the one he should say. He can't completely lie to this person... never ever. He thought he would bear this pain for more few days... can't he ?

" Is it the answer of the question I'm asking Doll ? " Jungkook asked with his semi serious yet calm tone.

Jimin blinked. He was getting so nervous. What if Jungkook gets angry ? Jimin also knew Jungkook wouldn't...but it was pressuring him that he isn't telling Jungkook the exact truth.

“  It's okay to let out the pains... It's okay to scream, cry and break down.. sometimes we should do it...  you said it to me one day . Remember ? ” Jungkook asked rubbing his thumb on Jimin's knuckles.

Jimin remained silent. Why do Jungkook has to know what to say at the right time and place !? Jimin couldn't possibly fall more for this man !? But that's what was happening.

" I would wait. I would wait for the thing that I wanted to hear. " Jungkook said getting up . Jimin was trying to process that how Jungkook can be so patient. How does Jungkook even handle his different personalities to everyone !? Why was Jimin feeling like he was in a dream ? A last beautiful dream which was too good to be true.

" Don't overthink. Rest now. Dinner will be there in few minutes. And you can ask about anything after it. " Jungkook said and leaned down to press a sudden soft kiss on Jimin's temple and left the room.

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Time skip to after dinner.

" Tell me Doll what is it... " Jungkook asked with a patient voice while centring all his attention on the gorgeous boy infront of him.

The were currently sitting on the backwards sitting area .

[ A/n. Imagine it as night time ]

" Jungkookie I ... I ... " Jimin was fumbling with his words real badly as someone in him was trying to pull him back from his decision and say it to his lover but he has to...

" Yes Doll..." Jungkook asked placing his hands softly over Jimin's ... knowingly or unknowingly Jungkook's everything was wanting to soothe Jimin about whatever turmoil was going in him.

" I want to visit Mummy once...in Busan... " Jimin finally said and Jungkook stared at Jimin for few seconds before giving him a sudden small smile.

" Ofcourse...why not Doll ? Next month we can go - " Jungkook abruptly stopped thinking Jimin might not want him there...and ofcourse next month cause Jungkook has plans with Jimin this month.

" Uh yes ! Bu-but I want to visit her tomorrow. " Jimin was happy in the first cause Jungkook said he would go next month but Jimin realised Jungkook said next month.

Jungkook became still for a second . His impenetrable expression made Jimin nervous. He prayed for the older to not say " No. "

While Jungkook was feeling a different kind of sadness in him. Jimin wants to visit his mother tomorrow ? Ofcourse he does and surely he would want to stay with her for few days... then...did Jimin forget about Jungkook's birthday on Tuesday ? If he goes to meet her tomorrow, would he return by tomorrow ?

All Jungkook's happiness was turning into gloominess as he really thought about Jimin not remembering or actually not knowing about his birthday. But he can't blame Jimin for it at all... How would Jimin know that Jungkook was planning for what...of course he would want to visit his mother and who was Jungkook to stop him ?

What hurt Jungkook more was Jimin wasn't even asking for him to join along... Again Jungkook was thinking why would Jimin even want him there? He ruins everything... ofcourse Jimin wouldn't want him there... ofcourse his mother would not like someone like Jungkook...

" Tomorrow...? " Jungkook asked blinking for once, trying to hide whatever expression was on his face which could have showed his sadness.

But it was too late for Jungkook to hide it it from Jimin.

" I promise I will return by tomorrow's midnight! " Jimin said immediately and saw Jungkook's eyes sparkled for a second but again they turned emotionless which was internally hurting Jimin. This man was too sensitive inside... wasn't he ?

" No needs Doll... I... I understand. You might want to stay there for few days right ? When are you planning-" Jungkook's words were cut off by Jimin's sudden agressive voice.

" No no no ! I don't want to stay there for more than tomorrow! Atleast not this time. I've an urgent need to visit her Jungkookie ! Ofcourse next month we would go there together. I would show you all the places there and buy you lots of candies from the store near our school ! But not tomorrow... I will just go and come back. " Jimin said in a breathe, making Jungkook stare at him with his surprised bambi eyes which no one other than Jimin has ever seen.

" I... uhmm- " Jungkook didn't know what to say.

" Yes you and me. We'll visit Busan together next month...okay Jungkookie ? But please let me go tomorrow...just for few hours...? " Jimin pleaded looking at Jungkook's eyes.

Jungkook's heart was doing something . He was feeling so restless. At this moment he couldn't find his calm demeanor anywhere. A lot of things were going inside him that he didn't know which feeling was what. His feelings were everywhere. It's just Jimin who was keeping him sane by sitting infront of him... without Jimin... Jungkook couldn't even find another reason for him to stay alive anymore.

Jungkook could feel that he was actually waiting to say "No Jimin.. please don't go... I don't feel right about it... about you staying away from me. "

But Jungkook also felt angry on himself that he was again thinking about hurting Jimin by saying no...how can he...

" Is it very important ? " Jungkook's voice sounded so dry and worried...he himself was trying to not think about anything bad or stopping himself from feeling the negetivity that was getting spread in the atmosphere, poisoning the love around them.

Jimin was quite shocked about the sudden question... the older doesn't want him to go right ? Jimin's heart clenched as he realised that Jungkook might feel alone... might think that Jimin forgot about his birthday... right ? Jimin couldn't feel more bad as he suddenly stood up from the chair.

Before Jungkook could say something, Jimin approached the older and the older's instant reaction was to pull Jimin on his lap which Jimin was actually wanting for.

Both of them was craving for eachother at this point. Something was making them want to clutch each other and hide themselves in eachother's embrace.

Jimin wrapped his arms around Jungkook's shoulder while Jungkook's strong arms were already snaked around his lover's waist.

" I promise to come back... before Tuesday. " Jimin whispered the last part beside Jungkook's ear as he rested his head on the other's shoulder blade.

" I promise to always return to you...cause...you are my...my everything Jungkookie..." Jimin's voice became heavier with each words he said . His mind unintentionally playing all those painful memories where Jungkook rejected his every love filled words from heart...
Where Jungkook named his love a popular lie....it was hurting Jimin once again as he clutched onto the older... knowing the rejections were all lies... knowing that his Jungkookie is only his Jungkookie.

To the world it's Jeon Jungkook. The Devil. The death. The ruthless Mafia Emperor. The Billionaire. But to Jimin ? It's just his Jungkookie... nothing else. It's just his lover with beautiful eyes, a heart winning bunny smile, a hypnotizing voice and a melodious than the melody itself laughter and a lost soul...

If Jungkook could cry now... he would have done it. He could feel the tear drops that were leaving Jimin's eyes and wetting his neck. Jungkook bit his lip to stop himself from breaking down. His heart beat was so fast as he tried to pull Jimin more closer if possible. An unknown fear, anxiety and horror was filling him up...

If Jungkook could scream and let the world know that " See my Jimin ! He loves me ! He loves me more than anyone and anything! I'm his ! " .... ofcourse Jungkook would scream it out. He does what he wants .

Jungkook pressed a soft kiss against Jimin's shoulder with his mind screaming " You're my everything too Jimin! You're all I have ! You're my world ! "

" I know you will never leave me Doll. Cause I know you never break promises. " Jungkook said with a small smile in the end while rubbing his hand over Jimin's back ... Trying to lighten up Jimin's mood.

Jimin finally looked up and Jungkook cupped the younger's face.

" Go and come back, safely. " Jungkook said wiping away a single tear drop from Jimin's eyes and it made Jimin smile with his heart once again fluttering with all these actions of his beloved.

" Will you be busy tomorrow ? " Jimin asked hoping Jungkook stays busy and never decides to follow him to Busan. In that way Jimin's surprise plans would be ruined. After all he has to return before tomorrow's midnight.

Jungkook's fingers couldn't help but carress the soft skin of Jimin's face. Jimin noticed how Jungkook was staring at every inch of his face like he was a painting . No, anyone could tell it wasn't just a stare. Jungkook was admiring his Jimin, filling up his brain and eyesight with the picture of his lover.

How much Jungkook looks at Jimin, it was never enough. If anyone tells Jungkook to leave everything and sit infront of Jimin 24/7 and stare at him with steadfast gaze ... He would do it in a breathe. He wanted to paint Jimin everywhere , try to make it seem like every second Jimin is infront of him. It felt unbearable to breathe if Jimin wasn't there.

Jungkook felt insane. A different kind of insanity where he was happy. Isn't it a blessing to be insane for Jimin ? If the word ' Love ' defines all the things Jungkook was feeling...then may be the adjective for him would be a drowned soul in love.

" Yes Dollie. I've some important things to handle. Very important. " Jungkook said as his eyes finally roamed up to Jimin's eyes which certainly made him want to do anything if Jimin asks.

Jungkook was promising to himself that he would never ever hurt his lover... whatever the reason is, Jungkook would never. He would prove his loyalty. His Jimin deserves the world and Jungkook would do anything to lay it down infront of Jimin. Every happiness, that Jimin deserves, Jungkook would bring it at any cost.

" I will try to return as soon as possible...can we meet right after I return Jungkookie ? " Jimin asked with a timid soothing voice while his hand couldn't stop itself from touching the older's cheek with the softest touch ever. It gives Jimin a different feeling of happiness whenever he has held Jungkook's face.

" I'll wait for you in your mansion. " Jungkook said with a content yet distressed voice. Cause his heart was screaming at himself to not let Jimin go away from him and at the same time Jimin's touch was shooing away all his tensions.

The atmosphere outside was getting quite windy . The fire was powerful enough to give both of them the warmth but the wind was chilly. It's like the atmosphere was actually representing Jungkook's emotional state. He knew he was going to do the most right thing in his entire life but somewhere his mind was showing him red signal of everything breaking down.

" Wouldn't you ask me why am I suddenly going to Busan ? " Jimin asked surprising Jungkook a little and himself as well. In the next moment Jimin was about to regret asking it cause he has never did it ...

" You said you want to meet with your mother and what could be a bigger reason than it Doll ? Even if there's another it might be important and if you want to tell me, then you would tell me. " Jungkook said so calmly and at the same time feeling so happy seeing the amased smile on Jimin's face. Ofcourse he trusts Jimin the most and he was trying...he was trying so hard to change his insecurities into love and only love for Jimin.

" I-is it okay i-if I tell you after I come back ? " Jimin's voice broke realising that Jungkook was actually trusting him just like he does. Jimin knew Jungkook trusts him the most, yes he knew but all this time it felt so unreal but if Jungkook keeps talking like this and proving that he meant his trust... Jimin wouldn't be able to stop his tears.

" It's more than okay baby. Don't stress about it. " Jungkook said suddenly pulling Jimin to his chest again and now their lips were only centimetres apart, their hot breathes fanning over each other's skin.

" Thank you..." Jimin whispered and before he could stop himself his lips were already on the older's inviting lips.

“ If loving the Devil was a losing game for the Angel then he lost successfully while winning the throne of Devil’s heart. ”

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First of all I'm really really sorry for all the waiting. I'm really sorry for procrastinating for so long and getting messed with some new schedules of mine. I know it's the longest gap between two updates in this story and I never intended to do so .

→ So here was the chapter and the people who are waiting for angst or things to go down, it'll start from the very next chapter.

→ and I'm really sorry if anyone's tired with this... trust me, you don't have to read this. Read only if you want.

I love everyone who's still here with me, supporting me and motivating me every single day . I can't mention all of them here but the people who knows they were with me for a very long longggg time... they'd know that I'm talking about them. I love all of you ❤️ even if you're not here for long, I love you more.

Next update will be arriving real soon like before.

Take care, borahae 💜