" He wasn't a liar..
He just never got the chance
to tell the truth... "

Third person's P.O.V

" I hate liars very much Baby Doll. So it's good for you till I find out that you're one of them. "

Those words came out of Jungkook's mouth and stabbed Jimin's heart like a sharp knife. Hot water wetted them head to toe as the glass walled shower room was getting steamy. Water drops were falling from Jungkook's long raven bangs as Jimin kept staring at him straight in his eyes.

Somehow Jungkook felt the little boy in his arms were looking straight at his soul that he thought was lost a long time ago.

Jimin's P.O.V

He's so afraid inside. He's so precious... He is so hurt inside and shows on his eyes , I don't know why people fails to see the real him.

'Lying '.....that's the last thing I want to do with him.... I'll end myself rather than lying to him. But wait!

Did I lie to him? Oh no no no I did! I didn't tell him about my name...

My name..... I should tell him! He needs to know! What if he doesn't forgives me?.... No no no I can't let it happen.. No.. But I promised mummy... Should I tell her about Jungkookie and then I'll tell him about it?

No... What if it's too late? What if he doesn't forgive me if I tell him later? He made me his Black Rose... He deserves to know everything about me...

I love him so so much to hide anything from him... Mummy said not to tell anyone about my real surname and when the last time I asked she said to ask her before and tell her who's the person I wanna tell it.... I don't think she'll stop me if it's the person I love right?

Third person's P.O.V

Jungkook looked at Jimin in his arms with curiosity in his eyes. He could clearly see the boy was thinking something and that something is probably stressing him. Somehow it made Jungkook restless... What if Jimin declines everything now?
What if Jimin says he never loved him?

Does it matter to Jungkook?

' I - I can just kill him then ri-right...? ',
The thoughts made Jungkook's grip tighter around Jimin's waist. The person he hurt from the very first, whom he abused every single day, whom he almost killed..... now he's unknowingly scared of that person leaving him.

The person who's ' I love you ' he never accepted... What he always called a lie now was starting to scare him.

The fear of being lied, being betrayed, being left alone..... Was Jungkook's biggest fears which he hid well behind the all monstrous mask. The utmost fear of being lied by the person he trusts was actually enough for him to run away from everything. Hide from everyone... It was a trauma that he was fighting against .....alone.

He always finds himself standing in the position of 15 years ago.... His father lying lifelessly in front of him.. The hurt and pained expression on his mother's face for getting betrayed in the most cruellest way... His mother's painful last breathes when she was begging him to run away... He knows how it feels like to getting betrayed like that.....from the person you trust.

No one really knew how much Jungkook hated himself. How much cruel he was to himself for all this year's. He despised the 8 years old him who just ran away from there without saving his mother. He thinks he could have saved her.... He could have bought her with him... They could have ran away... Far.
Upon those thoughts made Jungkook hate him and that led him to cut himself everyday, starve himself to the point that he would see black, hate himself to the point that he would try to drown himself to feel the burning sensation in his chest... To the poison he would sometimes slow poison himself to get hurt. To the point he will sit in a certain place inside the forest for hours in stormy nights drowning by the endless raindrops

The only thing that was restraining him from ending it all was the revenge. The unfinished revenge, the unfinished promise that he kept to his father. He tried to forget about himself and just focus on the works he has to do.... He started to stop feeling emotions, tried to make a stone wall behind him and his heart.......... Until the certain boy waltz into his colourless all black life becoming the blooming flower.

Jimin made Jungkook break his self made rules... Break his 'No trust ' wall. Jimin unknowingly entered in his hidden life a long time ago. Jungkook trusted Jimin to sleep beside him when all his life he never slept properly for the fear of someone taking the chance of his vulnerable state and killing him and most importantly those vivid nightmares which somehow left him from those days where he slept beside Jimin.

Of course Jungkook saw the fear in Jimin's eyes whenever he ordered him to end himself but at the next moment he saw the acceptance .

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Moments were passing by and they were staring at each other... Both had fears in their eyes. One was afraid that what if it's too late while the other was scared of lies and abandonment.

But Jimin being too devoted to Jungkook broke the silence first.

" Ma-master .... ? ",
Jimin called with a stuttering little voice. He felt Jungkook's eyes suddenly turning darker than before.

" Yes Baby doll? ",
Jimin could have melted. This voice was something different . cold but different.... The first time Jungkook sounded like he really want to know what Jimin has to say.

Jungkook was still holding Jimin in his arms with the smaller's fist resting on his tattooed chest. The water kept flowing over them.

" I h-have something t-to tell
yo-you.. ",
Jimin stuttered almost loosing his gravity when Jungkook pulled him more closer, there lips almost touching and the hot water making it more sensual.

On the other hand Jungkook's heart started beating louder.

' So this is it? It's really.... He's going to say what I'm thinking right?... It was all an act?... He never loved me right? He's going to run away... He's going to leave.... ",
Jungkook thought in his mind. This thoughts made him want to chain Jimin up and keep him. He felt like loosing something that he thought he never wanted. Jimin is his. He owns him. He just can't leave him like that!

" What Jimin? ",
Jungkook asked. The other almost shivered from the spine chilling voice. He called him by his name without using the pet names... It made Jimin want to cry. He doesn't likes when Jungkook calls him by his name... He likes those pet names.

" I-ahhnnn.... ",
Jimin hissed in pain as Jungkook grabbed his left hand and twisted it behind his back still holding him too tightly.

" Tell me! What do you want to say! ",
Jungkook demanded as the fear was making him restless inside .

" My n-ahhhh ",
Jimin yelped in pain as Jungkook pushed him on the glass wall harshly while pinning his hand on that glass.

" IS IT THE TRUTH THAT YOU ALWAYS LIED TO ME ABOUT YOUR LOVE FOR ME?! IS IT REALLY THAT YOU DID ALL THIS TO BE HERE? YOU LIED TO ME? AND YOU WANT TO RUN AWAY NOW! ",
Jungkook screamed making Jimin flinch badly. The fear in Jungkook's mind was exploding.

" No.. No no... It's not!! ",
Jimin desperately said shaking his head with closed eyes as the screaming was affecting him again.

" THEN WHAT! THEN FUCKING TELL ME WHAT IS IT !? SOMEONE MADE YOU DO IT? FIXED YOU TO BETRAY ME! TO GET CLOSER AND THEN LIE? LOOK AT MY EYES JIMIN! ",
Jungkook said gripping Jimin's wrists too tightly as it started to pain the smaller very much.. It was almost breaking while the screaming inside the walls were affecting Jimin very badly. His head started to throb too badly as he felt like he couldn't breath anymore. Everything was getting dark and darker.

" M-master.... N-nnno.... I... Ju-just ahh wa-n.. Wanted... ",
Jimin was still trying to complete his words despite him starting to hyperventilate. While Jungkook didn't really wanted to hear what Jimin wanted to say. He really didn't want to hear it cause he thought his fear might come true and he just wanted reassurance of Jimin's previous words.

" YOU FUCKING JUST WHAT! TELL ME WAS IT A LIE THAT YOU EVER LOVED ME! ANSWER ME! ",
Jungkook screamed making Jimin's state worse than before as he started to shiver. His lower head was hurting very much and he kept his head down.

" Answer me...! ",
Jungkook said with gritting teeth as he held Jimin's chin harshly to make him look up.

" nnn-no..... L-love y-you....master.. Very.... Mu-much... ",
Jimin tried to say between his disturbed breaths. His chest was heaving up and down as he was hearing those vivid sounds of car screeching, horns again...

" Say clearly! ",
Jungkook demanded not caring about Jimin's state at the moment cause he himself was feeling too uneasy in his chest as he was deep inside his fears. He felt vulnerable for some unknown reason and was trying to hold onto his cruel Jeon Jungkook mindset.

" I... Ahh... I..love.. You... Al-always... ",
Jimin said the broken sentences. Those car screeching sounds were getting too louder in his head and he felt like a hard thing hit his body making it completely numb. He saw blood... His vision was blur... Again he felt like dying.

As those words left Jimin's mouth a wave of relaxation washed over Jungkook . His rapid heart calmed down a beat only to beat more faster as he realised Jimin's condition.

' Oh no no no.... He's having another panic attack! What caused this! Me? I caused this? Ughhh why why! ",
Jungkook thought in his mind and his hold on Jimin's chin softened. The smaller fell onto his chest breathing harshly, clutching onto him like his life depended on it.

" Sa-save m-me... Pl-please ahh... It...hu-hurts aghhh.... ",
Jimin mumbled breathing harshly on Jungkook's chest.

" Where Jimin! I... I am here. Nothing happened okay? ",
Jungkook didn't know what to say to stop Jimin's condition from getting worse so he said those wrapping his hands around Jimin.

" Nahhh... It -it hurting... S-so much..",
Jimin said crying and that somehow affected Jungkook he pulled Jimin up in his arms any walked out of the shower.

" Jimin! Don't close your eyes! You're not hurt. Nothing happened! Look at me! ",
Jungkook ordered with a dominating voice as he made Jimin sit on the bathroom counter and wrapped a silk black robe around him as he felt Jimin was shivering.

" No no no! Cars! Hurt! Here! I don't wanna li-live! Mu-mum's hurt! S-she cries! A-appa ch-cheat! Jimin wan-wanna di-die! ",
Those almost meaningless sentences came out of Jimin's mouth as he was crying loudly by now and started squirming in Jungkook's hold. The nightmare like memories were turning more vivid in Jimin's head as he felt he can't take it anymore.

" Jimin! Stop! Nothing happened! You're with me! There's no cars! You're okay! ",
Jungkook said cupping Jimin's cheeks as he was getting paranoid of Jimin's condition too.

" w-who! Wh-who a-ahre yo-you! ",
Jimin asked clutching his eyes shut and shaking his head rapidly.

Those words made Jungkook's breath stop for few seconds as he couldn't process what Jimin just said.

' May be it's because of the panic attack..? ",
Jungkook thought getting more closer to Jimin.

" Open your goddamned eyes Jimin! I'm Jungkook! ",
Jungkook said and shook Jimin's shoulder to make his eyes open.

" Wh-who Jungk--- Jungkookie! ",
Jimin suddenly opened his eyes and Jungkook could see the desperate look in Jimin's eyes. He really didn't mind when Jimin called him Jungkookie at that moment. He was kind of relieved that Jimin didn't complete his first sentence and didn't ask ' Who Jungkook .'

Jimin suddenly hugged Jungkook, too tightly as his life was depending on it.

" Save me! Save me! It's hurting! ",
Jimin said hiding his face in the crook of Jungkook's neck.

" N-no it's not.... ",
Jungkook couldn't help but feel a odd sensation in his chest as he saw Jimin suffer. He could have left Jimin in that state but he didn't . His right hand automatically reached to Jimin's back of the head and he hesitantly started caressing it.

" It's okay... You're not hurt. No cars. Nothing. ",
Jungkook said as he clearly understood it might be past accident trauma Jimin was having. Either he faced it himself or he saw someone facing it.

' It better not happened with him. But he said he's hurting..? No... It means he faced it?.... ',
Jungkook couldn't help but think all this. His heart clenched at those thoughts. Now someone inside him was slowly starting to tell him that...
He might not be the only one who got hurt in the past.

" Come down okay... You're okay. You're Sa- .....safe... ",
Jungkook somehow felt guilty to complete the last sentence. He and Safe..?

Jungkook felt Jimin's breath coming back to the normal pace as his chest wasn't heaving up and down that violently like before. He moved away a little to see if Jimin is okay or not.

Jimin's eyes were closed, tears were staining his flawless beautiful cheeks and his mouth was slightly opened .
The elder was somehow relieved that he didn't lose his consciousness this time. Cause it was horrible last time.

Jungkook was staring at Jimin when the smaller suddenly opened his eyes and looked straight at him. His eyes were tear filled and Jungkook didn't like it a bit. He wanted to ask about those cars and what was causing the fear... But restrained himself for now.

Now when Jimin was slowly realising what just happened... He got scared again. This time he was scared that he must have annoyed Jungkook. But at the same time he was shocked that how he didn't end up getting unconscious. Cause it was the story of everytime. Maybe because of Jungkook ? Jimin couldn't remember the exact things that happened or he said but he gulped down seeing Jungkook's strong gaze on him.

" I'm... I'm... Sorry.... ",
Jimin mumbled but to his surprise Jungkook suddenly kissed him. No, it wasn't a hungry kiss again... It was somehow gentle and sweet? A visible blush crept onto Jimin's face as he felt all his bloods were running up to his cheeks.

Before Jimin could respond Jungkook pulled away from the kiss and if Jimin wasn't wrong he noticed Jungkook's red ears too before he walked away with his wet boxers on.

Jimin couldn't process what just happened and after noticing that he was sitting on the counter he got more embarrassed.

" wait for me in the bedroom. ",
Jungkook said with a dominating voice as he walked back to the shower room. It didn't took Jimin 2 seconds to jump from the counter and excite the bathroom tripping at last. Jungkook noticed it and shook his head.

" I seriously wonder how he walks on the runway.. ",
Jungkook mumbled turning the shower into a cold temperature with a small smile playing on his lips.. Unknowingly.
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" But I'm so afraid to ask Jimin about it hyung..... It'll hurt him so much.. ",
Taehyung said lying on Hoseok's lap as the older caressed his hair. He ended up telling his lover everything.
Hoseok sure wasn't pleased by the plan of Namjoon too.

" But we need to.... If we want to prove our Jiminie innocent... We have to ask him... You could have told me a little earlier Tae.... I thought you trust me enough. ",
Hoseok said sounding sad at last.

" Hyung please! Please... I'm sorry. Forgive me please... I was so stressed and tensed... I was so afraid that somehow this news will fly to Jungkook and.... ",
Taehyung couldn't complete his words as he himself was afraid of the next words.

" I... I understand baby... Our Jiminie doesn't deserve this... ",
Hoseok said as a tear left his eyes. He just can't imagine Jimin getting more hurt.

" Yes... He doesn't.. He's already hurt enough.. I don't want him to cry more. You know hyung when I first saw him he looked really really different.. Like I know him from before.. It felt like he was never a stranger. You know how I Alway's called Jungkook my brother but..... Whenever I saw Jimin it really felt so brotherly... Like he's really my brother and I'm his gurdian... ",
Taehyung said the same words again and it made Hoseok smile thinking how much his boyfriend cared about Jimin. He knew how much his boyfriend craved for family secretly. They all knew Jimin was really something to all of them. A little brother to him and Taehyung, almost a son to Jin.... And an angel for Jungkook.

" you sure he's not your long lost brother Tae..? ",
Hoseok said chuckling not remembering about how much Taehyung hates his long lost brother.

" No. My Mochi is not him. No where Fucking near that son of a bitch. ",
Taehyung said with gritting teeth as he remembered about his only cousin brother Park Jimin who he hates to death.

" I.. I-I'm sorry Tae.. I didn't think --",
Hoseok apologised as he realised what he said but Taehyung stopped him.

" No hyung.. Don't say sorry. No need to remember about the fact that He's my brother. I feel ashamed of my entire family. Those person who welcomed me in this world, my so called parents... I feel ashamed of them! And the Park's! My only Fucking uncle, aunty and their son Huhhh! How much worse family can anyone get? ",
Taehyung said with a sarcastic smile on his face. Hoseok remained silent as he knew how much Taehyung hates his family.

" You know hyung I always ask god that why didn't he give me a brother like my Mochi... Anyone will feel blessed to have him ... I wonder why our life is like this.... Couldn't it be easier and happy! ",
Taehyung sat up with his boyfriend's hands on his hold who wasn't listening to his words carefully and patiently.

" I imagine if we all have met in childhood..? If Kook's mom and dad were alive... How he would have became dancer like he wanted or a singer! What if you were my senior and we have fell in love! What if Jin and Namjoon hyung were already dating and then our Mochi! What if he was my brother and I have introduced him to Jungkook! I'm sure he would have fell in love! They're like two destined pieces of puzzle! ",
Taehyung said his all time imaginations with a bright boxy smile on his face, at the same time tears beaming down his eyes. Ohh how he wanted it all to be true.....

" and oh... How I wish my imaginations were true.... ",
Taehyung said sighing. Hoseok didn't waste a second and pulled Taehyung in his arms clearly knowing how much down the younger felt right now.

" Tae baby.... My baby bear... I know how much it hurts okay darling? But can we stop imagining how if it was good ?...cause you know if we work on the present we can make it best.. Together we can work on this present to make our dream future right? Now imagine if we try to make everything fall into place.. We can prove that our Mochi is innocent and eventually he will change Jungkook.. Our revenge will be complete ...we all will be happy... How's it..? ",
Hoseok said rubbing Taehyung's back to sooth him when he himself knew the words he said were not easy at all. He felt something is off.

" We can..? ",
Taehyung asked eagerly.

" Yes baby we can... Maybe it'll be a little hard but we can... ",
Hoseok said and they pulled out of the hug still holding each other's hand.

" So what do we do now? ",
Taehyung asked.

" At first we should ask Jimin about his family. Look he already told that he doesn't have a father and a lot about his mother but still we'll ask.. We just have to be careful that it's not that obvious okay...? Then we will meet his mother? He already told us that we should meet aunty right?... Then problem solved! ",
Hoseok said and Taehyung nodded. He too found Hoseok's word reasonable and a good plan.

" But what if he thinks that we don't trust him? He will be heart broken
hyung! ",
Taehyung asked with a worried voice.

" We need to be careful Tae... We already know our Mochi might be soft and angelic but how his duality works when it comes to Jungkook right? Jungkook can make him do everything and you too know how much power Jimin holds.... The entire mafia is now waiting to see
'Black Rose'....cause everyone knows about the brutal killing off Ji-hoon.. ",
Hoseok said.

" Yes but --"

" Yes Tae we need to think about all this. Can't you see how much time Jungkook is spending with Jimin? And what about the trust? We all can see the visible changes and you wanted to know what task Jungkook gave me right?.... He's holding a business party soon and no wonder he'll make Jimin appear there as his Black Rose.. And you know well what happens next. Everyone will be crazy over Jimin.... We need to be careful that Jimin doesn't find out about all this.. Let him and Jungkook spent their time to as much as possible. ",
Hoseok said and Taehyung just listened with his mouth open.

" The more Jimin.. The more Jungkook gets better.. And I know Jimin is still not safe around Jungkook all the time.....cause we all know how bipolar Jungkook is but always remember the truth.... Jimin is not completely sane too.. They're kind of same sometimes. Jimin is more stronger than we all think but he's still the baby. Jungkook's might hurt him but believe me he himself will tend
them. ",
Hoseok said all the truths .

" Woah hyung.... ",
Taehyung couldn't say anything.

" But our Jimin's precious.. So precious, Jungkook is just bringing out his hidden filters... But in the end Jimin's the angel who deserves all the love so we need to protect him at the same time. And we'll do it. Together. ",
Hoseok said.

" Yes together. ",
Taehyung completed the sentence and the next moment their lips met.
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Jimin's P.O.V

I still feel the shivers in my body. The cars...... Uhhhhh... I -my head... It's feeling like I don't even know myself. It's like I know something but I can't remember it.... Aghhhh... Jungkookie.. He's with me. He saved me... He helped me to get away from the pain. He -he could have left me but he didn't. Was he worried?

" Wait for me in the bedroom. "

He said walking away. Oh my god what just happened. He kissed! No he blushed! Jeon Jungkook blushed! Sushhh oh my god....! And suddenly I feel like hiding. So I got off from the counter and ran out of the bathroom.

" Ughhhhh! ", why do I trip everywhere? Now my toe's hurting.

Now what do I do..? Should I stand? Or should I sit? He said to wait.. But I'm not really feeling well. I should sit. I walked to the couch and sat there. It's the first time I'm getting a chance to look at this room. It's a big room with almost every furniture painted black or a dark shade. But it feels good... The silk robe is feeling a little cold.. Oh wait! Is it his? Yes oh god! It smells like him! I -ah....

Suddenly I heard a footstep and looked up! Oh shit Sherlock! He's standing there with just a towel hanging around his waist showing 90% of his body. Water dripping down from his long raven bangs as his toned god like tattooed body shone under the dim lights of the room.

" Stop staring like you never saw me before and follow me. ",
He said as our eyes met. Oh fuck he caught me.... I quickly got up from the couch and tried to walk towards him but...

A sounds of glass shattering can be heard in the silent room....

I fucked up. He looked back at me. It's me again who tripped in the corner of the table and the glass bottle may be a wine bottle fell down and shattered.

I looked at him again and he's staring back at me with cold eyes. Shit.

" If you had given me
The chance to tell...."

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Hello there!
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I know this story lacks in so many things... I understand if you're getting bored but bear with me till the 2020 ends. Hope I'll complete the story by then. ❤

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