" I'm so in love
with
Every single thing about you.. "

Third person's P.O.V

   
" Baby Doll... ",

Jungkook's voice rang through from the other side of the call and Jimin started to blush.

But Jimin was scared to say anything cause the other night Jungkook said his voice was disgusting and that made Jimin take a decision that he'll never think of singing the song he was planning to... Little did he know that his lover was lying.

Seconds passed but no one said anything. Each of them waiting to hear something.

One was always used to hear... So scared to say something or ask..

When the other one was always used to order.... But when it came to a certain person he wanted to hear something.. May be just a single word but still...

" No greetings huhh? ",
Jungkook asked before he could stop himself and Jimin panicked thinking about what he should say.

" So-sorry Master I tho-thought..... ",
Jimin replied with a sad voice. Jungkook could imagine a small pout on the younger's lips.. Oh how he always noticed Jimin's cute pouts.

" You thought... ?",
Jungkook asked raising his eyebrow and his employees were starting at him as he walked out of his office... They were surprised to see their boss talking with someone with a calm voice without ordering anything and cutting the call.

Jimin was taken aback by the question cause he never expected his lover to ask that.

" I thought you will be disgusted i-if I ta-talk.. ",
Jimin answered making Jungkook unknowingly frown.

Jungkook wanted to deny but once again chose to ignore his heart and use those harsh words.

" You have brain I see. ",
Jungkook said bluntly as he exited the huge building and got inside his car without giving a flying fuck to the numerous bows and greetings. He always drove alone, never used drivers like his father... When he was little he saw how his father loved to drive alone and once asked his father that's why he doesn't use drivers... His father said when you drive yourself it feels free....

On the other side Jimin looked down at his lap as he thought why is his voice so badly high pitched.

" Go back to your house, someone is waiting for you. Do what he says. Afterwards you can kill him if you want. ",
Jungkook said and hung up the call. Jimin was trying to understand what Jungkook said .

Jimin's P.O.V

   Huhh? Go back to my house? Someone is waiting for me? Who? And I have to do as the person says? Why though? And what will he even say?

And I can kill him afterwards? Kill?

Did he fucking hurts my Jungkookie? I swear to god if he did then..... Ughhh. Let's see.

I started my car and drove off from there. It's nearly the time our university ends but it still has few minutes...... But guess what I don't want to face them right now and Jungkookie told me to go home so...

But where should I go? Which house did he mean...
Did he mean my house or the one he gave me this morning?...

I decided to go to the house he gave and speeded up my car.

I don't think I gave you this car to drive this slow...

He said last night. So why not enjoy the speed? It really feels free. I wonder why hyungs were so shocked when I said he drove with me. And they said.... He doesn't sleep with someone. Why?

But I felt he was with me last night.. I felt his hold.. His fingers tracing over my skin......and again it's all my imagination. He was not there when I woke up, probably left after we........

I love him... Very much. Very very much. It really hurts when someone talks bad about him... I know deep down he's still the little boy who was adored by everyone, who probably has a beautiful smile... I know he'll look amazing while smiling and I'll do anything to see that sight. I swear I'll find his lost smile... But before that I need to know more about him and find the way to his happiness.

He thinks if he completes his revenge, he'll be happy... But I don't actually think it... Yes he'll feel a delight after completing his promise but afterwards he will drown himself in more darkness...... I can't imagine him being weak but the sad reality is.. there actually lives a vulnerable boy inside him who hurts himself, who's alone, scared, who cries, who feels pain and needs love.

I need to stop himself from hurting himself.

I know it will be hard, very much hard but I have to do it. What he faced... That's out or anyone's imagination. My heart hurts when I try to think about his past. Seeing your own patents getting killed by trusted persons in front of your eyes sounds crueler than anything... He actually faced it, he could have died too, he lost his everything... Still he stood strong.. I can't imagine myself in his position. Never ever. I would have died in hunger and thirst afterwards.

But look where he is now...Has everything anyone can ever imagine of, worked hard to be here, experienced a lots of things, hid his pain always inside him and made the expressionless barrier between his real and fake self.

The thing he lacked the most is his childhood. Those monsters ruined it. He lost his childhood when most of the good memories were made. I can't imagine my childhood without my mummy. I never knew my father nor
saw him..... But I actually don't miss him cause my mummy was enough. I don't know why thinking about my father always gives me headaches and a bad vibe.
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I didn't notice when I already reached my destination. This place looks hella rich for my liking.... I wonder where Jungkookie actually lives.

I noticed another car in the drive way and some how I know it's not Jungkook's car  . Let's see who's waiting for me. I walked to the entrance and surprising me the maids greeted me. I almost flinched. Where were they this morning?

All of them bowed at me.

" Welcome back home Sir. I'm Kai, your Butler. Call me anything you want sir. ",
A tall friendly looking man said with a polite smile and I decided to smile back.

" I'll call you Kai, is it okay? ",
I asked.

" As your wish sir. "

" Call me Jimin or Jiminie or Min anything you want but not Sir. It feels awkward.. Okay..? ",
I asked. Yeah it'd odd when people calls me sir.

" I am sorry cause I can't Sir. Boss will surely not like it if I do that. ",
He said apologetically and I understood clearly that who he is talking about.

" Oh.. Where were all of you this morning ?",
I asked curiously.

" As much as I know this house was newly purchased yesterday and we all were supposed to join today. I will like to show the house if you want but before that a gentleman is waiting for you. ",
Kai said and I remembered.

" Yeah.. Where is he? Take me to there. ",
I said.

" Of course, this way sir. ",

Kai leaded me to the living room.

There was a man in suit seated on the couch looking around. As he noticed me coming he stood up .

" Good Evening Sir. ",
The man greeted with a smile. Ughhh the awkwardness! He's literally my mother's age and calling me Sir. Wow.

" Good evening to you too. Please have a seat. ",
I said and he sat down. I sat down on another couch trying to understand if this man could have hurt my Jungkookie... But he said to listen and do whatever this man says at first.

" So? What's the matter? ",
I asked kinda sounding blunt.

" Ohh. I'm sure you don't know me. I'm Kim Sung-Hoon, a music
director. ",
He said.

Wait what! He's what! I heard his name before. He's the famous music director Kim Sung-Hoon? Oh god! What is he doing here?

" I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you .",
I apologized.

" No no Sir, please don't apologize.
Mr. Jeon will not like it at all. ",
He said with a smile.

So he's talking about Jungkookie? He send him here? For what?

" I saw the lyrics and heard the self made tune Sir and I already prepared the complete tune for it. I can say it's going to be a very beautiful song. ",
He said.

What the hell is he talking about ? What lyrics? What self made tune?

I stared at him.

" Don't worry sir, I mostly kept your own tune just a minor changes in few places, the lyrics holds a deep meaning and in few places it will really be high pitched.. But I'm sure your voice will sound divine. ",
He said making me more confused than before.

" Sir everything is already set up in your studio, just waiting to be recorded with your beautiful voice. ",
Kai said and I looked at him. He knows about it too?

Oh Jungkookie why did not you explained it a little more...  And my studio?

" uhmm Mr. Kim... Can you please explain... I don't know anything you are talking about.. ",
I said with a hesitant voice and he looked at me oddly before smiling again.

" I see you don't know anything. May be its a surprise... Here, look at it, it's your song lyrics right? ",
He said taking a paper out of his briefcase and handing it to me. I took it before looking at it.

What the heck! It's the song I wrote! Why the fuck he has it? And how the fuck! Wait wasn't I left it in my car? Then.....

I looked at him questioningly narrowing my gaze.

" I'm glad Mr. Jeon gave me the opportunity to produce this song, I listened the audios where you were singing.. He ordered me to prepare the tune as fast as I can and his order is our command. ",
He said.

Huhhh whoaaa.... Jungkookie did what... He wants me to record it? He took the paper..? And he freaking chose a famous music producer for my song...... He...

I don't know why I want to cry now, want to run... Run to him....He cares. I know he does.

So my Jungkookie lied to me? If my voice was really disturbing then why will he consider this? If he didn't care then why will he waste his time in these things?

You want me to do it right? So I'll do it.

" sir..?",

Kai's voice broke my chain of thoughts as I looked at him.

" Are you okay Sir? ",
He asked.

" Yeah I'm fine. So Mr. Kim, can I listen to the tune you made? ",
I asked turning my attention to the music producer.

" Yeah of course Sir. Everything is already set in your studio, if you like the tune and approve it we can record it today  . ",
He said and again used that ' your studio '. Why the hell is he saying that.
" May I lead you to the studio Sir? ",
Kai said looking at me . I stared at him with a confused face and he seemed to understand my situation.

" Ohhh Sir, I'm sorry . I forgot you still didn't have the home tour. Let's lead you to your personal music studio upstairs. ",
He said and my eyes nearly popped out of socket. What!!! Personal music studio? In this damn house! Someone please tell me I'm dreaming... Why is he doing all these !

"Ohh oh-kay... Let's go.. ",
I said getting up with Mr. Kim.

It's really odd that it's my house and I'm staring at every single thing here as Kai leaded us through the hallway.

" Were here Sir. ",
Kai said stopping in front of a room. He opened the door and we entered it.
Oh my god. It's a damn huge music studio......  !!

Third person's P.O.V

       Jimin was surprised, shocked and awestruck by everything that was happening . He couldn't believe Jungkook can do all those things for him.

He listened to the tune and liked it very much... He couldn't believe he was going to sing a song which was written by himself... He has nervous and a little scared but he remembered that Jungkook wanted it and gave this opportunity to him... So he has to do it.

Times passed without noticing, they worked on the tune and on the lyrics before deciding to record it.

Jimin was nervous as hell but once he started singing with his eyes closed he poured his everything in those words which flowed out from his mouth with a beautiful melody.

The song was perfect. Just like he thought it will be.
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Somewhere else

" Mrs. Park you should tell him. ",
The man said looking all worried.

" No no... I can't not now.. When he's working on with his future and stepping the stairs of success.... ",
The lady said looking down.

" Mrs. Park understand what I'm trying to say! He's your son. He needs to know about your health
condition! ",
The man said raising his voice a little as he was really worried.

" No... I can't tell him... I just ca-can't.. Our fate already played with us enough... What will I tell him?... You want me to tell him that I don't have much time in my life?..... I'm going to die.... You want me to tell him these things? ",
The lady said as tears cascaded down from her eyes.

" Mrs. Park... Please don't say things like this.... I know you all these years and you gave Jimin everything he needed.... Now you need him.. He needs to know! ",
The man said.

" May be I need him but... But if I be selfish and tell him to come and then die.... He'll... He'll never go back and sacrifice everything... May be he will end himself too... And I can't let that happen... ",
The lady said as he closed her eyes trying to stop her tears.

" But still he needs to ----",
The lady stopped the man.

" No Doctor. He doesn't need to know right now. I'll die either way he's with me or not. I don't want him to leave everything and run back to me.... He has his whole life in front of him... I can't ruin it...  ",
The lady said with a little smile through her tears as he thought about her angel like son.

" Do you really think if you don't tell him now..... At last when you..... At last when the condition will be more worse and then he gets to know it, he will be fine with it? ",
The Doctor asked.

" I know he'll still be heart broken after he gets to know that his mother is not with him anymore.... ",
The lady stopped abruptly as she tried to hold back her tears by biting her bottom lip.

" He'll get a shock... But it's better than him watching me die in front of him.. I can't see him crying and mourning about my death.... He doesn't deserves to feel sad.. My boy is an angel...he deserves to be happy and treated like a prince... ",
The lady was again thinking about her past.

" Mrs. Park..... ",
The doctor couldn't utter more as his own eyes were glistening with tears . He knew the lady for years and were well aware about their real identity.

" I couldn't give him the life he was supposed to grow up in... I couldn't give him the love of his father... I never had the courage to tell the truths to him.. I never stopped running away.. Never fought for the right and ran away like all coward... ",
The lady was saying those words again as she could not stop remembering about her past.

" Mrs. Park... Try to understand that you didn't have a choice, you did the right thing in that moment.. ",
The doctor said truthfully.

" No I didn't.... I ran away knowing everything... I ran away without protesting... I ran away without a fight for justice.... I ran away when I could have bought justice for them... ",
The lady said crying.

" You were helpless.. Stop blaming yourself for their death.. ",
The doctor said.

" I can't.. That family... The innocent and honest Jeon family... Their little beautiful child... They all died on my watch.. I ran away when I could have bring them justice... ",
The lady couldn't stop blaming herself when there was nothing she could do now she had any reason to blame herself.
       
The doctor was silent. He knew all these.

" Now it's my time to die... And can I stop it? No. So why hurt my Jiminie by dragging him here now?....... ",
The lady said wiping her tears.
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     " The song turned out just fantastic Sir ",
The music director said as they listened to the newly recorded song for the last time.

Jimin was beaming with happiness as he could not believe he just recorded a song and it sounded just like he imagined it would be.

" So, I'll take the tape with me for now cause it needs to get edited a little and after that your song is ready! ",
The music director said and Jimin nodded softly.

" But may I know that what are you going to name this song? ",
The man asked and Jimin smiled.

He already planned what will be the name of the song. It's the word which has the highest note in the song and the actual meaning of the song... The word which his lover didn't mean to say....

" Lie. ",
Jimin answered.

" Wow... That's great. ",
The man said and Jimin chuckled.

Soon after the man left and it was already 11:00 pm of night. Jimin could not wait to tell his mom about the song but he knew his mother will be asleep by now and he will never want to disturb his mother's sleep. So he called Taehyung to tell about it.

But Taehyung didn't pick up for some reason and Jimin frowned.

" May be they are busy.... ",
Jimin said to himself before lying on his new bed . No it was not that room where he could see himself in the ceiling. Jimin can never sleep their without staring at the mirror above and thinking about those moments.

After dinner Kai showed him the Master bedroom and Jimin noticed everything is decorated exactly how he likes.

But Jimin couldn't sleep as he kept thinking about a certain person and crying in thankfulness... He was mumbling millions of I love you's in his head as he was clutching his phone close to his chest.

Not that the phone was precious for him, it was the person who was on the wallpaper.

" I love you very much.... ",
Jimin said from his heart while staring at the picture .

" I know you love me too... But don't know yourself... ",
Jimin said as a tear slipped his eyes.

(  A/N. The wallpaper 😬 beautiful view right? )

Jimin smiled at the memory when he sneaked the picture of his lover on the very first meeting of them where Taehyung was introducing them.

But upon looking at his lover on the screen Jimin started to feel a little paranoid.

Jimin's P.O.V

       " What are you doing?... Are you asleep?... Did you have your dinner?.. Are you still working....? ",

Why am I feeling restless Jungkookie? You are okay right?... Everything is fine right? Why didn't you let me see you for once today..?

Why don't you let me be with you always.....

I want to see you...now...

Should I go to you? But I don't know where you are right now...should I call you? Will I disturb you if I do that? Will you even pick up?

I should try for once right?

But as I tried to dial the number my heart started to thump loudly.

It started to ring and my heart is jumping inside my rib cage.

The ring stopped and I understood he picked up..... Oh my god... What do I do now.. What should I say...

But before I could try to say something he hung up breaking my heart again.

It's my fault... Why will he even want to talk with me? May be he picked up by mistake . I don't know when I started crying again until my own tear drops started to fall on the phone screen.

But breaking the silence my phone started ringing with Tae's number on the screen.

I picked up.

" Jimin! Are you okay? Tell me you are okay! ",

His voice sounded desperate and worried. What happened?

" I'm fine Tae. But what happened? Why are you so worried? Are you okay? Is everything okay? ",
I can't help but get scared.

" Ji-Jimin we.... Jungkook... He..."

" Tae please say it! What happened! Where is he? Please tell me! ",
My heart is jack hammering upon my rib cage. What's happened... Why is he so scared. Jungkookie has to be fine... Nothing can happen with him.. I can't let it happen...

" Tae don't be Fucking silent! Answer my damn question right now! ",
I nearly shouted.

" We were  hand-handling a shipment project in our club.... But suddenly an explosion occurred and our rivals attracted us.. ",
Tae stopped again making me more scared.

" Wh-what.... Where is he ? Where are you? Is he with you ?",
I asked and already got off from my bed .

" I-I don't know... We fought and almost killed everyone but the explosion wasn't stopping... ",

" THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY YOU DON'T KNOW HUHH! ",

" He som-somehow made u-us escape from the fire... Bu-but he wasn't with us... He...he is st-still inside... ",
I just can't feel my heart beat right now... May be it stopped. My world started to spin  .no no it can't...

I have to save him.  I'm not letting anything to happen with him...

" Ji-Jimin..? "

" Where's the club? " ,
I asked running out of my room and took my gun and knife with me.

" No..no Jimin you're not coming.. I'm trying to do something... ",
He pleaded but I can care less.

" I FUCKING ASKED WHERE THE CLUB IS! CAN'T YOU HEAR? ",
I got into my car and speeded off.

The moment I heard the address I cut the call.

I love you so bad to let you get hurt Jungkookie......

" .......Letting you get hurt is
similar to death
for me......."

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Hello lovelies!
Here's the update for today. I know I'm late but believe me I didn't get the chance to write properly today for the constant online classes...😭

I had 3 tests today 😭 and you all can say I'm drained right now 😭

Btw today's a big day but again I'm sad cause I'm late... 😞

H

appiest birthday to our Leader 💜

His smile is cure of a lot of pain.

♥ I hope he knows that he's the reason why someone's heart doesn't hurt today and someone is smiling from heart. 💗

♥ I hope he knows he's a comfort and safe place for so many, that his music helps someone to calm,  that his words make the pain go away. 💜

♥ I hope he knows that he's the reason why someone is still here cause he save them 💖💖💖

I'm thankful that we got to know a greater person like him and I'm grateful about him being the cutest president ever... 💜

I hope he stays healthy and happy always 💜

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