" Destiny drifted them apart,
Their love pulled them back in the way to destined heaven...
But there's something called 'deserve' ;
They deserved a life together cause their love broke the highest boundaries. "

" A-all I w-want is...You ahhhnn to be hap-happy and safe... All I want is... You to be loved, ch-cherished like you deserve Jungkookie... I love you... ahhnnn... So so much... and...I al-always wi-will... I'm sorry....please for-forgive me if..if you can..."

and the blonde haired angel like boy closed his eyes with the last tears beaming down his blood painted face.

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" Aghhhh no no no Jiminnnn! "
Jungkook woke up with tears running down from his eyes and his heart hammering against his rib cage.

He couldn't stop his tears as those horrible vivid memories came crashing down in his mind like a deadly storm.

But he needed to stop himself from breaking down for the certain one laying beside him, tangled in his arm...yes the person is Jimin, the apple of Jungkook's heart, his reason to be alive, the owner of Jungkook's entire being.

Jungkook wiped his tears silently before caressing Jimin's hair softly who was sleeping peacefully with his face nuzzled in the crook of his boyfriend's neck.

Jungkook smiled in relief as he realised again and again that he didn't lose Jimin. He got his lover back in his arms. He was relieved cause everything was over and Jimin is still his ... only his.

He looked at Jimin's sleeping face for minutes ,like it was the first time he was seeing Jimin. His heart eyes were so focused on Jimin and only Jimin. He couldn't help but feel his eyes watering with a smile forming on his lips. He softly touched Jimin's face and moved away the soft blonde locks from Jimin's eyes, tugging it behind his ear.

" My angel..." Jungkook mumbled under his breath as he caressed Jimin's cheek and kissed his forehead with every little cherishing emotions he had and the eternal love he has grew for the younger.

He stared at Jimin again till he couldn't help but kiss Jimin's forehead and pulled him more closer towards his body if possible. Jungkook was afraid always... He can't let Jimin get hurt anymore. Nothing, he'd absolutely let nothing to make a scratch on his dearest .

Currently, Jungkook was really living in the edge with handling lots of things together. Balancing the act and everything. But he could care less about anything else when Jimin is the only one who he's living for and treating Jimin like a crowned precious prince is Jungkook's duty everyday .

" I love you Minnie... So much... So so much... " Jungkook said kissing the sleeping Jimin's nose and closing his eyes in the process trying to cherish this single moment too. He feels that overwhelming sensation in him after saying these words which he showers Jimin with.

" I love you more Jungkookie... "
Jimin said in a sleepy hoarse voice and hugged Jungkook more tightly. The older didn't realise when Jimin woke up and it surprised him. He moved his face a little away to see Jimin's face.

" Baby.... You are awake? "
Jungkook asked with a smile . He was scared at the same time but he didn't let it show on his face.

' He didn't realise I was crying right?! '
Jungkook thought in his mind as he saw Jimin opening his beautiful moon like puffy eyes slowly and drowsily. The view was Jungkook's favourite, seeing Jimin wake up beside him, safe and sound, with a smile... Jungkook always felt complete with Jimin beside him.

" Just now... Good morning... "
Jimin said with a sleepy smile and cupped Jungkook's face.

" It's a very good morning for me baby... I am the luckiest you know ? Cause I'm seeing an angel , holding an angel and getting blessed with his smile. " Jungkook touched his chest and acted like it's too much love for him.

Jimin's sweet giggling sound filled the small room of them as he softly hit Jungkook's shoulder by his fist.

" You're so dramatic Hehehe...! "
Jimin giggled and hid his face in Jungkook's chest and the older willingly wrapped his arms around Jimin and pulled him closer.

" What can I do? I'm crazy for you.
...crazily in love, with you... "
Jungkook said and Jimin smiled without knowing how many past hurtful scenarios were hammering inside Jungkook's head at that moment.

But Jungkook chose to move those memories aside cause right now he had his precious angel, his baby doll, his black rose in his arms.

Life didn't take his angel away...life gave him another chance and Jungkook couldn't be more thankful. Jungkook couldn't be more luckier and happier ever.

Jimin realised Jungkook was again drowned in his thoughts, so he looked up at the older boy......whom he nothing remembers about.

Yes, Jimin doesn't remember anything about his beloved Jungkook anymore except his name. He was lost when he woke up in that unfamiliar room eight months ago.

Jimin couldn't even remember his own name and he was too weak to move. He felt lost.

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« Flashback »

Faint sound of heart beat monitor kept the room alive from falling all silent. The luxurious room was huge but all the things of an ICU room were there .

A huge king sized bed was placed in the middle of the room and there laid someone, sleeping...sleeping peacefully for quite a long...for almost seven months.

The said boy looked pale due to the lack of sunlight touching his body and for staying in coma for this long. He was petite but still too beautiful to look away. His hair was no more silver blonde, it was black by now...but surprisingly you won't even understand that he's in coma .

He wasn't wearing hospital clothes, he wore comfortable thin steel blue coloured shirt and white trousers, as he loved, various rings shone over his little fingers and there was his favourite bracelets around his wrist, Pretty earrings decorating his ear lobe as he slept peacefully.

His hair wasn't disheveled, it was neatly combed. It was like he was the sleeping beauty . But unlike the story his prince couldn't wake him up by kissing.

The boy was none other than Jimin who was kept like a Doll.

Everyone told his King that his Doll will never wake up, it's impossible but his King wouldn't believe it. Just like his Doll never gave up on him, he won't give up on his Doll too. Death or life... they'll stay together.

" Doctor! Doctor! Jimin ! " The nurse huffed running towards the said doctor.

" Mellissa? Calm down. What happened? Jimin? What happened to him? " The doctor asked worried.

" Do-Doctor he's-...he's responding! " It was enough for the doctors to run towards the room.

Doctors rushed inside the room and it was true... Jimin was squinting his eyes as his feet and palm was shaking a little.

They immediately arranged the needed things, injections and everything when the boy slowly opened his eyes. He couldn't keep it open for more than one seconds as bright lights hit his sensitive eyes.
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A messy haired, disheveled looking boy ran through the mansion hallway with other five boys running behind him with teary eyes.

" Mr. Kim- " The nurse tried to say something but the boy stopped him.

" How's my brother!? Let me see him!" The boy who was none other than Taehyung ,aggressively said with a excited voice as tears continuously fell from his eyes.

" Doctors are checking him but sir.. unfortunately he doesn't re- "
Before the nurse could complete her words Taehyung rushed towards the doctor who just left from Jimin's room.

" Doctor !!! How's my brother !? He's really awake right ?? My brother is awake right ? Lemme see him ! "
Taehyung desparately said with glistening eyes as everything felt like a dream once again. He couldn't believe that life gave them another chance and didn't take Jimin away from them.

" He is awake Mr. Kim. It's a miracle! An impossible barrier of medical science which he broke ! But- "
The doctor stopped abruptly, hesitant to say the disaster broken news which will surely hurt the boy infront of him.

" But what Doctor !? He's completely fine right ? I want to see him! Now ! "
Taehyung said worriedly yet excitedly, his entire soul was desparate to see his beloved brother who was sleeping for so long. His heart was craving to hear his dearest little brother's voice and the love filled sweet call " Tae Tae "

" He is out of danger, he just needs a lot of time to recover, he'll need therapies but... there's a... thing... I feared that it'll happen..and it did.."
The doctor was making Taehyung worried sick as his heart was Jack hammering against his ribs. He can't bear hearing anything bad again...no he can't.

" Wh-what...? " Taehyung asked with tears pooling on his eyes.

" He lost memories ...he doesn't re-remember anything...not even his own name..." The doctor said with an apologetic voice while Taehyung felt ground slipping away from under his feet.

" No no....." Taehyung could only utter and shake his head in disbelief. He ran inside Jimin's room.

Taehyung halted on his steps when he saw the petite pale looking ethereal boy was resting silently while resting his head on the headboard with his eyes closed.

" Mochhi...." Taehyung's lips quivered as the word left his mouth. His knees were falling weak as tears continuously slipped his eyes.

Taehyung felt like fainting when he saw Jimin trying to open his eyes. His cheeks were pale and he looked like he'll break if anyone touches him.

" W-who ?...who are you ? " Jimin's voice was nothing but a few octaves higher than a whisper. His lips moved slightly as he blinked trying to see properly.

Taehyung cried out . The happiness of hearing Jimin's voice and the pain of hearing the question wrenched the sob out of him. He ran to Jimin .

" I'm Tae ! I'm your Tae Tae Jiminie ! " Taehyung desparately said cupping Jimin's cheek and the younger Only stared at him with lost deery eyes.

" M-my name...is Jiminie ? " Jimin asked supposedly trying to move away Taehyung's hands. He couldn't understand what was happening ? What was the relationship between this man and him ? How could he just touch him like that ? And why is he crying ? Was this man crying because of him ?

Taehyung's heart broke realising the situation... Jimin was trying to move away from his hold.

" Yes...Jimin . And, I'm your elder brother . " Taehyung said with a hammering heart as he moved away his hands from Jimin's cheeks , wanting not to hurt Jimin in any way.

These words softened the tensed scared eyes of Jimin for a second but the unsurety was evident on his face.

Hoseok, Jin and Kai stood in the doorstep with their shivering self and tearfilled eyes, not having the courage to face Jimin.

" M-my bro-ther...? " Jimin asked unsure or trying to process everything . Certainly he couldn't pressurise himself to remember...it was hurting him to do so nor he remembered anything except a blank space.

Taehyung nodded like a kid and sniffed . He was overwhelmed with feelings right now and also scared for some reason.

" Wh-what happened to m-me ? " Jimin's voice was just above whisper. He looked so lost and helpless now.

Taehyung's tears were betraying him badly . He didn't know what to say.

" Y-you we-were in an ac-accident..." That was thing Taehyung could only say.

" A-accident ? " Jimin asked touching his own head as he unintentionally hurt himself by trying to think... trying to remember.

" Please... Please don't pressurise yourself by trying to think anything Sir... " The doctor said from behind Taehyung and Taehyung could only let his tears flow...with tension coiling up inside him once again.

What will be Jungkook's condition... Jimin wouldn't even remember him now...

" But Do-Doctor..." Jimin couldn't say anything more. It was taking him a lot to talk. He really was very weak to do anything now and his continuous tries of remembering a single thing was making him worn out.

But again, Destiny... It also had a limit of hurting people. The two lovers were winners of the cruel game of fate and now the only thing they deserved was... happiness.

" Jimin..." the sudden voice on the door step made everyone stiffened . Taehyung's heart jack hammered against his ribcage at the very moment.

He didn't want to imagine how much it'd hurt Jungkook again when his life himself wouldn't be able to remember him. Jungkook was literally dead for all these months. After he survived the deadly heartbreak in the same time when Jimin responded that day... Taehyung was happy but the Jungkook who opened his eyes that day... Wasn't an alive person. He wouldn't leave Jimin's side for a single second, wouldn't eat, wouldn't sleep or nothing. He waited patiently with his immense amount of belief that Jimin was going to wake up one day when doctors clearly said that may be Jimin will never wake up or have the attack of cerebral thrombosis.

But Jungkook never listened, nor believed anything. It was like he knew that he was alive for Jimin and Jimin will wake up for him one day.

Jungkook was becoming sick day by day. The dark circles around his eyes, his not taken care of self , red eyes, pale face and a lot thinner body were the proof that he was punishing himself so bad each and every single day. He was again becoming the lifeless Doll who was getting far and far away from everyone. Taehyung was once Again loosing his bestfriend to the darkness and it broke him more when he saw Jungkook crying himself to sleep infront of Jimin's bed each night.

Just this morning when Jungkook was sitting infront of Jimin, talking to him like he does everyday, combed his hair and took care of him like Jimin was awake... Afterwards he left for a meeting which wouldn't have his mind there...his soul, heart and mind was always with Jimin. He was going to come back right after the meeting but when he got the call from doctors in the middle of the meeting, he ran back.

Jin , Hoseok and Kai were looking at Jungkook with scared nervous eyes . Yoongi and Namjoon just ran behind Jungkook and now was standing there with tears in their eyes which were stuck on Jimin who was now looking at Jungkook.

Taehyung stood up and tried to approach Jungkook ... wanting to save his best friend from the pain of the question " Who are you ? "

Everyone could see how rapidly Jungkook was breathing, his steadfast gaze was fixed on Jimin eyes who also didn't break the eye contact. Jungkook's pale lips were quivering as his eyes were starting glisten. His hands were shaking by now as he gulped.

" Jungkook- " Taehyung tried to say something but Jungkook didn't listen and called Jimin once again.

" Jiminie...Baby..." Jungkook said as his legs were already taking him towards his lover.

Everything and everyone went silent at that moment. Jimin's eyes were reflecting confusion with unknown emotions. Why was his eyes starting to glisten...? Was he trying hard to remember the voice that certainly panged the string of his heart ?

" Jungkook listen to me..." Taehyung tried again but his throat was hurting for the tears he was shading. Happiness and heartbreak...both was overwhelming him.

But Jungkook couldn't hear anything anymore. He already knew that Jimin didn't remember anything... the doctor told him on the call but did he believe ?

Did he believe it even a little bit ? No. His Jimin not remembering him...? Is that even possible ? His Jimin ... His Jimin can never forget him... Jungkook knew, the world can turn upside down but his Jimin will always love him , will run to his arms and Jungkook would hide him in his wings and keep him as his treasure. Cherish him with his everything.

" My...Jimin..." Jungkook said placing his shaky hands in Jimin's cheek, cupping his face so tenderly and surprising everyone, Jimin didn't scoot away this time. He was still staring at Jungkook with lost shinny eyes.

" Baby...s-say something... pl-please... I.. I wanna hear your voice... Please..." Jungkook pleading, his voice breaking badly as his tears were already beaming down from his cheeks and it fell on Jimin's hand.

Jimin stayed silent and he was starting to breathe rapidly as well. He was starting to shake when he tried to hold Jungkook's wrist.

Everyone was holding there breathe...shock, surprise and happiness were glistening on their eyes...

" Ca-call my name ag-again... pl-please"
Jimin's faint voice pleaded and Jungkook was biting his bottom lip to hold back his sob.

Jimin couldn't decline the feelings he got hit with just by hearing this man's voice. His head was spinning. He couldn't remember anything then why did he felt like he's in home when this man touched him ? Why did Jimin felt so relieved and happy to see this man ? Why is everything so familiar about him ? And why was Jimin feeling like he loves this man so much and this man loves him more than anything and everything ? And exactly why it was hurting Jimin so badly to see this man's tears ?

" Jimin... Jeon Jimin...my Jimin. " Jungkook said gulping down , carresing Jimin's cheeks with his thumb. He was shaking badly with his body screaming to engulf Jimin in his arms and cry .

Jungkook's heart wrenched when he saw pearl like teardrops leaving Jimin's eyes and he immediately wiped them away. He went more closer to the younger and now Jimin rested his face on Jungkook's torso.

Jungkook hands immediately went to caress the younger's hair .

" Baby what happened ? " Jungkook worriedly asked. His paranoid eyes searching for doctors, thinking Jimin may be was feeling sick.

But Jungkook's breathe hitched when he felt Jimin's dainty arms getting wrapped around his waist .

" A-are you J-Jungkookie...? " Jimin's question left everyone stunned and made Jungkook's tears flow down.

Jungkook cupped Jimin's face again . Both were crying this time.

" Yo-you remember me Baby ? You remember- " Jungkook's voice wasn't coming out and Jimin cried out miserably this time while shaking his head.

" I...I- I don't... I ca-can't I...I am- I don't know but.. y-you ...my Ju-Jungkookie ? Mi-mine right ? I ca-can feel you... I'm so-sorry... I- " Jimin was now breathing too hard that he couldn't even speak properly. He was feeling tired but couldn't stop himself . He knew Jungkook is someone whom he loves...loves with his everything. He could feel it in his every cells of body , his voice, his scent, his touch... everything felt like Jimin's identity to him. But memories ? No... Jimin couldn't remember anything.

The next thing Jimin knew was Jungkook wrapping him in his arms. The familiar warmth, the safety and the love... Jimin melted in the touch .

Resting his head on Jungkook's shoulder, Jimin closed his eyes...he knew now that he's safe. He clutched onto Jungkook's shirt before loosing his consciousness out of tiredness.

« Flashback Ends »

Eight months has passed after Jimin woke up and more than one year from the deadly incidents.

Jeon Jungkook was Jeon Jimin's and the older was proving it each and every day. Call him selfish , but he didn't want Jimin to remember anything from their past. Jungkook wanted to start everything from the first...and he was doing it.

He didn't want Jimin to remember the pains ...he didn't want Jimin to remember the monster he loved... Jungkook can endure the pain of past alone, he can keep it hidden in his chest, can cry alone upon remembering loosing his unborn child, he can cry himself to sleep recalling Jimin's painful tears but for Jimin he wanted to create a life filled with happiness.

Jungkook wasn't even trying to make Jimin remembered anything as doctors said . He was giving his everything to cure Jimin and was taking care of him in each and every way. Loving Jimin was the only thing Jungkook was investing himself. He saw nothing but Jimin in his eyes.

He wanted Jimin's happiness. He wanted Jimin in his arms, safe and sound . Doesn't mean if he has to create a world of lies for it.

Jimin was slowly getting better in the doctor's treatment, his hyungs' care and his lover's undivided devoted effort and love.

Jimin grew so dependent on Jungkook that he would start getting paranoid if Jungkook goes out of his eyesight. The older was no different.

Few days after walking up was a haze for Jimin. Till his lover took him to Busan ...

Now Jimin knew that his lover and him used to live in Busan, in their house and Jungkook fed the lies so well to Jimin.

Jungkook said he has a flowershop in the local market of Busan outskirts and they has a very happy and normal life.

Jimin willingly believed in every words of his lover and took his hands to wherever Jungkook took him. Jimin couldn't be more happy...how can Jungkook love him so much ?

Jimin knows that his brother and other hyungs lives in Seoul but he didn't complain cause they visits him every week.

Jimin only and only wants his Jungkookie... their happy days. Smiling and giggling filled days, Jungkook waking him up , freshing him up , feeding him , taking him to see the waterfall, playing with him , reading him stories , cooking for him then going to the flowershop, bringing chocolates and flowers for him and him falling asleep in Jungkook's lap...

Jimin was happy. So happy .

He didn't know why his boyfriend has to go to Seoul each week for one day...but Jungkook said, it's because he does some work from home and has to submit it to his office once in a week. Jimin had no idea about what work his boyfriend does.

Jimin asks about their past sometimes and Jungkook tells him that he'll remember himself when the time comes and he shouldn't pressurise himself to think anything.

Jimin was sad knowing that his Parents died...but Jungkook was there to console him and tell him that it's okay... that his mother was so good and loved him so much and her wish was Jimin's happiness and Jimin shouldn't cry. Jungkook has cured every scar that could hurt Jimin...

Jungkook was scared each seconds...he gradually started to believe that Jimin shouldn't remember anything. It'll hurt him... it'll take his Jimin away from him once again and Jungkook didn't even want to imagine it. He started to believe that Jimin would hate him once he remembers everything... what if he hurts himself again ? What if something happens to him ? No no... Jungkook couldn't let it happen.

But nothing stays hidden Forever. Lies are like transparent glasses and truths can always be seen in the other side. Day by day Jimin fell in love with Jungkook all over again...and with each passing day, his urge to remember his lover grew stronger in him. He could sense that Something wasn't right... Something wasn't been told...

" Just like true lovers always wins in the end...truth also doesn't stay hidden Forever. "

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Hello my lovely readers ! Here's the first chapter of the alternative part !

★ As you can say I didn't rewrite the ending nor changed anything. You can say it's a miracle after their death... I'll explain it in upcoming chapters 💜

★ y'all wanted this and I myself feel happy by publishing this chapter actually. And as I told I'll kill y'all with fluff.

★ all the confusions will be cleared in upcoming chapters. Hope anyone will stay...

★ I know...not many people are here to read this chapters but whoever is here, thank you so much. Please comment down your thoughts.

Take care, borahae 💜