" I'm crazy for trying
Crazy for crying, and I'm
Crazy for loving you.... "

Third person's P.O.V

" AGHHhhhhhhh!!!!! FUCK ME!!!WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THIS FOR HIM!!! ",
Jungkook yelled breaking the last furniture of the room with a big iron hammer in his hand which he always used to break things while he's angry.

But it wasn't working this time, he was getting insane by each seconds passed by.

He thought he will be okay but ohh... How he thought wrong about his own feelings. He was really okay until he heard Jimin's desperate cries and calls for him........

No.. Jungkook didn't left Jimin. He was there..for the entire time.. He was in his private office which was actually hidden behind the walls, that's why Jimin failed to notice it and ran past it for numerous times.

After that night when Jungkook looked at the bruised up unconscious Jimin on his bed.... He felt something heavy inside his chest. He looked at Jimin for minutes standing there like a statue.... No he wasn't really enjoying his favorite artwork like every time.. It felt somehow wrong. For the first time Jungkook was questioning his decisions ...decisions about hurting Jimin like that.

He shook off those thoughts and uncuffed Jimin's hands and left the room after writing that note. His brain told him to write that ' leave ' which his numb heart tried to refuse.

After that he locked him up in his office and waited for Jimin to wake up and leave him. He wanted to see Jimin but at the same time he didn't. Jimin was making him crazier, confused than ever . Jungkook practically wanted to run out of the office and do something...... When he heard Jimin's cries and calls for him. He once opened his laptop to watch Jimin's actions but when he saw Jimin lying on the bedroom floor crying..... He couldn't see it and shutting off his laptop he threw it on the nearby wall breaking it into peaces.

He peaked through the office door when Jimin left looking defeated with the rose and note in his soft little palms.. He was limping and crying but silent........."He'll never come back after what you did Jeon Jungkook ..",Jungkook's mind said as the elevator door closed...
But deep inside of Jungkook someone told..... " He'll never leave you . "

" I SHOULDN'T FEEL LIKE THIS FOR HIM!!! I shouldn't... ",
Jungkook shouted throwing his body on the same bed he raped Jimin . Jungkook could still feel Jimin's scent there... and he hated how he loved that scent so much and wanted to touch that soft body again and again. He rolled on the bed clutching his hair......but he suddenly noticed something on the sheets.. Blood... Jimin's blood to be exact and it made Jungkook's body react badly.. He threw the bedsheet before breaking every glass made things in the room by those iron shackles he used to tie Jimin.

Jungkook's own hands started bleeding but he didn't stop.. Inside his mind there was a howling storm making him feel like crazy. No one ever made him feel like this..

For the first time he wanted to see someone so badly.

Wanted to stop someone from leaving.
Wanted to tend the bruises made by himself.

Wanted to let someone enter inside his locked territory.

Wanted to share things he never shared.

Wanted to have someone for only himself .

" YOU ARE FUCKING CONFUSING ME JIMIN!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING! WHY AREN'T YOU LEAVING ME ? BEGGING ME TO LEAVE YOU? TO SPARE YOUR LIFE?

WHY AREN'T YOU TELLING ME I'M MONSTER AND I DESERVE NOTHING!",

Jungkook was screaming, quarreling with his own self .

" Why the hell you always smile through your tears while looking at me... Why why why!!! ",
Jungkook was trapped in his own trap of the ' favorite game ' and all these are happening for a single person whom Jungkook can kill just by a snap of his fingers.

" I should stop thinking about you and if I do it again.. I'm gonna kill you. ",
Jungkook decided and shut his eyes thinking as if he settled his mind.
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Jimin was driving too fast and breaking all the traffic rules while smiling and laughing at the same time.

" See Jungkookie I can drive like you.. Hahaha... I won't disappoint you anymore.. ",
Jimin mumbled to himself before speeding up his car.

He nearly hit his car few times but that didn't stop him from being crazy, he wanted to know why Jungkook likes to drive fast and enjoyes the speed very much...... And Jimin got the answer... It felt free.
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By the time Jimin reached the company it was already 2:00 pm. He thanked Jin for like million times for
the advice to always keep a pair of shoes, shirts and jeans in the car. He wore the extra pair of Gucci shoes he kept in the car and covered his head with the hoodie completely hiding his face inside it and entered the company with his switched off phone in his hand.

A complete chaos was happening there. Media was there cause they had a interview with Jimin this evening after the meeting ends.... And the pictures of Jimin running out of the Hotel with bare feet was already on social media. Fortunately those pictures were hazy so most of the fans didn't believe that it was Jimin.

When everyone was busy with their chaos , Jimin swiftly mixed up with the crowd and quickly walked towards the private elevator. He knew his absence in the company was making the situation more complicated.

Jimin let out a breath he didn't knew he was holding as he entered the elevator without catching anyone's attention. He fell on the lift floor as his legs and body was refusing to stand..... He took deep breathes and tried to collect some strength.

" Please god... I need to be strong... ",he mumbled under his breath. He was sick, hurt, hungry, thirsty.....but still he tried to do everything he needed to.

The elevator door opened and Jimin stepped on the private floor where his personal office and dressing room is. He expected no one to be there but as he entered his office.. He met with his assistant who was looking too tensed.

" SIR!!!! ",
Veronica nearly screamed as she noticed the familiar silhouette entered the room and looking straight at her.

But before she could say anything else Jimin spoke.

" Fix the meeting at 3:00pm and I'm attending the interview after that. I'll see you at the meeting room, prepare everything perfectly. ",
Jimin said leaving Veronica a little startled at first but she quickly registered all those words in her head and nodded.

" OK sir. "

" Yes and send make up noona
here when I call you...Now leave ",Jimin said holding the edge of his desk as he needed a little support.

Veronica left and Jimin sat down on the chair before taking the water glass and gulping it down in one sip . His stomach churned as he realized how much hungry and thirsty he was..... His stomach was completely empty.

He ran to the bathroom as he felt like throwing up but nothing came out from his mouth and he coughed badly.

He took of his hoodie and looked at his reflection on the mirror with tired but wide eyes... He couldn't see his white flawless skin anywhere....Cuts, scratches, Red, purple and black was painted everywhere... Jimin turned on the shower and his sore muscles relaxed a little under the warm water as he supported his body by placing his hands on the wall.

Jimin cried again. He wasn't sure what was the exact reason now... If he was crying because his body is hurting or his heart got broken again or his lover told him to leave.... Or if he dissapointed his lover.

After few minutes Jimin exited the bathroom as he thought he was getting late . He walked straight to his closet as he needed to look perfectly professional for the meeting. He was too tired to choose something.. But every single clothing was expensive and specially made for him there so, he picked a random one and wore it.

( His Outfit 💖 )

After looking at mirror Jimin clearly understood that he obviously needed makeup . He called Veronica and told her to send his personal makeup artist. After few minutes he heard a knock on the door and know who it is.
" Come in Noona "

The makeup artist entered the room with a smile on her face.... But it soon turned into a frown as he saw Jimin's state.

" Jiminah... !",she said and quickly walked towards Jimin .

" What happened to you? Why are you looking like this? Oh my god!! ",The very caring make up artist loved Jimin dearly as her little brother . Her hand went straight to Jimin's cheeks as Jimin smiled apologetically.

" Ohh baby... You look pale and sick.. ",the makeup artist caressed Jimin's face with worry covering all over her face.

" I'm just tired... ",Jimin said with a little voice.

" You are ---",the lady stopped in her sentence as she noticed the marks on Jimin's jaw, neck and chest. Her eyes trailed up to Jimin's eyes and his eyes were red.

" Jiminah.. Darling..what happened? ",
She asked holding Jimin's shoulder.

" No-nothing noona... "

" don't lie Jimin... I can clearly se--"

" I'm getting late for the meeting Noona. Please.. We can talk about it later. ",Jimin said with a bossy voice and moved away before sitting on the chair.

The lady frowned knowing something is going very much wrong with Jimin. She wasn't that dumb to not understand what caused those marks... Yes maybe Jimin done something sexual with his boyfriend or girlfriend and it's completely fine but... What's up with his tired face and red eyes ?

" Noona...? "

Her train of thoughts broke as Jimin called her. For the first tine she had to  work on Jimin's skin this much.. Her eyes widened when she saw the cut on Jimin's bottom lip while putting lip gloss.
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Time skip after the meeting

Jimin was breathing hard as he felt like fainting during the meeting. It's over 24 hours that he ate something. But he had to pull off the meeting properly and he did. He didn't even let anyone talk over him, yes he was this much officious when it comes to his job. Those persons who thought Jimin is new, very young and practically their children's age will have less responsibility , will be careless , can't handle a huge business like this ....proved wrong miserably.

Jimin was someone who will listen to every single perspectives patiently and then answer. He's polite but can sweetly insult and put you in your place while holding his charming smile. On top of that he was really intelligent and neat about business despite him never been in this field before.
The thing everyone clearly understood is Jimin was really the best choice for this task after Taehyung.

It seemed like Business runs in Jimin's blood.

Jimin pulled off the meeting and it was the time to face the media. He knew he has to answer the question about those photos. He was preparing himself for it but at first he needed to switch on his phone and answer all the calls.... It was his duty to care about everyone.

At first he texted Jennie that he didn't go to the university cause he was a little busy with the work and will definitely show up tomorrow..... He was afraid to talk with Taemin..Jimin understood what Jungkook meant by 'That boy' the other night. He was scared for Taemin....

Then he called his mother and got scolded again for not picking up the call and keeping his phone switched off .......he apologized,lied about his well being but was happy to hear that his beloved mother is doing okay... Little did he knew......

Taehyung was worried about him as he already saw those photos and clearly knew it was Jimin.... But still Jimin didn't tell anything and started talking about work and meetings. Jimin intentionally ignored Tae's questions and kept asking about meeting and advices...

Jimin was with every one but still alone......he needed to be held in someone's arms, wanted to hear soothing words, wanted love... And he was fighting for his love. One thing he never wanted to do is run away from the situation. He was determined to get his Love despite getting more and more broken each day.

The interview started and going well until the question about those photos popped up but Jimin was ready to face it.

" You were seen at JJK Hotel and suites this afternoon.. ",
The interviewer started his sentence.

" Oh really? That's new. Tell me more about it please. ",
Everyone was shocked by Jimin's sassy but calm demeanor.

" You were running out of there with bare feet.. Why were you there? What was the matter? As per source Jeon Jungkook was staying there yesterday at night.. And.. "

" And? ",Jimin chuckled. " so I was running out of there with bare feet right? ",the interviewer nodded.

" so what's the problem with anyone running with bare feet? Isn't that their choice? ",Jimin asked smiling.

" Sir.. You are ignoring our questions."

" So Mr. Uhhmm Mr. Sam right?... So Mr. Sam is going to place his answers on my mouth? Am I supposed to say what you want to hear as the
answer? ",
Jimin was still speaking with the calm and collected aura while his body was just near to get fainted. He didn't knew where from the all confidence coming from but he was glad it came.

" Sir it's not what --"

" Ohh it's not what are you asking? That's sad... But I'm really trying to answer you know? ",
Jimin said raising his eyebrows a little and the interviewer was getting confused.

" Jeon Jungkook was there last night! Were you with him? ",

" Isn't JJK Hotel and suites his property? So what's the problem with him staying there? ",Jimin again tried to dodge the question.

" Were you with him sir? "

" Please clear your question Mr. Sam ..I thought you were asking me if I was the person who was running out of there with bare feet? ",
Jimin asked and the interviewer almost frowned . The camera men were trying to hold their laughter as their so called popular interviewer was getting confused by a 20 years old sly boy.

" Sir... The person who was running out of there looked a lot like you... We were expecting it was you.. "

" Oh? I don't think my face is that common..",Jimin said playing with his rings.

" Sir ..please answer our questions!! ",
The interviewer asked with raising his voice a little and slammed his palms on the table.

" Ohh looks like someone is crossing their limit. ",
Jimin said raising his eyebrows at the interviewer smirking.

The interviewer understood what Jimin meant. " I'm sorry sir bu--"

" You know Mr. Sam, sometimes you should understand the scale of limits ,I think you are educated enough to do that..if not then... "
Jimin said holding his fake ass insulting smile at the interviewer.

" Si--"

" I think I have answered enough questions for today ..Hope it helped your curiosities about me ",
Jimin politely said looking at the camera while completely ignoring the interviewer who was looking at him with piercing gaze.

The interviewer was known to be dangerous for the stars, he always tries to invade their privacy and ask personal questions infront of camera and he had an old hostility with Taehyung about his girlfriend... So he planned to harass Jimin... But it definitely didn't go like that.

" May I excuse myself now Mr. Sam? I hope you are satisfied with my answers... It was nice meeting you. ",Jimin said extending his hand towards the interviewer for a handshake.

" Yes Mr. Jeon, it was really nice. ",
The interview made a fake smile before taking Jimin's hand but Jimin was not okay. He was trying to get away from there as fast as he can and the surname made his stomach churn.
Jeon.... The surname he used without thinking anything... Now he wants to keep that forever..

" What a game of fate ",Jimin thought before exiting the room.
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Jimin entered his office and veronica already arranged some foods there. Jimin sat down on the couch with his eyes closed and again tears rolled down from his eyes thinking about a certain person.

" Leave.... You could have said that on my face Jungkookie without leaving me there.... Alone.. ",
Jimin mumbled as the silent cries were turning into faint sobs.

" am I that worthless..... I said I love you, you said jump off from here .... I said I'll never leave you... You said a popular lie.... I said I love the real you, you said liar.... I said you are my lover, you said whore.......",Jimin was sobbing loudly by now.

" I -I gave you my everything... You said leave.... ",
Jimin hid his face by his palm trying to stop his cries.

" Bu-but... I still love you and always will... ",Jimin said wiping his endless tears. He didn't want to leave and he will never.... He just wanted to see his lover despite him getting hurt in every way.

The foods were long forgotten as Jimin started to check out the work files carefully after supporting his mind a little by saying ' You are going to see him again, he can't leave you..your love is strong enough to change him...... '

Jimin was ignoring his health condition, he needed rest but all he was doing is completing his duties, caring about others, loving the Lucifer, trying to chase his dreams...
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It was past 10 pm of night and Jimin was still working to ease the extra works as he wanted to attend university the next day. No one was there with him as he told Veronica to go home.

Jimin can no longer breath properly, his eyes were getting blur and head was spinning ,his legs and hands were getting numb....... He knew he can no longer hold his consciousness by drinking water.

" I-I have to g-go home... ",
Jimin mumbled before shutting off his laptop and dizzily walking towards the door but before he could open the door............. Everything went black and he fell on the floor.
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A tall, broad shouldered, handsome man was furiously stomping towards Jimin's office ready to scold the shit out of Jimin.

" Jimin!!  Where the fuck are you! Do you think I'll spare you if you forget about me? ",
The man was worried about Jimin after all he loved Jimin as his little brother.

Yes, Jin was really very worried for Jimin, he went to Jimin's house the other night and he wasn't there....and the entire day there was no sign of Jimin and now Jin came to know that Jimin is still in the office so he came to pick him up.

" Jimi---JIMIN !!!!! ",
Jin's call turned into a scream as he saw Jimin was on the floor, unconscious. He ran to the smaller boy and took him in his lap and patted his cheeks. Jin was freaking out and calling Jimin million times but he didn't wake up. Jin took the water glass and splashed some on Jimin's face but it didn't work.

He knew it is too risky now to waste time here so he picked Jimin up and rushed towards the hospital.
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It was 12:00 am and few minutes after. Jin was still waiting outside the hospital room where the doctors were checking Jimin . Jin was sobbing alone there but shot up from his seat when the doctors came out of the room.

" Uncle! What happened to him! ",
Jin asked worriedly to the doctor, yes it was Jin's uncle and the hospital was owned by Jin's family.

" Calm down Jin, he's okay now. We gave him sleeping injections, he needs rest........ Come to my office.. ",the doctor said and Jin nodded in relief.
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" Now tell me why did he faint? ",Jin asked.

" It's a relief that he just fainted,more worst things could have happened. ",the doctor stated.

" Huhh what? "

" He isn't eating properly, let me explain he practically isn't eating anything, his blood pressure is very low, very much stressed..... And.. "

"And..? ",Jin asked getting more worried.

" Is he in a abusive relationship? ",the doctor asked looking concerned.

" Huh? No.. Why will he...",
Jin's voice got stuck on his throat as he remembered about Jungkook.

" I think he is... Did you see his condition? His body looked like he gotten hit by a truck or something.. ",the doctor said truthfully.

Jin gasped, he knew Jimin is sick and tired but this much...

" He has several bruises on his body, almost everywhere and there's another reason why I asked about the relationship.. "

" what is it uncle ...?",Jin asked. His voice sounded more than scared.

" By the looks of his body.... It looked like he was raped.... and the test showed something like that ..the rough sexual activities was too much for his body.",
The doctor said looking straight at Jin who was looking like a statute.

" wh-what....",
Jin's voice was quivering. He clearly understood what happened with Jimin.

" He needs rest. The stress can result a very bad condition for him, stop him from overworking himself... I know him, he's a hardworking boy but still he needs relaxation.... ",
The doctor said with a sad little smile and held Jin's hand as he knew how much sensitive his nephew is.

" Wh-when can I take him home? ",
Jin asked as he tried to stop himself from crying more.

" Tomorrow if you want. ",they doctor replied.

" Okay.. Can I see him now? "

" Of course you can but try not to disturb him.... And please go home after meeting him either you will be sick too Jin.. ",
The doctor said patting Jin's shoulder .

" I'm not going anywhere, not leaving him alone here.. I'm staying !!",
Jin exclaimed shaking his head.

" No you're not! He's fine now and will be all fine and safe here, no need to start here . ",
The doctor said .

" Bu-"

" No buts Jin. Believe me he will be fine. Go see him now. "

Jin nodded and walked out of the room.

Jin was silently crying while holding Jimin's hand in his , looking at the angel like boy peacefully sleeping on the hospital bed with a pale face. Jin noticed the scars and tried to touch them but he was scared that he will hurt the fragile boy.

" You don't deserve this Jiminie.... ",
Jin said before placing a soft peck on the crown of Jimin's head before exiting there room.
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Hours after a familiar black car stopped in front of the huge hospital building. Someone was impatient to see someone........ Reason was unknown .

Throwing the half burned cigarette out of the car a tall boy exited the car wearing a knee length black leather jacket which had a big hoodie that was covering up his half face.... Only his cloud like lips and chin could be seen. He walked towards the entrance crushing the still burning cigarette under his boots .

Few men were eagerly waiting for him and the watchmen were feared to death as they saw him walking towards them.

" Welcome sir..."
Those men tried best to greet without stuttering and shaking in front of the boy as they were scared to even stand in front of him.

" please let us lead you t---",
They tried to stay something but stopped by the boy holding his hand up in front of their faces scaring them to death as they thought it's their end.

" Room number ?",
The boy asked with a cold deep bone chilling voice.

" 316 ",
One of those men replied and the boy walked inside without saying anything else leaving those men shocked and frozen there.

The sound of boots clicking on the marble floor was the only sound can be heard on the hospital at that time. It was 1 hour and few minutes before dawn .

The boy stopped in front of the particular room before turning the knob of the door and stepping inside.

" Yes I love you
And
It's making me more crazy... "

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Hello lovelies! ❤❤
I'm sorry there wasn't any Jikook scenes but the next chapter will be filled with them, I hope you will wait with me for those scenes.

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♡ What do think about Jungkook and Jimin's character? Are they changing?

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AND ARE YOU ALL ALIVE AFTER DYNAMITE ? CAUSE I DON'T THINK I AM!

IN THE CONCLUSION = THEY AIN'T.            REAL!!!!💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

I know you all already watched it numerous times but go watch it again, you are gonna fall in love more and more with it!
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* Again Faints *

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Thank you for killing me
Mr. Park.ahemmm Jeon..😁

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