" Everything is fine till the truth comes crashing down. It'd prove your power, your trust , your love ... everything. "

Third Person's POV

" Take care of yourself okay Baby ? Don't go out much in the sun. Rest and eat everything I've cooked. I should not see any foods left when I come back. " Jungkook said and Jimin timidly nodded yet looking at Jungkook with so many different emotions together.

" You promised to visit the fair tonight Jungkookie... but You'll be tired when you come back . Lets not go there tonight. " Jimin said and Jungkook caressed his hands.

" I wouldn't be and how can I miss the fair when my Jiminie wanted to go there ? " Jungkook said smiling which made Jimin smile too. But there was something going on Jimin's mind which was making him stare at his lover with a little difference. He was having to keep up with his own talking style. Was he supposed talk differently with his lover ?

" Baby...? " Jungkook called cupping Jimin's face and making him break out of his trance.

" Uh..hmm Jungkookie ? " Jimin asked blinking.

" Is there something wrong ? Are you not feeling good ? Should I not go out today ? " Jungkook asked worriedly and Jimin immediately shook his head . He can't let Jungkook stay at home today. He has to know everything if there was anything to know at all.

" No no... I'm completely fine ... I'm just..." Jimin abruptly stopped.

" You're just? " Jungkook pressed his palm over Jimin's forehead and neck to check if Jimin was feverish.

" Aishh I'm okay ! I'm just going to miss you so much... come back soon please..." Jimin said from his heart. He really can't stay away from the older. If incompleteness was a situation, it'd be Jimin without his Jungkookie.

Jungkook's eyes softened, also his heart clenched with sadness . Why does Jimin has to love him so much all the time ?

" I will Baby... There's no place in the world where I'll go rather than coming back in your arms everytime. I'll return as soon as possible. " Jungkook said and Jimin immediately wrapped his arms around the older and hugged him tightly . Jungkook closed his eyes in the feeling and snaked his arms around Jimin's waist, pulling him more closer if possible.

" I'll wait for you Jungkookie. Always. Your Jiminie will always wait for you. " Jimin said , restraining his voice from breaking.

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Jungkook left few hours back. Jimin was sitting in the porch with some books . As usual the area was quite empty at this time.

" Hyungie ? I'm going to take a shower okay ? Please go inside, it's getting hot outside. Don't wait for me and have your lunch. I'll be there in few. " Yeonjun said to Jimin while keeping away the dirty shovel with which he was digging the garden .

" Okay Yeonie ! But don't rush. Take your time. Actually ... I was hungry and I already ate and also took my medicines. " Jimin said with a smile and Yeonjun just stared at him.

" You sure hyungie ? Jungkook hyung would kil- scold me if you're not telling the truth and I'm about to believe in it... " Yeonjun said hesitantly.

" Aishh ! Why would I even lie about this. Shouldn't have told you ! I'm just sleepy after those tablets and I was thinking about going to sleep... " Jimin said tiredly and Yeonjun got worried.

" Then go to sleep hyungie ! Please ! Don't stay awake forcefully. Take some rest. I'll wake you up in the evening. " Yeonjun said and Jimin nodded smiling and went inside the house.

But ofcourse Jimin wasn't sleepy at all. Nor did he eat his lunch . Oh cut the medicine part as well. He has to find out the reason of his restlessness.

Why does everything feels so true yet so lie ? He has to find it out. Who's the person that he loves so much and who loves him this much ? Who's his Jungkookie who sees his world in Jimin ?

Jimin rushed to his room and changed his outfit . A black jeans and the new pink sweater which actually looked expensive but Jungkook said it's not. Jimin even wore the black bucket hat and mask, knowing that he might need them. In the end took his bag and the little yet enough amount of money which he got from the flower shop .

Jimin was going to visit Seoul.

With that , he rushed out of the house muttering thousand sorries to Yeonjun . While running towards the road, Jimin remembered that he can't possibly take the market rode for bus. Aureum or the other people, that uncle, Kai hyung or literally everyone felt like his watchers to Jimin. Sometimes it felt like Jimin was in their watch when Jungkook wasn't around.

So Jimin quickly changed his plan and took the abandoned school road which would lead him to the woods and then he just has to run for few minutes to reach the train station.

Jimin was already feeling tired . He didn't have the practice to run for all these months and all he did was eat and rest. Jungkook never let him do anything and Jimin himself knew how he gets easily tired. Also he knew it's for few more days, afterwards he'll be fine slowly.

While thinking all these, he entered the eerie woods and stopped . The place looked too odd and ominous in the middle of a shinny afternoon. Only the chirping of birds could be heard, nothing else. Jimin's hand wanted the strong grip of his lover around them which gives Jimin the strength and courage. But Jimin wasn't a person to step back in fear. He felt like he's a different person today. A person who can do anything to know the truth ...

Jimin again ran . It wasn't even 10 minutes when he reached the station. Now he has to manage about the ticket thing. He prayed to handle it without any problems. If anything happens here, Jimin would again fail to know the truth today.

But to Jimin's luck, there wasn't any problems and he got to know that his train would arrive in 20 minutes. Now all he has to do is, wait patiently.

Jimin felt his heart hammering against his ribcage. He looked at his watch again and again. It felt like time wasn't spending. What was he going to do when he reaches Seoul ?
Was it actually a good idea ? Where was he supposed to find Jungkook ? He didn't even know where is the company that Jungkook works for. Was it actually truth? Where can he find Taehyung ? Jimin didn't know anything but he believed , everything would be infront of him once he reaches Seoul.

The train arrived 10 minutes late and Jimin almost cried cause he thought it was not going to arrive today.

Jimin avoided people's eyes as much as he could in the train. Some people's gazes on him were really odd.

When he looked at the station from inside the moving train... some memories came flashing by infront of his eyes.

Him leaving like this with lots of excitement in his heart and a beautiful lady smiling through tears while waving her hand.

" Mu-mummy... " The word slipped Jimin's lips along with a single tear drop from his beautiful eyes. He felt happy that he finally remembered something clearly from his past then again it broke his heart that his mother was no more today...he wanted to cry out in those thoughts but remembered about his lover's words Once again.

" People has to leave the world when their time here ends Baby... It hurts but it's how the world works...and if we don't die that means we still have so many things to do, say and feel. Just like I'm here to love you , cherish you and protect you till the last breath I take. But I am in High doubt if I would stop loving you even after I Die. Cause my everything is yours. Life or death, it's all yours . "

Jungkook's words made Jimin's heart churn everytime he thought about it. Whoever his Jungkook is... he knew that this person has always loved him so much. But why does it feel like... everything Jungkook said were lies except the pure Love ?

Why didn't Jimin see the truth in Jungkook's eyes when he said " We met all suddenly one day...you were visiting Taehyung in his office and I was there for some work... I was the first one to approach you. May be our first meeting didn't go that well but it was the start of our destined love. "

It felt like truth but somehow too normal . Was there more ? Was it supposed to be more complicated ?

Jimin's headache was rising but now, he could care less. He has taken the high road to reality and he was not gonna stop till he reaches the truth .

Jeon Jungkook, that's where Jimin's destination was. He believed, that's where the truth starts and ends.

It's the person Jimin loves, with his everything. It's the only person he could feel when he woke up from coma. It couldn't just be something normal when Jimin didn't even remember his own name.

The voice, the touch... they were enough to take out Jungkook's name from the corner of Jimin's mind.

There wasn't a day in past two months where Jimin didn't wake up with a nightmare of a blur figure walking away from him... leaving him in tears.

Jimin's heart hurt everytime he recalls it. It was not only because he could feel himself in there crying on the floor, in so much mental and physical pain...it was also because he knew that the person who was walking away, was also crying, was also breaking apart.

And Jimin knew it was none other than his lover, his Jungkookie.

His tears burned in his eyes to even wonder what might have happened to cause that scene...to make Jungkook tear up and leave or actually run away.

Jimin didn't know why he felt like he should cover himself with the mask and bucket hat as soon as the almost empty train reached the busy Seoul station. He was even scared to see his phone and find Jungkook's message there. The older shouldn't know that Jimin was here.

But as soon as Jimin walked out of the station, he felt helpless, he felt so little and scared.

Where should he go now ? What should he do ? He saw busy people all around him , the loud noises there made him uncomfortable cause for all these months he was in a peaceful quiet place .

Tears were about to come out of his eyes as he stared at everything around him , feeling utterly lost . What should he do now ? Call Jungkook ?

What was he going to tell Jungkook ? Or he should just go back to Busan like nothing happened ? These thoughts alone made Jimin dissapointed. He came here for something and he wouldn't go anywhere without the truth today.

He knew he has less time . Till evening he has his time. Afterwards Yeonjun would find out Jimin's absence.

But once again be felt nervous... the place was so unknown yet known to him. He knew he has came here before, ofcourse he did.

Oh Hell no ! Its already 10: 30 ! Hurry up Jimin ! Your interview starts at 11:00 !

Suddenly Jimin heard some distant voice in the far corner of his mind and surprisingly it was his voice.

" I-Interview ? " Jimin asked himself and immediately his eyes blurred.

He imagined himself running out of the station while glancing at his watch . He was paranoid and hurrying to somewhere . The boy ran towards the taxi stand and unknowingly Jimin also started to walk towards the taxi stand which he didn't even remember was there.

Jimin let his past lead him.

" Excuse me ? KNUA ? Please uncle, I'm in hurry ! "

Jimin remembered his voice and he now also asked the same thing .

" KNUA ? " He unknowingly asked the taxi driver who nodded and Jimin didn't even realise when he sat in the passenger seat of the taxi .

His breath was shortening out of thoughts and tension. What was he even doing ?

" How long would it it take to reach there ? " Jimin asked gulping down.

" Not more than 15 minutes Sir . Are you a student there ? " The driver asked and Jimin blinked.

Was he a student there ? But he answered automatically, shocking himself.

" Yes. Dance major , second year. " Jimin answered and the driver nodded.

Dance major ? Jimin wondered how he answered it. He knew how to dance ? He remembered Jungkook once telling him that he misses Jimin's dance when he thought Jimin was asleep.

" Oh ? My daughter is a dance Major too. First year. She took admission there for her idol actually. She admires a celebrity so much who's also a student there. " The driver said and Jimin blinked twice.

It was all silent for few minutes. The driver glanced at the boy in the backseat through the rear view mirror. He was masked and his bucket hat was making it hard to even see his eyes. The boy seemed odd. The way he approached the taxi... everything about him is odd. But who cares, he decided to let it go.

" Wh-who's it ? " Jimin suddenly asked after few long minutes making the driver clueless.

" Uhm Sir ? I didn't understand- " the driver couldn't help but get confused while Jimin suddenly became restless. He didn't know what or how to ask . Why did it feel like he was the celebrity the other was talking about.

So Jimin rather asked something very different and the exact thing he's here for. He thought it might be stupid but he was desperate.

" Do you know Jeon Jungkook ? " Jimin asked making the driver gasp and hit the break harder than he should have as they reached the gates of KNUA.

The driver looked back the boy with wide eyes and shocked face. The name itself radiates fear and it was clear in the man's eyes. Jimin saw it. The fear, the shock, the utter Horror ,he saw it.

Who doesn't know the Devil's name here in his kingdom ?

The driver didn't know what to say. Numerous fears clouded his mind. Not a sane human would get into any matter or conversation where Jeon Jungkook's name was included.

" Sir we're here. " The driver said instead and Jimin became more restless before he saw outside and his eyes fell on the somehow familiar huge building of KNUA.

" But I- " Jimin couldn't say anything.

" We're here Sir . Please. " The driver's voice was noticably paranoid. No wonder if he thought that this boy was somehow finding Jeon Jungkook without even properly knowing who he is.

Might be some innocent stupid boy from somewhere who thought it'd be good to find the Jeon Jungkook and confront him about something.

" Okay but answer me please ? Do you know someone named Jeon Jungkook ? Uhm or Kim Taehyung ? "
Jimin expectantly asked.

May be just may be this man knew their name. Only if Jimin remembered.

The taxi driver had a horrific expression on his face. To be specific, he even thought about all his dearest people at the very second. What has he gotten himself into ?

What if this boy is one of Jeon Jungkook's prey ? What if they're to kill this boy ? And now he's in his taxi...

" No no ! I don't know any of them ! Please pay me Sir and let me leave . " The taxi driver said anxiously .

Jimin couldn't say anything anymore before he got out of the taxi then paid for it.

He stood there watching the taxi getting away and then he looked around.

And it was the immediate moment his head hurt and he felt thirsty. He saw students rushing inside the building, busy steps, chattering... and then he heard photo clicks, felt flashlights, saw blurred black suited people leading him towards the building, people looking at him...

Jimin was losing the track of memories and reality. His head was spinning and he couldn't stand anymore. The heat ,train journey and the bright sunlight wasn't helping.

He saw a near by bench and sat there.

Not yet realising how he was sitting at the same spot after 3 years.

How everything started from here.

He was very thirsty now but he felt like his legs were stuck there. He looked here and there and again those memories hit him.

A purple ferrari standing in the opposite side of the road .

A tall handsome man approaching him with his face blur yet almost visible.

" Hey pretty boy, need some help? "

" you interested in modelling? "

And right at that moment... Jimin recognised the voice and the blur went away as well.

It was none other than his brother.
Kim Taehyung.

Jimin's heart started to jack hammer on his ribcage and he didn't even know when or how he started to run towards Taehyung's office building just like he did last time.

Everything was messing in his head so bad and he didn't know how he remembered the roads as memories and memories came flashing by.

Lots of stares at him.

Him walking towards an unknown office room .

Meeting the powerful Kim Taehyung once again

Signing a contract paper with the biggest modelling agency.

Meeting the comforting Jung Hoseok.

Getting paid by an expensive car and house all for himself.

Meeting Kim Seokjin with nervous heart.

His first photoshoot going viral overnight.

Him acing at his first runway and becoming the Desired Boy.

Jimin's head hurt and unknowingly tears fell down from his eyes but he couldn't stop running.

The memories he wanted back so bad was now overwhelming him. He remembered how all of them loved him so much, adored him so much and also remembered certainly how insanely powerful they were.

But where was Jimin's heart in all these ? Where was the Jeon Jungkook ?

Jimin by now knew that he was surrounded with lies. He couldn't understand anything. Questions were increasing with each memories.

Taehyung is not his real Brother ?

Jimin was a famous Model ?

He was a dance major in KNUA ?

Everyone of them are this rich ?

Who is Jeon Jungkook ?

" Ahhh ! " Jimin hissed in pain as he felt his knees giving up and he fell in his knees , sobbing.

He clutched his eyes shut and immediately thought of Jungkook . If he was here, he would have ran to Jimin and tended his scars. He wouldn't even let Jimin run carelessly like this and carry him in his arms.

Jimin missed his lover.

But even in his overwhelming tears, Jimin was determined to find the real Jeon Jungkook.

At this point Jimin didn't even understand who he was.

But he stood up again. He wasn't someone to give up.

This time when he started to run he remembered every detail of how Kim Taehyung , Jung Hoseok, Kim Seokjin and Min Yoongi had became like his family .

By the time he reached infront of the skyscraper luxurious building of Kim Taehyung's company... Jimin was awestruck.

Jungkook had said that both of them met here for the first time.

Jimin stood across the street infront of the building staring at it, seeing the almost same view of expensive cars with models entering and exiting , the busy richness and he also knew that if he removes his mask and hat, he'd become the very centre of attention.

Jimin wanted to run inside. He knew Taehyung might be there and he might get the answers of his every question.

At the same time, he knew he might not get to know everything.

Jeon Jungkook might come rushing from somewhere and take him away and no single one would be able to stop him.

It was a bright day. I went to Taehyung's office for some work. You were there. We met there... I approached you first.

Jimin knew those were truth but not the way it was interpreted. He clutched his eyes shut and tried to imagine.

This very same place.

Crowds of glamour in a busy day.

He drove to the company .

Jimin shot his eyes open . He knew how to drive !? He learnt it after coming to Seoul, didn't he !?

He remembered the fragments of memories of that day.

He was exhausted after his practice and classes. He had a shoot and he terribly missed Taehyung and Hoseok cause they didn't call him after a certain party and Taehyung didn't pick him up from University either.

Jimin saw the place more busy and crowded, more media people flashing cameras on him as soon as he exited the car.

Jimin heard whispers, chattering, gossiping about himself like usual but there was another name.

Everyone was in the verge for someone's sudden visit in the company.

Jeon Jungkook.

Jimin's heart hammered against his ribcage as he slowly remembered everything.

" Do you always enter rooms without knocking ? "

Jimin remembered that bone chilling cold domineering voice which had nothing but venom dripping from it. Jimin's heart clenched with pain cause he knows the voice more than anything in this entire world. This voice was someone's whom Jimin loves with his everything.

The first view of his lover flashed over Jimin's eyes clear like a damn crystal.

A then unknown to him man sitting on the couch with crossed legs and a glass of wine in his tattoed hand, undeniably gorgeous and epitome of handsomenees . Power radiated from him or most likely it reeked off of him. His long raven hair slightly covering his forehead and eyes, his perfectly chiselled jaw , right eyebrow piercing shinning along with the lip piercing which adorned his thin cloudy reddish lips perfectly.

The man looked like he owned everything around him in his expensive black suit which hugged his built figure and sinewy arms perfectly.

Everything about him looked more perfect than the word perfect himself.

Jimin's heart was doing something unusual and he could feel his legs getting heavier.

But one thing Jimin couldn't make himself believe in that scene. Those cold eyes, that piercing hatred full glare and the fire of hell reflecting on them .

"Are you deaf ? "

" N-no... "

" So you're not... THEN WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER MY FIRST QUESTION? "

Jimin remembered shivering badly by that tone. He remembered an uncalled fear and nervousness creeping up his spine and him feeling so powerless infront of that ominously domineering man.

" Do you have any idea about who I am? "

Jimin remembered hearing the spine shivering intoxicating voice too close to his ear, him clutching on the table behind, an expensive fragrance filling up his nostrils, hot breathe of his lover tingling on his neck , the tanned smooth skin glowing upclose, his lower neck tattoo peeking from underneath the silk black shirt, the taller's powerfull broad frame caging him...

" N-no... "

Jimin remembered how much it took him to utter that single word in that situation.

" I'm Jeon Jungkook. "

And right there everything came crashing down infront of Jimin's eyes.

Jeon Jungkook.

Or THE JEON JUNGKOOK.

Kim Taehyung's Best friend, that's what he knew.

But it was just the littlest part .

Jimin remembered.

Jeon Jungkook, a Billionaire Business Man. The sole owner of JJK Empires.

Jeon Jungkook , the Death himself.

Jeon Jungkook, the most feared Mafia Boss . The leader of JK mafia syndicates.

Jeon Jungkook, who wanted to kill him.

Tears after tears streamed down from Jimin's eyes as stood there with his legs too heavy to move. Everything was crashing down in him. There were still to remember things .

Yet Jimin's heart was aching as he one by one remembered those days where he desperately wanted nothing but Jungkook's love, his happiness, to make everyone proud...

He remembered failing in them as he thought he did.

He remembered dissapointing Taehyung.

He remembered not being a good son.

Not being able to love Jungkook enough.

But what hurt the most ? Those words of heart shattering rejections.

" Leave. "

" Love is fake as fuck. "

Jimin couldn't stand there anymore as he ran away from there . There was yet to remember more but even if you deny, negetive memories always steers up the first.

It clouds everything.

Jimin remembered dissapointing everyone but not making them proud, not saving them from inevitable death.

Jimin remembered not being a good son but not how much he loved his mother and how he could sacrifice anything for her.

Jimin remembered being a failure but not the successful star he is , not the admirable person he is.

Jimin remembered not loving Jungkook enough but not how he did every possible or impossible things for him, loving him like no one ever could or did. Killing himself day by day to make Jeon Jungkook alive.

Jimin didn't know when he reached that empty alleyway and sat down there with his back resting on a wall.

He cried and cried till his eyes started to hurt.

And the deadliest memory hit him .

" so... I was nothing to you ? "

" Yes you were... just a little slut. "

Jimin felt his heart shattering into millions of pieces. He felt his breathe hitching. He started shivering as he clutched his knees close to his chest.

He didn't want to believe it , he couldn't believe it, yet these were the painful truths.

" Truths can never be buried forever...the more you would press it down, the more it'd hurt to accept. "

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Uhm...it wasn't much angsty right ? Come on you've read the entire story and you're still here...so you already know everything.

I'm really sorry for making y'all wait this long. I wanted to update a lot earlier yk ?...but my mother fell sick and right after her recovery it was our biggest festival going on here. Today's also a special day but I missed ya'll so much.

But one more thing, even if you're just few here ... I deeply thank you for still being here. Love you so much ❤️

Take care, Borahae 💜