//oh god here we go

The nurse had called Katsuki's parents and he basically was picked up later to go to an audiologist. There were more tests ran. Katsuki had mild hearing loss. He had lost 20% in his left ear and 40% in his right. That meant he could hear but not well. It was concluded he needed hearing aids and that eventually he might end up completely deaf.

The hearing aids part didn't bother him, but the possibility of going completely deaf frightened him. His dream would be short-lived. You can't be a hero if you can't hear people calling for help. Oh God what about Eijirou? If he couldn't hear him, his world would crumble again. He was fitted for hearing aids and was taught how to use and take care of them.

With that he was back on his way to UA later that evening. He was so anxious and to be honest he wasn't used to wearing his hearing aids yet. Sensory overload was very real for him now. He heard things he didn't want to hear, like cars and air conditioners. This really sucked for him.

KATSUKI POV
I wanted Eijirou. I needed to see him. I had to apologize first of all. I needed to let him know I was going to be fine for now at least. I can't believe I only considered myself in all of this. I went up to his door and knocked, which was another sound I didn't like now either. He opened the door and looked like he had been crying. Once again I fail at being a good boyfriend for him. I looked down, but he pulled me into his embrace before I could even say sorry.

"Ei..? I'm sorry about this morning.. I was just really confused and mad at myself for this happening.." I said holding him back maybe a bit too tight. I had started to feel a wave of sadness pass over me. "You're fine.. I'll make sure you'll be okay Suki.." Eijirou said as he looked up at me with a sad smile. "Tell me everything. It's why I'm here Katsuki." He looked at me with the most reassuring smile I had ever seen, so I told him everything and we ended up kissing, holding each other, and crying a lot with each other.

This wasn't just a sad situation for me. Eijirou was affected too. "So.. I might go completely deaf in a few years.. If that happens.. I probably wouldn't be able to stay a hero for long, so after we graduate.. I want to go to college for something else too, so I can cheer you on and still support us." I said smiling sadly. Fuck actually this was the part where we both cried. I wasn't even sure how I could stay relevant. What was I going to do for the rest of my life? That night we fell asleep in Ei's room after softly making out and whispering sweet things to each other. Neither of us even bothered going to school the next day.

You extended your hand out to me. I remember that too. I grabbed it and was just so happy it was you who came to save me. Just like I know you will again and again for eternity, until time comes to an absolute halt.

The stars can't shine without you. The moon would not glow and the sunshine would have no meaning if you faded out of existence.

You loved me and I waited until the fated day we got to meet again. I watched for years and years as it was not me that got to be your sunshine.  Your shear existence is my purpose for getting up everyday. I waited decades and it was worth every torturous second.

I longed for the beautiful glimmer of light you reflected. We are like the sun and the moon, yet we both managed to meet. Perhaps our eclipses were fated as well?

You're overthinking everything. It's only because of you that I can shine. You're the light that my lunar personality can give off. If I'm the moon and you're the sun then I can only shine and glimmer because of you.

Eijirou how long do you think you'll love me?

Forever and ever I'll love you.

What a weird dream.