I have always denied all the shit you told me

Or crap you said about me

Becuz I thought you were worth it

And I thought you would notice

That I cry for you

I care for you

That you'd notice that I would hide the pain it caused me when you said I didn't matter

Even if you were just playing

But I'm writing this poem

That I hope you never see

Becuz I don't want to be weak and I don't want all your shit

Just know

I loved you then
I love you still
I always have
I always will

No matter how painful

No matter how hard

Life is telling me I should be hopeful

Cuz one day you will fall

And I'll be the one there

But the line you will cross

When you look up to me

After all of your shit

And I'll leave you alone

With a hole in my heart

But a smile on my face

Cuz Id know

I have won this race

•kurami•