"So... why did you start all that up?"

Yoongi was in bed with Jungkook that night. Their bodies were cuddled together, but they knew that in a few moments they were going to get too hot and would have to split away.

"You were being mean." He stated. "And because he looked really sad when he said he was a burden..."

Yoongi frowned, remembering the face Jimin made when he said that word. "Fine, he did." Now he felt guilty for accusing him of anything. But it had to be done! He was still suspicious.

"I still think he's got something to do with it." He insisted. "He said he had a rough past with his parents; maybe he was pushed to the breaking point when he was younger, and killed his parents?" Yoongi blinked a few times.

Another thought came in.

"What if he killed my dad?"

He felt a little slap against his back, making him growl. "Shush you! I don't think that little jellybean could kill anyone!"

Yoongi thought he could.

"Yeah, probably."

-  -  -  -

Park: you sure you cleaned up after it...?

J: Don't worry, Jimin, I did. I always do.

J: Why are you suddenly worrying over this?

J: Is it Yoongi again?

J: If you are in this much uncertainty, tell him. Be over with it.

J: Jimin, do not ignore me.

Park: sorry Jin... ill tell him soon.

-  -  -  -

My life is so fucked up.

I'm so fucking sorry.

Jimin put his phone away and he wiped away his tears. It had been a few days later since his breakdown in front of them.

I'm a monster.

He went over to his journal – the only slice of happiness he ever had in his life – and opened it to the first page he wrote when he came here.

He bit his lip to the point of bloodshed once again. Jimin's eye twitched, hissing, "Yoongi! Yoongi, I hate you so much...! I love you! No, I hate you! I fucking hate you!"

Jimin fell to his knees, clutching his knitted glove dearly in his chest.

"I love you..."

Jimin remembered the absurd scene he made a few days ago. Why did that make him cry...? He was supposed to be emotionless!

"But every time you're around..." He sobbed.

I'm hurting so much because of you!

Because of you I'm like this!

"I'm so sorry! I don't want to be like this! I never did!" Jimin yelled and crashed everything in his room – anything he could grab; it was all thrown on the wall or the floor or broken under his foot. He continued this act for what felt like only a short period of time.

His blood raged through his veins and he couldn't hear anything but his own lifeblood and yelling. He couldn't feel anything in his shaking body nor did he really care.

He didn't really know what happened next, but all he saw were two blurs of things that came in his room and immediately he started throwing whatever else was in the room at them. Then he felt their arms force him to the ground, but he was strong so he escaped and tried grabbing any object around him. Whatever he had in his hand felt like another hand, so he started squeezing it to crush it and he heard a pained yell. But then he was quickly brought to the ground again, this time face first.

His arms were brought behind him and he felt a weight on top of him. He couldn't move. Jimin struggled against the weight but he couldn't get anywhere.

"LET ME GO! I HATE YOU! FUCK ALL OF YOU LET ME GO!"

"Calm down!"

Whoever was speaking to him didn't get to him; it just passed through one ear to the next.

"NO! NOOOO! I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE! LET ME GO NOW!"

He tried struggling even more but he was losing strength.

"Jiminnie, look at me!"

Jimin's rage came back when he heard that nickname. Because Yoongi was crouching in front of him, Jimin looked up to the boy with a snarl.

"DON'T YOU SAY THAT! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING! GET OFF OF ME!!"

He started twisting his body and he got loose. He shoved Jungkook off of him but he was brought back down again by Yoongi. This time he was on his back and Yoongi squeeze at Jimin's wrists tightly, despite his wounded hand throbbing with pain (from Jimin's attack earlier). Yoongi also sat on top of Jimin.

"Fuck he's so strong!" One of them shouted but he didn't care.

Now that Jungkook was back up, he went to grab at Jimin's legs, keeping them down.

"STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! LET ME GO!"

"Jimin, look at Yoongi! Breathe!"

Jimin hissed and tried struggling again. He looked at Yoongi with a death glare.

"GET! OFF! OF! ME! I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!"

"Keep your eyes on me Jiminnie! Listen to us!"

The lack of control over his body caused so much defeat and shame in Jimin's body that the rage was boiling down.

"That's right, breathe! Breathe...!"

The pink haired boy stopped struggling. The weird ringing in his ears that he didn't know he heard was fading away. He realized that it was indeed Yoongi and Jungkook who were on top of him, keeping him down.

He couldn't help but start crying again.

I'm a freak.

"Check his wrists." Jungkook told Yoongi. Yoongi nodded and pulled the sleeves down from Jimin's arms.

"There's nothing..."

"His stomach?"

Jimin felt his arms being released and he used that as his chance to place them over his face as he cried. "Get off of me..."

"Jimin, I need you to be strong okay? Have you been cutting yourself?"

"No..."

"Are you telling me the truth?"

Jimin moved his hands away from his angered face, "Yes!"

They stayed that way for a good while, just to make sure Jimin's wrath was completely gone. Then they put him on his bed and told him to stay put as they closed the door (though not quite all the way) and started talking to each other.

Jimin wanted to know what they were talking about.

He silently crept his way to the door, putting his ear to the crack.

"... Dangerous." Yoongi said. Though Jimin came to the door late, so he didn't know what the full sentence was. 

"What the hell was that?" Jungkook's voice was shaky. When Jimin saw the way Jungkook was also having some tears shed, he felt quickly horribly guilty. Jungkook was just a kid... He must've been so frightened.

"I'm not sure... I think that maybe being so cooped up in his room was bringing him in his mind." Yoongi brought Jungkook in for a hug, something he was hesitant to do with Jimin just a few days ago.

"You mean... t-to the past?"

"Yeah." 

"... What do we do?" Jungkook leaned into Yoongi, and he had his own arms wrapped around the elder as well. He looked so childlike Jimin wanted to comfort him, too.

But what they were talking about was wrong.

It was all wrong.

"I think he should be with us more often. Or at least out of the house."

"What if he tries this again?"

"I dunno... Hopefully he won't." Yoongi separated himself slightly from the hug, looking at Jungkook. "Are you scared he'll attack you?"

Jungkook lowered his gaze. "A bit... But did you hear what he said before we came?"

"Um... Kind of. What did he say?"

"He yelled 'I don't want to be like this! I never did!'" Jungkook shook his head. "What do you think that means?"

Yoongi sighed. "It could mean a lot. Maybe he really is..."

"Huh?"

"Nothing. Let's go back."

Jimin jumped onto the bed even though he might've looked like a squishy pink retarded duck but it was necessary. Once they were back in he turned his head to them, putting on a paparazzi look, despite what he really wanted to tell them.

"Jimin, we figured you should come out of the room more. Tomorrow, we can all start by going to the park or something. It's like one in the morning right now..."

Jimin nodded.

"Can..." Jungkook butted in, stuttering a little. He played with his fingers, blushing.

"Can what, Kookie?" Yoongi asked.

"Can we all... sleep together?"

"What."

-  -  -  -

"Are you comfortable?" Yoongi said.

"My ass kinda hurts." Jungkook replied.

"Shut up I'm hurting too!"

"Where are you possibly hurting you big baby?"

"My hand! And it's more serious than your stupid ass!"

"Who cares about your hand!?"

"I care about my hand!"

"Ow! You're lying on my side!"

"Oh shut up I'm not!"

"Yes you are!" Jungkook nudge Yoongi.

"No!" Yoongi nudged Jungkook.

"Yes!" Jungkook nudged him harder.

"Hhgr!" Yoongi nudged him even harder.

"Ghnh!" Jungkook shoved him.

"Ghargh!" Yoongi rolled over him.

"AH YOONGI YOU'RE HEAVY!"

"Shut up am not." He laid his head on Jungkook's chest as if it were a pillow. "Ah you're comfortable. Stay like this."

"I swear I'm going to pound you raw so hard you won't be able to—"

"Oh my goodness!" Jimin gasped and his face turned red. He rolled away so he couldn't see them anymore. He also distanced himself farther from the two because...

"Jiminnie!" Jungkook used the nickname as well. "You're so cute when you're blushing, don't look away!"

"I don't wanna listen to you two talk about sex!"

"Maybe he raged cuz he's just super horny..." Jungkook mumbled. Yoongi laughed and Jimin became embarrassed.

He flipped over and whined, "No I'm not!"

"Oh yeah? How long ago have you had sex then?"

Jimin's face squished up and he felt his face burn. "A-A ... A few years—"

"What?! Jiminnie, you poor guy!" Jungkook gasped. Yoongi was already fast asleep on Jungkook's chest so there wasn't really any point in conversing with him.

"I-I guess..." He pulled the coverts up higher, pulling himself in an embarrassed shell. They were all on the ground in the living room, covered in pillows and blankets.

When he looked back up at Jungkook again, he could see the same predatory look he had in his eyes. It made Jimin's breathing hitch a bit and he looked away. "We should... go to sleep." He put his head back down and rolled his body around, so his back was facing the two love birds.

"I can offer you some help on it one day."

Jimin gulped. Why was he looking forward to it?

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boi 

tell me guys, why u think jimin flippin out like that? 

also kookies a horny dog

and where the fuCK IS MY PROM DRESS

ok later luvlis <3!