This was suggested by nebula_dream_demon since we r Grell upses people~

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A tear rolled down your soft yet stained cheek as your hand was shaking with the certain razor in your bloody hand. You stood up from the floor of your room and looked in the mirror. Your eyes began tearing up more as soon as you thought about it.

Grell

He was your long held crush from the day you met him. You loved his personality and his dramatic voice. However... It was all turned into stronger feelings which led to depression. You hated William for making the dramatic read head gay. You thought that he wouldn't find someone he likes. But it was tough luck for you. He found Sebastian. The Phantomhive butler. He was handsome, but not as sexy as Grell. You looked yourself in the mirror before hovering the razor above your wrist. You gulped and glanced back in the mirror before pressing the sharp object against your skin. As blooded rushed out through the opening, it slowly griped into the wooden floor. You sobbed before pressing the sharp object against your skin causing blood to rush out of that door made of skin. Tears ran down like a water fall down your stained and red cheeks. You heard someone knock on your do causing you to drop the razor. You quickly hid it under your pillow before answering while whipping you tears away.

"Who is it?" You responded trying to be as stern as you can.

"It's me darling, Grell~" he cooed before you responded again.

"What do you need?"

"I need to tell you something.." He cooed as usual.

"You can tell be here, I'm busy."

"With  what?" You flinched.

"Dressing."

"I can help you with that.." He smirked.

"I just showered Grell, I don't need your help."

"My my! You seem upset! Are you alright?" He worried.

"Yes I'm fine."

Liar.. See how he care for you and you just lie to him! How cruel of you. You're just a useless burden to everyone... Including Grell.

A voice laughed in my mind causing a tear to slip down my cheek once again.

"Are you sure?"

"Y-Yes..." You managed between sobs. He frowned.

"You're lying, I can easily tell that you are crying. (Y/N), I know you too well." He spoke almost in a deadly way. He pushed the nob only to realize that it was locked. You knew you had the chance. You say in the bed before stretching your cut wrist to grab the sharp razor that you held for a long time. You looked at its blood stained metal that. The blood slowly dripping onto the white sheets of the bed as the blood decorated the grey metal. You sighed before hovering the sharp object over your clothed chest. You felt more tears slipping down your already stained cheeks. Your time was up.

You worthless brat! No one needs you in this world! It's better when you're gone! No one will be so annoyed by you. You fake b*tch! Go die!

The voice laughed header in your dark mind. Your eyes grew more and more tired while Grell was trying I push the door open.

"(Y/N)! Please just open the door!" He begged hearing soft cries from the other side of the door causing the red head to alarm.

"I-I'm sorry, G-Grell.. Please forgive me.." You breathed.

"Darling! I can't stand to hear you cry, please open the door so that I can comfort you!" He pleaded. But there was no use for poor pale man. You closed your eyes as soon as you heard no noise coming from the door, you smiled and chuckled a little before you were about to start. Just as you were about to stab the knife in your chest, you jumped at sight of the door being kicked down my a certain reaper. Before you knew it, you felt yourself being tackled down onto the bed by the red head, he glared at you which only caused you to cry more. He took the sharp knife out of your hand before throwing it outside an open window.

"What was that for?!" You hissed punching him but he only dodged and grabbed your arm.

"I could be asking you the same thing. Why...?" He stood up as you also stood up to your feet. You looked down at the wooden floor before you felt two strong arms sneak their way into a hug. Your eyes widen in shock before you hugged back and cried loudly into his shoulder. After a while, you managed to stop. You both pulled away and looked into each other's eyes. You narrowed your (E/C) ones before you felt his index finger make its way at your chin lifting it up, causing you to look at him dead in the eyes.

"Why?" He asked again with saddening eyes.

"B-Because..." You felt a tear slip down your cheek again, he rose an eye brown in a questioning way waiting for my answer.
"Because of you..." You managed before more tears brimmed your (E/C) eyes. His eyes widen in shock.

"P-Please tell me what I did!" He cried brushing a strand of red hair away from his face.

"Nothing.. It just that... I..." You didn't want to tell him. He would reject you. You looked away.

"You know what?" You looked up to him to see him smiling.

"Y-Yeah?"

"I doesn't matter... Just don't do that EVER again.. Please darling... I don't want to lose you.." You blushed at the compliment.

"Why do you care?"

"Because.. I love you.." Your eyes couldn't get bigger.

"I thought you liked Sebastian.."

"Bassy? I got over him. But I was never really in love with him in the first place. When I met you the first time before we became reapers, I had a thing for you... After our tragedies.. I met you again..." He explained blushing. Your eyes soften before a blush spread across your face. You quickly hugged him and he hugged back almost too quick, you buried your head in his chest as he smiled at you.
"So please... Don't harm yourself ever again.." He added causing you to look up. He already knew that you were harming herself but he could never get in your room. During the day, you'd  always changed the subject almost too quick.

"Ok.. I promise.." You smiled.

"I love you~" he nuzzled his nose in you (H/C) hair causing you to blush madly. He looked down at you before leaning in for a kiss. You closed your eyes and wrapped your arms around his neck in attempt of kissing him back with as much passion as he was using. You both pulled away and looks in each others eyes.

As soon as you staid the words.. You never cut again or harmed yourself again. You both had a happy life ever since the words were spoken.

"(Y/N)... Will you be mine?"

"I will always be yours.. I love you Grell.. My Grell...."