So, I've been feeling really down lately...
And I dont know why.
I keep listening to the same god damned song on repeat.

"every time you throw me down I hope you kill me once again..."
I haven't smiled at someone in a solid week.
I'm loosing wieght rapidly.
Days all seem the same, nothing ever changes.
"Somehow I can't go back even if I want to. ."
" but I dont even know why I'm trying..."
My alternative personality has been acting different....
"Grown to be good friends..."
I'm really trying to publish something I am...it's just.... Hard...