Free at last
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Sasuke POV :
Night, my favorite time of the day.
Not only for the darkness it shed that swallows everything, whether it is big or small, or for the serenity, but for the presence of stars.
Yes, I love the night, especially if those tiny diamonds decorated it.
They never failed to fascinate me, they are small- the way we see them- and far away, but that never deter them from making their presence known, by emerging through the veil of blackness that the night shed.
Their light illuminate the place, while the night robe us from one of our senses; sight, the stars helps us regain it.
Which shows us that there is no darkness without a light, no evil without goodness and there is no such thing as a pitch-black soul.
Even though the answer is written in the stars, I still can't believe it.
My existence put this claim to shame, for I am wicked and evil without a tinge of goodness in me.
The moment my world turned upside down, I stopped believing.
Everything that was once good and innocent in me was snatched ruthlessly, without a hint of mercy.
I tried holding on to the speck of light that remained, after my family was brutally slaughtered and my brother's unforgivable betrayal, I truly tried, but it was in vain because later on, I realized it was the only thing holding me back.
It was supposed to act as my savior, my salvation from the wickedness that wanted to swallow my humanity and turn me into a cold-hearted monster, but in doing so, it also kept me ten steps away from my goal; it chained me and made me its prisoner.
That's why I decided to let it go.
Let go of that speck of light, of the hope of being saved and surrendered to the darkness within.
It unbidden my chains and set me free, I can now kill whoever I want without feeling guilty, I can torture, steal; I can do whatever I like.... whatever is needed to be done, to get me a step closer to my goal and it did.
The lightness kept a tight grip on my emotions and humanity, on my sanity, but now I lost it all and it turned me into a the monster I feared becoming. A beast void of emotions.
Only hatred remained, for it was ingrained in me, carved into my being at a tender age, slowly feasting on the young heart of mine, distorting the tiniest good feeling I've experienced...now I don't even know what it feels like anymore.
Happiness, love, and care.
So foreign.
All these emotions never found it's way into my heart anymore, it's like the hatred have settled and infested the place, leaving no room for anything else.
I often wonder, what is it like to feel cared for? Loved maybe?
'Stop it, Sasuke, you are over thinking, besides these emotions are nothing but weakness there is no benefit in thinking about silly things that you'll never get a chance to experience.'
No one would even think to approach me now- not like I want anyone to do so- I like solitude and being friendless... it's for the best. I once had a friend and look how we ended up.
Even though he never gave up on me, I can't be friend with him because even the term friendship sounds foreign to me, something I can't and will never be able to comprehend, besides it is an obstacle I never regretted getting rid off, because it kept me far away from getting my revenge.
' Sasuke you are being absurd, you know you can't keep letting those memories resurfaced and contaminate your thoughts, have you not learned it the hard way, your own flesh betrayed you, killed the only people you've ever loved and cared for, he deprived you of your innocence and led you to the path of vengeance, blood, and hatred. A voice in my mind scolded, reminded me of the bitter reality that is my existence.
Everything I did so far and I intend to do proves to me and to the world that I am beyond salvation, beyond forgiveness...I am an evil incarnate.
That's why I stand now, basking under this beautiful, starry night, the stench of burning flesh and metallic blood that teased my nostrils sullying the air. It evoked no emotion in me, though.
Numb.
I looked at the scene my bare hands inflicted, piles upon piles of broken bodies lay lifeless and limp...broken and disfigured beyond recognition.
The flames feeding on what's left of their bodies and the ground left a trail of burned flesh to stain the place.
It was a sight to behold, and to think I'm the one who did it, makes me feel powerful. Mighty. Indestructable. Ready.
It was peaceful, the only sound that could be heard is the sound of flames licking and feeding on the dead.
It's finally over, I'm free.
Just thinking about it made my stiff stance relax, I allowed my body to give up its rigidness making my shoulders sag with relief.
Nothing can hinder this night for me, not my bloody attire and certainly not the scene in front of me, for I experienced worse.
Tonight, I relieved myself of my captor, I shrugged off the imaginary and real cuffs he chained me with - or so he thought - I released myself from his evil clutches, I'm now free.
Free from him and free to continue my journey toward revenge.
I smirked as I looked down at the dead body that lay beneath my feet, my foot rest lightly on his unmoving chest.
The wide unblinking eyes of the corps stared at me lifeless, void of life and malice, the body marred with cuts, scratches, and gashes. Blood oozed freely without constraints and tainted the body and the ground it lay on. However, that crazy smile he managed to pull off irked me, even though he is dead, I didn't let it get to me, I knew he was and will always be, a lunatic.
He's dead, Orochimaru is finally dead. I kicked his face for good measures, relishing feeling omnipotent.
The years if physical and mental abuse is finally over, he was delusional and crazy, he thought he could feed the beast in me and then tame it, to make it his.
To weild and use at his whim.
He trained my body and mind in order to accommodate his needs of a new and strong body, but what he never imagined is that, I was never willing to freely give myself to him.
He thought he was using me, but I was the one using him. We both used each other for our own goals, but I triumphed in the end.
Finally, I'm free from Orochimaru's claws, I'm free from his torture, free from his craziness.
And I'm ready to hunt the only man who haunted my thoughts mercilessly, who plagued me with emotional scars that robbed me of my sanity until I reached my peak and I snapped, hence the monster in me took charge.
However, now I need a team to aid me in my revenge and I know exactly who my members-to-be are:
Eve here I come.
One last kick to Orochimaru's lifeless body and then I headed towards Konoha to meet the new member.
I left all the bodies at the mercy of my blazing fire, a feast for its hunger, but I left orochimaru's body for the crows to pick on. He doesn't deserve a humanely death, after all, he has contributed to the extermination of what's left of my hunanity.
Let the black birds of the night gobble up this free gift, that's the only mercy...generousity I can afford and its never toward humans!
I departed as death mingled claiming putrid souls, with thoughts of acquiring and possessing Eve's power making me giddy and excited; excited to finally hold the famous black beast under my control.
I can now get my vengeance, I've nurtured the seed of hatred he planted inside of me and now it filled the void of my heart and painted my vision with nothing but the sweetness of revenge.
Your time has come to an end brother.
kay, I guess that's it for this chapter.
Now the fun begins .
hehe, I can't wait to write the scenes between Eve and Sasuke .
if any of you guys have any ideas, please feel free to express your thoughts, your criticism is welcomed, but don't be too harsh on me I know I suck at this and not that good just give this story a chance.
Sorry for any mistakes, it will be edited soon :)
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thank you for reading, xoxo .
*~ Eva.
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