My family told me blood is thicker than water.
Although it hold meaning it held me in fear.
Fear that one day these eyes would be asked questions that's lead to a punishment.
Fear that they held control over a freedom I never had.
Jealousy and pity fills me as it's tucked within as my friends wonder why they don't go to my house.
To be unnoticed is to be quiet.
Sometimes my safety comes within my silence, other times it's my downfall.
A women intuition is never wrong so I knew my friend understand the trapped plead of help i carried underneath my mini wave of nervously.
They say blood is thicker than water and it seems like my is poisonous.
I think family is who you chooses that hold your heart.
My family filled my heart with fear and i must relay on my emotions to keep me stable.
That one day if we cannot bear nor understand we can withhold until we mature enough to know.