A/n: sorry that this chapter has a lot of mistakes. I just couldn't go through it again. It's a very cringe chapter for me.
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"Can I come in?" I ask as I peek at Casper sitting on his desk from my position behind the door.

He nods and I let myself in. "I brought cheesecake." I say and give him the plate of cheesecake and a fork.

I sit on the chair in front of his desk. "Anything wrong?" He asks as he leans back in his chair and took a bite from the cheesecake I brought him.

"So—I talked to mason this morning"

He freezes for just a second. "how?"

"Dakota showed me a way."

He nods, "and—"

"And I'm going to silver moon pack on Tuesday."

"What? Why?" He places his plate carefully on his desk before he stands up and comes to stand in front of me.

"His children need help and Alexa is pregnant."

"She has guards." He points out.

I sigh "I know but mason asked me too. This isn't something his guards can take care of."

He doesn't answer me, he just leans back on his desk and crosses his arms. His lips are in a thin,straight line and he isn't looking at me.

"Casper what's wrong?"

"I should've known."

"Known what?"

"That you still have feelings for Mason."

I stand up and walk towards, "Don't say that." I take his hands in mine but he just rips them away. I forcefully take them back and wrap them around my waist. There is little distance between us now and I cup his cheek and move his head so he's looking at me.

"I'm telling you this because of I trust you." I say and narrate everything from what Mason told me. About Alexa's Vampire mate. About how he said I needed to protect Javier. About him saying that his family is in danger. "

"Do you know that when I was talking to mason today, I didn't feel anything. No love,no pull,no form of attraction. I'm doing this for his kids, not even for him or Alexa. If anything did happen to them because I didn't go, then I would feel bad. Besides, I feel like there's a connection with what's going on with Javier. It wouldn't hurt investigating it."

"Are you sure that you didn't feel anything?"

I run a hand through his hair while the other rested on his biceps "Not a thing. He doesn't even hold a match stick to you." I murmur as his lips descend on mine.

"You can be flattering when you want to." He jokes after we break the kiss.

I nod, not able to say anything because that's how kissing Casper is—it'll leave you paralyzed and it'll leave you struggling for air and the tingles—oh the tingles I feel whenever we kiss—.

He kisses me again and I haven't even caught my breath yet. I moan as his tongue makes it way into my mouth again. We kiss for a very long time before he turns around which reverses our position.

My upper thigh is pressed against the table now and he lifts me so now I'm sitting on the table with my legs spread to let him come in between them. He tilts me head up which deepens the kiss and runs his hand up and down my thigh before they land on my waist. I lean into the kiss which makes my breasts push against his chest and he groans His grip on my hip tightens before they move down to my ass. He squeezes them and press them close to this crotch.

"Fuck." He murmurs when we break the kiss. I try to take in as much air as I can but it's cut off when he starts trailing kisses down my jaw. He makes his way down my neck and starts paying attention to his favorite areas.

He sucks on the skin on the nape of my neck, common for marks. "Casper." I struggle to let out when I feel overwhelmed by the pleasure. I feel his teeth scraping the area. I tug on his hair and he starts going down–pass my collar bone to the swell of my breast.

He stops there and the sounds of our ragged breathing fill the room. He buries his head in the crook of my neck. His grip tightens as he tries to even his breathing.

"Are you okay?" I whisper. He looks at me and his eyes are tinted with gold and his pupils are dilated.

He swallows, "I'm okay. Are you?" Even his voice is shaking. I nod. He inhales my scent and I feel his hard on pressing against my thigh. I let out a gasp of surprise. I stay stiff because I don't know what to do at this moment.

I guess I could just let it deflate—

"I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable." He murmurs.

"It doesn't." I tell him but he shakes his head and steps back. His eyes are back to their normal grey but I don't miss the bulge in his pants. I quickly avert my eyes back to his face.

I hop of the table and try to adjust my hair and pull down the hem of my dress that had ridden up during the—

"Um–I'll talk to you later."

"Look Casper, It's normal and I don't mind it."

"Later." He pleads and I sigh. I move to kiss his cheek before leaving but he moves his head.

I leave his office hot, bothered and disappointed. It's been so long since I felt this way, I don't even know what to do or how to act. Do we have sex now? Do I wait to talk it out with him or just leave like he said?

I shake my head. Maybe talking about sex is not a good idea. I hear him groan out from his office and I immediately leave his suite.

I race to my room and lock the door. I pick up my phone and immediately dial Faye's number.

"Hey sis, what's up?"

"Faye, you wouldn't believe what just happened." I breath out.

"I'm all ears. Is it juicy?"

I clear my throat nervously, just thinking about it makes me hot. "Fuck. I'm feel hot. What do I do?"

"Get a fan?"

I groan, "Did i say that out loud?"

"Yeah. You said you were hot."

"I didn't mean it that way. Besides, I was just thinking to myself."

She gasps as if she realizes what I mean now, "What happened? With who? Alpha Casper?"

I nod and then remembered that she can't see me "Yes and God that man can kiss." I continue "I felt his hard on. I wish he'd let me do something about it." I whisper and my cheeks heat up.

"I say you either jump his bones, masturbate or just let it calm down."

I can't jump his bone. Do I just please myself? Maybe to fantasies of Casper. I wonder if he's touching himself now. Is he thinking of me?

Fuck no. I'm still on the phone with Faye.

"I have to go no."

"Jump his bones Ody and use protection." She laughs as I wnd the call.

I just decide maybe a shower will be good.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hi guys.
-Thank God I was able to get two updates out for you guys.
-Hope you enjoyed this chapter and please tell me what you think of this chapter.
-So today, I watched a movie about the 2004 tsunami and it's been fourteen years but it made me cry because it was real and so many people died. People lost their mothers,fathers,children,siblings,life partners and relative that day and so many people lost everything there. Everyday people lose other people that are so important to them and I hope you realise how lucky you are that you're not burying some one you love and if you have lost someone you love,I'm so sorry and I can assure you that they're in a better place. Be thankful that you wake up every morning and you get to see your mum before you go to school and you get to spend the day with your healthy friends then you get to have a sister or brother to piss you off when you come back home and a dad to tell you goodnight before you go to bed because some people don't have that.
-I might get another chapter out later today.

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