Hi guys : )

I posted this one shot bcos of I'm having a mental block from MSFL. : ((((

Anw, pls enjoy reading this : D

Nayeon's point of view ; )

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I've had a crush on you since junior high. I knew that I will never be able to reach you since you are that handsome, yet silent type of guy. You have that amazing aura that people get scared of whenever you pass by the hallway.

But I never got scared of you. I just watch you from afar, like old people do when they like someone in their teens.

And I never thought that you will approach me or what. Why? Because I am the school owner's daughter. Everybody can't bully me or do something bad to me because they could be kicked out of the school.

But, why did you approach me on that fateful day? We're just plain schoolmates. We don't care about each other's lives--well, I am the only one that cares, right, Yoongi?

You just simply gave me an invitation to your birthday. A big birthday party will be thrown inside your house and I am invited! That's a very big opportunity for me to get closer to you!

I wasn't informed that our family is close. Our parents are bestfriends before. I wonder why aren't we friends.

I handed you a paperbag. I bought you a pair of shoes because I heard you like shoes. I hope that you will like the design though.

The time came that you will blow the candle. We all surrounded you and you look so cute because you're wearing a party hat.

We sang the infamous birthday song and you blew the candle after we finish singing it.

"What's your birthday wish, Yoongi?" Your mom asked you. You looked at me and smiled.

Time slowed down when you did such a thing. My heart beated faster than ever.

"To be Im Nayeon's boyfriend." It echoed to me five times. B-Boyfriend?

Our families looked at me. Even your guests, looked at me! I even heard some people whisper.

"Please." You mouthed. This is the thing that I want since I saw you. To be your girlfriend.

"Okay." I mouthed back and we all celebrated. Your family accepted me without any hesitations. And so did my family.

How did you make me do that? Say yes to be your girlfriend without the courtship.

I didn't know that you like me, Min Yoongi. I like you back. And we're a couple now.

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Graduation came and we have to seperate ways. You went to a exclusive university for men. You pursued to be an engineer, like you wanted. And I pursed to be a lawyer.

We barely had time for each other, but everytime we'll have a date or something, time slows down. It's like destiny is making us cherish the only moment we have before we seperate and go to our classes.

"Good evening, baby." You kissed my forehead. We're living inside a condo unit. We're live-in partners.

"Good eve, too." I greeted you back and smiled. You sat beside me and placed your head on my shoulder. "Too tired?"

You yawned, "Yes." I chuckled. You really are sleepy. And you need a lot of sleep.

"Have you eaten dinner?" I asked you. You came home at 8 PM and you're tired from school. Good thing our classes were dismissed today because of an urgent emergency. I get to focus on you.

"No." You held your flat tummy. I don't mind if you have abs though. As long as you're healthy.

"Wait, I'll get you some food." I stood up and prepared some dish. When I came back to the living room, you were already sleeping. Your snore is too loud. Means that you're too tired.

I came back to the kitchen and preserved the food for tomorrow morning. I made you milk instead. I came back to the living room and tried waking you up.

"Good night milk, baby." I waved you the glass of milk. You smiled and sat. You finished the whole glass and gave it to me afterwards. "Go to your room. I'll just clean the kitchen and the living room for a while, okay?"

You just nodded and walked towards your room barefooted. As I said, I cleaned the areas and placed your bag on the couch.

But I heard a beep. It's a message. I opened it. It was a wrong move.

From: Chaeyoungie ♡

Good night, my love :*

8:35 PM

I opened some other text messages of that girl to you.

I can't believe that you're cheating on me.

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My friends, Jihyo and Jeongyeon, suggested me that I should break up with you. They said that it's pointless if I keep on pretending that I don't know anything about you, cheating on me. They say that I am a martyr.

"Shit! Is that Yoongi and the girl?" My eyes followed what Jeong pointed. Outside the card windows, is you and Chaeyoung. You're holding each other's hands. You are on their way to a restaurant.

"Jihyo, continue driving." I ordered her. She must've sensed that I am hating what I just saw that's why she drove off immediately.

Tears raced down from my eyes. My heart is getting broken. I thought it's difficult for me to see the text messages. I didn't know that seeing you and the girl is more difficult to look at.

But after all of these tears, I knew that I can't break up with you. You're my world, my universe--my everything! You're keeping me alive, Yoongi. And I can't believe that you're killing me while keeping me alive. You're doing both at the same time.

Sometimes, I really just wanna punch you. Curse you. I hate what you are doing, Yoongi. But I still love you. My love for you will always win over the hate. That's how much I love you.

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Your family held a birthday party for you. This is your 24th birthday party, Yoongi. And this is our 8th anniversary. The day that you wished that I will be your girlfriend.

And now I'm wishing that you'll wish to be my husband this time because I will never hesitate to say yes. I am sure of you, even before we became a couple, but are you sure of me? Now that you have another girl that will stay beside you in times I can't be with you.

"Happy birthday, baby." I gave you a paperbag. You peeked on what's inside and said thank you. I hugged you and kissed you. But I know that you didn't kiss me back. "I will just go to the women's loom."

"Sure, baby." Baby? Am I still your baby? Now that you have Chaeyoung.

I went to the women's loom and cried inside a cubicle. Why do you have to be stupid, Yoongi? Why do you have to let me see those sweet messages? Why didn't you notice that I am hurt? Are you really that stupid?

I exited the cubicle and washed my face. I put make up and went out of the restroom. The party is held inside your garden, so I went there.

The moment I stepped inside your garden, all of your guests looked at me. They aren't the same guests that you invited 8 years ago.

They looked at me with their judgmental eyes. They watched every move I made.

And I saw her, beside you. You were smiling at each other. And you don't know how much it hurt me. My heart was broken into a million of pieces already and now you're crushing it even more.

I kept my tears inside me and stayed strong infront of all of your guests. I smiled at you and ignored Chaeyoung that is beside you.

They placed the birthday cake infront of you and we sang the birthday song. You blew it and we all clapped.

"What's your birthday wish, Yoongi?" A guest asked you.

You looked at me and smiled, "To break up with Im Nayeon."

I gulped and froze.

"Wish granted." I told you and ran away with all of the heartbreak you caused me.

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I received an invitation.

Yoongi & Chaeyoung

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