A/n: this is a song fic with the ship: birdflash (wally west and Dick Grayson). idk why but when I heard this song i thought of Birdflash and suicide, so I decided to make this fic, so please enjoy.
The song will be above, please listen to it.
I don't own the song or characters, just the idea behind it.
*suicide fic*

Loving and fighting.

Both Dick and Wally have been fighting a lot. It was all crazy, it all felt like it was all too much. They just couldn't see eye to eye anymore, it wasn't whelmed at all, it was overwhelming.

Wally, knew Dick was going through a lot but he often still pushed his boyfriend's buttons.

Their fight was coming to an end when suddenly Dick threw his hands up in the air and stormed off towards the bathroom, saying, 'he has had enough'.

Wally closed his eyes as he heard Dick, his boyfriend, slam the door shut loudly. He paced around the room, going over everything in his mind.
"Maybe I was out of line?" Thought Wally.

You locked yourself in the bathroom.

He walked over towards their bed and sat down and waited for Dick to come back out, but as time continued to pass, Wally grew a little worried.

Finally after feeling this pit in the bottom of his stomach and this pain in his chest, Wally got up and walked over to the bathroom.

"Dick?" Wally said as he knocked upon the wooden door. He got no answer and lean his head back, thinking Dick was still angry at him and was now giving him the silent treatment. He knocked on the door again, a little bit louder this time and faster as this fear rose up in him. He had no idea why he was feeling fear but he was and it was scaring him at the moment, so he knocked again, calling out to his boyfriend.

"Dick? Dude, answer me or at least open up so I know that you're okay in there. Dick...come on man." said Wally. He waited for a second before knocking once more.
"Dickie?"

After getting no answer and the fear growing within him, Wally decides to break down the door to see what the hell is going on in the bathroom. As soon as Wally broke through, his green eyes widen and he felt numb and paralyzed at the moment.

Lying on the floor when I break through.

After a minute pause, Wally runs forward.
Crashing down upon his knees, he pulls Dick's head into his lap and cradles it, then begins looking down his body for any sign of injuries, his wrists are clear of any new cuts and he sighs in relief only to freeze up again.
Wally starts to panic.

He sees a pill bottle laying beside Dick's non-moving body and he grabs it quickly, turning it over in his hands to see what it is.
'sleeping pills'

Wally's hands begin to shake and the bottle falls from his grasp as he begins searching for a pulse.
"Come on...come on, come on Dick, not like this. Dickie...please. Please don't leave me, please be okay...I love you'' thought Wally as his finger tips pressed down upon Dick's pale neck.

I pull you into feel your heartbeat.

Wally closes his eyes when he finds a faint pulse. He leans forward and presses his forehead against Dick's chest feeling the slight rise and fall of his chest as he breaths.Shakily, he then pulls his phone out, dialing for help.

"Gosh Dickie! Please don't leave me! I-I...I can't..." cries Wally as he grips tightly upon his boyfriend's body awaiting for the ambulance to arrive.

Everything rushes in a blur and the next thing Wally knows is that he is in the ambulance with tears held up in his eyes. His eyes glued onto Dick's face, watching the oxygen mask fog up slightly, showing Wally he is breathing.

Wally quickly reaches over and takes Dick's cold and still hand within his shaking hands. He closes his eyes and pulls Dick's hand close towards his lips and kisses his knuckles. He inhales sharply, fear flowing freely within his veins.

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right. I swear to love you all my life.

"Hold on Dickie, we are almost there. You're going to be okay. I need you to be okay...I can't lose you Dick, I just can't' whispers Wally and kisses Dick's hand once more and giving it a tiny squeeze in hopes to let Dick know he is right here and isn't alone.

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Drivin' a nightmare, I can't escape from.

The ride to the hospital felt like forever for Wally, and he was so scared that every passing second that went by would be Dick's last.

Hopelessly praying.

Wally was hoping that Dick would be alright, he couldn't stand the thought of not having Dick in his life. Wally couldn't live with himself if Dick died here, like this because of...him.

Once they got there at the hospital, everything seemed to speed past Wally. Dick was taken quickly from him, leaving him all alone in the waiting room, with no knowledge of what was happening to the love of his life.

I pace back and force as you lay still.

Wally walked back and force so many times he was surprised he didn't make a hole in the hospital floor.
At once point everything came crashing down upon Wally and he knelt down and cried in the waiting room, his body shaking with sobs. He felt cold and empty and a piece of him knew what that meant, but this mind wouldn't accept it, his heart wouldn't allow him to know that he was all alone, that his love was gone.

After a bit, a doctor came out to get him and slowly lead Wally down the quite hallway. Each step bringing him closer towards his boyfriend.

The doors where slowly pushed open and as soon as his eyes met with Dick's body, his legs almost gave out from under him.

"NO! Nooooo!" cried Wally.

He gasp and held tightly onto his chest before stumbling over towards Dick's still form on the hospital bed. Wally placed a hand over his mouth to help silence and hold back his sobs.

He slowly reached out and ran his hand through Dick's ebony hair.
"Dickie?" whispered Wally, who then finally broke down, He threw himself over Dick's body and held onto him tightly as he shook and cried his heart out.

I don't want to let got, I know I'm not that strong.

Wally cried and cried to no end. His heart, and soul was shattered beyond repair. He felt so lost, empty and alone.

He just wanted everything to be back to the way it was, for Dick to be awake and full of energy and happiness.
Wally squeezed his eyes tightly, he wanted Dick to be okay!

I just wanna hear you saying baby, let's go home. Let's go home.

Wally knew how much Dick hated hospitals and couldn't stand to stay in them a minute longer than he had too. Wally just so badly wanted to have Dick begging him to go, to leave here, to even sneak out of the hospital and to just go home and be free and relax with him.

Yeah, I just wanna take you home.

Wally just wanted to take Dick home.

To cuddle with him, to hold him tightly within his arms and to never let him go, to protect him from the world... from everything. He wanted to kiss Dick and make everything alright once more.

"Dickie..." whispered Wally as he cried more, "come back...come back! I-I need you! I love you so much, please come back. Dickie, please! No!" Wally cried out.
Dick was gone and he just couldn't image life, anything with Dick gone. Wally was so lost and the only thing that could help him was laying dead before him. He loved Dick so much and that love went so wrong so fast.

He just wanted...needed his Dickie back! He needed his light, his heart and soul, his air...his everything.
Dick was his world and now Wally was lost in it, lost in nothingness.

Darkness.

Come back, I still need you.