and a Happy New Year

Lately, I've discovered some new friends, reconnected with some old ones, lost a few as well.
I've had quite the downfall lately and have been learning new coping methods for my problems.
I've been finding joy, happiness, and laughter in places I never expected it.

Christmas has always been a magical time for me and this year was one the greatest, yet also, one of the loneliest.
It has been a while since I've felt this way.
Empty, heartbroken, saddened, almost nothingness.
Yet, it's also been a while since I've felt this spark inside me, pure joy in my laughter, playful, and free.

I feel the want to write again, but don't know where to start.
I feel the want to reach out and talk to people, but I also feel the need to push everyone away.
Have no worry or fear, I'm not going to, I simply subconsciously feel a certain way.

I don't exactly know why I'm updating or why I'm making this unusual confusing rant, but today has been an unusual confusing day for me.

So yeah, to subside all of my ramblings...

How was your Christmas?
What was your favorite thing you did or received?
Who did you spend it with?

-Yours truly, GreekMth