I'm going to Arizona next week. I'm leaving Saturday and coming back the following Saturday.

I'm so exhausted with prep for the trip plus my sis is being a self righteous bitch, so I might not be on the next couple days. Today hasn't been that great of a day depressionwise. I have no motivation to do anything, but I haven't had self harm thoughts, surprisingly. I just want to sleep but I know that's not good for me. I'm sure I'll be fine in a couple days but for now I feel awful.