I went swimming today :) and I tried to tan but I'm still vampirishly pale

I think a major part of my recovery has been that I found out that when I'm tense, anxious, and/or sad, listening to P!ATD helps me so much. The second a song starts I relax.

Yesterday I got 6 books including In Real Life by Joey Graceffa. It was amazing to read about him getting  past all the stigma of being gay, especially seeing how he's out of the closet. I still have one foot in the closet xD. I'm going to come out to another friend soon then eventually everyone. The book was really inspiring.

Also I've started developing a bit of vibrato in my voice, mostly on low notes. I think my range might be getting lower as well :)