Chapter 2111

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Diego's POV

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My eyes trailed down her face, to her eyelashes, her nose and finally down to her cute lips.

I needed to allow her get the rest she deserved because she looked so peaceful right now but it was still a real struggle for me not to kiss her again.

I cussed when she murmured and snuggled closer to me, placing her head on my chest.

She pouted her lips and I cackled a bit and slowly pulled away, only for Adrian to move with me and have a cute frown grace her features as she tightened her grip on my shirt.

Shít.

She was still pouting.

My body was in a damn frenzy.

What would those lips look like when she was on her knees, pleasuring me? That thought made me groan and I went towards her clothes, fishing a little piece and picking it but then I stopped at the last second.

Was this even right?

Pleasuring myself right before my baby girl when she was sleeping wouldn't be a good thing. It didn't feel right, but the thought of her lips around my pulsing meat had made me so hard.

"What are you doing to me?" I asked with narrowed eyes and moved back to lie on the bed, holding back a groan when she quickly tightened her hold around me again.

Myself and Adrian usually slept like this whenever she was at my place and to hell if I was doing it just because she was my friend.

Friends my ass.

Ever since I called Kara last year and met with her and Adrian, who was her best friend at the park close to her school, all I'd wanted to do was to pull her to the restroom where we would have our own privacy, pull her pants down and show her who she belonged to.

Because I immediately remembered that night.

I'd been smashed, fine, but I would remember the face of that bold girl who dared come into my room and then seduced me into having sex with her.

Like, she was so gorgeous.

Even without her seducing me that night, I would have been the one begging for her to sleep with me.

But when I asked about her casually from Kara later on and I was told she was entertaining her boyfriend who was visiting, I immediately knew I couldn't purse her anymore.

And now that he was no more, it wouldn't be a crime going after her. Especially after I had gotten to know more about her since January and discovered she was so amazing.

She was smart, had a good sense of humor and could also cook, which I found hot since I knew so many girls couldn't cook, just because. The woman who brought me up as my mother couldn't cook, she couldn't even make soup when I was sick.

The nanny had to do everything.

I couldn't blame her because she just wasn't brought up that way.

Yeah, Adrian wore little clothings that exposed her goodies most of the time — which I strongly believed should be left for my eyes alone — that was something we could work on.

Whenever I petted her and coaxed her like a baby, she would easily open up to me but whenever I tried to act all dominant and bossy, she would shrink back and also attack me with a higher tempo.

So I was used to complimenting her, saying she would be equally attractive in pants just as much as she was in skirts and I noticed she liked me complimenting her a lot.

But whenever we were staying in, she could wear those provoking skirts since I would be the only one getting the great view.

Heaving a sigh, I pecked her lips and pecked her forehead. Then I slowly entangled myself from her hold and ignored her frown.

I sat up and went through my phone to check my notifications.

Cindy: *hot shot, where you at?*

Diego: *Cindy, hey. I've been trying to reach you for ages.*

Cindy: *yeah my phone got stolen at a party and I finally decided to complete my finals after putting it on hold for a while.*

Diego: *that's good news Cindy.*

Cindy: *so where have you been? Can we arrange something this weekend? It's been so long.*

Diego: *I'm in Italy, not California Cindy and I won't be coming back anytime soon...let's talk later.*

I dropped my phone and heaved a sigh. Cindy liked me enough to come here for a fùck, she'd done something like that before and no it wasn't for the money.

Her family owned a jewelry business. She was just doing it because, well my friends back home already told me she liked me and she would never refuse me anything.

But I didn't want her, I didn't eve. want anyone. I wanted Adrian.

She turned and I eyed her backside. My mouth went dry and I knew it would be perverting of me to go down on her when the girl was sleeping.

When would her cousin get here anyway?

Sighing, I rested my back on the headboard.

That was when I felt it.

Adrian. She was slowly shaking her head, her eyes shut tightly.

"No- pl-please. I promise, I'm sorry. Don't go..." She muttered through tight voice.

I held her hands to calm her and she trashed against me until I held her hands down tightly to the bed and she sagged her muscles under my hold.  

"I didn't mean to. I didn't, I'm sorry she died..." She cried in a soft voice, her pants filling the room. She wasn't screaming, but shaking her head vigorously and refusing to open her eyes.

"It's okay, you didn't do it. It wasn't your fault."

"I'm sorry Chloe, I'm sorry you had to die. Die-go said I didn't do it intentionally. I swear."

I frowned. She was talking to the person in her dream and she was explaining to them that I said she wasn't at fault?

"Please. I promise." She sniffed, this time crying and holding my hands tightly.

Heaving a sigh, I took off my shirt and went on my knees.

The tears leaking down the sides of her her eyes broke my heart.

I rocked my girl by the shoulder to bring her to consciousness. She was whimpering, she was in so much pain that it broke my heart into tiny million pieces.

But she wasn't responding.

"God, please heal this girl. I love her too much to see her in so much pain." I prayed and laid back on the bed.

Then I gathered her whimpering form into my arms and laid her on me, spreading her legs beside me and taking her hair out of her face.

"Shh, baby. What happened wasn't your fault. She was your friend and Chloe would never want you to blame yourself. Your mom also loved you and Lucas...he cared so much for you. They died but that doesn't mean it was your fault baby, I promise." I gently whispered close to her ear.

She was still sniffing but no longer whimpering.

"Adrian, do you know you're my second crush?" I murmured, then chuckled.

"You don't believe it do you? It's actually the truth baby."

I laughed lightly and gently caressed her bum, loving the feel of her cheeks in my hand since she was wearing one of her flimsy skirts and a thong.

She was still sleeping but I needed to keep talking to her. I wanted to.

"When I was in senior year, I liked this girl so much. The crush was so big. She was sassy and had a great sense of humor too, like you and she was quite cute. Then we hooked up after a while of flirting and we stopped talking after that. It was pure lust, I guess."

I heaved a sigh and smiled, loving the feel of Adrian's heartbeat on my chest as her breathing became even. Her breasts were so soft and warm on my chest.

"But when we had sex that night, I realized I wanted more. I needed to dip myself into you every other night so badly and just stay there for a good while, that was home for me. Your warmness was enough to make me feel whole." I rasped and realized I was growing hard again while thinking of all our moments together.

Her phone began to ring and I checked the called ID. It was Paul her cousin, so I picked it.

"Hey Riana, something came up but I'll be there tonight. Surely I will. I'm really sorry and know you aren't fond of Kara's brother according to what she told me but can you just find something fun to do with him? Great babe. We'll-"

"This is Diego." I cleared my throat.

"Oh, hi. Where's Adriana?"

"She's sleeping." I squeezed her bum while replying him and felt her shift above me, murmuring softly.

"Oh. Okay so I'll be there later tonight. I'll get take out, to show how sorry I am for standing you guys up. Uh, take care of her, I guess." He explained with his accent.

"That's okay Paul, take your time and I'll just get busy with some games on Xbox till then. Yeah later." I ended the call and dropped her phone, glad I could have some more time alone with my girl.

Besides, she needed to rest more.

She had been sleeping for almost two hours now and she looked so fucking peaceful.

I grabbed her waist impossibly tighter but released her because it would only be torture for me because of the reactions my body would get.

I slowly helped her back onto the bed and took a picture of her sleeping form but cussed when I realized her crop top had ridden while I was laying her down and now the under parts of her smooth, plump breast was visible for my eyes.

I covered it and refrained from doing any perverted thing like touching her there.

Taking down my sweatpants — which was actually a loose one belonging to Adrian — I took my hard meat out from my shorts and caressed it, staring at her face and her lips.

It was so hard it hurt.

I eyed Adrian's face, her eyelashes. Everything about her, even down to her toes. Fùck, my girl was so beautiful.

I was supposed to have much self control and I'd tried but touching her alone was enough torture, talk less having her lie on top while I knew she was in just a thong under that flimsy skirt.

Or was she begging me for a fuck? No. Adrian was way too blunt to leave subtle hints instead of getting straight to the point.

I massaged myself hard and fast, shutting my eyes and moaning softly so I wouldn't wake her. I eyed her smooth legs and imagined them wrapped around my waist while I plunged deep into her warmth.

I'd grab her, lift her up and then repeatedly slam her down on me in hard, fast thrusts.

Fuck.

I was a goner.

She'd just ruined me for Cindy and any more one night stands.

Then she would throw her head back and moan while jumping over my cóck, one of her hands massaging her breasts while she'd deliciously arch into my burning touch.

Fùck. "Adriana....oh fuck, yes...." I whimpered, struggling not to moan too loudly as I came hard and the juices sputtered all around me on my thighs and my stomach.

I heaved a deep sigh and shook my head at how pathetic I was, wanking to the sight of a sleeping girl. Much so, a defenseless one, though I was so fuckin in love with her that the thought both excited and scared me at the same time.

I quickly took a shower and put on my shorts and sweatpants, before gathering her back onto my arms and feeling her heave a deep sigh.

She knew when I wasn't with her and would immediately snuggle into me when I finally came around. It was subconscious but still, she was now so used to sleeping in my arms..

Does that mean, she feels this connection too?

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Sigh. So many people like Adrian are still blaming themselves out there. That's not going to help, please. You need to allow yourself heal, work on your mental well-being and just be good to yourself. Enough of that blame honey, enough.