Kaira pov

I was going towards my because, it was a holiday, today .so I didn't need to go hospital.

When I reached home, my all family was already present in living room .

"I think they already had their dinner " I thought.

So I moved towards my room without disturbing anyone but stopped to here my  nani's voice.
(grandma )

"I heard someone was come here to meet you? "
she asked in her strike voice .

"Ji( yes) ,a friend of mine "
I answered her but couldn't meet my eyes to her, I know what would be her next question so I am preparing myself for it.

" you know I told you ,didn't make any relation with them then why did she come her? "
She asked in her angry voice.

"She didn't do anything wrong with me than how could I tell her not to come here to meet me.
It wasn't her mistake if he broke my trust. " I told

"Yes, you are right, it isn't her mistake it is your mistake, you did all. First ,you want to go ,Landon for your study when we denied you promised us that you will not do anything which broke our trust but what you did ,you broke it and loving that boy without thinking about us and our reputation. I couldn't believe how could you do same mistake which your mom did?  Didn't you learn anything from her mistake? " she asked questions which I didn't have any answer, I know my dad did to leave my mom but it was not her mistake if my dad leave her. she truly loved him but he left her.

     I know she was elder to me but how could she blame her own blood for that mistake which she didn't do, I thought then answered her.

"It.... was...... not...... her...
..mistake " I said between my sob.

"Look Balraj your lovely daughter now argue with me" she told my mama( mother's brother)

He saw my tears but he couldn't say anything to nani( grandmother)  as he respect her, so he looked towards me,pleading to not say anything from his eyes.

"I..... Am...... Sorry. " I said with teary face.I didn't want mama ji heard anything wrong because of me. Then moved towards my room.

When I reached my room couldn't stop my cry anymore.

"I am missing you mom, "I said
holding my mom picture.Than talked to her picture.

"I know mom I shouldn't have broken my promise but i thought he couldn't do that what dad did with you but I am wrong. I did.... it, he didn't ... only break my trust but he also broke me, now I couldn't trust anyone...... Couldn't love anyone...... And in all things I am doing wrong with ......sid. He loves..... Me. After knowing my whole past but I didn't, mom. Please let me help to forget my past..... " I said and crying from whole heart. It was because me, everyone was unhappy if I couldn't ask them to go London than it couldn't happen.

Flashback

10 years ago in India.

Please...... Mama ji ( uncle) ,if you will ask nani ji ( grandma) than she couldn't say no, please...... I said with puppy eyes which I know he couldn't say no.

"But you know her, she couldn't change her decision " he said

"I know but if you will convince her than she couldn't say no" I said.

"OK, but if she say didn't convince than don't be sad, OK? " he asked.

"OK" I said then my mama ji went towards nani's room ,i followed him but I didn't go in nani's room because of my fear, but after 20 minutes I heard a voice calling me into the room.

"Sit" said my nani without looking me, so Balraj was telling me that you get a scholarship " she asked.

"Yes..... " I said dearly.

"And where will you live? " she asked.

"Ummmm, hostel there was also a hotel so I didn't need to find a place to leave " I said in hope she gave me permission.

"Balraj ,your childhood friend is also lived there ,na? "She asked .

"Yes mom, vijay is also lived there with her family so it wouldn't be problem if kaira go there . They will take good care of her. " mama ji told which I couldn't understand. I mean I will be living in hotel than why are they talking about viraj uncle, like I am going to live there, I thought.

"Than, I didn't have any problem if kaira will be living with them " said nani.

"What?,  I was going to live them not any hostel ." I said myself in mind then looked towards mama ji so he could say no to nani but he ignored my request and told nani that he will arrange everything.

After their discussion when I was leaving from there, nani stopped me.

"I hope you only focus on your study and don't  embarrass us. " she said.

"I wouldn't " I said then left from there. When I reached my room .I took a relief breath then started my happy dance.

"Oh, so you got permission to dadi" said my sister anshi.

"Hmmm?  What are you doing here? " I asked in horror.

"Waiting, I saw you and dad went towards dadi's ( grandma) room, so I understood anything " she said.

"Hmmm, but didn't say anyone that you saw me doing dance, ok? I asked.

"I will think but you have to do something " she said.

"And what is that? " I asked.

"Shopping " she shouted but I stopped her and placed my hand on her mouth.

"Shhhhh..... You will wake everyone"  I said.

"Don't worry ,mom is already sleeping and dad is with dadi, so we can continue our girls night out. " she said then suddenly door was knocked.

"Mama ji, "I said to see the person who entered .

"I hope I didn't disturb you " he asked.

"No" I said then we sat on my bed, then we started talking.

Kaira, I know you didn't want to live with them but I also couldn't let you live there alone if you will live with them we wouldn't be worry about you" said mama ji.

"Don't worry mama ji, if you want me to live them than I didn't have any problem and about nani, she give me permission that's all I want ,so it didn't matter for me where I live. " I told him truth.

"I know, my baby is big now but I want to say one more thing " he said, which I nodded so he could continue.

"Your nani didn't want you to go Landon , you know why?" He asked.

"Because of mom" I told.

"Hmmmm, so you also know that your mom also have gone Landon for study, there she met your dad and they will marriage " he asked.
"I know, nani didn't want mom to marry , dad " I told.

"Yes, and that's why she didn't like you kaira, I know it will hurt you but Mom was right about your dad, so I didn't want you do anything which break our trust " he said.

"Don't worry mama ji, I will not do anything which break your trust " I said.

"That like my girl " said mama ji then hugged me.

"Hey, I am also there," said anshi then joined us in hug.

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