Third person pov:

It was painful...

More painful than I have  imaged....

When the person, whom you loved your entire life  is not with you anymore. But it hurts more when he loves someone else.

He doesn't love anyone...

What the hell...?

What are you thinking.... You couldn't  love him...

You already have someone in your life..

Her conscious spoke in scolding tone.

"I need to leave  this place.... Before it's too late.. "

She came out on a decision. She needed to take away this feeling before she hurts someone precious like she did before.

She has already gotten her lesson from  past. Now,  she has to leave her past behind to start her life.

She sighed herself like,  she has  taken her decision before entering inside the hotel to say her last goodbye to her friends.

.

.

.
Kabir pov:

"Stop... disturbing me... Jessica... "

I spoke in  irritation. She was disturbing me, with  her nonsense talk, when I am already busy in driving my car.   since she entered inside the party. She didn't miss a single chance to irritate me.

First... She came here without informing me before, with some important file excuse. When I clearly informed her, I would be busy in party. Second,  she got drunk there, when I told her leave the place instantly.  Now, it all end up me dropping her home... Which I don't have any  idea where she leaves?

I will give you a good lesson, due to your careless behavior Miss Jessica.

I made a mental note before parking the car on my Landon's  mansion. Where grandfather is leaving right  now.

I hope... He's not up...

I thought before taking her out from the car. While carrying her again in my arms.

I went to Hall, so I could take stairs without letting grandfather know about the guest. But my all planning waste soon, when I saw grandfather was already present in Hall, while relaxing on a chair.

" You came soon... Son"

He spoke, like he always interrupts  into my life.

Old habits stay long...

I convinced myself while stopping myself to give him a good reply.

"It's impressive to see you finally move on ... Now you're finally using your time  spending on  some girls rather than thinking about that pathetic girl. "

His words earned a big glare to me. So he can get a idea that I won't tolerate his any nonsense this time.

As expected he got the message and went to his room without saying while I went to guest room, so my new guest could stay there for tonight.
While placing her on bed. I take en y steps inside my room, since I was on my party outfit, I first went to washroom to take a shower, while come out only a boxer. Which  I always wear on my night. Since   I always alone in my room, then there isn't any need to wear anything else.

When I laid on my bed, and closed my eyes to let sleep take over me.

Her face came into my mind, made my eyes open instantly...

What I am thinking....

I thought weeping the sweat from my forehead. While my heartbeat wasn't normal anymore.

It is just  because of her one thought. What will happen if she comes in from of me again?

I asked while thinking about our kiss. Which was just happened, when we were not even in talking terms,  then what will happen if we start talking like before...

I thought while recalling about her face expression. Where I could see jealousy clearly . 

She needs to get away from me from my thoughts as well. And it would only happen when I let her go... far away to me.

I decided, while recalling about our last meeting outside the hotel, where she came to me with hope felt eyes. I needed to break her each and every hope, so I talked to her rudely while shattering her last hope about our relationship.

"You need to know that  we can't become one not yet.. Not even in further as well... "

I mumbled myself in convincing way before letting sleep takes over me.

.

.

.

.

I woke up from my sleep by my phone call. Which was continuously ringing.

I got up lazily without letting my bed go and took my mobile from my mobile's stand, which was near to my bed. So i didnt have to struggle to reach my mobile.

" Hello Kabir... "

I heard Raj voice from another side to the phone. Which was sounding  worried. Now, it was enough for take my sleep away while my eyes were  wide open waiting for his next words.

"Do you know where is kaira? She isn't in her hotel room, I have already asked the hotel's staff. They're saying, that she already has checked out at early morning. "

He spoke in one breath. Now, I'm not laying on bed as well not sleepy anymore.

" Relax.... Raj, maybe she left for India. "
I spoke in calm voice to make him relax , when I was worried myself while thinking about her safety .

I just wish, she has gone India, rather than in trouble because of grandfather.

I thought almost run towards washroom. Then came out after fully dress up, while taking his car keys.

" Master... K "

I heard a voice, which was sounding little familiar, stopping me from my track.

It was Harry... Our head of Butler. Who was coming towards my direction almost running.

"Yes... Harry? "

I asked trying my best to not sound rude. When he's not even in his fault.

If I talk about harry, then he is oldest Butler here in Landon as well,  we was always with me.  when I had come here for study reasons. Thus I wanted to stop myself before I say him any harsh words.

"Master k... Someone gave this to me to deliver you"

He spoke, handing me a letter, where was not written any name.

" Who gave this?"

I asked in confusion, while looking the latter im confusion, where that person didn't even write his name.

"A girl this to me... She came early, when you are sleeping, I asked her even if I informed her but she was in hurry, so she left after giving it to me. "

He spoke in one breath while explaining me whole incident.

"Yes... Master, she also has luggage with her and she looked India. "

He said suddenly, after thinking about her detail.

Now, I didn't need to guess, who is she?

"You go, I will check it. "

I ordered in hurry before opening the latter.

K...,

I don't know from where I would start. But I have already gotten the idea, that you're happy in your life.

And why you wouldn't when has gotten  someone, who loves you, care you, give you a family, which you always wish. But I don't know, why you betrayed me in past. If you said to me that.. You don't love me, then I leave you without even looking into your direction. But you did upside, broke me never to be repair.

I wish you don't face the pain which I faced...

Your well wisher,

Kaira.

You couldn't even image how much pain I faced, when I took away my only reason of living...

I thought after reading her later.

"Atleast, You can move on, in your life after thinking about my betray but I couldn't even do that... "

I mumbled myself, before tear the latter into pieces.

"Good bye... Have a nice life without me... "

I mumbled while last line in pain.

.

.

.

.

So how is it? Tell you reviews to me about the book and also give some  suggest to improve it..

Good night.