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The night turned dark , harsh winds blew , windows were carelessly left open while a shadow stood watching the glory of the shining moon..

Person : beti tum yaha dobara aa gyi? Aap kya kar diya bechare Chand ne jo tum usse aise ghur rhi ho?

Girl : kuch nahi dadi bus dekh rhi thi aaj bola Tha jldi aayega phir bhi nhi aaya .. humesha ki trh fada tod diya issne... mujhe laga ye toh nahi bhulega mujhe par ye bhi usski trh nikla..

Dadi : nandu bacche kya paheliyan bol rhi ho kuch smjh nhi aa rha , chlo call aaya hai tumhare doston ka..

Nandini for the last time glanced at the moon and harshly wiped the tears which fell upon her cheek and closed the windows.. while I went towards the living room where the landline was placed and greeted the caller..

Person : Well i know tum jaoge nahi par it's important nandini you had to leave for Belgium 🇧🇪... the deal is important and most importantly if we win it we could take our company to new heights and then shayad you can start that welfare work with it..

Nandini: ik cabir , it's okay I'll go.. just take care of the orphanage and everyone.. send me the tickets now..

Without any more words she kept the phone down and went to pack her bag...

Otherside 

Person : Again you failed cabir? Isn't it? 

Cabir : yeah.. so what should I do? It's been 3 years!! He was a fool , stupid , jerk and whatnot... he just vanished...

Died... other person corrected 

Cabir : no! He is alive just not with us Aliya.. he is not dead yet..

Aliya : that we know and maybe we are also wrong but for her he died , for her she hates him.. once she was the ball of sunshine and now the warmth , love,  light nowhere goes around her.. she has locked all the emotions,  she has locked everything and everyone of us including him too out... we even after 3 years haven't gotten guts to face her specially Me after all it me who called them and after that it happened and your Mahaan manik no one knows he survived or died? He just sent a recording and then everything was gone in just a day.. just in a day.. 

We all are reason for her suffering and manik , she won't ever forgive him , maybe she thinks of forgiving him but the amount of scars , trauma and fear we all have given her specially him she won't be ever back .. we have lost her , understand that cabir , we all have done a sin..

That innocent girl lost everything.. Sharda aunty's death , dadus death was the last nail in the coffin and I cannot forgive myself and you guys for this misery of her..

Cabir : Dhruv ? Mukti? You guys? Anything is left jo tum logon ko bhi bolna ho? Anything you guys wanna accuse me with? Or him? Why are guys acting like deaf and dumb?...

Mukti : I already told you cabir manik is dead for me .. from the time he tried to be mahaan and I'm so done with it.. 

Saying she left the hall and went while Dhruv with Aliya walked off..

After the incident Dhruv never talked to anyone if it's not necessary.. none knew why he suddenly shunned everyone like that even Aliya and him broke up...

Cabir broke down into tears and fell on his knees 

I'm sorry nandini I'm sorry manik .. I couldn't keep up any promise.. I failed.. I failed.. I wish I could have stopped everything.. I wish I wouldn't have to know anything..  I wish I could tell u nandini.. I wish I could give you back your life.. I wish.. I wish.. you were my choti aur ab meri choti bhi chor gyi mujhe mere best friend ke baad..

Suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder gripping tight while he immediately shoved his face in her stomach and cried..

Navya please I'm sorry don't leave me again please.. I never knew my silence would cost this much-

Navya- my silence has ruined everything and where is he I don't know. I can't see everyone suffering.  Most importantly I.. I.. m not able to deal with it all without you.. please navya come back.. if u are there then I promise I will make up everything and blah blah stuff.. 

Cabir I have not left you but this mess you got yourself into if for once you could have tried to actually tell nandini that he might be alive and he is there for something.. then she might be a little hopeful while rn she is nothing just a corpse which is cursed by god to breath without her heart... talking about manik none knows cabir that he is even alive or not.. not even you... tum itne saalo se kuch thik kar nahi paaye toh ab kaise karoge? How will you? 

Cabir I already warned you not to play with something that you wouldn't know how it could hurt people.. Agar Kal ko mein chali gyi- 

Navya was interrupted by cabirs hand who had red eyes with tears rolling down and devilish state..

Cabir : not in hell and heaven I could bear it please watching you like nandini I could..coul..nev..ima.. 

He couldn't complete and suddenly blanked out while navya shouted for help from butlers who immediately came and shifted cabir to his room while navya immediately called the doctor who came for examination..

Doctor: Mrs. He is under continuous stress and you know that.. this was his 2nd nervous breakdown while he is safe for now but next time he may go into a coma or even die.. I recommend you to stop all the hard and emotional talks with him .. be his support.. he needs you.. please take care..

After giving the prescription and dosage of medicines to bodyguard the doctor left while after closing the door navyas whole demour changed and tears rolled down her eyes while she wasn't able to breath but with hard steps she sat beside cabir and holded his hand..

Navya : you guys broke my sister , meri nandu usski shakal dekhi hai tumne mar rhi hai roz , til til karke.. nhi jee Pari vo aur tum sab ke sab ek dusre se hide and seek khel rahe ho... mazak lag raha hai tum sab ko.. roz ek baat par thode se aasu Bahate ho aur phir usse kuch nhi bolte ho.. kya lagta hai tumhe cabir tumhe mein itni jaldi marne dungi? Nahi cabir jab tak nandini aise til til jeeyige tum sab bhi ussi guilt aur regret mein jeeyoge..

Aur rhi baat nandini ki mein hu abhi usske liye chahe ussne jeene ki aas chor di ho mein phir bhi ussko zinda rakhungi kyunki mujhe vishwas hai wo vapas aayega aur phir nandini tum sabko choregi nhi.. phir pta chelga tumhe kaise lgta hai roz marna..

I love you Mr. Cabir Dhawan , I Navya Cabir Dhawan is ready to even sacrifice my happiness for you but you actually became looser .. yaha par so rahe ho chain se meri best friend ke zindagi barbaad karke.. I won't forgive you ever.. I will never .. shyd iss janam mein hum sabka milna nhi likha.. tbhi toh nandini ki ye halat hai , tum aur mein , aliya dhruv aur mukti sab hum se tum aur mein ho gye.. par chalo iss jaman mulakat huyi toh pta toh chla mohbbat ki Raza mein har til ki saza milti hoti hai..

Saying navya left the Mansion and cleared her face and again got blank face and left for the airport where nandini was waiting for her but she wasn't waiting for anyone anymore..

After all the Chaos for the day nandini opened diary and wrote 

Dear Zen 

I know bahut weird hai apni diary ko naam dena but still I gave you kyunki shyd mein apni feelings ab kabhi kisi aur se share nhi kar paaungi.. meri har saans par jo tha vo toh chod ke chala gaya par mujhe bewafa ban gaya..

Kha tha maine usse jis din jaaoge uss din mar jaaungi par kya hai na koi kisi ke bina nhi Marta,  koi kisi Ke liye wapas nahi aata.. sabko kuch na kuch mtlb hota hai tabhi aate hai..

Ya toh karz ka hisaab lene ya karz ka hisab Dene aate hai.. 

Dard hota ye soch kar ki shyd aap akele saans loge abse , dard hota hai sochke ki ab bhagwan aapke nhi , HOPE kahatam ho gayi hai , ab kuch bacha nhi hai zidnagi mein...

Ab toh ye haal 

har pal sawal hai , 

dekha na tha socha na tha aisa Malal hai ,

Kaaton par so gayi kyu teri  zindagi 

Har farsh par , adarsh par jeena mahaal hai 

Tum samajhte ho lagta hai aisa , yahi ho pass mein aisa ehsaas hota hai toh saamne kyu nhi aate kyu aisa test le rahe ho jiss mein din bar din mein mar rahi hu , toot rahi hu.. tumhe toh aankhon mein aansu psnd nhi the na mere.. toh kyu kyu kyu ...

10 September 23

With the half written diary she closed it again.. leaving it half just like her life.. she wanted to cry , shout and do what not but nothing comes out of her just some sweat bands , Some shivering , an attack of panic and anxiety and living on antidepressants which may never know end her life.. she knew it all but she was more than herself punishing him.. he was , is and would always will be the reason of her aloof life..

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