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Third Person's POV
" Jimin stop ! " Jungkook said rushing behind Jimin and leaving the room while everyone stood like statutes.
Jimin could hear Jungkook's bone chilling dominant voice calling out for him but right now he couldn't just care about it. He couldn't put his mind together . He couldn't tolerate the scene he just watched and he hated himself for feeling like this.
Jimin tried to run towards the backyard manor of the mansion but failed miserably as a hand suddenly grabbed his right arm and pulled him backwards.
" Don't run away from me ! " Jungkook's deep breathy voice filled Jimin's earbuds as he found himself sandwitched between the wall of the backyard living room and the taller's huge frame.
Jimin blinked few times before his eyes met with the older's fiery ones. It made him gulp in an unknown feeling. Their Bodies were too close... the close proximity made Jimin's skin tingle. His stomach was doing flips...this feeling was unexplainable..
He never felt like this before. Before, this closeness used to feel like comfort and safety but now there was something too strong with it....a different kind of intoxicating need..which was certainly making Jimin want to pull the older more closer.
Their breathes were tingling on each other's lips. On the other hand Jungkook was trying to calm the destructive fire in him that he was going through at the moment.
" Why did you run away my Doll ? " Jungkook asked with calm deep voice. His voice automatically getting soft for his flower. Ignoring all Jungkook's controls, his hand trailed up to Jimin's cheek and cupped it.
" I-I don't know... " Jimin said looking away. His heart was beating too fast that he felt like fainting at the moment. Why was the older looking so gorgeous ? So like a Greek god statuette that Jimin wanted to touch.
" You do know... Tell me. " Jungkook said turning Jimin's face towards him and now he properly could examine the younger's face. The younger looked so unworldly gorgeous. His beautiful ocean like glossy eyes, cute button nose, rose petal like plump alluring lips, flawless cheek, sharp jawline... everything about him was absolutely perfect.
" You were crying !? " Suddenly Jimin's body stiffened by the roaring voice infront of him . The soft tone and hypnotizing atmosphere broke by those words getting out of Jungkook's mouth. His hold on Jimin's face tightened and he pulled Jimin closer to examine his Doll's face .
" N-no I- " Jimin couldn't find words . Seeing Jungkook's burning eyes rather than the calm soft ones, always terrified him in another level. All of Jimin's mastermind brain, fighting skills, mightiness and bravery stops working infront of this person who has taught him all this.
Just like Jungkook raised Jimin like a precious prince, at the same time taught him how to be a future king. It's just his obsessive possessiveness won over everything, every single time. It was like a King teaching his Prince how to sword fight like the greatest warrior and at the same time breaking the sword in his prince's absence if that hurt his prince in any way.
" Just tell me ... " Jungkook tried to make his voice soft. It internally hurts him to raise his voice over this single person. Jimin was almost shivering. His mind going here to there cause he knew Jungkook was just being soft for him and Something bad will happen if he tells the older what exactly made him cry.
Jimin gulped feeling those big palms cupping his cheeks in a warm hold. It was making him want to melt like a burning candle. He couldn't look straight into Jungkook's eyes... His cheeks were getting red along with his flawless porcelain neck. The blush even reached his ears as he couldn't handle the sudden closeness between the older and him.
Jungkook did notice it. Jimin's breathe was fanning on his cheeks. He could see the noticeable pretty blush and Jimin's long lashes fluttering repeatedly. He was somehow handling himself...hardly. At the that moment he just wanted to interwine their fingers, pin Jimin's hands on the wall over his head and kiss him hard. His lips were inviting Jungkook like foods alluring a hungry lion.
But something in Jungkook's mind, a truth, a past, ...it was pulling him back from doing the forbidden. If it wasn't Jimin...if it wasn't his Doll, his Moon...he wouldn't have cared about doing forbidden....but it's Jimin.
Jungkook hated himself for feeling like this, he hated himself for being the monster he is. He knew the day Jimin will get to know his true colours, the younger himself will leave Jungkook instantly.
The past that Jungkook erased, the truths that he buried , the situations that he created... the day Jimin will get to know about them, he'll hate his Koo.
" Tell me Moon... " Jungkook asked, his voice turning more deeper as his eyes screamed intense desires for the boy trapped in his hold.
On the other hand Jimin gulped, a spine chilling shiver ran down through his entire body as Jungkook used this nickname. Jimin stopped blinking his eyes and their gazes locked together....yes , he was his Koo's Moon...and his Koo was his Sun.
" Who made you cry.. ? " Jungkook asked . They were unknown when they came this close with Jimin's hand resting on Jungkook's chest and the older's arms rested on the wall, trapping Jimin.
A sudden tear drop rolled down Jimin's eyes, making Jungkook's heart drop in a flick of seconds.
" Reality " Jimin said with a hushed voice which almost sounded like a whisper. Jungkook clutched his eyes shut in instance. He can bear anything but Jimin's tears. This broken voice. He had no one in this damn world except Jimin. His precious Jimin and seeing him hurt makes him weak.
" Give me some time.... I.. I need some time alone.. please. " Jimin said , collecting his courages or more like collecting himself. He didn't mean it like that...he meant that he needs some time to forget what he saw ...but he Just can't tell it to the older.
Jungkook's heart broke with Jimin's each words. He couldn't bear it. Jimin wants space then ? He doesn't want his Koo to be with him anymore ? He wants to be free ? He wants to cut the red strings of fate which was binding them together ?
But Jeon Jungkook can never stop Park Jimin from doing anything he wants. He never did. It is just that Jimin always stayed his lovely obedient prince. The world shivers infront of Jeon Jungkook, they can't speak straight infront of him, they doesn't dare to look him in the eyes....but Park Jimin ? He can. He does.
It was what Jungkook was trying to teach himself from all these years. To let Jimin go when he wants...to let him live like a free bird. To free him from all the shakles of past. But Jungkook couldn't.....he couldn't think about his Prince leaving him alone, alone in the castle .
Jungkook knew what he wants is forbidden. What he did was a sin. The thing Jimin should be doing is, hating Jeon Jungkook not living in his wings. But Jungkook can do anything to make Jimin stay in his wings forever.
That was what Jungkook feared the most. Himself. "He can do anything to make Jimin stay with him ".....and that goes every ways. And he knew when he will loose control..... he'll do the thing he never wants to do in his darkest nighmares...
" Okay...take your time. " Jungkook said suddenly moving away and turning his back on Jimin. The younger looked at Jungkook's back with deer eyes, trying to understand the older's emotions....why can't the older just say "No" to him ? Why can't the older Just say " no time needed. You're coming with me. ".....why did Jimin feel like Jungkook will just tell him to leave one day...? Just like this ?
After that Jungkook walked away and vanished in the corridor while Jimin just stood there silently for few minutes.
" Take my time or give you space ....? "
Jimin said to no one before looking away as he blinked his tears out with a heavy sigh.
Jimin exited the backyards living and
walked into the huge garden. The entire place was sealed with gaurds from outside, Jimin knew it well. Trespassing inside Jeon mansion is never possible, so Jungkook was relieved about it.
Jimin's bare feet came in the contact with the soft wet grass which certainly made him relaxed. He aimlessly walked through the huge place , avoiding the pool area . Walking towards the huge walls of trees . The entire place was lit up with bright or deemed lights. The flowers swayed beautiful in the night breeze.
Jimin walked towards his favourite fountain. Numerous thoughts, incidents, words, feelings rushing inside his brain.
The feeling of few minutes ago.... the touch, the flips in his stomach, the tingle in his skin, the rapid heartbeats....why were those being like that ? Did Jungkook feel it too ?
Jimin sat there, dipping his fist under the water, he unknowingly started playing with it... just like he always used to do.
His eyes watered again... that scene..he couldn't reach his Koo... someone being so close to Jungkook which is not him, Jungkook loving someone which is not him ! Jungkook touching someone which is not him..... Jimin couldn't tolerate it...not at all. He knew Jungkook was never a person of real relationships. He saw it all with his own eyes...he knew Jungkook was all business. Deals, money, winning, power... It was all Jeon Jungkook was obsessed with. His highest level of obsession being his Baby Doll.
Then from where did this girlfriend come from ? Jimin knew it all ..he wasn't a fool to not understand that if Jungkook wanted Mui for just pleasure...he would have got her just like that. Then why this relationship !? Why this Love Love drama !?
And it hurt Jimin most. So Jungkook really was in love with her ?
" Do you love her ... ? " Jimin asked to no one while staring at his own reflection on the water.
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" I d-did not know that I a-am this unimportant to y-you..." Mui said half crying, half nervous and half acting as Jungkook stared at the laptop screen with clenched jaw. Mui couldn't even understand if her presence was even acknowledged or not. It pissed her off but she can't do anything right now.... it'll not take Jungkook two seconds to take his gun from the table and shoot her straight on the forehead.
Mui knew she was pushed into fire like she always wanted but not everything is as easy as it sounds. Here it wasn't even easy sounding. Jeon Jungkook was the impossible level of his own game and reaching him was more impossible than it sounds.
" Oh You didn't ? " Jungkook asked still not looking at her. She was internally glaring at Jungkook .
" J-JK..." She said with a quivering voice. Her voice sounding hurt.
" You didn't know, that's your problem fille stupide . " Jungkook said shutting off his laptop and finally looked at her. A pair of sharp eyes, cold intelligence, destructive fire...all were visible in those dark chocolate brown orbs which made Mui look down even when she was burning with anger inside.
( fille stupide = Stupid girl )
" T-then wh-what is the me-meaning of this relationship ? " Mui said dramatically falling on the huge round bed and cried. She knew it was getting dangerous with this borderline questions but it was the only way.
" You tell me. My dear Mui . " Jungkook said and Mui could hear the footsteps coming near her.
" I love you. That's why..." Mui said looking up at Jungkook who was standing infront of him with the same devilish smirk and impenetrable eyes. Let it be a heart or skull , Jeon Jungkook breaks it like no one does and Mui knew it well.
" Love me ? Love ? From when ?" Jungkook chuckled holding Mui 's chin between his fingers. If it was the damn time, Jungkook would have snapped her neck in a flick of a second but not right now.
" Fr-from th-the v-very fi-first D-Day ."
Mui hated that she was stuttering so bad. She hated the person infront of her to the core. But yeah she loved everything Jungkook has. His more than perfect looks , godly body, world wide fame, Billion dollars property, countless money, the throne , the power , the world class life style .
" Very first day ? Huh ? " Jungkook asked trailing his index finger from her chin to her cheeks and tugged her hair behind her ear. The touch was making Mui more nervous than ever. She knew this ominous voice well. One thing she can never deny is....this man can get anyone on their knees in just seconds.
" When you were desperately begging to get fucked by me ? Did you love me from then ? " Jungkook asked, his voice lower, darker and a sarcastic mocking tone latching with the cold tone.
" A-ah ! " Mui hissed in pain as Jungkook clutched her hair pulling her head behind.
" Or do you love me from the time you were screaming under me ? Tell me. I'm willing to listen. " Jungkook asked gritting his teeth and Mui could only blink with tears.
" Or you love me from the moment you started to get World class privileges ? " Jungkook asked clutching Mui 's hair in a Death grip who was struggling in his hold. She knew she has brought this uncalled misery at the moment she hugged Jungkook infront of Jimin. She hated Jimin for this . Why the fuck he had to run away like a dramatic bitch !?
" TELL ME ! " Jungkook screamed making her whimper with tears. Her parents didn't know what makes her think that Jeon Jungkook is undefeatable . An walking Satan.
" Tell me why you're in this relafuckingtionship !? Huh !? " Jungkook snarled pulling her up by her hair and throwing her on the bed.
" When you can answer this question, come to me and ask why you're on my bed whenever I want. " Jungkook roared before exiting the room....leaving a horrified trembling yet furious Mui alone.
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Jungkook entered Jimin's room and the lights automatically lit up. The room smelt like Jimin. Sweet yet fierce. All peaceful. He looked at those huge portraits of Jimin on the wall. Jimin smiling brightly, Jungkook's Favorite thing to watch. But today he saw tears on those unworldly beautiful eyes.
He saw the particular photo frame on the bed. It was a picture from Jimin's 15 th birthday. Los Angeles. One of their very private trips. Jimin was brightly smiling on the picture as he held Jungkook's hand and in his other hand, he held a bunch of ballons.
As much as Jungkook cherished the memory and the person smiling happily in the picture....he hated that Particular year... when he had felt the unsettling forbidden feeling in him.
After wards he walked to Jimin's study room and few minutes later when he checked his wrist watch to check if it was getting too late...he noticed the letter on the table. Pickings it up, he couldn't restrain himself from reading it.
Dear Koo,
I'm sorry. You know I can never behave rudely with you...but I did..that night.. right ? I'm so sorry... you know I couldn't sleep.. I shouldn't have asked those stupid questions. I don't know why I did but I really didn't mean to. I was just missing you... You know how much I
And after that there's nothing. It was an incomplete letter which made Jungkook gulp. This single person always makes his heart hurt. The satan feels fear creeping in his mind whenever he remembers that the day is coming soon when the so called contract would end. Jeon Jungkook had swore he wouldn't do anything to change the contract Just because he can. It'll be injustice...to Jimin. Just because it's Jimin.
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" It's getting cold outside Doll. "
Jimin almost jumped because of the sudden voice behind him . He knew this Voice well, his favourite voice...his Koo's. Jimin suddenly felt nervous and stared at the water.
A black long coat got wrapped around Jimin's shoulder and he was turned around in a flick of seconds.
Jimin gasped at the action and Jungkook knelt infront of Jimin, placing his hands on the younger's knee.
" I'm sorry.. forgive me...please ? " Jungkook asked with a soft apologising voice and stared at Jimin's glossy eyes.
" You didn't do anything... don't say sorry.. " Jimin said in a pout and placed his hands on top of Jungkook's tattoed ones.
Forgetting all the worst thoughts of minutes ago, Jimin could only focus on Jungkook's beautiful eyes. His favourite person who owns his soul and heart, everything Jimin has. Jimin loved how Jungkook's eyes illuminated the bright lights, his gorgeous face and the bunny smile which he has seen. He loved everything about the person infront of him.
" I made you cry. I made you sad... I need punishment for that... don't I ? " Jungkook asked sadly and Jimin shook his head.
" No no ! My Koo did nothing wrong. He can't do anything wrong . Jiminie was just a little bit hurt... " Jimin said and Jungkook gulped . The satan was nervous, infront of his Doll's words.
" I caused it... " Jungkook said .
" No...you didn't... please don't say it like that. " Jimin said quite aggressively, trying to make Jungkook understand that nothing was his fault.
" You can't hurt me. I know. " Jimin said smiling and placed his palms on Jungkook's cheek. He's the only person who dares to do this and it certainly makes Jungkook's heart beat fast. He melts in the hold ...not his fault.
" Thank you for always trusting me like this... thank you so much... " Jungkook said and held Jimin's both hands before resting his head on Jimin's knee.
Jimin felt his heart racing like a treadmill. He was Misunderstandings his Koo. His Koo can never think of him as a burden. His Koo can never abandon him. His Koo can never be someone else's.
Jimin thought about something before placing his hands in Jungkook's hair and softly caressed the long raven locks with his feathery finger tips. Jungkook closed his eyes in the feeling of heavenly peace. He didn't care about how many times he has to apologise to this person, how many times he has to kneel down being defeated, how many times he has to erase people from this world to keep his treasure to his chest forever.
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ere's another update ! Sorry for this not proofread chapter again.
★ The story is far more dense than y'all think ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ yes I'm intentionally making it like this lmao. Lots of things are to unravel here.
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