He’s never gotten naked in front of anyone. He could barely look himself in the mirror when he’d shower. He’d stare at himself until the water would run warm enough. He’d trace his hands all over his stomach, wishing each touch would make it smaller, or make himself look hotter. He wishes his chest was smaller as well. That he didn’t have a double chin. His arms weren’t so wide and his thighs so fat. Evan Fong is going to see him naked for the first time; as a grown man. If he’d let him.

The bruises on Evan’s neck were visible, because his t-shirt hole was stretched out by Delirious earlier at the park. Jonathan’s hair is still a mess, but so were his feelings about these next events. Seeing Evan sit there so innocently with a stretched out t-shirt and a messed up hairdo made something in Delirious lose everything. “Are you okay?” Vanoss questions with concern. Jonathan slowly nods, but Evan can tell he’s lying. “You’re lying, what’s wrong?” He crawls over to Delirious and grabs his hand, “You can tell me anything…”

“I know. I just- I’m overthinking everything,” Delirious explains with a sigh. “What are you thinking about?” This question makes Delirious angry at himself. It’s Evan, he’s the best thing to happen to him. Showing him his body shouldn’t hurt. Tell him the truth.

“I’m afraid to get naked in front of you,” he explains in a rush and waits for Evan to reply. Instead of words he gets a long kiss. Once they pull away Evan smiles, “Sex is about pleasing, not looks. To me anyway.” Jonathan smiles, realizing that the owl is genuinely speaking. “We can go slow, alright?”

“Yeah,” Delirious nods and moves his hand to Evan’s jaw. He places a soft kiss, making both of them close their eyes. They stop and open their eyes slowly. The brown eyes look up at the blue ones. Evan falls backwards onto the bed and lays with his legs spread. Jonathan moves over to him on his knees. He grabs Evan’s thighs as he kisses him once more. His slightly afraid of putting his weight onto his partner. He tries to ignore this thought as Evan's soft lips move down his neck. Black skinny jeans are unbuttoned along with a blue button up shirt; only a few buttons on the shirt. Evan's kisses continue down Delirious's neck down to his collar bone. Evan then moves back up his face to his ear. His teeth make a quiet clinking noise as they hit Jonathan's piercing. The pale hands run through the raven hair. Evan stops bitting on Delirious's ear to whisper, "I want you to fuck me." His breathe is warm on his ear. His soft, but demanding voice sends chills down the clown's back.

Jonathan's lips stay connected as he shimmies Evan out of his jeans. His lips make the owl's feathers fluff. On his neck Jonathan's kisses make warm sparks fly through Evan's body. A burning sensation starts below both of their waist. Suddenly Vanoss rips the rest of the buttons on Delirious's baby blue, revealing his beautiful chest and stomach. Evan's fingers trace over each stretch mark like they're a pattern in a painting. Jonathan's red face makes Evan pull him down and smash their faces together. Their nose squish together as they violently make out. As their tongues dance, Evan's hands travel down to Delirious's shorts. He slips them off along with his boxers. "Evan!" He gasps an tries covering himself, but Vanoss stops him. "You're beautiful. Now shut up and fuck me," he demands as a huge smirk crawls across both of their faces. Evan stares at Jonathan's boner as he pulls off his boxers to reveal his own. Their eyes meet and the next few moves happen super fast. Jonathan grabs Evan's legs and lifts them high on his hips. Their members touch briefly as they shift in the bed. Evan's hands go up above his head. He clenches onto the pillow as Jonathan questions, "Are you ready?" The brown eyes swim in the ocean blue ones as he nods. This is his first time with a man. Jonathan knew this. He slowly enters into Evan. Evan gasps in pain at first. "Is this alright?"

"Go deeper."

Jonathan obeys and slowly moves his hips forward. Evan then quickly squeezes his legs around Delirious's hips. He gasps with this quick action. "Right there," he basically whispers. Delirious's gut flutters at his tone of voice. His hips move back and forth smoothly. He watches Evan clench onto the pillows beneath his head. His breathing becomes heavier as Delirious grinds his hips. Hearing Vanoss breathe heavily and move his head back and forth made Delirious's senses run wild. Evan's legs squeeze again and his breathing gets faster. "Faster, faster!" He shouts and balls the pillow cases in his hands. Their heavy breathing matches in beat. Like a marching band in tempo. Each thrust with each heavy gasp. Jonathan watches Evan's mouth open the slightest and his eyes squeeze shut. His legs squash Jonathan's hips as he orgasms and cums over Jonathan's stomach. He throws his head back, sweat flipping off his hair. The smallest moan leaves his soft lips followed by the slightest, "Jonathan." This sets off the older man. His brown hair drips with sweat as he climaxes inside Evan. Brown eyes open in time to see the blue eyes fly backwards as he moans; almost mumbles. He removes himself from Evan, but stays on his knees. They meet in the middle and kiss for the longest time. Their lips connect like puzzle pieces.

Vanoss flinches as he falls back on the pillow. "Oh no," Delirious chuckles as he lays beside him. "I think that's gonna hurt, but you'll get used to it," he teases again. Vanoss scoffs, "You think you're so dominant, but who was shouting demands?" They both chuckle. "You just fucked me out of my mind, Jonathan..." he states and places a thumb on the bottom of Delirious's lip. They stare at each other and play with each other's lips or hair until one of them eventually falls asleep. Delirious moves himself closer to Vanoss. He wraps his arms around him and hugs him close. Theblue eyes examine the sleeping man. He removes one hand from his chest and runs his fingers through his hair one last time, "What do you see in me Evan Fong?" Delirious doesn't understand how much the little owl truly loves him. How much he appreciates his body. How much he adores his laugh and personality. Evan loves him.
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Guess who's not dead?

Sorry.