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Paul POV
I miss y/n and Ryan so much... Even if Ryan isn't my actual son, he's the closest thing I have to it... Ryan treats me like his father. As I'm playing this HoH I ignore the pain by thinking about my memories of Y/n, Ryan, and I.

"Paul!" Y/n runs into my arms. I haven't seen her in a while, due to her visiting her family. "Y/n I've missed you so much!" I kiss her forehead, "Mommy!?" Ryan running from the living room. "Ryan!" Y/n shouts picking him up and tossing him in the air. "You were gone for, forever!" She giggles. "Well I know for sure I wasn't gone forever," I smile, watching Ryan exaggerate with his hands. "Daddy helped me learn my ABC's!" Ryan told y/n while holding her face. I smile, "Ryan is a genius babe!" Y/n laughs. "You don't have to tell me twice, when did Ryan start calling you dad?" She smiles, leaning her head against my shoulder. "I think it started 2 days ago? It's nice, and it got me thinking, why don't we have a kid? You know together..." I can hear her smiling, "I think that's a nice idea, I think Ryan would like to be a big Brother..."

I'm snapped out of my thoughts, "Paul is the new HoH!" I smiled and jumped down, "Y/n and Ryan this is for you two!" When I open my letter I wait for everyone to stop talking. "Paul, I love you so much, you already know that though. You being gone has been hard, Ryan always here's the doorbell ring and yells, "Daddy's home!" He's always disappointed to find out it's just a package or someone else. But when we watch Big Brother, Ryan always yells "that's daddy, that's daddy, mommy, daddy's on tv!" I hope your having fun in there, and I already know one person who's won Big Brother... Ryan is excited that he's won Big Brother, and he's been waiting for me to tell you. Ryan and I love you so much and can't wait for you to be home! Yours truly, Y/n"

When I finished reading, I fell on the ground. "I'm gonna be a Dad!" I run around screaming, "Yeah!" I smile and everyone starts congratulating me. I go to bed thinking about y/n and how I'm going to propose as soon as I get a ring, after I win and get out of here.