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Paul's POV
After Y/n came into the house things have been messy.... before she came into the house Alex and I started becoming more than just, friends... I've started to feel things a friend should feel. And everything was going great, and then Y/n came into the house... I don't know what it was but when I watched her on season 17, your boy had a thing for her... even if I didn't know her at all personally... If she had come into the BB18 house I would have played my game different, I wouldn't have tried to vote her out, I would've worked with her... maybe my game would have turned out different. But seeing her now, my feelings just slapped me in the face... When she walked in I completely forgot about Alex... and that's where things got messy.

"Y/n stop being a bitch and get off the floor!" Alex pretty much screamed at y/n. "Woah, woah, woah... how am I being a bitch... I'm just joking I wouldn't actually stay up here sleeping on the floor when my bed is more comfortable." Y/n decided it would be fun to pretend like she was going to sleep on the floor, Alex obviously took it like she was serious and was pissed. Lately Alex has gotten clingy, being that Y/n and I are the only vets I've been hanging out with her more, because I might be the only person she can trust...

"Hey Paul!" Y/n smiled sweetly. "Hey y/n! How are you?" "Not great... I feel like everyone hates me... I don't know why though... Your a vet and they seem to love you except for Cody and Jess..." her smiled turned into more of a frown and she noticed me watching her and she tried to give me a small smile... "Y/n are you okay?" "I'll be fine..." she turned and started to head out side... I saw one of her hands go to wipe something from her face... she isn't fine...

I walked over to her and she was curled up in a ball on the hammock... I could hear her lightly crying... I sat next to her and pulled her into my body, "I feel like such a baby..." "Hey don't say that... I've noticed that no one has tried giving you a chance in here... I would probably crying too but, you see I'm tough so I wouldn't cry.." I heard her laugh slightly and she looked up at me with her tear stained face... I felt my mood drop and I sympathized with her... "I'll be back okay? Please don't cry anymore..." She nodded her head and I went inside... "Hey Paul!" I heard Alex say and saw her smiling, "Hey Alex! I need everyone in the living room please!" I yelled out... everyone started coming to sit down... except for Jess and Cody... no surprise there. "What's your guys' fucking problem? Why aren't you guys being nice to y/n... why are you guys ignoring her existence?" "Why are you bringing this up babe?" When Alex said 'babe' I don't know why but I cringed... "well I'm not trying to out y/n or anything but... she's out there crying... I checked on her and she told me she feels like you guys hate her... That's not a great feeling to have... especially when it feels like everyone hates you..." I feel myself get angrier, "You guys haven't even given her a chance... she's a sweet, nice, caring, funny, beautiful girl... and you guys haven't tried to see that..." I walked to my HoH room to take a cool down...

"Your such a bitch... go to your bed now please!" Alex screamed at y/n. "Alex what have I done to make you hate me? I would like to know..." y/n looked confused as hell, not knowing about how Alex has feeling for me, and I had them for both her and y/n... and I think Alex could sense that... "well first of Paul and I kind of have a thing... and you waltz in and Paul suddenly spends most of his time with you! Your so fucking perfect-" y/n looked hurt...

"I'm not perfect! Okay! I hate that everyone pretty much puts me at that standard... I make mistakes... All through High School my friends had put me at these high standards of I'm pretty much Perfect maybe they even thought I was perfect! But I wasn't! In middle school they also put me up there... and in middle school I felt like I would let them down if I didn't live up to those standards... in high school I had to make sure I was still living up to those standards in fear that if I failed they would lose faith in me! No I'm not Perfect and I never will be! So please don't tell me I'm perfect... you don't even know what it's like to live a day in the life of y/n..." I could see the tears in her eyes... it broke my heart to see her like that. "Alex... I asked you and the others to get to know y/n, and everyone else has and they all lover her... why haven't you?" "Because Paul it's obvious she has feelings for you Paul! And you spend all your time with her..." I felt myself get angry... "Alex, she was alone and felt hated she needed someone there for her... and yeah okay maybe I have feelings for her... but I also have feelings for you... and I thought we were a showmance per say... but I guess not if you don't trust me..." Alex look hurt, "Paul you need to choose, y/n or me?" I saw y/n walk out of the room and Alex was smirking... "I choose y/n..." Alex's jaw dropped and she stormed off... "y/n! Can I talk to you? Please..."

She looked up and walked back up the stairs to me... when she came into my room I kissed her... not just any kiss, I felt passion take control and I couldn't control myself.... "I choose you... y/n anytime I'm around you it's like the world stops, I forget about everything and anything else, when I'm around Alex I don't feel that... When I'm with you I feel truly happy, with Alex I'm happy but I don't feel like it's true... I know how weird this is gonna sound but I fell for you when I watched BB17, and when you walked into this house... I felt like I fell for you all over again..." I saw her smile and my heart melted... "But I felt like you would never feel the same because there are so many guys in here... who I thought would be all over you but they weren't until I called that house meeting..." "Paul, I fell for you when you hung out with me, you were the only person who seemed to care and I just fell... but I knew that since you and Alex at your thing it wouldn't happen so I blocked the feelings away..." I felt a blush creep onto my cheeks and my face hurt from the smile I had... I was grinning like an idiot...

I walked out of my room going to grab her stuff, she was taking a shower, so I figured I'd make the trip for her... "I don't get it, she's a fucking bitch... she's a home wrecker, she needs to go next week... or we need to convince Paul to replace Jess with y/n and send her packing now! I fucking hate her!" I could tell Alex was mad... "if you got to know y/n you would come to like like her... she's one of the sweetest girls I have ever met, and she's like a daughter to me..." Ahhh good old Kevin... "Hey Alex! Stop talking shit! Right now your the bitch! Your talking about y/n when she can't defend herself and that's not okay! Kevin where is y/n's stuff?" Kevin grabbed her bag and tossed it to me, "Tell her, her father away from home loves her, and that I approve of you guys!" Kevin chuckles and I smile, "Thanks man!" I head upstairs...

I won the veto which means I can take down Jess and put up Alex... and I do just that, I send her packing and as she walked out of the house, we heard so many boos... "that's what you get for talking shit about my girl!" I yell and y/n laughs. I kiss her forehead and wrap my arms around her as Alex's photo turns black and white...

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