ok so to most people this would seem meaningless but idc i need help

i wanna cut my hair right you know this but like a hardcore gay cut 

see 

gay

but there's this guy

also girl but that's another story for a(no)ther day 

i really really really like him but i never see him and i dunno i feel like that's kind of important cause jesus this boy is amazing and funny and a GENIUS and loves music and super hot and just absolutely great like wow :') 

also if you saw my face reveal you saw i have an extremely chubby face and i don't know how I'll look and I don't wanna do something and regret it forever you know cause high school next year don't wanna eff that up yee yee

so yeah

sos

love, a troubled bi