Yes slightly click-bait but I'm not joking.

So I've mentioned a couple of times that I have a crush. Like huge. HUGE. I sit next to him in science and his name is Charles and we've been friends for about a year.

And I've never said anything to him about how I feel. I mean I know its a bit stupid and we are really young and everything but he is so lovely and he is the only person who has NEVER done anything to hurt me (in school calm down)

I've told Lucy and Jennifer + other friends during truth or dare so they know how I feel.

So do you know what this bitch does?

She asks him out. In front of me. IN FRONT OF ME. I am kinda stood there like a fish.

I could of got over that I mean she doesn't even matter to me anymore, and the only reason I haven't cut all ties with her is because of Lucy.

But what happens next does hurt. He says yes. So she giggles and blushes and he turns back and gives me one of his cute little half smiles. So they go off talking about when and where (a cinema date) and i just stand there.

I HATE HER.

I told Lucy. And she says she must not have known. She knew. She looked at me when he said yes and smiled.

So right now its just me and you guys.

I don't really want to talk to him ever again. But then I REALLY REALLY do.

So I guess I'm just going to have to act like nothing happened because as far he knows we have only ever been friends.

I feel like she's a cancer spreading and affecting every part of my life and REFUSING TO DIE.

More than anything now I just want to cut her out of my life completely.

I want her gone.

S.O.S