So. I'm too tired to write right now but, I'm so, so sorry. I wasn't thinking. I was being selfish. I love you guys.

 I read your stuff and I spent the last two hours crying. I'm so. So. So. So. So. Sorry for putting you through that. I'm still crying. I'm surprised my tear ducts haven't shrivelled up and died.

But I haven't. I'm here. I'm alive. And I'm sorry.

Forgive me?

Sarah.

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