Right now I'm just the tiniest bit broken. I don't even know why I'm writing this, because if the person I'm aiming this at reads this then everything is a little bit okay.

 I made some friends a little while ago, maybe a week or two. You guys know who you are. They helped me through what they wrote through what they said, even their profile pictures helped me trust a little more. And they were both really nice and we chatted and they helped me write this book, more for myself than anyone else. And they are my two best readers. I am only just getting to know them, but they are both great people. 

If you leave you might just tear down that little bit of confidence and happiness that has been following me round like an over-friendly dog for the past two weeks. I really don't want to lose my dog and even more than that I really don't want to lose you guys. So please read this and please say you're okay.