Hey guys.

I might not be on so much.

I am just going through some really horrible shit right now.

I've self harmed for the first time.

I'm crying everyday.

I have no friends.

I really want to just run away, but where can I run?

Jennifer is everywhere now.

I've even started having nightmares about her.

I feel so sick whenever I am around her.

I'm scared of her.

I'm scared of me.

I'm scared of what I'm feeling, and about how much longer I can hold out without cracking completely.

Or maybe I won't crack.

Maybe I'll just fade away like a memory that was nice but completely useless and was just at that back of your mind, until you don't even realise that you've forgotten it.

It going to be that one.

I just wanted to tell someone.

I just want to think someone's there.

Maybe be you care.

Maybe you don't.

S.

O.

S.