As Gerard continued to kiss Frank slowly, he felt a rush of heat spreading throughout his entire body, and even though he had been slightly terrified and on the edge of tears only minutes earlier, now he was overcome with an unexpected bout of lust.

Frank always did that to Gerard, no matter the situation. Even during the few fights they had gotten into, Gerard would instantly forget what he had been so furious about as soon as Frank pressed his lips against Gerard's - actually, most of their spats had ended in the bedroom now that Gerard thought about it.

They rarely ever argued anymore, and even though this wasn't anywhere close to a disagreement, it felt the same in a way, because Gerard was choosing to shove everything that was bothering him to the back of his mind in favor of savoring the feeling of Frank's lips sliding against his own. Gerard was done thinking about mysterious men that might be angels, or how he had almost died, and Frank had instantly sensed that, so now he was distracting him in the best way possible.

Gerard loved how he could lose himself in Frank, and that's exactly what he wanted to do right now. He didn't want to talk about what had happened this evening anymore, not when he could think of much better uses for both of their mouths than pointless chatter.

Frank's kisses were amazing, and Gerard would never get enough of the way their lips moved together effortlessly, or the way their bodies instinctively knew which way to turn to make the position comfortable for the both of them, but right now - Gerard wanted more.

In an attempt to make Frank understand his need without having to break the kiss and actually say something, Gerard slipped his tongue into Frank's mouth, moaning softly as Frank opened up for him.

It wasn't long before Frank's own moan sounded against Gerard's lips, his hands moving upward to tangle in Gerard's hair as he pulled their bodies even closer together. Gerard pressed himself against Frank eagerly, not wanting even an inch of space between the two of them.

When Frank pulled away for air, Gerard instantly attached his mouth to his neck, making sure to find that one spot that always had Frank gasping and writhing underneath him, and he wasn't disappointed with Frank's reaction.

Gerard knew Frank's body better than his own, which meant he knew every place that Frank truly loved to be touched; from the sensitive area on the side of his neck, to his earlobes, to the dip in his spine, to his inner thighs, and Gerard wanted to kiss every one of them right now.

Frank didn't object when Gerard pulled away from his neck so that he could remove the jacket that Frank had neglected to take off once they had arrived home, and Gerard didn't stop there. Next, he pulled Frank's shirt over his head, running his fingers over the newly exposed skin tenderly as Frank stared up at him with loving eyes.

"Come on baby - bedroom," Frank finally spoke, grabbing Gerard's hand before standing up from the couch quickly.

Gerard smiled to himself as he followed Frank into their room, taking the time to admire the red mark he had left on Frank's neck with his mouth. Gerard knew that Frank got teased at work for his numerous hickeys; his coworkers saying that Frank wasn't a teenager anymore, and that should have been a thing of the past, but Gerard loved marking Frank's skin, and Frank seemed to have no problem with it.

As soon as they entered the bedroom, Frank pulled Gerard toward him, dragging their lips together once more in a fiery kiss. It was tender and intense all at the same time, and Gerard quickly felt himself turning into putty in Frank's arms.

"Frank...I need you," Gerard whined when they both broke apart, their soft panting the only sound in the otherwise silent room.

"I know baby - just let me..." Frank trailed off as he began to disrobe Gerard, stripping him of his flannel and long sleeved shirt before dropping to his knees and slowly unzipping Gerard's jeans.

Every time Frank's fingers brushed against Gerard's bare skin, he gasped softly, and by the time Frank had gotten his own pants off, Gerard was aching for Frank already, and he hadn't even been properly touched yet.

"Come here love," Frank cooed as he dragged Gerard down onto the bed, and Gerard went willingly, letting his muscles go lax as Frank began to kiss him again.

As their tongues slid into each other's mouths, Frank clasped Gerard's hands with his own, interlacing their fingers gently as their legs tangled together in an attempt to get even closer than they already were. Gerard whined low in his throat, pressing his naked body against Frank's desperately, trying to alleviate some of the burning ache in his stomach by rutting against Frank's bare skin.

Frank removed one of his hands from Gerard's grasp, trailing the pads of his fingers down Gerard's side delicately before he slowly slipped it between them, encircling Gerard's cock in a gentle grip as he began to stroke him slowly.

The way Frank was treating Gerard had him melting under his touch, his heart was overflowing with love as Frank's mouth continued to move against his. Frank was being so caring - not that he was ever cruel or rough, but every one of Frank's actions was soft and delicate, like Gerard would break if Frank wasn't careful.

This wasn't their usual habit in the bedroom, and even though Gerard and Frank weren't what some people would call kinky, they did like their sex hard and rough, but despite the fact that Gerard was desperate for more, he was actually enjoying this change of pace.

They didn't really "make love" often, but Gerard could think of no other word to describe the way he was feeling right now, and he was too overwhelmed by the sensations he was experiencing to tell Frank to hurry up and just fuck him, so instead, he laid back and let Frank take his time as he slowly explored his body, leaving hot kisses everywhere he could reach.

"Frank..." Gerard whimpered softly when Frank's lips brushed against his cock before he continued lower, spreading Gerard's legs slightly so he could nip between his thighs.

"Hush love," Frank murmured, but much to Gerard's relief, he reached over to the small dresser where they stored the lube.

Gerard watched breathlessly as Frank slicked his fingers up with the sweet smelling substance, his nerve endings thrumming with excitement as he waited for him to be finished. Gerard needed this, needed Frank, because Frank made everything better, and as long as Gerard had him, he was going to be okay.

A soft moan left Gerard's lips when Frank finally pressed one finger inside of him, and even though his first instinct was to shove back down onto Frank's hand desperately, he kept himself still, letting Frank set the pace for the moment.

Gerard stared at Frank's face as he continued to move his digit inside of him, and he was blown away by how gorgeous Frank looked right now. His lips were swollen and his cheeks were flushed, but it wasn't just the physical aspects that caught Gerard's attention - no - it was the adoring gaze that Frank was gracing him with that had his heart fluttering in his chest.

Gerard couldn't understand how he ended up with someone as perfect as Frank, but he didn't bother questioning it - don't look a gift horse in the mouth, or whatever that saying was. All he knew was that Frank loved him, that meant everything to Gerard, and he was convinced he was the luckiest guy in the world.

Gerard's train of thought was broken when Frank added a second finger, and this time, he couldn't help pushing down against Frank's digits slightly, pressing them that much deeper inside of him as he let out a soft whine. He needed more, but Frank seemed in no rush to move this along any faster.

And honestly, Gerard was slowly unraveling under Frank's tender ministrations. Every touch, every caress seemed soothing, reassuring, and Gerard couldn't remember the last time he had felt so loved and cared for, which was saying a lot, because Frank almost always made him feel that way, but right now - everything was intensified.

"God baby - you look gorgeous," Frank whispered quietly as he began to stroke Gerard's aching cock again ever so slowly.

"Frank...I need you," Gerard panted in response, his hips twitching upward into Frank's hand in time with his movements.

"Okay love - just a second."

Frank slipped his fingers out of Gerard before reaching for the bottle of lube again, squirting some into his palm as Gerard watched eagerly. Frank gasped softly when he began stroking himself slowly, and Gerard couldn't resist leaning up and placing his hand over Frank's so he could feel Frank's heat and weight for himself.

"Come here baby," Frank gritted out, pulling Gerard closer to him so he could line himself up with his entrance.

Gerard went readily, spreading his legs so Frank could fit between them as he lifted up slightly, trying to help Frank as much as possible so he could get inside of him that much quicker.

Frank gazed down as he began to push into Gerard; his pupils were blown out and his mouth hung open slightly, and Gerard wanted nothing more than to continue watching Frank, but he couldn't, not with the intense amount of sensations he was feeling right now.

Gerard was forced to throw his head back as he whined deep in his throat. Frank was moving slowly - agonizingly so, but in a way, it made everything more intense. Gerard could feel every single inch that Frank gained inside of him, and the sensation of being so stretched - so full - managed to erase every single thing in the world besides Frank.

"Oh god," Gerard gasped when Frank finally stopped moving, his hips pressed against Gerard's skin as he panted heavily.

"Fuck baby..." Frank muttered, his arms shaking slightly as he held himself up over Gerard, but that wasn't what Gerard wanted, he couldn't stand any space to be between them right now.

"Come here," Gerard begged, tangling his fingers into Frank's hair as he pulled him down for a messy kiss.

Frank moaned into Gerard's mouth, and Gerard echoed him when Frank pulled out slightly before pushing back into him with a little more force. Gerard already felt the familiar heat coiling in his belly, and each small movement Frank made caused his body to become wound even tighter until Gerard was forced to break away from Frank's mouth so he could cry out loudly.

"Oh god Gee - so fucking beautiful, I love you so much," Frank whispered as he quickened his pace, shifting his angle just slightly, causing Gerard to let out a small scream as Frank's dick brushed over his prostate, the fire under his skin blazing into an inferno after a few short minutes.

"Frankie - please...don't stop," Gerard whimpered, pushing down onto Frank's cock as his body trembled wildly, his back arching off the mattress so he could keep the perfect angle Frank had found.

"I won't...fuck," Frank shuddered slightly before wrapping his hand around Gerard's leaking cock, gathering the pre-come up before stroking Gerard's length in time with his movements.

Gerard shifted his hips upward into Frank's hand, crying out softly as Frank's fingers trailed lower, cupping his balls before moving back to the head once again. Gerard's entire body felt like a rubber band, and he was so close to snapping it almost hurt, but it felt so fucking good at the same time.

"Frank...I - I -" Gerard was cut off when Frank brushed his prostate again, an obscene moan leaving his mouth instead of the words he had been trying to vocalize.

Instead of trying to speak again, Gerard wrapped his legs around Frank's waist, pushing Frank even deeper inside of him in the process. Frank's body was wracked with a small shiver after Gerard's movement, and Gerard smiled to himself when he saw how close Frank was to losing it as well.

"You're gonna come aren't you Gee? I can feel it, fuck - feel you clenching around my cock. I wanna watch you lose it..." Frank gasped out, and if Gerard needed any more confirmation that Frank was close, this was it, because Frank always got insanely vocal right before he came.

"So close - I need more," Gerard answered weakly as he alternated between shoving back on Frank's dick and up into his hand which was still stroking him.

"Come on baby - fuck, I want you to come for me," Frank gritted out between clenched teeth as he quickened his pace, hitting Gerard's prostate dead on with every thrust.

"Ahh - don't stop, please...fuck," Gerard cried out, and he knew he was close - so fucking close. His entire body was tensing up, his chest was so tight he could barely breathe, and he was digging his heels into Frank's back so hard, he would have been worried about hurting him if he could think of anything else besides "fuck I need to come".

"I can't...oh god," Frank whimpered, and Gerard could feel his rhythm faltering slightly.

Frank pushed into Gerard one last time before he came, and the feeling of Frank emptying himself inside of him sent Gerard over the edge, his orgasm hitting him like a baseball bat to the face.

Gerard cried out loudly, throwing his head back as he spurt heavily all over his chest. He could feel Frank twitching inside of him, and every small movement intensified Gerard's release until he didn't know if he could handle the amounts of pleasure his body was receiving.

Gerard's skin felt like it had split open, all of the tension from earlier had finally broken, and now he was a boneless pile of nothing but ecstasy. Gerard's legs dropped down from around Frank's waist, he was too weak to hold them there anymore, hell - he couldn't even lift his head up right now.

"Fuck..." Gerard whispered when his orgasm had finally ebbed and he could actually form words again.

"Yeah..." Frank chuckled softly as he pulled out of Gerard slowly, leaving Gerard to feel achingly empty now that Frank was no longer filling him up.

Frank crawled higher on the bed until he was beside Gerard, stroking his sweat slicked hair back from his face so he could press a tender kiss to his forehead. Gerard's eyes fluttered shut at the simple touch, and he almost felt like crying because of Frank's gentle ministrations.

"I love you," Gerard choked out, trying not to get too emotional, but he felt like he had to say it, even though Frank obviously knew how Gerard felt about him...they were married after all.

But still, Gerard felt like he could never tell Frank he loved him enough, in fact, he didn't even think that love was a good enough word to describe the emotions he felt toward Frank. Love was applied to so many things, and it had lost its meaning somewhere along the way. How could a word which Gerard used to refer to pizza also apply to Frank, because - yes, he did love pizza, but what he felt for Frank was something entirely different.

Gerard adored Frank, he need him, he depended on him, he would probably die without him, and even all of that barely scratched the surface of what Gerard wanted to say, but he stayed silent, because Frank knew all of that, and a lame attempt at putting it into words would only cheapen it.

"I love you too baby," Frank whispered, kissing Gerard again, but on the lips this time.

Gerard melted into Frank's touch, and even though he knew they needed to get cleaned up very soon, he didn't want this moment to end, and Frank seemed to feel the same way.

Gerard had faced his own mortality today, and his near brush with death made him realize that any day could be his last with Frank - not that he hadn't known that before, but it had all become so much more real after this evening.

Gerard could die tomorrow, or even worse - Frank could, and Gerard wanted to make the most of every moment that he got to spend with Frank, because even if there was a Heaven when Gerard died, if Frank wasn't there, it would be Hell, and Gerard couldn't think of anywhere he would rather be than right here with Frank's lips moving softly against his own.

Wow I have been gone for almost a month - sorry about that, writers block is a bitch.

I actually still have a really bad case of writers block, which is why this chapter was all porn and no plot. When I can't think of anything to write, I turn to porn lol.

So yeah - this might be kind of lame; I wrote it at work while it was slow as fuck because it thunderstormed all day, but I wanted to get something posted soon before everyone forgot about this story.

This chapter is dedicated to XoLryn, because you are all around awesome, and I love your comments and the fact that you have stuck with this series for so long.

I really do apologize for making you guys wait so long. I am so busy with work, and I have no free time lately, but I'm trying to get back into writing more, so hopefully I will be back sooner this time.

((((apologetic vibes))))

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