My Own Reason Final Chapter
I always asked myself when I am seeing a post on social media saying that their world stopped moving, their heart stop beating because of someone they liked doing things that made them happy, if how it is possible.
I mean, how is it that your world stops just because the person you like smiles at you? How will your heart stop beating if your crush talks to you? Is it even possible?
In the first place, we do not feel the rotation of the world. How can you say that your world stops turning around if you can't feel its movement? Unless you are dizzy, everything around you is moving. Even yourself, you can feel that you are floating or spinning and if it stops, then it means your dizziness is okay.
How is it possible that your heart stops beating without you collapsing? If your heartbeat stops even just for a second, for sure you will collapse and end up in the hospital.
I always think that these people are making things exaggerated. Because either of the two things they mention is too impossible. Well, a heartbeat stop is possible but just like I said, you will end up in the hospital. But if you are just standing there, nothing happened, that's unbelievable.
But now I know how they describe those feelings like that. Hearing Build asking me to take care of his heart made everything stop and everyone around us slowly disappeared until we were the only ones left. His word kept on echoing in every corner of the room. It's like a pirated VCD is playing.
I can't move my feet. My body became stiff. It seems like I can't feel it. My heartbeat and pound fast and loud. It's like we participated in the 2000 meter run.
"Don't you like it?" Build asked me.
I just smile. I close my eyes, heaved a deep sigh, and crossed the gap between Build and me.
"Who told you that I don't want it?" I put my forehead to his. "Of course, I'm more than willing to take care of it."
"So..."
I didn't let him finish what he had to say. I kiss his lips to seal his mouth. It's a gentle kiss. A kiss was full of love and happiness.
"Okay, let's all mind our own business." P'Thong shouted loudly and it made me come back to reality. I stopped the kiss but I did not remove my forehead to Build.
"You're naughty. There are too many people looking at us." Build whispered after gently hitting me.
I moved away from him a little. I want to see his red face coz it's cute.
"Are you shy?" I gently pinched his cheek.
"Hmm." He nodded his head and do a cute little pout.
I ruffled her hair. I gave him a quick and gentle kiss and hugged him.
"Be used to it baby, coz you are mine now."
"Okay, that's enough already. You all have the time in the world to be sweet my dear." Build manager and mine pull us away from each other with a smile on their lips.
"You need to get ready for the minor family performance." My manager said while checking the clothes that I am wearing.
"And my little sunshine needs to change your outfit also." Build manager said to him.
"Can't I watch their performance phi? Naaa." Build said while acting cute.
"No. I need to redo a little your makeup to match a little to your new outfit."
"Okay." Build said while pouting.
"Just watch me on the tv." I said to Build.
"I want to watch backstage." Build said. He keeps on pouting. He's like a little cute baby. Well, he is my baby.
"Why?"
"I just want to watch you."
"C'mon Build, just say that you want to watch him strip." His manager teases him.
Build suddenly blush and look away from me. I chuckled. He is damn cute.
"I'll strip in front of you later in our room."
"Bible." Build hissed at me making the three of us laugh.
"Just watch me on the screen. You need to prepare for your performance. Be a good boy baby, okay." I patted his head.
"Okay."
I grab his hand and pulled him to me. "Don't worry baby, I'm more than willing to strip in front of you if you want. I can do it later."
Build blushed again, redder than before. He looks like an overripe tomatoes this time.
"Shut up Ble." Then he turns his back to me. I chuckled. He finally the nickname that he made for me. Ble short for Bible and he is the only one calling me that way. The others said that it is only Build who can use it as he is the one who thinks of it. It was like an opportunity that was exclusive for Build only.
"Don't tease him much Bible. Please have mercy to me and to his manager." My manager said.
"I love teasing him." I answer, closing my eyes so he can retouch my eyeshadow.
"I know, but please don't too much. Do it when it's only the two of you. You know Build is a submissive. He never retaliates. You see that Apo can tease him every time he has a chance and all he can do is smile and laugh."
"Fine."
"Good. Apo is enough. I know you want to tease him in a sweet way but please also think of us. The single community of managers."
I laugh hard. "I forgot about it."
"As I thought."
I just giggled. I totally forgot that most of them are single. I need to respect them.
After my manager finished my make up a bid goodbye to Build and went straight under the stage where the small platform is. The staff put a harness on me immediately. I'm going to fly as the opening stunt for the minor family performance.
The show went well. The second day is the same as the first day. It was successful. Build, as always, was energetic. Fans enjoy the show. After the show, there is a little hi-touch with the fans. I keep Build beside me. I always make sure that he is beside me.
One of the fans shocked us. She came to the event, wearing a wedding gown. I was stunned by what she did. I thought I can only see that in the kpop. I never thought that one of the fans will do it also.
After the show and high touch, we went straight to the hotel to rest. I let Build shower first.
I look at Build while I'm drying my hair. As usual, he is on social media, checking the post of fans. I smile as he keeps on pouting while scrolling on Twitter.
I put down the towel and sit beside him. I put my chin on his shoulder and snake my arms to his small waist.
"What's with the pout baby?"
"This."
He showed me a video that was posted by one of the fans. It's me hanging in the air.
"What's with it?" I asked as I continue watching the video. It was an edited video of my part in the minor family performance. There is something about the clip that makes me blush, but I can't do anything about it. I have the harness on me.
"You strip in front of them. You showed them your body."
"Is my baby being possessive right now?"
He turned around and face me. "Can't I do that? I am not allowed to show a slight chest skin."
I held his chin and look directly into his eyes.
"Should I strip right now? In front of you?"
Build pouted his lips. "That's n..."
I cut his words by kissing his lips.
"I love you, Bui." I gently stroke his cheek.
"I love you too. Thank you for loving me."
"It's my pleasure to love you, baby."
"It's my honor to be loved by you."
"So, should I strip now?"
"BIBLE!"
I laugh so loud. Bui immediately blush.
"Should I throw you outside the room?" Bui said in a serious tone with a serious stare.
"No. It's better for us to sleep."
I remove my robe in front of him. I'm wearing boxer shorts so it's okay, but Build is so shocked of what I am doing.
"Why are you stripping?"
As I thought.
"I'm not." I innocently answer. I step down from the bed and hang the robe on the rack.
When I turn around I saw Build scanning me.
"Enjoying the view baby?" I tease him.
"No. Good night."
Build turned his back to me, lay in the bed, and cover himself with the blanket.
I shook my head and climb up again the bed. I go inside the blanket and grab Bui's waist.
"Sleep well baby. I love you."
Bui did not answer. I chuckled and shook my head.
I love teasing Build. As my manager said, Build is a submissive person and I love it. I mean, I'm a dominant person and it's somehow good that Build is submissive.
I am so thankful that he accepted me. He accepted my feeling. He caught me. I'm not a perfect lover but I will do my best to be his best partner.
And come to think of it. Ever since I meet Build and became his friend and eventually loving him more than a friend, I start doing things is seldomly do or things I never did in my life. I'm an introvert and I love being alone, but somehow I learn to socialize more because of Build. I lost my confidence because of continuous rejection, but I have it back. Thanks to Build for being my support. I can talk to everyone, though not that comfortably but still I can manage it. Thanks to this person beside me. He is my pillar of support aside from my family.
He is indeed my own reason for everything.
I pull him towards me and kiss his nape.
"Good night my baby." I whispered before I close my eyes.
A/N
Hello, how's everyone?
First I want to say sorry for the super late update. I got too busy because of class opening of my son. As you all know it's an face to face class, so need to buy things for school such as bags, school supplies etc. I need also to settled his school service for the last minute because he got in a bike accident and got to many wounds.
Second is, I was so overwhelmed of Bible Build interaction this past days that I don't know if this story will be a short one or a novel type. Hahahaha. But in the end I decide to end this in 7 chapters and create a new one.
Lastly, I also have another story of them and i'm kinda pressured on what to do with that for unknown reason. But, I get hold of it again.
Well, that's all my reason for the super late update. I sincerely apologize for that delayed.
Hope you like the final chapter and see you on the other story which is MY OWN SUNSHINE and also see you for the next short story or maybe a one shot.
Thank you. Love you all and take care😘😘.
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