BUILD POV

"Are you alright?" My manager asked me. He wiped my tears carefully. Bib and I just finished our performance.

"Yes." I simply answered.

"That kiss. You're shocked?"

"Kinda, but I don't mind it."

"Because you also like it."

I simply nod. I restrain myself to smile.

I was shocked by Bible kiss. It's not part of the skit. We didn't talk about that either. But I like it. I will admit that I miss Bib's soft lips and I'm not mad at what Bib did.

"I know it."

I look at my manager in the mirror and simply smile at him.

How should I put this?

Being suspended for 14 days, I realised a lot. One of them is the people who are not happy with your success to the point that they will dig everything. They are like the people who are looking for proof that dinosaurs lived in the past centuries. But I admit it, I did something wrong. If I could turn back time, I would like to correct that. But because that is impossible to happen, all I can do now is to learn from the past, face everything with courage, and be happy. I should also be more careful. Words are like double-sided swords. It can hurt someone and it will hurt you as well. In this kind of job, you have to be careful with your words.

I was happy when my suspension ended. I read all the messages from my fans and I know they are excited to see me back. I'm just nervous because some people are still mad at me. They are even sending me threats. I didn't think they would be so angry with me.

So my fear is too much. Many scenarios play out in my mind. What if someone throws something at me while I'm in the middle of my performance? For sure, there will be trouble. The show will be ruined because of me, again. Even if P'Mile assured me that everything will be okay, I still can't help but be nervous. Thankfully, Bib is always there. He calmed me down a bit. He instantly became my safe zone.

But Bib confessing to me last night is something unexpected. I don't want to believe everything he said but seeing how serious he is when he is saying those words, it's hard not to believe him.

Bib is a serious person most of the time. Our friend rarely saw the crazy side of him because he is not that comfortable with them yet, but if he is with me, he sometimes acts like a child and dork. But I can still tell when he is serious and when he is not. I can say that I know who and what kind of person Bible is.

To be honest, I also like him in a romantic way. I feel the same way he did to me. Who doesn't fall for him? He is a complete package. Smart, sweet, caring. It's just that, he is often misunderstood by other people because of his introversion. He rarely talks. He won't start a conversation. You need to initiate a chat if you want to talk to him. Also, with how he looks to someone, they often think that Bib is grumpy. But the truth is, Bib is the sweetest person I ever met.

I want to say yes to him last night, but I can't. I was wondering if it was right for me to agree to be with us. I mean, with what happened to me, with my suspension, and with those people hating me, I think that if we became a real couple, he would feel sorry for me. People will also hate him for choosing me as his lover.

Also, there is Us. Even if Us doesn't say it, I know that he likes Bib. I think fans know that. I think Bib can see that too. For sure there will be a comparison between me and Us, which I don't like. I hate being compared to anyone. Also, I don't want us to have a gap. If I can give way to someone, I will do it, just don't have a gap.

"Change your clothes so I can retouch your make-up." My manager said I nodded and stood up. I grab the costume I will wear for my solo performance. I was about to enter the comfort room to get dressed when I heard Us' voice.

"Bib."

I stopped with my step and turned my head in their direction.

Us run towards Bib. The latter just smiled at him. I couldn't hear what they were talking about because they were quite far away plus the sounds coming from the stage. But I can clearly see that Us is flirting with Bib. He is smiling beautifully while speaking. Bib, on the other hand, is just smiling while scratching his neck.

I heaved a deep sigh. I shook my head and went to the bathroom.

It hurts seeing the person you like smiling at someone else. It hurts when your friend also likes the person you like. It's like you have to choose between your parents. You don't want to choose because you don't want to lose both. I'm having a hard time shopping. I like Bib but I don't want to lose Us as a friend.

When I came out of the bathroom, I was surprised because there was quite a commotion in the dressing room. I also saw my other costume on the chair. The feathers were unattached to the clothes. The stylist is also walking back and forth while holding his cell phone to his ear.

I approached my manager. Bib was next to him and just sitting quietly.

"What happened?"

"Bib happened." The manager answered, then he started fixing my clothes.

I looked at Bib. He smiled at me and shrugged his shoulder.

"What have you done?" I asked Bib. I know that smile. He did something wrong.

"Nothing."

"Wichapas."

I rarely called him by his real name and if do that, it means I'm in a serious mood, and Bib is aware of it.

Bible immediately raised his hands. My manager coughed. They both know that I only call Bib with his real name if I'm dead serious about what I'm asking or saying. I know that Bib did something.

"Maybe, a demon touch my hand. I mean my hand moved on its one and destroyed your costume."

As I guess. "You purposely destroyed it. Why?"

"It's too revealing. And I hate it. I don't even like what you're wearing. I prefer what you were wearing earlier. I don't want you wearing revealing clothes. But don't worry. I asked them to look for something that is color blue and not too revealing."

"Are you being possessive over Build?" My manager asked him. I was too dumbfounded to utter words.

"Yes." Bib answered confidently. "I'm being possessive and I don't like that costume. I don't like him showing too much skin."

Wtff!