We have a sumptuous meal and everyone is happy because of it. Job even joked that the company is spending all the money it has because more money is coming. And despite everything, despite the happy atmosphere, I can't eat properly. P'Peng noticed that, but I just said that I really didn't feel like eating yet because Bible woke me up early to go out with him. They know that I am not a morning person and I didn't eat properly in the morning if someone woke me up for an unknown reason. It's an acceptable reason but I know P'Peng didn't take it. She knows why I am like this as she is like a mother to everyone of us especially to me and Bible.

After our meal, everyone decides to go back to their room as they can't go outside because of still raining. Me and Bible with P'Pond and P'Peng went to our room to have a serious and close door talk.

I'm nervous. My heart pounded fast and loud as soon as silence engulfed us. I am afraid of what P'Pond will say about my new relationship. I am somewhat expecting that he will get mad because he has already told me not to have a relationship and that I should focus on my work and career first. I promise to him that I will do that because my last relationship stressed me a lot.

I was straight. I mean I am a straight man before. But when I met the Bible, everything changed. I just realized that I am a Bi. I tried to fall in love with someone and yes I succeeded on that. I fell in love with my latest ex and after a year of being single, I tried to be in a relationship again. I don't know if it's me or my ex is just so demanding and clingy to the point that I found it toxic and tiring. My work was affected because he wanted us to talk almost every hour. She wants an update on where I am and what I'm doing. Somehow, that's okay for me, especially if I can do it, but with my work, I can barely hold my phone. Our shooting starts early and ends up late. Same with our practice for the concert. I can only hold the phone at night, sometimes it's the other day when I wake up. And all I want is a simple understanding from her. He knows the nature of my work. I always explain it to her. When I have time I call him. But rather than understanding and listening to my explanation, he always gets angry. Although we can fix it at the end, but it's really tiring.

I broke up with her in a reason that I felt guilty because I don't have time for her anymore and it might be continued for long because of our world tour and other work schedules. She agreed with it and we ended our relationship in a nice way. But she didn't know that I am already aware how she betrayed me. She did something and no one knows about it. I didn't even tell anyone else so it wouldn't grow any further. It's already done. The damage has been done. It cannot be returned at all. It is also my decision to end everything in a good way.

When P'Pond and P'Peng said I should stop having a relation ship and not find a new one rather focus on my work and career, I agree with them. I am having a trust issue already because of how my ex betrayed me jut because she is mad at me. I cannot trust anyone anymore because of her. The trauma she gave to me is so big that the only person I can trust is the one I know in the company and my family and close friend.

"Since when?" P'Pond break the silence and asked in a very serious tone.

"Last night." Bible answered. He holds my hand and he keeps on caressing it. He knew that I am nervous because my hand is cold.

"Are you sure about this? You know, your fans might already expect this already but are you ready to face the others? Are you ready to hear what other people have to say?"

"Aren't you going to scold us? I mean, I promise to you that I will not be in a relationship anymore."

"Build, look at how Bible holding your hand in front of me and Peng. We all know that Bible is not showy of what he fell inside. You are the only one who understands him because even me, even though I have been with him for a long time, I can't still grasp his emotion at all. But now, I can clearly see it. I'm not that bad to separate you. Outside of your career, you are an ordinary people who are entitled of everything. I'm thinking now if you can handle it? Bl industry might be accepted in this country already, same sex relationship is common here already but there are still people who do not accept this kind of situation. Those media staff might look like they are okay with it but most of them still unable to accept this kind of relationship same with the other in entertainment field. That's why I am worried. Because words are like knife that will stab you directly."

"I can handle it as long as Build is with me." Bible answer.firmly. "I don't care other opinion to be honest. As long as the people I choose to put close with me accept everything, the other opinion is nothing to me."

"That's good to hear. As expected from you." P'Pond smile at Bible then turn his gaze to me. "How about you Build? Can you handle anything?"

"I can. If Bible can handle it, I can also. I choose to enter this relationship and I should expect those things. As long as Bible stay with me, I can handle anything."

"That's good to hear from both of you. Atleast I will not overthink anything if I heard anything bad against your relationship. I can somehow relax now that no matter what negative words you will hear in the future, it will not affect you at all. Are you going to tell it to everyone? I mean to your fans?"

"We want our relationship private but not secret." Bible answered.

"Okay. By that I already came up with a plan."

"That fast? P'Peng, for the first time speak.

"Yeah. It will be simple but I think fans will hate it. But it's for Bible and Build."

"What is it phi?" I curiously asked.

"You cannot be sweet in public. I mean you need to tone down your sweetness. Your fans can easily see through your action and Bible is Bible. He cannot hide his emotion properly nor his action. Since you want your relationship keep in private but not secret, this is the only solution I can think of. If we see both being too sweet, me and Peng will stop you in a subtle way. We might stay by your side the whole duration that you are in public. Will that be okay with both of you?"

"Well for me, it's okay. I can have Build in all the time so, it's okay with me."

"If you think this is the right thing to do, then, I'm okay with it." I answer and smile at them.

"But, can you handle the fans hate?" P'Peng asked P'Pond.

"I'm used to them Peng. Three fandoms are already cursing me. I'm used to it." P'Pond answer.

"Sorry phi if you have to go through with this for us." Bible said in a very sincere voice.

"It's okay Ble. This is how this industry works. Fans will always feel like that. I understand them. They want to see sweet interaction from you guys. That's why we give that to them. But since the two of you are in a relationship , there is a chance that both of you might forget that you are on stage and what you do. I don't want to hear any bad word coming from other people who are pretending an open minded person where in fact they are homophobic. I hate to hear anything from those people . I rather face the fans wrath than getting mad because of those pretentious people."

"Thanks phi. Thank you for accepting our relationship." I sincerely said.

"I am happy that both of you are happy. Congratulations to the both of you. Stay strong and if you have a problem, I'm here okay?"

"Noted on that phi." I answered happily.

"Who would have thought that two of my children are now in love with each other. Should we prepare for the wedding P'Pond?" P'Peng said.

"It's early for that but I think we should. We should give them a grand wedding party and a gift also."

Bible and I looked at each other and both laughed. I am happy and so as Bible. People around me especially P'Pond and P'Peng accept our relationship and ready to lend a hand anytime. I was just thinking about our other companions. I want to know their thoughts about this.

The talk between P'Peng and P'Pond has stopped when the door of our room opened and P'Mile head pooped in.

"Is your meeting over yet?" He asked while smiling from ear to ear.

"What is it Mile?" Pond asked.

"Well, we have a lovebirds now. We just want to celebrate for them." P'Mile answer and open the door widely.

"What kind of celebration?" Bible asked curiously. His introvert ass in on fire again. Hahahaha.

"This." P'Mile step aside and the rest of the gang show up with something in their hand. "And the two of you cannot say no about this."

Everyone enter the room. Bible sigh and massage his temple. I move close to him and put my head on his shoulder.

"Let them. This is somehow important to me. I can now finally feel at ease to see that they are okay with our relationship." I said to Bible while I looked at our friends who were arranging the drinks and food on the table. P'Tong and Us also put some decoration on the wall such us congratulation banner and balloons. I don't know where they got it from but I'm just happy because they made an effort just to have this on spot celebration for me and Bible.

"So, when am I going to see my niece and nephew?" Apo asked me. He sat beside me and held out a small gift.

"Niece? Nephew?" I curiously asked.

"Am I going to see you pregnant Build?"

"Apooo!" I was shocked with his question. He just laugh. I just shook my head. Apo and his naughtiness.

"Anyway, congratulations tothe both of you. Use will my gift okay." Then he run back to other to lend a hand.

"I have a guess of what is his gift." Bible said as he snake his arm on my waist.

"What" My eyes are glued on the gift that Apo handed me. It's a small but thick box.

"Open it and see it for yourself."

"Okay."

I ripped the wrapper in one go and I almost fell from my place when I saw what it is.

"As I expected." Bible said. He took the three boxes of condoms that Apo gave me and put them in his bag. I closed my eyes tightly and massaged my temple. I really can't with Apo's naughtiness. Hope others will not give us condoms as gifts. I prefer that they give nothing. I am happy with this celebration, but I am getting nervous with the gifts that I am seeing right now.