~3 Years later~

Author's POV

|The Billboard awards 2023|

"And the Top social artist award goes to....NCT Dream!" The host calls out as the nine boys head onto the stage. After given the award Mark takes the lead and introduces the group. "To the world this is NCT" The seven of them greet the huge audience. "Umm thank you so much for this amazing award billboard. Thank you so much nctzens for making this happen" the boy continues his speech as the others stand next to him with bright smiles and happy tears.

|A week later in Korea|

"Hello everybody!" The host shouts into the mic receiving cheers from the audience. "Today is the day where we meet the casts of the new English Korean movie Bias wrecked" He says as the cheers get louder. "Now let's meet the cast shall we?" He asks as the crowd agrees. "Please enter" with that the casts slowly enter in line and greet the audience before sitting. "Ms. Y/n how have you been doing?" The host asks the girl sitting next to him. "I've been doing great thank you" she smiles brightly. "So how do you feel about this new project?" He asks. "Umm I actually loved filming this movie and spending memorable moments with the cast and I think this project is something I really look forward to as there are a lot of comedy here and friendship there. I feel like the audience would enjoy something like this" she says as the Host nods.

After a few more questions by the host it was time for the media to ask their questions. "Ms.Y/n"the reporter starts as the girl looks at him. "You're known to the fans from three years ago as friends with Nct's Haechan is that right?" He asks as the girl gave a awkward chuckle. "So now that you're back in Korea how does it feel to meet him again?" He asks. "Well Uhh" Y/n lets out a nervous chuckle. "Well I actually haven't been interacting with the boys for a while now since we both have busy schedules and I'm looking forward to meet him in my six month stay here hopefully" she says as the interviewer nods and sits back down. Another man in the crowd raised his hand."I have a question for Ms.Y/n" he says as the girl awkwardly nods. "Were you and Haechan really not dating?" He asks as the crowd starts murmuring amongst themselves making Y/n nervous.

"I'm sorry but you can't ask-"the host gets cut off. "No we weren't we were just the best of friends who had each others back" Y/n looks at the reporter and smiles. The reporter looks at her for a solid 5 seconds and sits back down.

Y/n

"Y/n!" I look back as I went back stage. "Yea?" I ask the boy. "I have a favour" he says. "Oh my god what does the great Noah schnapp want from me now? A blind date? Hell no" I mock him has he fake laughs. "Haha very funny bitch and it was ONE TIME" he says. "Yea one time and you blew it" I roll my eyes as I laugh. "just get me the script for my new series from the waiting room. I left it there" he says as I scoff. "Bruh you had one responsibility. what if someone reads it stupid and You don't order your bestie like that sus" I look at him. "You mean you're only friend. Thank me later! I luv you" he blows a kiss and i sliced it in half. He holds his chest and dramatically cries. "Oh lord here comes the drama" I chuckle. "How can you just..ack!" He holds his chest as if he got shot. "How have you not taken over the oscars yet?"I sigh and shake my head. "They're afraid I'll win all the awards" he stands straight as I laugh. "I'll see you in the car with it" I say and walk off. "You're the best! I could give u smooches!" He shouts as I chuckle. "Save it!" I smile as I walk off.
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Is this the one?

I look at the door that looked similar to our waiting room and knocked before I entered."Hello Mr. Noah schnapp said he left..." I paused as I looked up. "His...files...." I froze seeing the figure in front of me. "You really did it huh? See? Three years is all you took" the person says smiling. "Kim?" I say shocked and the tall figure hugs me as i stand there trying to process what i just saw. "WHY YOU LEAVING ME OUT YOU LITLLE SHITS" I look behind kim to see Gigi standing there.

what is happening?
how...
how?
how can... how

I hugged them back tighter as I cried. "I missed you guys" I say as tears rolled down my cheeks hugging them tighter. "We missed you too bitch" Gigi smiles. "But how are you here?" I ask breaking the hug to look at them. "Well someone had to make you meet them in three years" Noah enters the room with a proud smile. "YOU!" I gasp and stomp my way to him as he backs off scared thinking i'm gonna hit him, "what? wHat?! don't hIt!......oh" he calms down as hug him. "I love you bitch" he pats my head. "I'm glad I told you my story" I look at Noah and he frowns.

"Had to hear it for the past three years. ATLEAST now you will stop talking about your tragic story everytime you drink" he says as I arm slap him."Shall we go home then?" Kim asks as I nod. "I'm so ready" I smile brightly. "Oh and Noah your script?" I look at him and he shakes his head. "Are you acting dumb or just dumb?" He looks at me. "Just dumb" Gigi says as I glare at her. "Well I may have gotten smarter" I cross my arms. "No just dumber" Kim says and walks forward as I run behind her. "Whatever assholes" I roll my eyes as they laugh and link their arms with mine. "So got your script?" I ask. "Y/n!!!" The three shout at me. "WHAT?!" I shout back as Kim and Gigi unlink their arms and run away with Noah in front of me. "WAIT FOR ME" I run behind them.

"Hey why is it that you both are taller now?" I furrow my eyebrows. "Not our fault you aren't growing?" Gigi shrugs. "THREE YEARS AND YOUR SAVAGE ASSES ARE STILL THE SAME YOU LITTLE SHITS" I scold them as they laugh and sit in the car. "Where are we headed to?" I ask as I settle down. "Hotel" Noah says as he stands next to the door of the car making sure we're buckled up. "Are you a child? Why am I always taking care of you?" Noah sighs and helps me with my seatbelt which I was struggling with.

He's so close

I curse under my breath as his face was just a few inches away. "There all done. Shall we go now?" He asks as the other two nod. He looks at me and I smile awkwardly and nod.

Phew he didn't notice.

"Someone has been smitten"Kim whispers from the back seat as I roll my eyes at her. "Whatever" I look away as they laugh. "She's red as a tomato" Gigi whispers and the two continue to cackle. The three of us including Noah had a good laugh the whole ride and played some music bringing back memories from three years ago.

"We're here!" Noah calls out as the four of us take our things and get off. After reaching the room Me and Kim plopped down on the couch at the same as we chuckle. "Now comes the mom" Kim says looking at Gigi. "How many time have I told you two to TAKE YOUR COATS OFF GOD! EVEN AFTER THREE YEARS YOU HAVENT CHANGED" Gigi starts scolding as me and Kim laugh. "Chill child" Noah pats her shoulder. "Who the heck are you?" She looks at him as me and Kim laugh harder. "I freaking flew you here for what joy huh?" Noah asks as Gigi shrugs, "you're problem snapchat" she says. "ITS SCHNAPP!" he shouts. "Ah my tummy" I cry holding my stomach which started paining from laughing hard. "we found a new pair" Kim says as I nod in agreement.

"Anyways how'd you know Noah?" I ask them. "He searched for us last year at aunty's..." Gigi stops as she noticed my smile disappear. "Right you attended" I look at Noah as he nods.I get up and sit next to him giving him a hug. "Thank you" my voice cracks as I start to cry with my face buried in his chest. "I'm always there to help Y/n. That's what friends are for" he pays my head. "Oh just kiss already" Kim says getting an arm slap from Gigi. "You ruined it" Noah looks at her as I laugh. "I missed....home and mom.." I look down. "Y/n..." Gigi says softly. "But now I've found it again. After three years I'm home again" I look up at them with a smile as tears flowed down my cheeks like a waterfall. "I think your waterworks broke" Noah says as I laugh. "Mine too" Gigi sniffles as kim gives a confused look and then goes "oh" after realising something, "you thought he said my waterbroke didn't  you?" i asked her as she gave an awkward smile and i chuckled. and sat in between the two of them as they hugged me. "this feels nice" i say as the two nod. "This is so wholesome" noah smiles at the pic he just took of the three of us.

——-A year ago——-

2022

"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!" I scream at my dad who was sitting on the couch. "It's final. You're not attending." He says in a stern voice. "But honey.." my step mom tries to talk to him but he shushes her. "I said it's FINAL" he says.

"ITS MY MOTHER's FUNERAL!" I scream at him as I clench my fists. "ITS NOT MY FAULT YOUR MOM HAD A HEART ATTACK! YOU WILL CONTINUE WITH YOUR SCHEDULES!" He gets up. "It's not your fault huh?" I look down. "You knew about mom's condition and yet you didn't let her meet me no matter how many times she asked." I clench my fists as I raged. "How do you know that? You met your mother in secret didn't you?" He gets up and slaps me. "YOU WILL STAY IN YOUR ROOM FOR THE WEEK! I was thinking of letting you go but no. You won't attend her funeral" he walks away. "You" he points to my manager. "Take her to her room and make sure she has no contact with the outside world for a week get me?" He says as Eddie nods.

"Y-Y/n let's go" he whispers and takes me to my room. "He's going to gaurd the place I can't let you out" Eddie says as he guides me to my bed. "Eddie" I sob. "Why do I live?" I looked up crying. "Why can't I just die? My friends were taken away and now mom i never wanted to be an actress anyways" I say as he pats my back. "You have me." He says and I look at him. "Your life may be hard right now Y/n but you have me and Noah and don't forget your friends are waiting for you. You can't give up" he pays my back. "T-thank you" I give a soft smile.

"Once this week is over we'll go visit her alright? Here keep your phone. Contact me whenever you're bored." He passed me my phone and leaves. I sighed and laid back on the bed as I stared at the ceiling.
Memories of mom flooded back into my thoughts as a tear left my eyes.

I miss you....I want to be with you again..

Why is it so hard?

I just want to see you...

When I come to you

Mom let's go on a picnic..

Just you and me with the nature like we used to..

Just...us...

With sky.

just..

Us.....

Three...

With that I drifted to dreamland.

(A/n: Sky is the name of your dog. She's a German Shepard and a Siberian husky mix)
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"Mom?" I look at the female cooking in the kitchen. "Woah the house is so much more cleaner than last time!" I exclaim. "What you cooking?" I walk over to the female. "Mom?" I call out since she wasn't responding. "Hey everything alright?" I tap her shoulder. She turned around as my eyes widen. "W-what is h-happening?!" I fall on the ground looking at the female. The figure moves forward as I moved back still on the floor. "Mom y-your face! What happened to your face!" I cry out as the faceless woman walked towards me. "STOP STOP!" I get up and run out to Gigi's house. I rang the bell and the door opened while I was looking back at my house."Gigi moms face-" I stop talking when I look at the girl. She has no facial features just like mom. It's like I don't know how they look anymore.

"What's happening?! STOP THIS ISNT REAL! STOP!!!"

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"STOP!" I sit up straight gasping for air. "Y/n you alright?!" A voice spoke. I turned to the owner of the voice as I sighed in relief. "Noah" I cry as he gave me a worried look. "Eddie said you had fever from crying a lot so I visited to take care of you" he says. "Noah I'm scared." I huff out. "I'm scared I'm gonna lose everyone" I bury my face in my palms. "You have me. I'm here for you" I look up to Noah ashe gives a reassuring smile. "Thank you" I smile.

——-Present——-

"Hey Kim?" I walk over to the balcony and sit beside Kim who was looking at the view. "Hmm?" She hummed in response. "Ummm how are the boys?" I ask as she looks at me. "Curious?" She smiles as I look away. "You'll see them tomorrow" She says as I nod. "They've come Such a long way" I smile to myself. "So have you" She looks at me. "Oh please I barely made it. All my previous projects got bad reviews I'm like a B rated actress" I sigh. "But you still did it. You still became a good actress and this isn't fifth grade where you get A and B's for your projects. We watched every work of yours and you've done really good Y/n. Like people say haters hate. If there a part where we feel you lack a few emotions We'll tell it to your face cuz we want you to improve. But so far you've done amazing! I mean why would people even cast you if you were bad? look at the amount of movies and series you've done in just three years!" She looks at me as I smile. "Ugh I missed you" I sigh and she laughs. "I missed you way more" she says.

"You and Jeno... still a..you know..a thing?" I ask nervously. "That boy won't leave me alone" She sighs as I laugh. "Are you sure it's not the other way around?" I laugh and She glares. "He's being so clingy these days" she smiles. "Why you complaining when you like it?" I smirk. "Idiot. I was boasting" she smirks and I frown. "Stop rubbing it in my face okay?" I pout. "By the way" she starts. "What's umm going on between you and that stranger boy"she asks . "What do you mean" I ask confused.

"Why are you so slow" she shakes her head and looks back at the view. "what dude? jUsT tElL mE aLrEaDY" I shake her. "FINE STOP SHAKING MEE" she shouts as I look at her. "Are you two dating?" She asks looking at me. "No why?" I reply. "Then do you like him? As in a lover and not a friend?" She looks at me. "No...we're just good friends. I mean a guy and girl can be best friends right?" I look away as I lean on my chair. "That wasn't the case with Chan now was it?" She asks as I look at her and shrug. "I don't know Kim..I just...I'm lost.." I sigh. "What do you mean! You loved chan, Don't you?" She asks.

"I guess and maybe I still do...but it's just sometimes...
I think of Noah more than Chan.."
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A/n: wassup wassupppppp!
Sorry it's been a while since I've posted but hope you're liking the book!

I've finally decided how to end this so skksksksks anyways have a wonderful day as always!

I'll post by next week(:

Love Megs💞💞