Second Love || (Yoongi x reader)
"Here it is."
You slowly walked inside the old classroom that you made the most precious memories in, smiling at the sight of the instrument that you wanted to badly see.
"Thank you." You bowed over to your old music teacher who gave you a smile and a nod in response, his form getting out the door and moving to close it.
"They're going to come and take it soon. Hurry up."
You nodded in understanding at that, as you watched the man close the door behind him, leaving you alone with the love of your life.
Your eyes strained and stared at the old brown piano before you, your heart clenching when seeing a small crack at one of it's legs indicating that the old instrument did not have long until it finally crumbled.
It had been standing here for more then 16 years old.
And now it's time was nearing.
You breathed out a shaky breath at that, a tear staining your beautiful and clear face.
This was the only thing you could remember him by.
This old and worn out piano was the only thing you could remember the great Min Yoongi through.
The great Min Yoongi that you had once called your best friend.
The great Min Yoongi that you had once called your fellow classmate.
The great Min Yoongi, that you had once called your lover.
The great Min Yoongi that you had to once unfortunately leave away.
Biting your bottom lip hard, your small frame proceeded in sitting on the small chair in front of the worn out instrument, your soft hands opening the protective wooden case on top of the keys that you wanted to badly touch.
Your breath hitched when looking at the perfectly clean and white keyboard, the row of keys looking like they had never experience the strike of a human's hands.
Your eyes softened as you delicately caressed the white keys, another tear hitting your cheek, lingering their for almost an eternity.
You caressed the old instrument with care, like it was just a newborn child in your arms that you were afraid to let go of.
It certainly was to you.
Breathing in and out the cold winter air loudly through your mouth, your hands started to work their way in moving on the keys of the old piano to a melody that you've grown to love dearly.
A melody that you've grown to love dearly all because of him.
Your fingertips slowly pressed down against the row of keys, as your eyes fluttered close.
Then, you let it all out.
The strikes of your fingers and thumps of both of your hands on the white keys were violent, the pressure that your letting the poor small keys experience was so violent, that the sound of a piano being played could almost be heard to the capital of south Korea itself.
You wished everyone there could hear it.
You wished he could hear it.
If he did, he would of heard and felt all of your built up emotions inside of you.
He would of felt the misery he was putting you through.
After all, the greater the velocity of a key press on a piano, the greater the force of the hammer hitting the strings, and the louder the sound of the note produced, the stronger the attack.
Continuing the shift of your hands from left to right on the keyboard that you had grown to love, your heart clenched with every note that the instrument introduced, your breathing becoming unstable as you felt like your lungs were getting weaker and weaker with every sound that reached your ears.
Your tears were now more persistently flowing down your cheeks worst then a river, when one decided to dry another came and took her place.
It was like a nightmare.
The beautiful sound of the piano before you was like a nightmare.
Why?
You chuckled bitterly at your thoughts, striking hard on one of the row of keys with both of your hands, creating an unwanted and deafening sound to your poor ears.
It reminded you to much of him.
Seeing the love of your life before you reminded you to much of the great Min Yoongi.
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The dark haired boy's hands skillfully shifted and hit every note that was imprinted on the music sheets before him with closed eyes, the white row of keys before him happily moving and allowing him to freely control them with the loving touch that he was letting them experience.
The boy smiled at the beautiful music being heard to his ears, his leg repeatedly pressing on the metal pedal to sustain the beautiful notes longer just like his heart wished for them to be.
"May I?"
He flinched at the unexpected question being thrown his way, his hands unintentionally slamming hard on the keys of the piano, making them cry out in pain at his unexpected velocity.
Turning his head around, he smiled when he saw your figure standing right behind him.
"Please." He said his heart melting gummy smile still present on his face as he ushered for you to sit down beside him.
You gradually did, slipping between the piano and the small backless chair, and letting your lower half softly collapse on the brown wood.
Yoongi watched you with sparkling eyes as you raised the sleeves of your school uniform white dress shirt, and then lowered your gentle hands to play with the small white keys yourself.
He grinned when you started playing, following along your rhythm, his hands also automatically playing along with you.
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You smiled at your memories, your fingers continuing their work on the brown piano.
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Yoongi's shoulder playfully nudged your's when you hit a note that he was intending to strike, you laughing loudly when he did the same thing to you.
Repeated nudges was then childishly exchanged between you two, you almost falling down when he unintentionally hit you to hard on your shoulder.
Yoongi laughed loudly like a small child at that.
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Grinning like an idiot, you bit your lip when another tear wetted your cheek, a small wimper escaping your lips.
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"Hey Yoongs."
"Yeah Y/N?"
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You suddenly stopped playing for a moment, your fingers hovering over the keys of the old almost rundown piano, as you let a specific memory play itself in your mind.
You closed your eyes.
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"What are you going to do after our graduation tomorrow?"
The black haired boy's eyes lit up at your question, turning his head towards you swiftly while offering you a full wide gummy grin.
"You know exactly the answer to that now, don't you?"
You yourself grinned at that, as he entwined his hand into your's, placing a small kiss on the back of your hand.
"And you?"
You frowned at his question.
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A loud hurtful sob escaped your now bleeding bottom lip your eyes going wide as you breathed in and out.
Another set of tears escaped both your eyes.
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"I don't really know." You let out with a shrug, still frowning in thought.
Your eyes widened when you felt his hand grabbing your chin gently, turning it to face him.
"Stay with me."
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You gritted your teeth an anger, your hands helplessly layed on your sides now.
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You offered him a sad smile at that, leaning in and pecking his cheek lightly.
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"Don't..." You breathed out, head repeatedly shaking in denial, your face scrunching in hurt as another sob escaped your mouth.
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"Always."
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'...Lie.'
You gritted your teeth, balling both of your hands in your hair as you continuously shook your head.
You lied that time...
You didn't tell him the truth that time...
You didn't tell him what you were going through...
Suddenly the door behind you opened, making you flinch as you quickly wiped your tears away.
"Y/N it's--"
"Yes, yes!!" You yelled hurriedly as you laughed while hanging your head low, your hair covering half of your face as you practically ran out of the room and away from the slightly bald man. "Thanks again Mr. Lee!!"
The man frowned when you didn't even make a single eye contact with him while you ran out in your old high school's hallway.
"Your welcome?"
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"Your welcome." Responded the man in front of you as he took your slightly wrinkled ticket while offering you a smile you knew was forced out of tiredness.
After all, you had one on yourself.
Nodding to him, you pocketed both of your hands in the pocket of your coat while making your way inside the giant stadium where the concert of the most famous boy group in the world, Bts, was going to be held.
The most famous boy group in the world that Yoongi was a part of.
You smiled at that thought, taking a seat on one of the back row seats.
The tickets to their concert were to expensive for you to actually afford, but you didn't care about getting a front row seat.
You just wanted to see him after all these years.
The face that you had missed so dearly.
Fidgeting in your seat slightly, you watched as thousands of excited and giggling girls, and some boys, clutching an army bomb in their hands tightly fill all the seats around and beside you.
You bit your lip when hearing music suddenly blast off from the stage, making everyone around you scream and get up happily as they greeted the performers with the most widest of smiles.
You gulped when you heard voices suddenly yell happily from the stage, your body freezing in it's seat as you instantly had zero control over it.
Gulping yet again and awkwardly getting up when some of the people around you were starting to eye you with either a glare or confusingly, you straightened up your back as your eyes looked up towards the stage in front of you.
A smile immediately appeared on your face at the amazing sight before you.
Yoongi was there.
...well, of course he was there..but still--
You chuckled at yourself while shaking your head slightly, looking up happily to the stage once again as you watched your ex lover rap away to his heart content.
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You intended to only watch him perform one song then walk away.
One song only.
But after hearing that first one song, you just couldn't walk out of that concert anymore.
You got to lost in their amazing vocals and rapping powers, not to mention their deadly visuals, that it was like your feet just decided to stop in functioning in that moment and glue themselves to the ground beneath you.
So you stayed.
You stayed to watch the whole concert.
During those over two hours you've spent your time in the concert, you had laughed, teared up, gotten suddenly to emotional and even clapped your hands like a seal when they started to get to silly at the end.
And that's how your evening was spent as your eyes never left or drifted away from a certain figure that held the name of Min Yoongi, a.k.a, Min Suga.
Your eyes just couldn't shift from anywhere else but on his form, no matter how much the other members cutely or sexually pulled out a move on the crowd of fans, your eyes still refused to drift away from him.
The more you watch him, the more you actually felt how much you've missed the black haired boy you've knew long ago, who's totally changed now to a different person with brown hair.
"Army's thank you so much!!!"
As the fans roared at the leader's words, you watched with a smile as a tired Yoongi crouched down slightly and laughed cutely.
Feeling tears build up in your eyes once again, you quickly shook it away, refusing to get too emotional in front of all the crowd of fans all around you.
Your smile grew bigger and bigger once you saw him happily skip around on the stage waving all the fans goodbye.
You chuckled when he accidentally tripped on his own feet, as you shook your head while looking down on your own feet. Breathing in some air, you pocketed both of your hands as you smiled sadly to yourself looking up to the stage once again--
Your eyes widened instantly at the sigh that greeted you.
There on the stage, were two people kissing one of them Yoongi and the other--(A/N: Naaahh I'm trolling with you all that's not what happened XD)
Your breath got stuck in your throat, your breathing quickening to a heavier level, as you gulped.
There, on the stage, were one pair of eyes staring back at your form.
And as cliché as it may sound, the owner of these pair of eyes were none other then Min Yoongi.
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The brown haired man breathed out a sigh of relief when the music around him suddenly stopped. Cracking a smile when all the fans in the crowd blew up into a fit of cheers and shouts of their names, he bowed with the others in respect towards their beloved armies who came to watch their show.
He was happy that they liked it, and he hoped from the bottom of his heart that they would continue to do so.
"Army's thank you so much!!!"
Yoongi laughed at his excited leader that cutely started to send hearts and few touching words like "We love you!" And "you guys are the best!" To their army of fans who got even more riled and fired up with every touching word sent their way.
Whipping the sweat of his forehead slightly the boy laughed with every step he took on the stage, him almost tripping on his own feet because of that but was able to quickly regain his balance, as the fans on the sidelines started to desperately want to catch his attention by shouting his name to the top of their lungs.
He was so happy in that moment with all the fans that they had gained cheering for them, he never thought this would happen to them one day. In the past, hardly a thousand people would come to their shows and tickets were always left unsold and untouched sometimes.
Now, people were begging to get their hands on their tickets before they were being completely sold out.
And Yoongi felt proud and the need to cry over that info.
Looking over the fans and waving over at them with a gummy grin, Yoongi's eyes started to scan over the faces of his fans, some that he recognized from their previous fan meetings, as he either waved or smiled at the fans in the back of the crowds while laughing at their exaggerated reactions.
Then, just like in one of these cliché and typical k-dramas, his eyes caught the sigh of a familiar Y/h/c girl.
To familiar.
He frowned at that.
Walking closer and closer to the edge of the stage, Yoongi's eyes widened when he got a perfect clear view of her face.
'Y--Y/N?'
His eyes widened even more when you yourself had lifted your gaze up from the ground, and suddenly caught his gaze as well, your eyes automatically widening as big as his as well.
It was like the world stopped all around him in that moment as he stared in shock at your face.
Your beautiful and perfect face...
The face that he adored and still did after all these years...
Seeing you in front of him right now was like a dream come true.
The want to hug you and hold you close to his chest suddenly hit him which made his heart to badly ache for your touch.
Tears welled up in his eyes instantly, as he saw you panic slightly while you tried to make your way out of the crowd.
'No...this can't be the end...'
Biting his lip slightly, Yoongi decided to make a move that he prayed will get your attention somehow.
He got on his knees and looked over your direction, finding that you were looking at him with eyes confused and panicking at the same time.
He cracked a sad smile your way, making a tear to roll down your cheek.
Bowing his head to the ground, the brown haired boy screamed at the top of his lungs--
"Thank you!!"
He swore that he had felt and heard your breath getting stuck in your throat while you looked at him in surprise, but he didn't dare to raise his head from of the ground as tears were now rolling their way out of his eyes.
Even when he felt a small comforting hand on his back, that he sure belonged to none other then Jimin, he didn't raise his head and continued to respectfully bow at your form.
He continued to respectfully bow at your form that had long ran away after his head had made contact with the ground.
"Hyung..." Muttered Jimin in his ear which made him flinch at the sudden sound of his voice. "What's wrong?"
Lifting his head up from the ground, Yoongi watched as not only Jimin's, but the size of the eyes of his fans grow up in surprise.
"Y-Yoongi hyung...your crying..."
Yoongi gulped as he quickly whipped at his tears away with his sleeves.
"Why?" Breathed Jimin out in worry as he got on his knees and sat beside Yoongi on the ground, who laughed loudly at his question while he continued to whip away his tears.
"N-Nothing I just--"
He cut himself off as he sighed while smiling to no one in particular.
While he smiled to himself.
"I just saw my family in the crowd..."
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You breathed in and out the cold air of winter around you, your hair flying from left to right because of the harsh wind slapping at your strands violently as you leaned your back against a wall while watching all the fans excitedly pour out of the stadium of one of the most amazing Bts concerts yet.
Sweat trickled down your forehead as you nervously licked your lips while you leaned your head back against the brick wall behind you, your hands tightening into fists as you almost let out a whine in despair.
The freaking turtle noticed you.
The freaking Min Yoongi noticed you in the crowd between all of these millions of people!!
'How?!' You almost voiced out with a whine as you slammed the back of your head harshly against the wall behind you, as you hissed at the long wave of pain and dizziness that washed over you after the action was done.
"Bad day?"
You chuckled at the question that had just been thrown your way from beside you as you nodded bitterly.
"The best of my life." You sarcastically answered along with a sigh.
"Seeing me today was that torturous to you?" Chuckled Yoongi at you while pocketing both of his hands as he leaned on the wall beside you.
"You have no idea." You laughed out as you shook your head.
Then, it hit you.
It hit you hard.
"YOONGI?!"
The mentioned man beside you laughed loudly at your shocked form, as he looked at you with the softest of eyes you had ever witnessed.
"Hello Y/N."
Your heart clenched tightly when your name was uttered out of his mouth, feeling a warm feeling bubble up in the pit of your stomach.
Yoongi scrunched his eyebrows in amusement at you, the same and never changing gummy smile plastered on his face.
"Y/N?"
You didn't hear him as you were to lost in being mesmerized by his presence before you.
"Y/N?"
Flinching and blushing when you realized you were staring at your ex for to long, you cleared your throat as you offered the brown curly haired man a nervous almost hesitant smile.
"H-Hi Yoongi."
He frowned at your nervousness, before he tucked a small strand of hair behind your ear, lifting your chin up slightly to look at your slightly smaller then his form.
"Y/N." Whispered Yoongi to you sensually sending shivers down your spine, his eyes practically piercing right into your soul. "What's wrong?"
A tear left your eye at that making the boy in front of you to spring his eyes open in surprise.
"Don't you hate me?" You whimpered as your lip quivered, jerking away from his touch and backing yourself into the brick wall behind you once more. "Sh-Shouldn't you hate someone like--?!"
"Y/N." Sternly called out Yoongi to you making you flinch to look up at him.
You breathed out in surprise when you saw him crying as well.
"Hate you?" He asked you in almost a sneer, slamming both of his hands beside your head, taking you further by surprise as you looked at his eyes that screamed the words 'rage'. "I could never hate you!"
It was your turn now to be slightly pissed off.
"But I left you!!" You yelled slamming your hand on his chest in a way of pushing him away, but the man didn't even flinch as his tears filled eyes continued to bore into you angrily. "I freaking left you without explaining why!! I even--!"
"You had your reasons!"
You flinched in surprise at his exclamation.
"I'm sure you had your reasons." He said to you in almost a whisper as he shook his head from left to right. "I-I know you loved me--, no, Y/N I know you love me--"
"Yoongi..." You whispered as you looked at the broken man before you with the widest of eyes.
"I know you still have feelings for me Y/N." Breathed Yoongi out once again, as he bumped his forehead against your own. "I myself still love you..."
"Yoongi--"
"Your not with anyone, right?" Asked the brown haired boy gently caressing your cheek. "No boyfriend, no fiance, not married...right?"
You shook your head immediately at his question the boy instantly grinning.
"I can never hate you Y/N." He told shaking his head in denial against your forehead. "Back then...you did leave me, you did lie to me."
Your tears were once again present on your face as he entwined both of your hands together.
"But what we have...what we still have..."
You gasped when his lips now hovered against your own.
"It's to precious for me to hate."
And just like that, his lips met your own, as both of your eyes simultaneously closed while your lips perfectly molded with one another.
You guys may of been apart for years now, but the love that you shared for each other was to strong to simply crumble.
What you shared wasn't a simple wave of liking or lust...it was much stronger...
Much deeper that you could ever imagine.
After all, both of you had the very same first love...
...and the both of you were each others second love.
Breaking away from the passionate kiss, both of you and Yoongi breathed hard as your eyes were now a little hazy.
Leaning in once again, Yoongi was going to kiss you once more--
--but you stopped him.
"Don't." You breathed out in worry. "Someone could see you."
The brown haired man shook his head at that, cracking you a gentle smile.
"I don't care."
And just like that, once again, his lips met your's once more, and kissed you.
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That was hell of a lot long XD
Almost 4000 words XD for preach sake I wrote all of this in one day holy sh--
Anyway--
Le bis loves you guys~~
Idk who I'mma write next XD but as always REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!
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Bis out!! ^^
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