I've only been suicidal once,

And since then, I haven't been into guns,

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The feel of cold metal should really only be around your wrists, not in your hands,

Of thinking of taking my life again, I know there is no chance,

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But that moment when everything truly felt over, when I thought this was my last moment alive,

That's when I realized I could never leave this planet, that somehow, I'd find a way to thrive,

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Now I live, I love and laugh every day,

I'm lucky, I'm in love and I'm funny, what can I say?

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I'll never look down the end of a barrel again, I'm done with suicidal sorrow,

For the thing you'll never know, is what will happen the next minute after you pull that gun - what could've happened tomorrow.

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