I hate how I live everything I do is being taken every second and I can't even write my own music and be my self,my mom just does what ever for money
"Guys hurry up with Riley's dress she is going to be late for the awards" my mom says "Mom don't worry I'm not going to be late ok"l says giving her a fake smile."Whatever you say Riley I love you"my mom says."I love you too mom"I said giving her a kiss on the cheek."Hears the dress Ms Matthews"the girl said "thank you" I say and smile but when I looked at the dress it was like a gold bra with with a skirt ."why can't I just wear that long red dress I wanted"I said "because that's not sexy this is sexy and sexy sells"my mom said."But" I say but get cut off by my mother"No buts"😶.I put on my dress
"This dress kinda shows alot can't i wear the one i wanted" I say "No!!"mom says"No?"I say
"BUT I Dont Like this One Mom"
"You have to go with it Riley do you want fame and your going with Little Rob" once she said that 2 knocks came on the door.
I answered the door and saw a green eyed police officer staring down at me
"Hello my name is Lucas and I suppose to be um guarding the door"
Lucas says to me
"Hi I'm Riley pretty sure you know me"I say
"Your on they called you ,we won "my mom says to me smiling
What the heck does she mean by "we" I go through all the work it's me who sings she's the one who makes me sing all these stupid sex songs
Why the hell can't she see me crying inside.I fake smile and say
"We did it mom we did it"I walk out my dressing room and out in the public
"For the Most Sexy Singer in the USA award Riley "Halsey says to me
"Thank you for this I would have never done it if it wasn't for my fans thank you all so freaken much I say and walk off the stage
Later that night............
I walk to my car drunk and tired of life!The award show is over and I just want to be alone or even dead I don't care anymore
I get in my car and start to drink some vodka
"Little miss mommy's girl is drinking!Drink up little miss thing " Little Rob my bf that I don't even like says to me
then kisses me ewwww I hate when men think that they can do any thing to me.This is why I hate my freaken life.
I get out the car and I walk to my hotel all you can hear is people whispering things about me
"Omg she is so pretty but that dress shows way to much skin " a woman says to her friends
"Can you sign this please I love you so much a fan says to me
I look at what he wants me to sign and it's a half naked picture of me and Little Rob with clothes on beside me
I look at him sadly and sign it
I fake smile "Here ya go"I say and wink
I'm just to tired I'm done it's over

Hotel hallway
I walk and almost fall from my high heels .I walk closer and see Lucas my police dude guarding my room door
"Don't let any one in"I say to him and walk in my room
I just so unhappy it has to end
So I walk out to my balcony and sit on the bars dangling my legs
Lucas Pov
Riley walks in her hotel
"Can you let us in please " Little Rob says to me
" I'm sorry But Ms.Matthews said I can't let any one in"I say
"But I'm her mother "I'm guessing Riley's mom says to me
"Ok"I say and unlock her door
She walks in and screams
I walk in and see Riley on the balcony siting on the bars
I slowly walk to the balcony and she turns around
Riley Pov
I sit on the bars and hear something behind me I turn around and it's Lucas
"Riley " he says with sad tone.I look with tears in my eyes
(This is how she was siting and this is from the movie beyond the lights)

(A/N so I love this movie so I wanted to make a book foe it with one of my favorite ships Yay hope you like the first chapter
Stay beautiful and be yourself love ya Byeeeee )