Chan and Felix didn't really have time for any more of a moment, because Jooheon looked a bit uneasy and was telling them to all hurry and get their things together. They'd be leaving that night, and it would take at least a full day to get there.

However, as Chan and Felix were packing, Minho is suddenly leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.

"Felix we need to talk...please" Minho sighs.

Felix nods, looking to Chan who just smiles.

"I'll just...go and say bye to the kids" Chan places a kiss on the side of Felix's head before squeezing past Minho and walked to where Leo and Hyuk were, looking after the kids.

Minho closes the door, heaving a heavy sigh.

"I don't trust Daesung" Minho speaks bluntly as he turns around and faces Felix.

"I don't think anyone does, considering Seokjin brought him back, and we all know what happened last time a certain someone brought certain people back. But, I'm guessing that's not the only reason you wanted to talk to me" Felix stares at Minho as if expecting something.

What Minho says next though...was definitely not what Felix was expecting, at all.

"There's something else...and it involves Jisung..." Minho looks worried, "he's uh...h-he's uhm...fuck, why am I so fucking nervous?" Minho curses at himself.

"Minho, just spit it out" Felix chuckles.

"ImayhavegottenJisungpregnant" Minho says all in one go after he takes a deep breath.

"...pardon?" Felix asks with a raised eyebrow, not understanding a word Minho had just said.

"I...I got Jisung pregnant. Listen, there was one time he asked me to be the top, and...a month later he just says it. You're the only other person to know Felix" Minho says, and Felix figures that the two don't want anyone else to know.

"How far along is he now?" Felix asks.

"A month and a half now" Minho speaks sheepishly.

"He's gonna start showing soon, so this isn't gonna stay a secret much longer. Hell, the others have probably already sensed it by now" Felix scoffs.

"Felix, I don't want him to come on this journey. He's fucking pregnant Felix, I can't put him and our unborn child in danger" Minho pleads his younger brother.

"Minho, calm down. He's gonna come no matter what. He's stubborn, kinda like myself, so no amount of convincing will make him stay behind. Don't worry MinMin, I'll protect him, because like hell am I gonna let anyone else die because of me" Felix explains with determination.

Minho nods, staring at the ground.

"The argument we had yesterday...that was completely my fault and I'm sorry. I shouldn't have overreacted like that, and I made you so upset...I dont want you crying because of me" Minho chews on his bottom lip, looking back up at Felix.

Felix feels the unwanted burn of tears forming in his eyes, but he tries his best to keep them in.

"It's okay Minho, I don't blame you. I would have done the same" Felix's voice cracks at the end.

All the stress and the pain that had built up and weighed heavily on his shoulders was finally beginning to really catch up to him, and all he wanted to do was break down and cry. His whole body shook as he tried to keep it in, but when he knows he can't anymore, he turns away from Minho so his brother doesn't see how weak he actually feels.

"Y-you can go now" Felix whimpers.

Minho doesn't leave, but the door opens then and Chan walks in. Chan gives Minho a look that says 'let me look after him' and Minho just nods before exiting the room. Chan sighs, shutting and locking the door before walking over to Felix and wrapping his arms around the younger's middle.

"It would be a lot better if we have dual leadership. I hate seeing you so stressed baby" Chan frowns worriedly, resting his chin on Felix's shoulder.

Felix says nothing, but his heavy breathing and sniffling is an indication that Felix is really crying. Felix leans his head back, staring up at the ceiling.

"Someone give the fucking strength to keep living" Felix mutters, "I don't think I can do this anymore" his words come out as a whimper.

Chan leans his head away, shocked to hear Felix's words. That's when Chan knew this was more than just stress. The older turns the hybrid around , his hands now resting on Felix's hips.

"I can't do this anymore. I thought I could, I thought I was strong enough for this but I'm not. I'm really fucking not. C-Chan, I can't" Felix looks up at his husband, a choked sob escaping him.

"Yes you can Lix; you'll be okay. I'll share the burden with you. Please let me; I don't want to see you like this anymore. It's hurting me physically seeing you in this much mental pain" Chan speaks softly.

"I'm...I'm sorry, I'm so fucking weak" Felix scoffs, wiping his eyes.

"You're not weak, you're just suffering. I can help you, if you'll let me" Chan whispers.

Felix is silent, but he nods.

"We have a few hours before we need to leave" Felix stares into Chan's eyes, "it's been a while since..."

Slowly, a smirk makes its way onto Chan's face as he chuckles softly.

"Yeah, it's been a while since we were together like that...are you sure though? You're upset Felix; I don't want to take advantage of you like that"

"You won't be taking advantage of me. I want to...it's okay" Felix whispers, smiling softly.

Chan pulls Felix closer to him, leaning in and kissing Felix passionately...

Mayhaps there might be a love making scene in the next chapter heh

I know I said I wouldn't, but it feels like a good time to put something like that in, at least in my opinion. If I don't it will be the first AND ONLY smut scene I will put in here, and don't be disappointed if I end up not doing it okay? Okay