*Yuuki POV*

Faded.

That's what I feel every day. Well, I have been sick since I was a kid. Not physically sick though, but it was...mentally.

I have a dissociative identity disorder, and yes, I was fully aware of it. Sure I took a medication for it, but I don't feel any change. The doctor who handled me for years now, looked like he wants to give up on me at any time, since I don't show any progress at all.

It was hard to go through this alone. At the start I have my mom to rely on, but after she was gone, I'm all alone. My father? Huh...he never cares about a poor mistake like me. My brother? Same as my father. So, I'm alone now.

I don't have any friends either. Most of people would push me away after they knew about my condition. No one accept my broken parts. So, rather than hurt being pushed away, I chose to locked myself. However, my two other personality have a different opinions. I didn't mind though, since their life is better and more acceptable than mine.

There's one day, I was going to a bookstore and I accidentally saw an imported magazine and it has a photo of me as its cover! Well, in a different style of clothing. The me in the cover wear a white dress, and looked so stunning. The title said 'The opera singer prodigy!', I was slightly shocked and bought one for me to read. The cashier almost recognized me but I ran out as fast as I can after I paid him.

Literally, my other personality, her name is Alice, is a talented opera singer, and already infamous abroad. She even will do her solo concert this summer in England! And in front of Her Majesty the Queen and other royal nobleman! I gulped and decided not to read it further or I will faint because of the shocked.

Then, the other, her name is, Yuna, did a different thing. I saw her in a newspaper one week ago. The newspaper said, she stopped six thieves who were going to rob a supermarket. Even though they were bringing a knife and a gun, she still had beaten them without a sweat. And now she was well known in Tokyo with a nickname 'The Capeless Supergirl.'

I, in the other hand, need to wear a mask when to go out. What was she doing is good but too dangerous. I don't know if those thieves or even their friends want to seek revenge for what I – she did. Even so, I'm glad only the two of them who went out. As long as he doesn't appear, I think I would let Yuna and Alice do whatever they like. They're both good and capable for doing a lot of things.

However, I think in this case, I couldn't say yes.

'As the other attendant of this class, we would like you to join a mission. Once you have decided to accept this mission we will give the further explanation.'

I sighed and rubbed my temple. After a brief talk with Ministry of Defense official this afternoon, my minds became so hazy. But the biggest question is what kind of connection between the ministry and the school? I didn't get a detail, since I haven't given the answer that they want. Somehow, I felt like something big, confidential and thrilling are going in the class.

Should I say yes to them? Besides, it's doing no harm, right? I mean, even if this direct mission from Ministry of Defense, it wouldn't be so dangerous, since they were giving this to a junior high school kid, right? Probably, they were just doing some kind of new defense system experiment. Plus, maybe this is a chance for me to find a few friends.

But, what if this is not going like I predicted? What if this is really a dangerous mission? What if they use the student of their experiment subject? What if I got shunned away again? What if....what if I feel threatened and he went berserk?

No. I can't. I don't want to take any risks. Let alone doing the mission, just going to school like a normal girl would be very impossible for me.

Like...it's not ever going to happen.

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Chapter one is done, guys! I know I just some kind of late posting this fanfic, it just...I don't really have much time and confidence to upload this ^^". 

Plus, until now, I'm still not happy about Koro-sensei! TwT
He deserves better, don't you think guys? 

I really hope I could finish this story! But first I must fight my natural habit of laziness ^^"
I do have some scenario in my head, but when I've time to write, my hands are just don't wanna move --"

Ugh, I know that was a lame excuse, but...well....

Anyway, what's your thought in this story? 

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Ja ne!

Sora_Akatsuki