I got tagged by 1234567980z :D

1. What's something that makes you happy?
Writing stories, reading stories, family, music, drawing, anime, online friends who I know I can trust.

2. My recent messages?
To Meowpaw230 a minute ago lol.

3. Do you miss your last relationship?
Like in friendship-
Then yes. My bestie is changed now and we aren't even besties.

4. Do you want kids?
That is the question which still confuses me. I'm not really sure about it as it is really painful and also I prefer being single. But having kids with someone will be great! If I am able to bear the pain and have kids, I need four. Three boys and one girl.

5. What is your current mood?
I'm dripping into a puddle because of the heat here, and there's power cut to add to the heat. I think I'll suffocate.

6. Write a paragraph to someone.
Ok, so I'm writing this to my offline friend, Jia.
You've always been my first friend and I'm glad that we aren't enemies or strangers to each other throughout the years, but I still feel so far away from you. A lot has changed since we were little four year olds, when we always played together, trusted each other with our lives and secrets, always promised that we will be the only ones we need other than family...
You were different from me. You never had trouble making new friends, mingling with everyone you meet, reach the top of the class. We were closer than brick walls till when we were 6, when you allowed two other people, Christina and Alanteena, in our life. I accepted, and even started enjoying their company.
But in second grade, everything more or less changed. We were still friends, or you said so. We barely talked to each other, and you were busy making new friends while I tried to find someone in your absence too. I did found a friend, Ansa, who I treasured so much. And you were happy with all of the friends you made.
But in third grade, I don't know what we were. Soon when I saw Ansa bullying you with her so-called (boy) friend, I threw a huge fight. I even broke his back for you and nearly came across an expulsion. And yet, you ignored my existence, and went on with your new 'friends'.
Fourth grade was the first time we broke apart. Being destined to the same classes every year since I joined school, I didn't expect us to be in different divisions. I was already far apart from you, I didn't want it to get worse. So you were the first person I saved the number on my phone so that we would never end up forgetting each other, but the number just stood like an old grave and waste of space in my phone, making me real hurt.
And somehow, I heard you were back to being friends with Chris, which made me both happy and sad. I really wanted to be with both of you too, and Alanteena as well, but it never happened, and I heard I'll transfer school the next year.
I held your hand, asked you one last time to please include me as your best friend, but you just smiled and said, "What are you talking about? Aren't we already friends?" Yeah right. It had been an year since she talked to me. And she tells me that we were friends. And I said best friends.
I felt lonely at my new school. I had more popularity there than I ever had in my old school, but nothing felt good without you anymore. I thought that was the end for us, that we'll never meet again. But fate had other plans.
I found out that I was going back to my old school the very next year. I was both happy and sad. Happy to see my old mates, especially you, again. Sad because I'll miss the people in my new school who gave me a support no one had ever. I saw that we were again in the same class like old times, and to my sorrow, I saw that you weren't too happy or excited to see me.
The year passed and we talked more than we did in fourth grade, but still not too much. We still weren't the closest friends. And that's when lockdown made it's appearance.
I forgot your existence for a whole year, and kept myself busy chatting with Ansa, who I found a keen to. Me and her were closer and she knew about me more than even my own family. I never realised which way I was going, and finally, I found myself as the stupid, media-addicted brat I was for a whole year.
I lessened my interactions with Ansa, and focused on my studies. Then a day came when I had to ask you a doubt.
One became two, and two became many more. We chatted a lot, but only about school-related things, and I found myself being attentive to classes and more smarter and interactive. But I still had my insecurities, thinking that you just saw me as a good-for-nothing failure. That stayed until our online class interactive session, when the teacher asked all of us our best friends. I felt like a free floating balloon when you said my name, but got puzzled when you said Ansa's as well. But oh yeah, you said Chris's name, as expected.
When I came to the first day of offline classes, I saw you with Nadia, a girl I hate with my whole heart. But I ignored that and even tried interacting with her, which I failed in eventually.
We hung out in recces times, just me, you and Chris. I never talked to her and she never talked to me, so you were like a chain in between us, keeping the trio together.
I still feel my insecurities, my doubts, and most of all, if I'm a worthy friend to open up and be happy with. When you forget me at recess, or when we don't see each other, like during exams, I take solace in Ansa, who seem to be a great girl when in offline. And more studious than me. I hope you feel just like I do, that our friendship is something special, mixed with a little sweet and spice.
Yours,
Nao-chi.

7. Are you a virgin?
Yep, and probably will be for another 100 years.

8. What colour are your eyes?
Dark brown

9. 3 am or 3 pm?
3 am

10. Favourite songs?
Apollo, blood sweat and tears, Break free, I wish (Cher Lloyd) and Hair too long.

11. What thing do you not like about yourself?
My gender.

12. What thing do you like about yourself?
Horniness overload 0v0

13. Do you want a tattoo?
Maybe, idk. A small one?

14. Do you give second chances?
Depends on who they are.

15. What was your childhood dream?
To be the prime minister of the country and help all the poor people.

16. Do you like getting married?
I'm not sure of that either. Like, it would be great to marry and have a family and all, but sometimes we need our space and time, which we won't get if we have a family.

17. What is love to you?
To me, love is a thing that is like a thin piece of glass. It can be broken easily and needs to be cared for 24/7. It takes a lot to love, but it just takes a gentle tap to break it.

18. Have you ever kissed anyone?
My dad used to give me kisses on my lips. No misunderstandings, he just loved me a lot. Then I accidently kissed my mom's lips when I was about to kiss her cheek and she suddenly turn her head. And I have tried practicing kissing with my fingers, I know it's weird.

19. First piercing?
On the ear.

20. Left handed or right handed?
Right, as most people.

21. Do you have a bad temper?
Very, especially when someone annoys me beyond the limit. Like my sister does sometimes. I ended up ripping her English book once when she became too annoying. I taped it back for her though :)

22. Have you ever been to a fight?
More times than I can ever count.

Now to tag some besties!

Ayas_AnimeLover

hitoshishinsou123

Meowpaw230

Shaira_Kurenai57

Crimson_x_Yellow

Shiel_Kurenai

1234567980z

PRINCESS_SHUI_HYUNG

HAT2UN3M00N

I want to tag a lot more but I'm not sure if I can tag people who don't have a book to write the questions in. Please correct me if I'm wrong.

I have one more tag, but I'll do it after knowing if I can tag people without books. So long besties!!!